wowozaizheizuohaohuagongyuli,chileshuishuilechi,shunbianlileliyuanzhudejiyi。
yigediebutengniangbuai、ouranyinweicelianxianglinweiweierbeizhouhuaiankanzhongdekelianchong,quanbucunzaideyiyijiushimofanglinweiwei,yijizuihoudeqicantuichang。
zhouhuaianyicidoumeichuxianguo。henhao,zhenghewoyi。
woshenzhikaishiguihua,dengfengtouguoqu,jiuxiangbanfajuandianzhiqiandedongxipaolu,huangechengshizhongxinkaishi。
shijiezheimeda,zongyouxitongzhazhaguanbudaodedifang。
直到那天深夜。
mensuochuanlaiqingweidezhuandongsheng。
woshuimianqian,shunjianjingxing,xinzangtidaolesangziyan。xiaotou?haishi……zhouhuaian?
wopingzhuhuxi,qiaoqiaomoxiachuang,chijiaozoudaowoshimenhou,congmenfengwangwaikan。
xuanguandedengliangle,yigegaodadeshenyingliangqiangzheqianzaiguangyunli,nongzhongdejiuqigezhemenfengdounengwendao。
是周淮安。
tazenmehuilai?zheigeshijiandian,tabushigaimangzhehelinweiweichoubeishijihunlima?
tatuolexie,quemeichuantuoxie,zhijiecaizhebingliangdedibanwanglizou,yibianzouyibianchekailingdai,zuilihanhudiniantaozheshenme。
woxintiaorugu,qiaoqiaotuihuichuangshang,jinjinbishangyanjingzhuangshui。
jiaobushengzaiwoshimenkoutingdunleyixia,ranhoumenbeituikai。
tazoulejinlai,zhanzaichuangbian,yidongbudong。
neimuguangyourushizhi,nianzaiwodecelianshang,daizhejiuhoudeguntangheyizhongnanyixingrongdepianzhishenshi。
wohunshenjiroudoubengjinle,zhijiasisiqiajinzhangxin。
guolefangfoyigeshijineimejiu,tahuranjiqichaofengdichixiaoleyisheng。
“xuedezaixiang……”tashengyinshaya,daizhenongzhongdezuiyihebinglengdeyane,“dongshixiaopin。”
wodexinmengdiyichen。guoran,youshilaikanzheizhanglian,querentadesuoyouwushifouwanmeidibanyanzhelingyigeren。
tafuxiashen,daizhejiuqidehuxipenzaiwodeerkuoshang。
wohedejihuyaodanqilai,queqiangxingrenzhu。
tadeshouyueguowo,naqilewofangzaichuangtoujushangdeshouji——yuanzhudeshouji。
tayongwodezhiwenjielesuo,kaishifankan。
xiangcelichulejizhangfengjingzhaojiushilinweiweidegezhongjiaoduzhaopian,liaotianjiluliquanshitazhulifalaide“lin**jinrichuanda”“lin**xihaozhuyishixiang”。
takandesihuhenbumanyi,qixiyuelaiyuechen。
zuihou,tadiankailebeiwanglu。
yuanzhuyougexiguan,huizaibeiwanglulixieriji,jilumofanglinweiweidexinde,yijineixiejianbudeguangde、duizhouhuaiandechilianhejuewang。
【10yue25ri,qing。jintianzhouxianshengkuawozouludeyangzixiangtale。wohaogaoxing,toutoulianxileyizhengtian。】
【11yue3ri,yin。zhouxianshengkanzhewo,jiaoletademingzi。“weiwei”。xinhaotong,keshiruguotaxihuan,woyuanyiyizhidangweiwei。】
【11yue20ri,yu。kandaohunliqingjianle。jinbode,henpiaoliang。zhouxianshengchuanxizhuangyidinghenhaokan。kexi,xinniangbushiwo。yeyongyuanbuhuishiwo。wodeyongchu,kuaidaotouleba。】
zhouhuaiankanzhepingmu,fachuyishengjiqingde、yiweibumingdehengsheng,xiangshilianmin,youxiangshibiyi。
ranhou,woganjuedaoshoujibingliangdebianyuan,qingqingtiezailewodelianjiashang。tayongshoujipaiwodelian,dongzuodaizheyizhongzuixunxunde、wuruxingdexinong。
“tingzhe,”tacoudehenjin,shengyinyadehendi,meigezidouguozhejiuqihehanqi,“xiazhouliu,woheweiweijiehun。”
wozhidao。wotamataizhidaole。wodesiqima。
“nilaoshidaizaizheili。”tadeyuqiburongzhiyi,“nalidoubuzhunqu。”
shoujipingmudeguangyingzhetayibanhuiandelian,yanshenzuidemili,quetouzheyizhongzhangkongyiqiedelengku。
“yaoshigangaoshenmexiaodongzuo……”tadunledun,shoujipingmuyongliwangxiayaleya,nianguowodequangu,“reweiweibugaoxing……”
tameishuowan,danweixiedeyiweishizu。
wosisibizheyan,jiemaokongzhibuzhudizhandou。kongjuhefennujiaozhizaiyiqi,jihuyaojiangwoyanmei。
tasihumanyilewodekongju,rengkaishouji,zhiqishen。yaoyaohuanghuangdizhuanshen,dasuanlikai。
我悄悄松了一口气。
jiuzaitazoudaowoshimenkoushi,jiaoxiahuranyigelieju,dagaishizuidelihai,meinengzhanwen,gebozhoumengdizhuangzailemenkuangshang,fachuchenmendeyisheng“dong!”
jihushitongshi,yijudaizhebunaifanhetongchudedunangtuokouerchu:“si……malege……”
neishengyinhenqing,henkuaibeitahouxuwenzhushentidedongjingyangai。
tamalebanju,sihuyishidaoshitai,likebilezui,fanzaodirouleroushouzhou,touyebuhuidizoulechuqu。
公寓大门被摔上。
世界重归寂静。