装模装样
“tamenyinggaishizhiqianjiuyijingshijihuahaoleluxian,zaijiankongsijiaodeshihoujiuyijinghuanlecheliangtaolile”
xiangshizheiyangdezhuanyeshoufakendingshiguyideguyimokanzheningxinhaowuxuesedexiaolian,dandandetuchulejigezi:“jixuzhao”
baobiaobuganyousihaodedaiman,quebuxiangchumendeshihouyudaolequerfufandexieqianxuezaikanjianbaobiaozheiyangdezhejilikaideyangzideshihou,xieqianxuejiuzhidaole,guyimokendingshizaidiaochazheijianshixianranguyimoyijingshiduiningxinbiandeyuelaiyueyuzhongbutonglebuguanshitazuoshenme,zhongjiudoushibibuguoningxinleerningxincishiyeshiyouyoudezhengkaileshuangyan,zaikandaozijideshenbianshiguyimodeshihou,biaoqingyeshirenbuzhuyouxiejingxi,“nizenmezaizhei?”
buguogangyikaikoujiujuedehunshenbushiguyimokandaotazhouqidemeitoubianzhidao,tajiusuanshizheigeshihouyijiushizaichengqiang“jiranshihaibushufujiubuyaozaidongle,nichulechehuowozenmekenenghuiduinibuguanbugu?”
zaizhidaoningxinchushideshihou,guyimoqueshishihuangle,yeqieshideganshoudaoletaduiningxindezaiyi,suoyixianzaiziranshixiwangningxinshikeyihaohaoxiuxiyixiatadeyanshenzhongdaizheguanqie,daoshirangningxinyouxiebuzizaile“qishiyemeiyoushenmedashi”
ningxinkeyiganjuedaozhishitoushangdeqingkuangyanzhongyixie,xianzaiyijingshibuxuyaoqudanxinzheixieqingkuanglebuguokantazheiyangdeguanxindebiaoqing,ningxinyeshizhendehuanxidangranruguoyaoshimeiyouxieqianxuelaijiaojudehua,neijiuzaihaobuguolexieqianxuekanjianningxinjingranzheimekuaijiuxingle,yeshixiangdaoleyishengganggangshuodehua,xinlimianbuyoudegengjiadefennuleanmaneixiechunhuojiushizheidianxiaoshidouzuobuhaobuguoxianzaitakendingshibunengbiaoxiandeguoyufennu,fanershimanyandedanyou,“ningxinnimeishiba?”
neimoyangdaoshixiangshitamenlianggezhijiandeguanxiyouduomehaoyiyang,danshiningxinhenshiqingchu,taxianzaizheiyangdebiaoxianbuguojiushizaijiaxingxingeryiyaoshizhendeshiduitayoudanxindeqingxudehua,yebukenenghuishiyanlihanzheeyi“wodeshiqingyinggaibuxuyaoxiexiaojielaicaoxin”
zainingxinkanlaizheiyangdeshiqingbukenenghuishiyiwai,ruguobushixieqianxueanpaide,ningxinshizaishixiangbuchulaihaiyoushenmerenhuizuozheiyangdeshiqingbuguoxianzainingxinshoulimianmeiyouzhengju,yezhinengshizanshirenzhubuqujijiaodanshibudaibiaoningxinshixiangyaokanjianxieqianxuedexieqianxueyinweiningxindetaiduhenshiweiqu,“yimoshibushiningxiaojiewuhuileshenmea?wozhendeshichuyuyipianhaoxinzheicaishilaikankanta,zaijiashangzhiqiandajiadouyijinghenshishuxile,woxiangzhezenmeyeshiyinggailaikankande,keshiningxiaojiehaoxiangyouxiebulingqing”
tazhidaoguyimohenshitaoyanzheiyangderen,suoyiyeshiguyibaningxinshuodehenshibukanbuguoningxinduizheiyangdeshiqingyijingxiguanlexianzaitazhishizaiyiguyimodaodishiduizijishenmekanfaeryierguyimoyequeshishibufuzhongwang,zaitingdaoxieqianxuezheiyangshuodeshihou,yeshizhijiejujueletadejiechu,“niyoushenmeshiqingzhijieshuojiushile,meiyoubiyaozheifuzitai”
xieqianxueyeleyixia,dagaishibeiguyimozheiyangwudixiandepiantanshanghaidaolebenlaitazhiqianjiuyijingshihenshijiduningxinle,xianzaigengjiadejuedeningxinshibunengliuleruguoyaoshiningxinyizhidouzaiguyimodeshenbian,tajiujueduimeiyoushenmechutouzhiriguyimoxianzaimanyandoushiningxindeshiqing,suoyikansheidoushimanbuzaihudeningxinqinyankanzhexieqianxuedebiaoqingniuquleyixia,buguohenkuaijiudiaozhengguolailezhinengshuoxieqianxuezheiyangdeyanjibuquyanxiqueshishikexile“woxiangyaojingjing,xiexiaojieyaoshimeiyoushenmexiangshuodejiuxianlikaiba”
xieqianxuehenshiquedingningxinjiushiguyideruguoyaoshitabahuashuoqingchudehua,kendingbuhuishixianzaizheiyangdejumian“jiranshizheiyangdehua,buruyimoniyeyiqilikaiba,wokanningxiaojiexianzaiqueshishihenshixuyaoxiuxideyangzi”
guyimomeitouweisuo,xianranshiduizheiyangdetiyibushihenganxingqu“nikeyizijilikai”
xieqianxuebukenenghuifangrentamenduchuyishi,suoyiyeshigancuilaizhebuzoulebenlaianjingdebingfangyinweitadeyuanyindaoshirenaolebushaozhishikexiningxinbuxihuanzheiyangderenao“woshenmeshihoukeyichuyuan?”
tabuxihuanyiyuandeweidaoyebuxihuanbeizheiyangdexuqingjiayideguanxinguyimoganggangjiuyijingdatanguole,“suirannideqingkuangqueshishizanshiwendingle,danyehaixuyaozhuyuanguanchasantian,zheisantianwohuizaizheipeizheni”
zheishiguyimodiyicizheiyangdezhibaideshuochulailetazijidexiangfazheiyiciningxindeshoushangyequeshishirangtayishidaoleneixindeganqing,jiranshiyijingzhidaole,neijiubukenenghuizaiyoushenmegaibianlianggerenzhijiandeshiqingsuiranqueshishiyouxiefuza,danshizhiyaoshizhihoukeyihaohaodexiangchu,yeweichangbushimeiyoukenengxieqianxuejiuzheiyangkanzhelianggerenzhijiandenongqingmiyi,houyacaodoukuaiyaoyaochuxuele“kanlainingxiaojiegenyimonizhiqianguanxiqueshishihenbucuo,zhibuguogongsineibiandeshiqingyaoshidangelekongpayebutaihaoba”
sheidouzhidaoguyimozuizaihudekendingshigongsideshiqingdanshizheiyiciguyimoquenandedelengmojujuele,“wobuzaigongsisantian,gongsiyebuhuitaxialai,zheixiebuxuyaonilaidanxin”
xieqianxuexianzaishizhendebeiduideshuobuchuhualaile,tajiumeiyoujianguozheiyangdebujiefengqingderenerningxinzeshijuedexianzaideqingkuanghenshihaoxiaoxieqianxueyueshixiangyaodedaode,jiuyueshidebudaozheiyesuanshixieqianxuedebaoyingbabuguoningxinqishiyehaiyouxiebuxiguanguyimodezhuanbian,zongjuedezheiyangdezhuanbianlaidetaikuai,shenzhishiyouxiebuzhenshiledanshiguyimoquewanquanbuzaiyizheixietaxiangyaozuodeshiqingyixiangshibuhuishibaiguyimoduidaixieqianxuedetaiduheduidainingxindetaidu,jianzhijiushilianggejiduanxieqianxuebeizheiyangdedaiyuqidejihuyaobengkuilepianpianguyimohaishiduitabuxieyigu“yimonishibushiyeshibuxiangxinwoa?qishiwoshizhendehenshidanxinningxiaojiede,ganggangzhidaoningxiaojiechulechehuowokeshijijimangmangjiuganleguolaide,nikanwodejiaodouyinweizhejiganguolaierniushangle”