第1章 早产,心灰意冷

tong,yixiayixia,sixinliefei。

xiaqingqiandeshoujinjinzuanzhu,zhijiashenshendeciruzhangxin,dandandexuexingweizaitadeshentizhouweimanyan,taditoukanleyanshenxia。

zaoyishixuejibanbo,yipianqihong。

她要早产了。

yuchanqimingmingbushijintian!

laibujiduoxiang,shentizhongneijuliejingluandetongrangtadeyishizhujianmohu,tanulidenaqishouji,botonglezhidingdedianhua。

huatongzhongyipiansijibandechenmo,tamianqiangdaqijingshen,dididekaikou。

“lengcheng,nengbunenglaiyiyuan,wo……”

“嘟……”

yelengchenghaobuyouyuguaduandianhuadelengrangtazaicidalegehanzhan,huatongzhongchuanlaiyizhencierdemangyin,tadeshouqingqingdechuiluoxiaqu。

他根本就不关心她。

tamenzhishibeiqiangxingshufuzaiyiqidechinanyuannv。

ai,zhibuguoshitazijidedanxiangsiheyongyuandeshewang。

xushixinzhongdekujiasulejingluan,xiaqingqiandeduziyuefatongle,xuexingweiyeyuelaiyuenong。

jiechandeyishengshenyuankanleyantadeqingkuang,likeduihushifenfu:“gongkoudouyijingkaileqizhile,bunengdengle,tuijinchanfang!”

“不!”

xiaqingqianqinghulesheng,wozhuleshenyuandeshou,“woyaodenglengcheng,zheishitadehaizi,takendinghuilaide。”

“shenyuan,qiunibangbangwo,woyaojianta。”

hetayijingyoushiduonianjiaoqingdeshenyuan,jiantaweilenanrenzheimezuojianziji,renbuzhuzuanjinletadeshou,nuhouyisheng:“zaideng,mingdoumeiyoule!haidengshenme!”

“nizhidaobuzhidaonidengdeneigenanren,jintianhaipeilingwaideyigenvrenlaiyiyuanjiancha!”

轰!

shenyuandehuaxiangshidaozibanzhongzhongdezhajinlexiaqingqiandexinzhong,tazhengdaleyanjingkanzheshenyuan,zuichunwengdonglexia,queshilesheng。

shenyuanhenhenxin,ranghushijiangtatuijinchanfang。

taganshoudaoduzizhonghaizimendedongjing,fangfopobujidaiyaochuqiaodexiaoji,quexianxiejiangtadeduzichengpo。

会不会死在产床上?

xiaqingqiandalegeduosuo,shixianpiaoxiangpangbianmanlianlengjingdeshenyuan,juliedetongcushizhetazaicikaikou。

“他,来了吗?”

shenyuanmeishuohua,lianmindekanleyanta,tazuihoudeshewangchediposui,juewangerqiliang。

jiusuantashitadeqizi,weitahuaitaishiyuexinkushengchanyouzenyang?

rujinyedebudaotanapayiyandechuilian。

是她痴心妄想!

juliedehenmanxinfengzhang,ruzacaobanmimimamafugaitadexinfang,tazhengzhazhezuihouyisishenzhi,manmouqiranqingshengkaikou。

“shenyuan,qiunibangbangwo。”

“说。”

“我要带孩子走。”

zheijuhuachukouhou,tadeshouzhisisidezhuazhechuangdan,shouzhigujiefabai,neipiaoliangdeyanmouzhongwanlihuangwu,cuncaobusheng。

shenyuanchuixialeyanjing,yanquyandideyipianqingliangshuiqi。

“好。”

xiaqingqianmianqiangduitachelegenankandexiaorong。

tajiuzhidao,shenyuankendinghuibangta。

napamingzhidaozheiyangzuo,huoxuhuiwanjiebufu,shenyuanyezaisuobuci。

juliedetongzaicixilai,xiaqingqianmaozulejing,xindidemingzihunzheqilidejianjiaosheng,zhongyuconghoulongzhongfengkuangyongchu。

“冷城!”

“清浅,用力!”

shenyuanjiaozhuodeshengyinzaixiaqingqiandeerbianxiangqi。

tawuxiazaiting,shentizhouranjinbengchengmanyuedexian,xueroubengliedetonghunzazhehen,tadeshouzhizaiciyongli,xianhuodeshengminghunhezhetadexianxuehongranerchu。

“haiyou,qingqian,biefangqia!”

hanshenghaizaierbian,tahunhunchenchendebishangleyan。

……

zaicixinglaideshihou,xiaqingqianhunshenxiangshibeichouganlexue,ganbiexuruodetangzaibingchuangshang。

zaitadeyoushoubian,jingjingdetangzhelianggexiaoyinger。

“醒了。”

shenyuanjiangzhentoumalidecongtadeshoubeichouchulai,anshangmianhua,“xietianxiedi,zheiputaotangheyingyangyesuanshimeibaijinida。”

xiaqingqiandongledongchun,chilidelazhuletadeshou。

“woliuleyigetiruodehaizizaichanfang。”

shenyuanzhidaotaxiangwenshenme,qingtanlekouqi;“zheilianggehaizihenjiankang,nifangxin。”

ruoshiyigedoubuliu,yelengchengzenmehuifangguota。

xiaqingqiankukudeqiaoleqiaochunjiao。

shi,tajiushizheibanbadao。

qiangzoutadexin,daizoutadehaizi,shenmedoubuliu。

tagaiqingxingtadelengmo,tagenbenbuguanxintadeshenyun,buranzennengrucimantianguohai。

夏清浅自嘲轻叹。

kanzhetaneiyuefacangbaidexiaolian,shenyuanwanxidekaikou。

“qingqian,zheimezuo,buhouhuima?”

“不后悔。”

xiaqingqiandemouguangkongdongdekanzhetianhuaban,yipiansiji。

“wozaojiubugaishewangtadeai,haozai,woxianzaiyeshigemuqinle。”

tazhixiangdaizhehaizimenanjingdeshenghuoxiaqu。

dansishirengbaozhezuihouyidiancancunde,youruhuijinzhongdehuoxingbandexiwang,tazhuanliankanxiangshenyuan,chiyikaikou:“ta,haimeilaima?”

“gangdao,yaodaihaizizou。”

huayinluodi,xiaqingqianwushengdediantou。

lianyijuguowentadehuadoumeiyou。

心如死灰。