第7章

liangxiaoshihou。luyuan、wo、zhaoxiaomansangeren,zaiketingmianmianxiangqu。yinweixiaoshihoujialibailuo,woheluyuanyiqianqishiburutahezhaoxiaomanqinjin。zhaoxiaoman,yejiushiwoyizhizaimofangdeneiweibaiyueguang。suandeshangluyuandebangeqingmeizhuma。ciketazhengleiyanposuodikanzheluyuan:「ayu,nihaishifangbuxiawo……」luyuanmanliantieqing。womomochigua。liangnianqian,tayeshizheimezhaodaowo,yongtarenchuwuhaideyanjing,yidiyidididiaoxiaozhenzhu,kudewodouxinteng。taneishiyinweijiazuanpai,genlingyijiashiyouqiyedeerzidinghunle。tayibianmoyanleiyibianduiwoshuo:「xiaolin,nizhidao,ayuconglaibushizheimetangtuderen。「woxiageyuejiuyaojiehunle,wozhidao,tahaifangbuxiawo……「suiranduinihenbugongping,danshi……mafanniduozhaogutale。」wokanzhetaneizhanghewoyouliufenxiangsidelian,ziyiweihuangrandawu。yuanlailuyuanturanyaoqingwojiehun,shiweileliaoshang。woyilianzhengzhong:「fangxinbajie,wohuihaohaozhaoguluyuande。」zhaoxiaomanduiwodezheigefanyinghaoxiangyouxiecuoe。danwobudengtaduoshuoshenme,yijingpaizhexiongfulikaile。shiyaozuoyigewanmeitishen。xianzaixiangxiang,ruguobushitadeneifanbiaoyan。woyebuhuiguaiguaizhuanglezheimeduoniandechunliangxiaobaitu。……zhaoxiaomanhaizaichouchouyeye:「ayu,zheiliangnianlai,wo、wo……」woduitadehunhouzaoyuyeouyouerwen。tingshuotalaogongyinweijiazushiligengda,qishibutaibatafangzaiyanli。zaiwaimianwandekehuale。luyuanlengzheliandaduanta:「zhaoxiaojie,chuleshaoshiwomendetongxueqingyi,wohenizhijian,haoxiangbingwujiaojiba。」zhaoxiaomanyouxiewucuoditaiyan:「ayu,ni……」luyuanmeijitataiduofanyingdejihui。zhijiezhanqilai,jugaolinxiadikanzheta:「youyuniliangnianqiandexingwei,rangwohewodeqizizhijianchanshenglewuhui。「xianzai,qingnixiangtajieshiqingchu。」zhaoxiaomanyilianwugu:「wo……woyoushenmeyaojieshide……」wokanzhetatoulaideqiuzhumuguang,momodibiekaileyan。ruguobushita,woyebuzhiyubaiganhuoneimejiu。qishiwohaishixincunyuanniande。luyuanjianzhaoxiaomanbuweisuodong,yemeiduoshuo,zhishitaochushoujidalegedianhua。yebuzhidaoshuodeshenme。shijifenzhonghou,zhaoxiaomankudeyibabitiyibalei:「wuwuwu,xiaolin,wocuole,wobugaineiyanggennishuo……