第一章

lingtangzhongderenlaileyibo,zouleyibo,gegelianshangshibeitongwanxidebiaoqing。

zhiyouwozhidao,neidoushijiade。

zhanzaicanting,daolebeishui,zhengyaohexia,shenhouchuanlainvrenyilundexixiaosheng:「xiaohaizidousile

jitianle,jingranhaibujiantababahuilai?」

[你不知道吗?]

[zhidaoshenme……….]

neishengyinyadilezaidi,chengleqisheng,「peiergequlexilixueshan,genpingshuangyiqi,neizhongdi

fang,jinqulejiumeixinhao,peijiajitadadianhuadoukuaiyaodafengle,lengshiyitongmeijie。j

「xingxushiguyibujie。]shuohuadenvrengouchunxiaolexiao,「sheibuzhidaotashikaozheweihunxianyunjin

demen,yaobushita,peiergezaogenpingshuangzaiyiqile。」

zaizheiyishengshengdecaozashengzhong,wozuizhongyinweibeishangguodu,yundaozailelingtangshang。

beiweiledianyaoxinglai,erbianhaishiyouxuduozayin,wotoutengyulie,fanshenjianglianmaijinlezhentouzhong,

shitutaobixianshi,chaoshixianxingdeweidaopubierlai,yuanlaishiwozheixietiandiaodelei。

yanleidoujintoulezhentou,peiyanliquehaimeihuilai。

chaoshengsuizheyidaochenzhongjiaobushengdechuxianersanqu,renqunzhongsishiyourenshuoleyisheng:「yanli,ni

可算回来了。

yanli.…..peiyanli?

不会的。

tayuanzaixili,genliangpingshuangzaiyiqi,tazenmehuihuilai?

jiusuantaxianghui,liangpingshuanghuidayingma?

taguyixuanzaixiaochishengrineitian,daizhepeiyanlitashangchuguodehangban,neiwanxiaochidizhetou,dangao

shangdelazhukuaiyaoranjinle,guangmangyingzaitayuanrundexiaolianshang,zhaochutadeshiluo。

tashineimexihuanchitianshidehaizi,queyikoumeidong,zhinendeshengyinyijuyijudiwen:「mama,

babashenmeshihouhuilai?」

tabukubunao,congxiaojiudongshi,zhidaobababuaita,gengbuaitademama。

zheiwunianli,xiaochiweiyidexinyuanjiushibabakeyipeitaguoyigeshengri,kedaoqushi,zheigexinyuan

都没有实现。

shenpangdeyizibeituozhuaikai,yourenzuolexialai。

neigeweidao,shiyuwotongchuanggongzhenwunianderen,zhiyaotayikaojin,pingjietadeqixi、dongzuo,na

pashiyigeyanshen,wodouganshoudedao。

congqianwoshineiyangqipantadeqinjin,kexinhuiyilenghou,jinglianyiyandoubuyuankanqu。

peiyanlizuoxiahou,erzihendan:「baoqian。」

又是抱歉。

tagenliangpingshuangquxilishi,wolanzhutadelu,lazhutadexiuziqiqiu:「mingtianzaiqukeyima?

jintianshixiaochidewusuishengri,taxiangyaobabapeitayiqiguo。」

jiehunzheimeduonian,wozizhimeizigeyaoqiutashenme,bijingzheizhuanghunshi,bushitaxiangyaode。

kezaixiaochidewentishang,wozongshixiangyaoqiuyiqiude。

danhaobuyiwaide,peiyanlinakailewodeshou,mianwubiaoqing:「baoqian,pingshuangzaidengwole。」

ketadehaiziyezaidengta。

buguo,zheiyici,xiaochizhendeshengqile,zaiyebuhuidengtale。

zhoushendouhenleng,woquansuolexiashenti,toushenshenmailejinqu,peiyanlizuozaiyipang,tazhidaowoxing

zhe,tashineiyangminganduoyideren,zheixienianlaiduiwodeyijuyidongleruzhizhang。

yishipawozaishejita,ershipawoshanghaitadexinshangren。

「nixingle?」peiyanlideyudiaozhongbujianbeishang,gengduodeshijipo,「louxiaderenyijingsanle,

起来吃点东西吧。」

tazenmekeyizheimepingjing,jiuhaoxiangsideneigebushitadehaizi。

的确。

zheimeduonian,tacongmeijiangxiaochidangzuoshitadehaizi,gengmeijiangwodangchengqizi,bijingruguobushimu

qindesuanji,woshangbulepeiyanlidechuang,dangbulepeitaitai。

peiyanlihenwo,henwomuqin。

tacengchengwomenshi——nongfuyushe。

xiangdaoxiaochi,woyoushiyizhenbisuan,jianglianxianjinshiruandezhentouzhong,shengyinganya,huchengyipian,bu

zhudiyan:「……niqukanguoxiaochilema?」

「嗯。」

「kanguojiuhao。」wonulikezhizhulekusheng,「nichuquba。」

peiyanlideshengyinruqingfeng,zhaolishineiyangdeqingmiaodanxie:「womeijiedaodianhua,jinshanzhihoutongxun

shebeishiling……zhende。」

真的?

zheisuanshiqiangdiao,youhuoshiweizijituozui。

buguanshishenme,wodoubuzaiyile。

「嗯,出去吧。」

peiyanlimeizou,duiwodetaiduhenshibuman:…….tangzhi,haizicaijisui,nizenmenengrangtazi

jichumen,woshihaizidefuqin,wojuedeniyinggaijiwoyigejieshi?

解释?

「he]woqingshengfachuyishengxiao,jiezhehuodongsizhi,zuoleqilai。

wozheigeyangziyidingchoujile,lianshangshileihen,pifushangshiyitiaotiaoyahen,yankuangshenaozhe,shuangmu

wushen,miansecanbai,yuankanruyijukulou。

反观裴延礼。

zhengjinweizuo,zhengzhuangchuxi,yisibugou,neizhanglianruhanbingyiyanglinlie,meiyoubeishang,meiyouyan

泪。

tashishenwenfanrendejingguan,erwozheigemuqin,chenglefanren。

「nixiaoshenme?」peiyanlizhoumeifanwen。

「woxiaoni。]wokaozaichuangtou,cuiruzhizhang,yisijisui,lengjiaoquehaishifenglide,「nizhidao

xiaochichumenxiangqunalima?」

peiyanliwozhushizhe,shiyiwoshuoxiaqu。

「他要去找你。]

[tadalehenduodianhuajini,danmeiyouyicijietong。」

[tashuo,babakenengshimiluzhaobudaojiale,yaochuquzhaoni。」

peiyanlichiyileyixia:「nimeilanzhutama?」

[wokeyihongpiantayiciliangci,dantadanxinbaba,chenwo……]huranjian,wojuedezijizhenshi

youkebeiyoukexiao,weishenmeyaogentajieshini?

wotingxialai,shenhuyikouqi:「shiwodecuo]

duanduanjizi,zaibinglengdekongjianzhongguaqiyichangfengbao,peiyanlideyanshenfujialeyicengshenshidewei

道。

woyingzhetademuguang,yiziyijudao:「wocuozaibuzhitiangaodihouxihuanshangni,youyinchayangcuogen

nijielehun,youlexiaochi。cuozaishengxialeta,rangtashoujinleweiqu,haimeiyoubaohuhaota。」

zaipeiyanlijijuyapogandemouguangzhong,woyangqiyixiao:[zuicuozaibugaiduinibaoyouhuanxiang,yixiang

tiankaijuedewomenhainenghuidaocongqian。」

peiyanlibiaoqingkongbai,yishijianmeilehua。

neiyibazhanghuiluoxialaideshihou,wogenpeiyanlidoumeilaidejifanying。

renshicongmenwaichongjinlaide,daizhekuqiangyujiliedemasheng,dawanhouyouzhuaizhewodejianbang:「nilian

yigehaizidoukanbuzhu,nipeizuoyigemamama?!」

darendeshipeiyanlidexiaogu。

tabahuxiaozhang,muzhongwuren,yizhibuxihuanwo,gengbuxihuanxiaochi,tatuiguoxiaochi,jixiaochichi

huaidiaodetaozi,toutouzaixiaochierbianshuoguo,tababataoyanta。

zheihuierdebeishanghaotao,buguoshizaipeiyanlimianqianyanxi。

womamuzuozhe,ailehaojibazhang,zuijiaochulexue。

peiyanlizheigezhangfuqueyundanfengqingdikanzhe,yidongbudong,yanliquanshimoran,guoqudaoxianzai,zai

wohexiaochizuixuyaobangzhudeshihou,tacongmeishenchuguoyuanshou。

toufabeisichezhe,henteng,zaiyijujudemashengli,woduishangpeiyanlilengchendemouzi。

cengjing,wozhishishuailejiao,cengpolepi,tadoujinzhangdebuxing,zhouzhemeiyigejingwenwotengbuteng。

时过境迁。

wozaitamianqianaizheda,tadoukeyizuodaolengyanpangguan。

zheimeduonianlai,woduipeiyanlicongnianshaodeqingdouchukai,zaidaotaduiwohulenghurehouwoxiaoxinyiyi

dechilian,zuihouquezaiyichangmouhuayutuidongzhongrangwogentajielehun,chengletadeqizi。

congqianwoduitayouai,youqipan,haiyoukuijiu。

duotianlaijinbengdexianduanle。

woturanzuoqilai,zhuazhexiaogudegebo,fanjihuiquleyibazhang,tabeidamengle,wuzhelian,zheng

dayanjing,manliandebukesiyi。

zheigejiali,chulepeiyanli,womeiyouduibuqirenheren,xiaochigengmeiyou。

zheiyibazhang,woyinggaihaihuiqu。