第2章
sushenglianseshunjianbiandecangbaiyipian，zenmeyunqizheimebuhao，laiyimalema？
keshitacongbujingtong......
citongyuelaiyuexianming，xiangshiyourennazhedaofanjiao，tengdesushenggongqishenti，quansuozaidishang。
takanleyanzhouweimeiyoushencishideyanxian，langbeidetuozhepibeideshenziquyiyuan。
“苏**是吗？”
sushengdiandiantou，yishengshuo：“gongxini，huaiyunle。”
honglongyixia，sushengzhijuedenaozizhakaiyiban，hunshenjiangying。
yishengzhidangtashitaiyiwai，jixushuo：“nixianshengjintianlailema？ruguomeiyou，niyaogaosutabunengzaixing、fangle，jintianshiyunqihao，xiacizaizheimejilie，haizihenkenenghuidiao。”
sushengzhijianzhanli，denghuanguolai，tayaotou：“bu......zheibukeneng......”
shencishiqueshibuhuizuocuoshi，ketayizhiyilai，douyouchiyao。
“shibushinacuole？zheibushiwodedanziduiba？”
“susheng，zheibushinima？”
“是......”
yishengxiaodao：“neijiuduile。”
“keshiwoyizhidouyouchiyao！”
“chiyaoyebushibaifenbaide，zongyoujilv，zhishidaxiaodewenti。”
congyiyuanchulai，sushenghunhunee，lianyushuilinxialaidoubudeerzhi。
她怀孕了。
huaishangleshencishidehaizi，huaishangleyigetonghenta，henbudeshaletadenanrendehaizi。
zheitaihuangmiu，jianzhishirenshengzuidadenaoju！
ketongshi，yeyouzhehuangluan。
ruguoshencishizhidaotahuailetadehaizi......
sushengqingbuzijindaleyigehanzhan。
jiuzaizheishi，lengbudingdianhuaxiangqi。
sushengkandaolaidianxianshishencishidemingzi，xindourantiaotingleyixia。
sushengpingzhuhuxi，tabuqingchushencishiyoumeiyoujitaanchayanxian，ruguozhidaotaquyiyuanle，kendinghuichachulai，daoshihouyiqiedouwanle。
她小心翼翼接下。
“你现在在哪？”
nanrendezhiwenguozhelengyi，keyerangsushengsongleyikouqi。
“gangcongmuyuanhuilai，zaihuiqudelushang。”
“头磕了？”
sushengxianruchenmo，shencishisihuxiaoleyixia，zhishiwumingdehanyicongjiaodizhipanshengdaobeiji。
“laibuyecheng，wozaibaoxiangdengni。”
dianhuabeiguaduan，sushenghuanghu。
buyecheng？neibushi......
tashunjianliansecangbai，yezhinengyingzhetoupiguoqu。
dengtuikaibaoxiangmen，kandaobaoxianglideren，sushengcaimingbaidaoshencishideyisi。
jintianshishuyayindejiri，erlaidelianggeren，doushishencishidexiongdi，ye......cengshishuyayinzuihaodepengyou。
gaofengyuanzaikandaotadeneiyike，lijiluchuletuncangyingdebiaoqing，youzhibuzhudelengxiao。
“cishi，nizhenxinga，zhennengrangzheibiaoziguolai，shuoyibuer，hulaihequde，xirideliangchengmingyuansusheng，bujiushichitiaotiaoyizhitinghuadegouma！”
yipangfuchengyeminzhejiushuilengxiao，“shenmemingyuan，sujiafumie，tajiushigebeilerenmingdezuifanbale！”
gaofengyuanjiangbeizizazaizhuozishang，shuangyanchihong，“zhenbuganxin！jintianbianchengyayindejiri，ershahaitadexiongshou，juranhaihuoshengshengdezhanzaizheili，lianjianyudoumeijinqu！”
sushenghunshenjiangying，youruzhenbanshangdeyurou，beiliangdaobinglengdeshixianhuadebiantilingshang。
tashenxileyikouqi，yongliyazhiyinweijufadoudeshou。
haoxiao，tanalimeiyouruyu，shencishideshenbian，bujiushirenjianlianyuma？
ershizuoyongzhedeshencishi，quepingjingdezuozaineili，piniyiqie。
shuangtui、jiaodie，shuobushanglaideyouya。
“zhidaonimenhentahenjiule，jintian，shiyinerdejiri，nimen，xiangzenmezhetengdouxing。”
sushengxunsudixiatou，houlongshenglixingdechouleyixia，neizhongexin，liandaizhewuzangliufudoukangjudeshengchutongyi。
“辞时万岁！”
sushengmohujian，tingdaogaofengyuanhuanhu。
“wozaokanzheigenvrenbushuangle！”
talinqijiuping，zhongzhongzazaizhuozishang。
“喝！”
高奉源眼里冒光。
neishiyipingjiujinghanlianghengaodejiu，gaofengyuanzheijiashi，shiyaotaquanbuhexiaqu，yaotachuchou。
sushengzhijuedehuxidouduanleyixia。
换作以前，她喝。
kexianzaibuyiyangle，tadeduzihaiyouyigehaizi。
一个活生生的生命。
“我喝不了酒。”
sushengdouranyaochun，mianduishencishizhuozhuodeshixian，tatouyonglidizhe，“huanyigexingma。”
gaofengyuanliansechanshengliefeng，“yigesharenfan，youshenmeliantiaosanjiansi？”
“tahaidangzijishisujiaqianjinni。”fuchengbiaoqingfengci，“yiweinengxiangyiqianyiyang，xiangbujisheimianzi，jiubujisheimianzi。”
sushengfenliyaotou，“bushiwobuxianghe，shiwojintianzhendebunenghejiu......”
gaofengyuangangyaokaikou，yixiangchenmodeshencishihurandao：“suanle，bieweinanta。”
蓦地，包厢都静了。
sushengbukesiyidengdayan，wanquanxiangbudaobangtashuohuade，jingranshishencishi！
然而下一秒。
shencishiqishenjiangzhengbeijiuduandaosushengmianqian，“neijiuheyibeijiuba，yibianhe，yibianshanzijidelian，shuozijizuocuole。”
“wa！”gaofengyuanchuilegekoushao，“haishicishihuiwan，bibule！bibule！”
sushengzhengzaiyuandi，dengfanyingguolai，neibeijiuyirandaolezijishouli。
shencishimanbujingxin：“liqidadian，nifuqinzaiyiyuannengfouhuoguolai，jiukannidebiaoxianle。”
sushenghenhendaleyigejiling，shencishineizhangjunmeidelian，yiranchengweileemo。
tajuewangdebishangyan，“wozheiyangzuo，nijintianjiunengfangguowole？”
“woshuole，kannibiaoxian。”
sushengzuanjinneigejiubei，shihundehexiaqu。
meiheyikou，tadouyaohenhenjizijiyierguang。
“wocuole......”
“nishengdaidiujialile？dashengdian！”
“啪——”
“......wocuole！”
“我错了！”
“我错了。”
“我，错了！”
tayanjingjizheshuiwu，lianyigaogaozhongqi，
shuodemeijuhua，douzaikanzheshencishi，neijuwocuole，sihubieyouyiwei。
shencishihuranshuobushanglaidexinfan，yiguwufayanyudezaoyi，yizaixinkou。
“滚出去！”
shencishijiangjiubeizaxiangtashenhoudeqiangbi。
gaofengyuanquebuganxin，“cishi，jiuzheimefangguota？”
tayisaopangbiandetaizi，suihouzuijiaoqiaoqieliedehudu，
“linzhongbudekangewudaojinjinxing？
neiburujiurangcengjingdamingdingdingdesusheng，sumingyuan，tiaogetuoyiwuba！”