第4章
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zaihuangpishancunzhongdesannian，wojingchangyubanmengbanxingjianbeicongpojiumuchuangshangchexia。
tamenjiangwodangzuorenroufaxiebao，yiquandajiaotidefangshifaxiezijideqingxu，jiangweiyuwanquandeshangkousilie。
wozaiquanjiaozhixiahunmi，youzaitengtongzhizhongxinglai。
jiuerjiuzhi，woyangchenglezaitamentaishoushijiuxiaguiqiuraodexiguan。
duobibushiwodebenyi，ershiqulibihaidebennengfanying。
医院病房前。
tiwokaijuchuyuanzhengmingdeyishengmeitoujinsuo，luobi，quemeijiangzhizhangdijiwo，ershizhuanshennaqiyipangdebaogaodan。
“shentidegexiangzhibiaodoutaichale。shangkoumeiyoudedaojishidezhiliao，huifudehencha，yijingyinqilexueguanyinghua，qiguanyoubutongchengdudesunshang。zuiyanzhongde，niyijingchuxianlexinshuaidejixiang。womendejianyishijixuzhuyuanliaoyang。”
wochoulechoubizi，chidundeyunzhuandanao，nulixiaohuazheixiezhuanyoumingci。
zaineigediyuyibandedifang，tamenweileburangwohuaiyun，meimeizaishishiqinfanzhihou，jiuhuiduizhewodeduziquandajiaoti。
sunshangdagaijiushizaineigeshihouluoxiadeba。
yishengguanchazhewodefanying，dunledun，youyadileshengyin：“nishenshangzheixieshang，shibushizaoyuleshenme，xuyaofalvyuanzhuma？”
法律援助，报警？
danaoyizhenhongming，kongjucheditunshisiwei。
huixiangqizhiqianshitubaojingzaoyudeyiqie，wopinlemingdeyaotou。
他不认同地皱起眉。
“nideshentizhuangkuanghencha，bujinkuaizhiliaodehua......”
yishenghaizaishituyoushuowozhuyuanzhiliao，wobiewutafa，zhinengdinanzhebaoqianhexiexie，ranhouliangliangqiangqiangdiwangwaizou。
wohenganxietadehaoyi，keshiwomeiyouqian。
yinweizaineishengburusidesannianli，woyidanshengbing，jiuhuizaodaodudaruma。
kanbingyaohuaqian，kezaitamenyanli，wobupei。
yichumen，woyushanglemanliandanyouguanxindeluwanran，yutashenceshenqingxianedeshenzhixing。
kandaowo，tabiaoqingbuzhiweiheshuhuanlexuduo，xiangshizhongyufangxiaxinlai。
kexiayimiao，tajiuduanzheruwangchangyibanwuhaiqueyouxujiadexiaowozhuwodeshou
“jiejie，zhenduibuqiya，zuotianwomentaimangle，jingranmeiliuyidaojiejiehaimeihuijiajiuguanmenle，jiejieshentimeishiba。”
shenzhixingchixiaoyisheng，“meirenqingtahuijia，tajiubuzhidaozijihuilai？buguoshiguyijiaoqingshuaxinjibale！”
kanzhetamenniyiyanwoyiyudeyangzi，wohuranjuedetouhaotong。
yanqianyizhenhuanghu，zaihuiguoshenlaishi，wojingranchichidexiangzhedangnianluwanranbeiguaizoushidechangjing。
父母热爱应酬。
dangniannianyoudewoheluwanran，yijixiaowomensansuideluzhihechangnianbeifumudiujibaomuzhaokan。
neitian，luwanyicongbieshutoupaochuquwan，baomuxujiucaifaxiantadeshizong。
wocongmangjifumudadianhua，quezhitingdaoneibiangongchoujiaocuodexiaoshenghefumubunaifandezhize。
wobaolejing，keguaimaituanhuoshifenxianshu。
jingchafanbianlezhenggejiangcheng，lengshimeizhaodaoyidianzhusimaji。
neishiwoyongjinfangfa，chabianshizongrenkouziliaodanganhejiangchengsuoyoujiankong，zhongyupaichadingweilerenfanzikenenghuiqudechengshihejingchuanluxian。
kedangwobadituxiaoxinpengdaodiaoyanleidefumumianqianshi，quezhidedaolehenhendeyibazhang。
tamenguaiwomeizhaoguhaomeimei。
houlai，manshenpibeidefumugaosuwomeimeizhaodaole，zhishizanshibeijiyangzailexiangxia。
neishidewohenxinrenfumu。
kehoulai，luwanranweishenmehuizheimehenwoni？
neishiyinwei，fumuyibianbianzaitaerbianzhizeshiwozhaorenguaileta。
buran，yigewusuidexiaohaizi，zenmekenenghuijingzhuntuicechufanzuituanhuotaopaodeluxianni？
kendingyinweiwotaoyanmeimeiguyizhaorenguaileta，youzaishihouhaipazheicaibaoluleduanni。
meimeixiangyijingjibuqingxiaoshihoufashengdeshiqingle。
bijing，tashizongshizhishiwusuidexiaohaizi，shouleneimedadejinghe，youchileneimeduoku。
suoyi，tabeifumuchenggongxinao。
我不知该不该恨。
danyuelaiyuehundundedanaoquerangwojuedewubipibei。
woyouxiangqi，neigemaixiawomeimeizuozijichishaerzidetongyangxidenanrendeqizi。
neigenvrenhewomentongbingxianglian，quexuanzelezaizhangfusihoubihunianyoudeluwanran，youzaizhihouduiwoshenchuyuanshou。
她不该属于大山。
“wanran，qijiadeneiweiayi......wo......”
woxiangyaoqiutajiangneiweiayicongdashanzhongjiechu。
keyanqianyoushiyizhenxuanyun，wojihuwangjizijiganggangyaoshuoshenme。
shouzhibuzijueyonglishoujin，luwanranturanjianjiaoyisheng。
judadetuilijiangwodeshentichongxiangyipang。
haimeidengwozhanwen，shenzhixingyoucubaodishuaileyibazhangshanglai。
luwanranwuzhudekuqi，zaitabaixideshouzhishang，youwozhijiaqiachudexuehonghenji。
yiyuandezoulangluanchengyituan。
tamentuoqiwoshijianbudemeimeixingfudejianren，shuozaozhidaowozheiyangxinsiedu，daoburuzhijiesizaishenshanli。
yizhenzhendeermingzhong，zhihoudehuawozaitingbuqing。