第6章
6
womanxinjuewanghuangkong，quewuchuxuanxie。
woyouyitaobishenme，ranhouyibianbianzaixinlianweiziji，womeiyoushiqutianfu，wozhishi，taileile。
wobugan，yemeibanfalianxijiaoshou，yishunjianfangfoshiqulemubiao，wuchukequ。
jiatingzaoyibuzaishiwennuandebifenggang。
woshipiaobowuyideyouhun，hunshenqicanpolan，jujuduxing。
wurenkekao，wuzhikeyi。
weiyidehuobanshineizhiliulanggou，wojitaqilegemingzijiaoxiaohei。
dangran，yezhiyouxiaoheimeiyoupaoqiwo。
woyechangshizhexunzhaogongzuoyanghuoziji，quelvlvbeiju。
tamensihupawosizaitamendianli。
meiyoushouru，ejile，jiuzhinengconglajitonglifanzhaocangengshengyao。
yewan，wohexiaoheijizailajitongpangbiandexiaojiazhizhong，huxiangyiweiqunuanshi，wojingranjuedezheiyeyesuanxingfuchongshi。
woshizaibaozhexiaoheishuidezhengshushibeirenchuaixingde。
luzhihebaozhebei，muguangchengdeshangyinleng：“haizaishuanidedaxiaojiepiqi？meirenqingnijiubuhuihuijiashima，feiyaojiwomendiulian？”
“bujiwomenzhaomafanninanshouma？zenmesannianhaishimeinengrangnixueguai，feiyaobamamaqidaozhuyuancaikenbaxiu？！nixiangyaowomendelianminzhiqian，yeyaoxiangxiang，zijipeibupei。”
wozhanzhanjingjingdetingzhetafaxienuyi。
duiyunanrenhenuyideyingjifanyingrangwokuaiyaobeiweidaochenaili，weiyidefanyingshizaiyuandiguixia，wanlebeijiqienuodaoqian。
xiaoheizaizheishijiaozhechongshanglaitiwodabaobuping。
luzhihebeichudaodemeitouzhenghaoyouletupokou，tayijiaotizaixiaoheishenshang。
neiyijiaobuqing，xiaogouaihaoleyisheng，pazaidishangbuzaidongdan。
wozhengzhazhexiangyaopushangqujiangtahuzhu，queshuaizaidishangpadoupabuqi。
luzhihejianzhuangchaowocuileyikou：“zhuangshenmekelian......”
tahaixiangzaishuoshenme，danbeizoulaideluwanranheshenzhixingdaduanle。
luwanranbeishenzhixinglouzaihuaili，taqingshengxiyudehongzheta，ouerloujiwodemuguangmuguangqueshiyanexianqi。
zheifuguanhuaibeizhidemoyang，cengjiheshiyeshiwodezhuanshu。
心脏由疼痛到麻木。
wobishangyan，turanganjuedaowujindiyanfanyuxiane。