jiehunsannian，tazongshuoyishengxuyaojueduilengjing。kedangwogongwaiyundachuxueshi，
tazhenglengjingdijinvbingrenzuoxinlizixun。“nintaitailaidianhua，haoxiangyoujishi...”zhulixiaoshengshuo。
“xianzaishigongzuoshijian。”talengjingdiguaduan。dangwobeiqiangjiushi，talengjingdifenxiwodebingli。
zhidaokanjianwoqianzide“fangqiqiangjiutongyishu”，tadiyicishikongle。“jiuta！wominglingnimenjiuta！
”zhenyihana，zheici，gaiwolengjingle。xindiantujianshiqifachudandiaobinglengde“dida”sheng，
xiangmouzhongdaojishi。zhoumodezhijianluozaijianpanshang，yeshitongyangguilvpingwendeqingxiang。
tazhengzaizhuanxieyifenfuzadexinlipinggubaogao，pingmushangmimimamadeheitizitiaofenlvxi，luojizhenmi，
zhaobudaoyigerongyudeqingxuxingrongci。bangongshilongzhaozaiyizhonghengwendejingmili，xiangmuzhuomianguangkejianren，
chuleneitaibijibendiannao，zhibaizheyigejijiandejinshuxiangkuang——limianshiwomendejiehunzhao。zhaopianshang，
wonulixiaodecanlan，tazeweiweiceshen，baochizheqiadaohaochudelimaohudu。sannianqian，
sheyingshifanfurangtazaikaojinxie，biaoqingfangsongxie，tazuizhongzhishituiletuijinsiyanjing，shuo：“zheiyangjiuhao。
”zheiyangjiuhao。jueduidelengjing，jueduidelixing。zheishitadexintiao，
yeshizhiruwomenhunyinmeiyidaofengxidezhunze。“yigeyisheng，youqishiyigejingshenkeyisheng，
qingxuwendingshizuigaozhiyesuyang，yeliyingchengweishenghuozhunze，shenxin。”zheishitachangshuodehua，yuqipinghe，
burongzhiyi。qichu，woaijiletazheifenchenwen。zaichongchizhefuzaohebuquedingdeshijieli，
zhoumoxiangyizuofengyubuqindebaolei，jirenmomingdeanquangan。kehoulaiwocaimingbai，baoleizhisuoyianquan，
shiyinweitajujueleyiqie，baokuowendu。xiafudezhuitongshituranjiajude，
xiangyouyizhikanbujiandeshouzaifuqianglihenhenningjiao，siche。wozhengzhanzaichufangliulitaiqian，xiangjizijidaobeishui，
cubujifangderuitongrangwoshunjiantuoli，bolibeicongshouzhonghualuo，“pa”yishengcuixiang，suipianheqingshuiyiqijiankai。
womengdiwanxiayao，anzhuneichutongyuan，lenghanjihulikejiucongejiaoshenlechulai，huxibiandejicuerqianbo。
yizhongbuxiangdeyugan，binglengzhanni，shunzhejizhuiqiaoranpasheng。wofuzhebinglengdetaimianbianyuan，jiannandinuodaoketing，
zhuaqishafashangdeshouji。zhijianyinweitengtonghekongjuweiweizhandou，pingmujiesuoleliangcicaichenggong。diyigeniantou，
shidajizhoumo。dianhuajietongqiandemanzhangmangyin，meiyimiaodouxiangshizailingchi。fubudejiaotongyizhenjinguoyizhen，
yinyueyoushiredeyetishunzhetuigenliuxia。zhongyu，neibianjietingle。“wei？”tadeshengyinchuanlai，touguodianliu，
shineizhongwotinglesannian、zaoyikerugusuidepingwen、lengjing，daizheshoushudaobandejingzhunheshuli。
beijingyinshijiqingweidezhizhangfandongsheng，neishitajueduizhixujingrandegongzuohuanjing。“zhoumo……”woxizheqi，
shengyinyinweirentongerduanduanxuxu，daizhewufakongzhidegengyan，
“wo……woduzihaotong……haoxiang……chuxuele……”woshuodejiannan，
meiyigezidouhaofeizhejijuliushideliqi。judadekongjujuezhulewo，
woshenzhinengwendaokongqizhongyisiruoyouruowudetiexiuwei。neibiantingdunlekenengzhiyoubanmiao，tadeshengyinzaicixiangqi，
meiyouyisibolan，shenzhidaizheyizhongjiushilunshidefenxiqiangdiao：“shenxin，baochilengjing。miaoshuju**zhi，
tengtongdengjiyidaoshiji，dagaishiji？chuxueliangduoshao？”miaoshu？wozenmemiaoshu？
neizhishouzaiwoshentilizuanzhulesuoyouqiguan，yaobatamentongtongrousui。dengji？ruguofenmianshishiji，
neixianzaijiushiwuxianbijinsiwangdeshiyiji！
“wo……wobuzhidao……hentong……zhoumo……wohaipa……”wodeyanleizhongyurenbuzhudiaolexialai，
hunhezhelenghan，langbeibukan。zaitaxuyao“jutishuju”deshihou，wozhihuiwuzhudikuqihehantong，zheidagai，
youshiyizhonglingtashiwangdebulengjingba。“chubupanduankenengshijixingchangweiyanhuozhehuangtipolie。ruguoshihouzhe，
qingxujidonghuijiazhongzhengzhuang。”tadeshengyinyijiupingwendexiangzailangdujiaokeshu，
“woxianzaiyouyigefeichangzhongyaodebingren，bunengzhongduan。nixianpingtang，changshishenhuxi，
ruguoshifenzhonghouzhengzhuangmeiyouhuanjie，zaibodajijiudianhua。jizhu，shenxin，huangluanjiejuebulerenhewenti。
”“zhoumo！wo……”woxiangshuo，woganjuehenbuhao，woganjuekuaiyaosile，ninengbunenghuilai，huozhe，
zhishaopeiwoshuoshuohua，bierangwoyigeren……danneibiansihuchuanlaileyigeqingroudenvsheng，
yinyuezaiwen：“zhouyisheng，shiyoushenmejishima？”ranhouwotingjianzhoumodeshengyinshaoweiyuanlilehuatong，
danyijiuqingxikebian，shiduineigenvbingrenshuode，wenheerzhuanye：“meishi，womenjixu。ningangcaishuodao，
duimibikongjiandekongjuzuichuchuxianzaishenmeshihou？”jinjiezhe，dianhua**cuililuodiguaduan。
“du—du—du—”mangyinxiangbingzhui，yixiaxiazaozaiwodeermoshang，yezaozaiwozhourankongdongdexinshang。
shijieanjingdekepa，zhishengxiawocuzhonghunluandechuanxi，hefubuyongwuzhijingbandejiaotong。pingtang？shenhuxi？
woxiangyizhibeirengshangandeyu，tulaodizhangzhezui，zaibinglengdedibanshangquansuochengyituan。
dibandeliangyitouguobobodeyiliaoshenjinlai，queyuanbujixindimanyankaideneipiandongtu。taguaduanle。
zaiwokenengbinlinsiwangbianyuandeshihou，taxuanzejixutade“feichangzhongyao”degongzuo，yongtayinyiweiaodelengjing，
jiangwochedifangzhu。yishikaishimohu，shiyebianyuanfanqiheiban。juewangxiangchaoshui，meiguokoubi。
woyongjinzuihouyisiliqi，shouzhizaibinglengdeshoujipingmushanghuluanhuadongzhe，buzhidaoandaolenali，
sihushijinjihujiaodekuaijiefangshi……zaiciyoumohuganzhishi，shibeijuliededianbohecaozaderenshengbaowei。
yanqianshihuangdongdejiuhuchedingdeng，cimudebaiguanggeliezhehunandeshixian。“xueyachixuxiajiang！
80/50mmhg！”“xinlv140！yangbaohedu92%！”“kuai！jianlijingmaishuangtongdao！
pinghengyekuaisudiru！”shengyinjicuerjinzhang，xiangjinbengdexian。youbinglengdedongxichanshangwodeshoubei，
youzhentoucirupifuderuitong。zheixieganjuedougezheyicengmaoboli，bushenzhenqie。“jiashu！jiashuzaima？
bingrenshenmeqingkuang？yiqianyouguoshenmebingshi？shifouhuaiyun？”yigeshengyinzaijinchuxiangqi，shizaiwenwo，
danwofabuchurenheshengyin。hunluanzhong，sihuyouhushinaqilewodeshouji，
zaizuijintonghuajilulizhaodaolezhidingdeneigemingzi，bolechuqu。wodeyishifufuchenchen，
xiangbaofengyuhaimianshangdeyiyebianzhou。ouernengbuzhuodaojigeqingxideyinjie。dianhuahaoxiangtongle。
wotingjianhushijiqiedeshengyin：“wei？shizhoumoxianshengma？zheilishishijijiuzhongxin，
nintaitaishenxinnvshiqingkuangweiji，womenchubuhuaiyishigongwaiyunpoliedachuxue，zhengzaiqianwangshiyiyuandelushang，
nin……”houmiandehuabeiyizhenwengminggaiguo，danwoqijibandi，qingxiditingdaoledianhuaneitouchuanlaide，
zhoumodeshengyin。yijiushineifenlingrenxinandelengjing，shenzhidaizheyisibeidaraodebuyue，touguoyangshengqi，
zaichongchizheshengmingweijijingbaodejiuhuchechexiangli，xianderucigegeburu，rucicanren。
“woxianzaishigongzuoshijian，youbingren。tadeqingkuang，nimenyishengchuligengzhuanye。ruguoxuyaoqianzihuozhejueding，
dengwojieshugongzuohouhuiguoqu。mafannimenle。”ranhou，youshi“du—”deyisheng。neiyishunjian，
shentijizhidetongkusihudoutingzhile。querdaizhide，shiyizhongchegudehanyi，congxinzangzuishenchubaozhakailai，
shunjiandongjielesizhibaihai。qiangjiushidedengguangbaidexuanmu，xiangshangdilengmodeyanjing。
wobeixunsuzhuanyidaoleshoushutuicheshang，lunziyudimianmocafachujicudeshengxiang，
zhouweishigengjiamijidezhilingheyiqibaojingsheng。“kuai！songshoushushi！tongzhixuekubeixue！lianxifuchankezhuren！
”“bingrenxiukele！chuzhanyizhunbei！”yipianbinghuangmaluanzhong，
woganjuedaoyizhiwennuandeshouduanzandiwoleyixiawodeshouzhi，shiyigenianqinghushideshengyin，
daizhegengyan：“jianchizhu！nihuimeishide！”weishenmemoshengrendouhuiweiwoliuluyisiburen，erwodezhangfu，
wofalvyiyishangzuiqinmideren，quekeyilengjingzhici？shentixiangpobaidemianxu，liqisuizhetiwenyidiandianliushi。
siweiqueyichangqingxiqilai，huifangzhesannianhunyinlidediandiandidi。wofashaosanshijiuduwu，
tayinweiyipianxueshubaogaoxuyaojueduianjing，rangwozijiqulouxiazhensuo；wofuqinqushi，wokudaojihuyunjue，
talixingdifenxibeishangdewugejieduan，
gaosuwo“jieshouxianshishizuizhongjie”；meiyiciwoxuyaoqingganzhichengdeshihou，tajiyude，
yongyuanshineitiaofenlvxide“jiejuefangan”，heyijuyonghengde“shenxin，niyaolengjing”。yuanlai，
tabushimeiyouqingxu，tazhishi，buaiwo。suoyiwodetengtong，wodekongju，wodeshengsi，
zaitahaohanlixingdeshijieli，buguoshiyiduankeyizanshigezhi、shaohouchulidewuguanshuju。
juliedetengtongzaicixijuanerlai，xianghaixiaotunshishatanshangzuihoudezuji。yishichedichenruheianzhiqian，
yigeniantouwubiqingxidifuxianchulai——ruguo，zheijiushijieju，neiyegaiyouwo，
laiweizheichangmingweihunyindebinglengshiyan，huashangjuhao。……zhoumojieshuneichang“feichangzhongyao”dexinlizixunshi，
qiangshangdeshizhongzhizhenyijinghuaguolewanshangbadian。
songzouneiweiduimibikongjiankongju、xuyaotaquanchengwenrouyindaodenvbingren，tarouleroumeixin，
lianshangbingwuduoshaopibei，zhiyouyizhongwanchengjingmicaozuohoudemanzugan。zhulilinweishoushizhechaju，
youxieyuyanyouzhi，zuizhonghaishimeirenzhu，xiaoshengtixing：“zhouyisheng，gangcai……nintaitaihaoxiangjinleyiyuan，
jijiuchelazoude，neibiandadianhuadaoqiantaile……”zhoumodongzuoyidun，meitoujibukechadicuqi：“yiyuan？
”tanachushouji，zheicaikandaoshangmianyoujigeweijielaidian，laizimoshenghaomaheyiyuanzongji。tachenyinpianke，
lianshangbingmeiyouchuxianjinghuang，fanershiyizhongbeidaluanjihuadebuyue。“zhidaole。”tadandanyingleyisheng，
xianshihuidaobangongshi，bujinbumandibaocunhaogangcaidebinglijilu，guanbidiannao，zhenglihaozhuomian，
cainaqiwaitaohecheyaochi。qucheqianwangshiyiyuandelushang，tashenzhizainaozilikaishigoujianshenxindebinglimoxing。
jixingfutong，chuxue……dagailvshihuangtipoliehuozhegongwaiyun。ruguoshihouzhe，
genjutatingjingshijiantuisuan……talengjingdifenxizhegezhongkenengxing，yijiduiyingdezhiliaofangan，
xiangshizaijieyidaofuzadeshuxueti。qingxu？danyou？huoxuyouneimeyisi，
danxunsubei“jiejuewenti”delixingmoshifugai。tashenzhijuede，shenxinyoushihou，
queshiguoyucuiruoheqingxuhuale。daodayiyuan，xunwenqiantai，dezhishenxinzhijiebeisongjinleqiangjiushi，
ranhoushishoushushi。taanzhaozhishipaizouxiangshoushudenghouqu，bufayijiuwenjian。shoushushiwaidehongdenghailiangzhe。
yigechuanzhelvsexishoufu、daizhekouzhaodeyishengzhenghaoconglimianchulai，shenseningzhong，
bianzoubianhepangbiandehushijiaodaizheshenme，yuqijicu。zhoumoyingleshangqu，
yuqishitaguanchangdelengjingpingwen：“nihao，woshishenxindezhangfu，zhoumo。qingwenwotaitaixianzaiqingkuangzenmeyang？
”neiyishengtingxiajiaobu，kanxiangta，yanshenlidaizheyisishenshi，yuqigongshigongban：“zhouxiansheng？
nilaidetaiwanle。bingrenshigongwaiyunpolie，shuluanguanrenshen，poliedehenlihai，fuqiangneidachuxue，
songlaishiyijingfashengleshixuexingxiuke，xinzangyidutingtiao。”zhoumodemeitouzhoudegengjinlexie，
dantalikezhuazhuleyishenghualide“zhongdian”，jihushibennengdikaishishuchutadezhuanyefenxi：“shuluanguanrenshen？
queshi，zheishizuichangjiandeyiweirenshenleixing。genjutadetingjingshihezhiqiandetijianbaogao，
youcefujianquyouguoqingweiyanzhengshi，kenengshigaoweiyinsu。chuxuediankongzhizhulema？ruguoxiukeshijianguozhang，
kenenghuiduidanaogongnengzaochengbukenidesunshang，tebieshihaimati……”takankanertan，
lengjingdexiangzaicanjiayichangxueshuyantaohui，fenxizheyigeyutawuguandebingli。zhudaoyisheng，neiweixingliudezhuren，
zhongyurenbuzhule。tataishou，daduanlezhoumodehua，
yanshenlishihaobuyanshidezhenjingheyizhongnanyilijiedefennu：“zhouxiansheng！womenxianzaibushizaikaibinglitaolunhui！
nitaitai，shenxinnvshi，zhengzailimianweihuoxiaquerzhengzha！”zhoumobeidaduan，lianshanglveguoyisimingxiandebukuai，
dantayijiuweichizhefengdu：“womingbai。zhengyinweiwoguanxinta，caixuyaozuiqingxizhunquedilejieqingkuang。
qingxuhuabingbunengbangzhuzhiliao。”liuzhurendingzheta，xiangshizaikanyigeguaiwu。tashenxiyikouqi，buzaikanzhoumo，
ershiduipangbiandehushihuilehuishou，yuqidaizheyizhongjizhidepibeihemouzhongxiadingjuexindelengying：“badongxi，
jizhouxiansheng。”hushihongzheyanquan，diguolaiyigetoumingdesufengdai，limianzhuangzheyizhangzhediedea4zhi，
haiyouyibupingmuyijiaosuilie、zhanzhediandiananhongxuejideshouji。neishiwodeshouji。
zhoumodeshixianxianshiluozaishoujishangneicimudexuejishang，tingliulebanmiao，
jinsiyanjinghoudeyanshensihushanshuoleyixia，dankuaiderangrenzhuabuzhu。tasuijiyikaimuguang，daizheyisibunai，
shenshoujieguoleneigesufengdai。tadedongzuoyijiucongrong，zhijianshenzhimeiyousihaozhandou。
tashouxiannachudeshineizhangzhi。zhediedezhizhangbeizhankai。dingtoushijigejiacudeheitizi——fangqiqiangjiutongyishu。
xiamianshiyixiedayindetiaokuan，guanyuzaitedingqingkuangxia，huanzheziyuanfangqijinyibuqiangjiucuoshi。erzuixiafang，
shiqianmingchu。neili，shiyigeqianming。bijishitashuxide，shuyushenxinde，daizheyidianxiuqi，dancike，
neibihuaquedaizheyizhongjuejuede、fangfoyongjinshengmingzuihouliqihuaxiadeliaocaohechenzhong。“shenxin”。
zaineiqianmingpangbian，haiyouyixingxiaozi，shiyongtongyizhibi，zhandouzhe、queyichangqingxidixiexiade，
fangfoshiliujizheigeshijiede，zuihouzhujiao：“zhoumo，runisuoyuan，zheici，huanwolengjing。”shijian，
fangfozaizheiyikebeidongjiele。zhoumolianshangdeneizhongyonghengde、fangfoyongzuigaojizhanhejigudingzhudelengjing，
diyici，chuxianleliehen。tadetongkongmengdishousuodaojizhi，xiangshibeizhenjiancichuan。nazheneizhangzhideshouzhi，
guanjieshunjianfanbai，wufakongzhidikaishizhandou，daidongzhedanbodezhizhangfachususudeaiming。
taxiangshikanbudongneishangmiandezi，huozheshuo，
wufalijiezheijigezizuhezaiyiqisuodaibiaode、binglengchegudehanyi。runisuoyuan……zheici，
huanwolengjing……“bu……”yigedanyinjiede、posuideqiyincongtahoulonglijichulai，
gansedexiangshishazhimoca。xiayimiao，tamengditaiqitou，
neishuangzongshipingjingwubo、shenzhishichangdaizhelixingpingpanyiweideyanjing，cikechihongyipian，
limiansuoyoudelengjing、suoyoudelizhi、suoyoudezhixu，hongrandaota，beiyizhongmingweikonghuangdeyeshouchedisisui。
tayibazuanjinleneizhangqingpiaopiaoquezhongyuqianjindezhi，zhizhangzaitazhangxinniuqubianxing。taxiangshifengleyiyang，
wanquanbuguyitai，chaozhejijiangzaicijinrushoushushideliuzhurenpuguoqu，buzaishineigegaogaozaishangdefenxizhe，
ershiyigechedibengkuideyeshou。“jiuta！”tasihouzhe，shengyinshiqiansuoweiyoudejianlihejuewang，