qiziqinmanshujilewoyichangziyoudehunyin，tashenbianqingrenbuduan，
erwozhishitameishidiguolizuihexindejishubilei。dangwoshenhuanjuezheng、shuangmushiming，
tajiangwoqiujinzaitianjiabingfang，zhiweibaozhutade「touzi」。ketabuzhidao，dangxuemeitangananchuxian，
wozhuwoshouqiuwohuoxiaqushi，tazheichangyongjinqiangouzhudebaolei，jiuyijingkaishibengtale。
1quezhenshushangdemeiyigezidouxiangguntangdezhen，zhajinwodeshiwangmo。「jinrunxingshishenjingweisuo，yichuanxingde，
hanjiantubian。」yishengtuiletuiyanjing，yuqixiangshizaixuanpan，「jinkuaianpaishoushu，jiusuankongzhizhu，
shiliyebaobuzhuduoshao。tuoxiaqu，jiushiyipianhei，ranhou……nizhidaode。」
wodeshouzhixiayishidiquboneigelanshuyuxindehaoma。woxianggaosuqinmanshu。woxiang，tayaoshizhidaole，
huibuhuitingxiatayongyuancongmangdejiaobu，huitoukankanwo。dianhuatongle，manzhangdedushenghou，
shiyigewomeitingguode、nianqingyouxiaozhangdenansheng。「nawei？」wohoulongfagan，「wozhao……」「zhaoqinzong？」
neibianchuanlaiyishengqingxiao，daizheshizudetiaoxin，「taxianzaimeikong。」wodeshouniejinleshouji，
yanqiandezhenduanbaogaokaishichuxianzhongying，mohubuqing。meidengwoshuohua，
tingtonglichuanlaileyigewozaishuxibuguodeshengyin，qingrou，daizheyisijiaoyong：「baobao，sheiya？」shiqinmanshu。
wodexinzangxiangshibeirenzuanzhule，mengdiyining。「buzhidao，haoxiangshishenme……xingshengdexiansheng？」
nanrendeshengyintiedehenjin，jihunengtingdaotahuxideqiliu。「guale。」
qinmanshudeshengyinpingjingdemeiyouyisibolan，xiangshifudiaoyijiaodeyilihuichen。ranhou，jiushiduanxiandemangyin。
xiongkouxiangbeijushiyazhu，wodakouchuanqi，quexibujinbandiankongqi。xingshengdexiansheng……jiehunwunian，
wozaitatongxunlulidebeizhu，yuanlaizaojiubushi「laogong」le。**zaiyiyuanzoulangbinglengdeqiangbishang，
toudingdedengguangcidewoyanjingshengteng。yanqianzhouranyihei，jizhidekonghuangyanmeilewo。shijiejijingwusheng。
guolebuzhidaoduojiu，guangliangcaixiangtuichaohoudehaishui，yidiandianmanhuiwodeshiye。wozhengzhengdiwangzhechuangwai，
jiedenggoulechuchengshidelunkuo，quezaiyezhaobujinwoxinli。hunyinyijingdaoleyoujindengkudeshihou，
woderenshengyeshi。qinmanshu，budengnile。zhende。……bingleyihou，wodejuebiandehenqing。suoyi，
dangwoshimenbeiqingqingtuikai，qinmanshudaizheyishenshenyedehanqihemoshengdexiangshuiweijinlaishi，woshunjianjiuxingle。
tameikaideng，shenzhimeikanchuangshangyoumeiyouren，jingzhizoudaochuangdelingyibiantangxia，beiduizhewo，
xiangshihewogeleyitiaoyinhe。wochelechezuijiao，meiwentaqulenali，jianleshei。meiyiyile。wenchukou，
buguoshiwangzijiqianchuangbaikongdexinshang，zaitongyibadaobale。mimihuhujian，wozuolegemeng。
mengjianwohetagangrenshideshihou。neishihou，woshishengjiajincundechuanren，
shouzhejibenzuchuandecaipuheyijiapojiudesifangcaiguan。ertashigangrongdaodiyibizidekejixingui，
mangdejiaobuzhandi，dundunnayingyangyexuming。woqingjinsuoyou，yanjiugufa，zhixiangliuzhuneixiekuaiyaoshichuandeweidao。
keshikeliaoliao，wurenwenjin，jiuzaiwozhunbeiguandiaocaiguan，quxieziloudanggegezijianzhiyuandeshihou，talaile。
tachuanzheyishenliluodehongqun，gaogenxiecaizaidibanshang，meiyibudoudaizheleilifengxingdeqichang。
dianleyiwanzuiputongdeyangchunmian。「zheiwanmian，」tahewanzuihouyikoutang，yanquanyouxiehong，
「rangwoxiangqilewoma。」houlaiwocaizhidao，tamuqinzaoshi。neiwan，tadiyiciduiwochangkaixinfei。
tashuozaitayanzhong，wohetashiyiyangderen。doushishouzheyifenzhinian，duikangzhezheigefeisuxuanzhuandeshijie。
takanwoshengyicandan，wozhewodeshou，yanlishizhuoredeguang：「nideshouyi，yinggaibeiquanshijiekanjian。」houlai，
womenxiangai，jiehun。tayongtouzirendeleitingshouduan，
bawoneijianpoguanzidazaochenglequanchengzuinanyuyuededingjishifu。wodemingzi，diyicihe「dashi」
lianggezilianxizaileyiqi。woyiwei，wozhongyupeideshangtale。kexinhunye，taqueduiwoshuo：「shengjue，
womendehunyinshiqiyue，woxiwangtashiziyoude。」ziyoushishenme？shitashenbiandenanrenkeyiyigeyuehuanyige。
jinrongxingui，danghongxiaosheng，haiwaicaituandejichengren……tayouzouqizhong，pianyebuzhan。ouerxiangqiwo，
huijiwodaiyijianjiazhibufeideliwu，yanlidaizheyisijugaolinxiadekuijiu。ketabuzhidao。woyaode，
conglaibushizheixie。2banye，woganjueyourenzaituiwodejianbang。「shengjue！shengjue！nizenmele？」
qinmanshudeshengyinli，daizheyisicongweiyouguodejinghuang。woxiangshicongshenhailibeilaochulai，feilidizhengkaiyan。
yipianqihei。shenmedoukanbujian。konghuangxiangtengmanyiyangchanzhuxinzang，woxiayishidiwenta：「tingdianlema？
nizenmebukaideng？」dianhuaneitoudeqinmanshuchenmolepianke，yuqilitouzheyigupibeiheguaiyi：「dengkaizhe，
niyoukanbudaole？」woyouyicishimingle。wonulibalianzhuanxiangtadefangxiang，xianggaosuta，zheiyici，
heyiqianbuyiyangle。「wo……wodeyanjinghaoxiangchuwentile。」huayingangluo，woneng「ganjue」
daotadeshixianxiangtanzhaodengyiyangsaoguowodelian。「youyaowanzheitao？」tadeshengyinlenglexialai，xiangcuilebing，
「shengjue，zheigebaxiniyongleqicile。bunima？」yishunjian，xinlisuoyoufanyongdeqingxudoudongjiele，
suichengbingzha。wohuanhuandi，chechuyigenankandexiaorong。xinyijingbeizhademamu，meishenmeganjuele。
「……kanjianle，ganggangdenghuangleyixia，yanhuale。」
wonulirangzijideyuqitingqilaixianggewuliqunaodewanxiao。qinmanshuneibianchuanlaiyishengjibukewendetanxi，
huifuleyiwangdelengjingheshuli，「xiacibiekaizheizhongwanxiaole，wozuijinhenlei。」muguangsuoji，
shiyipianxuwudeheian。wozhidao，tayouyicibawodingzaile「huangyan」dechiruzhushang。
sheirangwoguoquzongnagezhongxiaoshangxiaobingdangjiekou，jiushiweilepiantanengzaodianhuijia，nengzaiwoshenbianduodaijifenzhong。
langlailedegushi，shuoduole，zhenlanglailedeshihou，yejiumeirenxinle。「wogangcaihaoxiangtingdaonizuoemengle？」
tameizaizhuijiu，huanlegehuati。huoxushixinlizuoyong，youhuoxushiyaowuqilexiao，
woyanqiandeheiankaishimanmantunqu，guangxianhelunkuozhongxinfuxian。wotanlandikanzhetadelian，
xiangbatademeiyigexijiedoukejinnaozili。keshi，taneishuangzongshishanshuozhejingminghesuanjideyanjingli，
cikezhiyouzangbuzhudefanzao。wozhidao，tashibeiwochaoxingle，henbugaoxing。「ng，」woqingshengshuo，
「mengdaowomengangzaiyiqi，zaiwoneijianxiaopoguanzili……nidiyicichiwozuodeyangchunmian。」
tamingxianlengleyixia，yanshenyouxiehuanghu，sihuchupengdaolexindishenmerouruandedifang。
「……yihouwohuijinliangzaodianhuilai。」zheishitaduonianlai，diyicizuochuzheiyangdechengnuo。
napazhidaozheikenengzhishishunjiandexinruan，woyexiangnishuiderenzhuazhulefumu。fanzheng，yehuobuleduojiule。
nengduokantayiyan，jiuduoyiyanba。「guojitian，woyueleyigehenzhongyaodemeishizazhizhubian，」woshuo，
「shigesirenpinjianyan，woxiangzuowomenjiadeyidaochuanjiacai……nilaima？」「hao。」tadayingle。
woxuanzhedexin，zhongyuluoledi。……weilefukeneidaoshichuanjinbainiande「fengchuanmudan」，
wojihuhaojinlexinxue。yishengdejinggaohaizaierbian：「nixianzaizuijihuidejiushilaoshenheaoye！
bixulikezhuyuan！」kewozhidao，zhujinquyezhishiyanhuansiwang，
rifuyiridehualiaozhihuibawozhemodebuchengrenxing。xiangbizhixia，nengyongzuihoudeshiguangweita，
weiwomenzheiduanmingcunshiwangdehunyinliuxiadianshenme，sihugengzhongyaoyixie。jiuzaiwojiangzuihouyidaogongxuwanchengshi，
yanqianmengdiyihei。youlaile。zheizhongqingkuangzuijinyuelaiyuepinfan，woyijingjianjianxiguanleheianturuqilaidezaofang。
zhuoshangdeyaoyijingchiwanle，zhinengdengshilihuifu，zaiquyitangyiyuan。kejiuzaiyiyuanquyaodeshihou，
wozaizoulangjintoukanjianleqinmanshu。tazhengbaozhegebo，kaozaiyibeishang，meitoujinsuo。tashengbingle？
zheigeniantourangwoxinzangyijin，liketaijiaozouleguoqu。zhishi，yigegaodadeshenyingxianwoyibu，
zoudaoletashenbian，titiedijiangyijianxizhuangwaitaopizailetashenshang。3「haole，nawanyaole。」
nanrenlanzhuqinmanshudeyao，yuqiyouchongniyoumaiyuan，「sheirangnizongshiweilexiangmubuchifan，weitengleba？
haidewopeinilai。」tamendejuzhiqinmiziran，fangfoyiduijiehunduoniandefuqi。kewo，
caishitafalvshangdezhangfu。worendeneigenanren，chengxuan，huaerjiehuilaidejinrongxingui，
qinmanshugongsixinxiangmudehehuoren。yiqifengfa，nianqingyouwei，xiangjileganghewozaiyiqishideta。
qinmanshushenbiandenanren，baoxianqitongchangbuchaoguosangeyue。zhiyouzheigechengxuan，yijingzaitashenbiandailezhengzhengbannian。
wojide，dangchuwoheta，yeshizairenshibannianhou，jiedehun。liangrenzhuanshenyaozou，
woxiayishididuojinlepangbiandeanquantongdaoli。「haibushiweilenineigexinjijinma，」
qinmanshudeshengyindaizhesajiaodeyiwei，「wojiuxiangnipeiwolai。」「nia……」chengxuanxiaozhe，
qinnidigualeguatadebizi，「yihoubuxuzaibuanshichifanle，tingdaomeiyou？weibixiangmuzhongyao。」
qinmanshuguaiqiaodidiantou：「hao。」tamendeshenyingyuezouyueyuan，zuizhongzaiwomohudeshiyelibianchenglianggexiaodian。
woturangandaosizhibaihaiyizhenwuli，shentijiangyingdebutingshihuan。kanlai，bingqingyoujiazhongle。
qinmanshuyongyuanyifudaoqiangburudenvqiangrenmoyang，qishizuipateng。taweibuhao，yiejiuteng，
yimangjiuwanglechifan。weilerangtayangwei，wobayirisancandouzuochengleyangshengcan，bianzhehuayangdiyanjiugezhongyaoshan。
ketazongshibeizhewotoutouchiwaimai，hebingkafei。meicitaweitengdaomaolenghan，doushiwopeizhetalaiyiyuandiaoshui。
「dengnatianwobuzaile，kanniweitengzenmeban。」wozongshiyouqiyouxintengdishuluota。
taneishihouhaihuibaozhewodegebo，taohaodixiao：「zheibushiyounima，nihuiyizhipeizhewode。」keshihoulai，
peizhetaderenbuzaishiwo。tayezaibuhuiduizhewosajiao。wanshang，tajingranpotianhuangdizaifandianqianhuilaile。
wogangdunhaoyizhongyangweidetang，duanjitashi，tadejiaobudunleyixia。「woxianzaibuhezheixiele。」
yijuqingpiaopiaodehua，xiangyigengangzhen，jingzhundizhajinwoxinzangzuirouruandedifang。woduanzhetangzhongdeshoujiangzaibankong，
houlonglixiangduletuanmianhua，banshangcaifachushayadeshengyin。「shi……yinweichengxuanma？」
woxinlicancunzheyisikexiaodehuanxiang，huanxiangzhetahuixiangcongqianneiyang，
chongwojiaoxiadiyixiao：「dangranshiyinweibuxiangrangnizailaotaola。」ketaquexiaodemeiyanwanwan，
yuqilishiwocongweijianguodewenrou：「ng，tashuozhongyaosanfendu，haishiziranliaofahao。」
pengzhetangzhongdeshoumengdishoujin，gujiefanbai。wochechuyigebikuhainankandexiaorong。「hao，neiwodaole。」
ta「ng」leyisheng，jiujingzhijinleshufang。neiyiwan，shufangdedengliangdaotianming。houbanyewojinqukanta，
tayijingpazaizhuoshangshuizhele，meitoujinjinzhouzhe。wowanyaoxiangbatabaohuiwoshi，
queyiyanpiejianletashoubianyazhedeyifenwenjian——《lihunxieyishu》。jiafang，qinmanshu。suoyi，
tabushixinruanle，zhishijuedezuihoudekuijiuyemeibiyaole，duima？muguangyian，
woditoukanzhehuailichenshuideren，yankuangyizhenzhuore，yidiwenredeyetihualuo，daizhetiexiudeqixi。shixue。
wolikebataqingqingfangzaiwoshidechuangshang，kuaibuchongjinxishoujian，yonglengshuichongxiyanjing，ranhoutunxialiangpianzhitongyao。
4pinjianyanneitian，wojizhengzaikaihuideqinmanshufalezuihouyitiaoxinxi：「nicengshuo，
wodeshouyiyinggaibeiquanshijiekandao。jinwan，woxiangrangnidiyigekandao。」weilezheichangpinjianyan，
wobaoxialeyizhenggebuduiwaikaifangdeyuanlincanting，zhiweilejitahewozijiyigewanmeidejudian。
neidao「fengchuanmudan」，gongxufansuo，yuyishi——zhisibuyu。wochuanzheyuntangtuotiedechushifu，
zhanzaimingliangdekaifangchufangli，jingjingdidengzhetalai。qiangshangdeguazhong，miaozhenmeiyicitiaodong，
douxiangshizailingchiwodeqidai。liudian。qidian。badian。canzhuoshangdecai，yijingliangtoule。wojitadadianhua，
beiguaduan。zaida，zaibeiguaduan。zhongyu，zaiwojihuyaofangqideshihou，dianhuajietongle。「shengjue，
youshenmeshikuaishuo，wozheibianyouyigehenzhongyaodehui。」tadeshengyinjicu，
jiazazhejianpanqiaojihepangrentaolundeshengyin。「niwangle，jintianshishenmerizima？」wowozheshouji，
zhijiashenshendixianjinrouli，「nidayingguoyaolaide。」neibianchenmolejimiao，woshenzhinengxiangxiangchutarouzhemeixin，
yilianbunaifandeyangzi。「chengxuandexinjijinjinwanfabu，chuledianzhuangkuang，wozoubukai。」tadadao。
woxiongzhongdesuansejihuyaoyongchuhoulong：「yigexinjijin，biwohaizhongyaoma？qinmanshu。」zheishiwomenjiehunhou，
wodiyicilianmingdaixingdihanta。dangchugangrenshi，wohantaqin**。houlaiaidenonglie，wohantamanshu。xianzai，
wohantaqinmanshu。tahuoxuyechajuedaolewoyuqilijuejuedehanyi，
taiduruanhualexie：「wozhidaozheigepinjianyanduinihenzhongyao。xiaci，wozaiweinibanyichang，qinglaiquanchengdemeiti，
haobuhao？」buchang？he。wodeshoudoudelihai，jihuwobuzhushouji。woyongjinquanshendeliqi，
wenlezuihouyijuhua：「ni，lai，haishibulai？」neitoudechenmo，jinjinzhiyouyimiaozhong。ranhou，
wotingjianlezuibuxiangtingdaodedaan。「duibuqi，shengjue。」「hao，wozhidaole。」shuowan，wogualedianhua。
sizhoujingdekepa。wokanzheneiyizhuoyijingshiqulinghundecaiyao，lianxileneigemeishizhubian，
gaosutayanhuiquxiaole。ranhouwojicantingqianlezhipiao，qiansanlesuoyouren。ruodadeyuanlinli，zhishengwoyige。
wojiangneidao「fengchuanmudan」yikouyikou，quanbuchilexiaqu，bingleng，kuse。huanghujian，
yanqiandezhuguangbianchengleyituanmohudeguangyun，ranhou，shijiezhuiruwubiandeheian。bijian，
chuanlaiyigunongliedexuexingwei。woshenchushou，modaoleyiliandewenrezhanni。wopingjingdicongkoudailimochuyaoping，
daochujili，jiuzhelengdiaodechashuiganyanxiaqu。yaopiandeku，zaixinlimanyankai。meiguanxi。qinmanshu，
zheichangdujiaoxi，woyanwanle。yihou，nideshijie，wotuichule。wohuidaoneidongzhulewuniande，suowei「jia」
debieshu。gangtuikaimen，jiutingdaoleketingliaimeidediaoxiaosheng。「nishenmeshihougentatanpai？」
shichengxuandeshengyin，daizheyisibumanzudeweiqu。qinmanshuqingxiaoleyisheng：「yijingnihaolihunxieyile，
jiuchataqianzi。」liangrenkandaowo，jiuxiangkandaoyituankongqi。qinmanshujiangxiuzhangdeshuangtuidazaichengxuandedatuishang，
zishiqinnidemeiyousihaobihui。chengxuankandaowo，zuijiaogouqiyimotiaoxindehudu：「yo，shengxianshenghuilaile？
nidexianneizhugangcaihaishuo，danxinnizaichufangmanghuaileni。」qinmanshuwenyan，yangqitou，xiaodewumeidongren，
louzhushenbiannanrendebozi，duiwoshuo：「takaiwanxiaoni。shengjue，nizhidaode，womenshiziyoude，
tabuhuichicude，duiba？」womianwubiaoqingdikanzhetamen：「woleile，xianshuile。」huidaowoshi，guanshangmen，
gejuelewaimiandeyiqie。wotingzhelouxiayinqingfadong，youguiyujijing。zheiyiye，woshuidegewaianwen，meiyoumeng。
diertianqingchen，wozaineifenzaojiuzhunbeihaodelihunxieyishushangqianlezi。meiyoukanyiyantiaokuan，yinweiwozhidao，
qinmanshucongbukuidaitade「qianren」。tadalaidianhuadeshihou，wozhijieguaduan，ranhoujiangtademingzi，
congzhidinglianxirenlituolechulai，gaihuile「qinmanshu」sangezi。womeiyoushoushitaiduodongxi，
zhiyouyigexiaoxiaodexinglixiang，limianzhuangzhejijianhuanxiyiwu，wonainailiuxiadeyizhangheibaizhaopian，
haiyouyitaowozuichengshoudechudao。wozoudeshihou，jiuxiangwocongweizaizheilishenghuoguoyiyang。
5wohuidaolesuzhoulaojiadeneigeshuixiangguzhen。zheishinainaicongxiaodaiwozhangdadedifang。
woqishishinainaiconghebianjianlaideqiying，meiyounainai，wozaojiumeimingle。takaozheyaoluchuan，zaizheyouke，
yiluyilu，bawolacheda。zhidaowoweijuelingmin，xihuanzhuomochide，jiushengxiameiyifenqian，songwoquxuechu，
zhichiwobajialikuaiyaodaobidecaiguanchengxiaqu。kewo，tianfensuiyou，quezongshichaledianshiyun。
shouzhezuzongdeguiju，buyuanyingheshichangdekuaicankouwei，caiguandeshengyiyiriburuyiri。nainaibingzhongdeshihou，
wolianshoushufeidoucoubuqi。wowozhetakushouruchaideshou，diyicihenzijimeiyong。taquezhishixiangxiaoshihouyiyang，
chilidifumozhewodetou，qiruoyousidishuo：「ajue……buji……shijinzi……zonghuifaguangde……」
wangshiruyan。wozhanzailaozhaibanbodemumenqian，qingqingtanlekouqi。shengxiaderizi，jiuzaizheiliguoba。
「shengxuezhang？」yigeqingcuideshengyincongbeihouchuanlai，daizheyisibuqueding。woshenziyijiang，zheigeshengyin，
haoxiangzainalitingguo。wozhuanguoshen，yigechuanzhesuselianyiqundenvhai，zhengjingxidikanzhewo。
tashoulihaitizheyigecailanzi，limianzhuangzhexinxiandelingjiaohelianou。「zhendeshiniya？nihuilaila？」
taxiaoqilai，yanjingwanwande，xiangtianshangdeyueya。shitanganan，wodaxueshihoudexuemei。dangnianzaixuexiao，
tashichulemingdemeishisheshezhang，womenhaiyiqiyanjiuguocaipu。「ng，huilaile。」wodiandiantou。zheicihuilai，
buzoule。wowentazenmehuizaizheili。tabaixidelianjiafeiqiyimohongyun，
youxiebuhaoyisidishuo：「laizheibiancaifeng，zhaoyixie……guzaoweideshicai。」womeiduoxiang。biyehou，
jiutingshuotafangqiledachengshidemiqilincantingyaoqing，xuanzeyunyousifang，xunfanggedidechuantongmeishi。
xiangbiwokunzaiyijiacantinglizuanniujiaojian，tadetianfuhegeju，caizhenzhengrangrenwangchenmoji。tingshuo，