第4章

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luzhaomeiyanweicu,shuochudemeiyigezidoushifenderenzhen。

“wohuibuchangnide,nixiangyaoshenmedoukeyi。”

“chulejiehun。”wolengshengdaduanta,titashuochulezheijuhua。

woqishencongjiujuliquchuzuiguideyipingjiu,dakai,daochuliangbei。

“suanqilaiyeyoushinianle,jinwanzuogelejie,yihouhubuxiangqian!”

luzhaojieguojiu,yangtouyiyinerjin。

duoguowoshoulidejiuping,yilianliangbeixiadu。

wopuchiyisheng,“zheijiulaoguile,nizheigehefakezhenlangfei。”

tayandideguangyishanerguo,bolanbujing,wuyuwuqiu。

jubeiduiyin,tashuo:“chulian,zheibeizisuanwoqiannide,xiabeiziyidinghai。”

wowuyu:“nizenmequedingxiabeizi,wohaihuiaishangni。”

tamianqiangdicheqizuijiao,gangayixiao。

buhaoyisidishuo:“shiwosheqiule。”

wojiaoaodiyangqixiaba:“wozheimehaodenvren,nipeibushang。”

yipingjiumanmanjiandi,jiezheshidierping,disanping……

womencongluodichuangqian,daoshafashang,zaidaowoshili。

suzuihoudejieguochuletouteng,haiyouduanpian。

mandisanluodeyifu,lingluandechuangdan,gunluodejiuping……

shiqingnanzijin,haishijiuhouluanxing?

wokanleyanhaizaishuimengzhongdeluzhao,zhaobudaodaan。

wohuluandihuanletaoyifu,wojiuqingshouqingjiaodichumenle。

laibujishoushilingluandetoufa,haiyoupibeidemianrong,wozhijiedachequlejichang。

“yizhangquwanghguodefeijipiao。”

dangzuozaifeijishang,kanchuangwaibaiyunpiaoguo,wocaiyouleyidiantashideganjue。

wotaole,zuoleganqingdetaobing。

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wuniandeshijian,bawomochengyigebicongqiankezhi、yinreneryoulengjingdenvren。

nanrenmuguangyouchendiningshizhewo,danaowengdeyisheng,xinkoupengpengpengdeyizhenkuangtiao。

woyinyiweihaodelengjing,zaizhongfengdezheiyikedangranwucun。

yuanlaiyigerendexin,zhendekeyizhiweimouyigerenerdong。

“qinaide,nimenrenshima?”

kafeidianmenkou,haoyoupikezhuailezhuaiwodeyijiao,shunzhewodemuguangwangqu。

luzhaodeheimoulengbingbingde,kanbuchuqingxu,yinyuenengganshoudaosisidenuqi。

wokanbudong,tayoushenmehaoshengqide?

wozhuanguotoushuoleju:“burenshi。”

zaihuitou,luzhaoyijinglaidaolewodemianqian。

“womentantan。”qinglengdeshengxiantingbuchuyisiwenrou。

tawozhuwodeshouwan,badaodixiangdaiwozou。

pikehaixiangzulan,beiwoyigeyanshenzhizhulebufa。

wutongshuxia,xiangduierli。

luzhaodeshengyinyouxieshaya:“zheixienian,niguodehaoma?”

“henhao。”wopingjingdihuifuta。

“我很想你。”

zhijianyizhan,wominleminshuangchun,youdiangan:“xiexienihaijidewo,buguo——”

woqingxiaoyisheng,“woyaojiehunle。”

shenchushoushangdejiezhi,zhengmingwoshuodehuashizhende。

luzhaoyixiashileshen,zuibazhangleyouzhang,zuihoushuochuyiju:“zhunixingfu。”

woweiweigouqibochun,yuqiqingkuai:“woweihunfuhaizaidengwo,wojiuxianhuiqule。”

说着我就转身要走。

shoubeibeijinjinwozhu,erhouyigeyongli,luoruleyigewennuandehuaibaozhizhong。

luzhaodegujiefenmingdeshouzhicongerhoucharufajian,yishuangbingliangdechunwenleshanglai。

woxiayishidiqutuimeiyoutuikai,yinuzhixiahuishoudaleguoqu。

padeyishengcuixiang,zhizhuletadedongzuo。

wodelianseweibian,buyoudedaishanglenuqi:“buyaozailaichanzhewole。”

tahelinyudinghunle,napabuzaiguoneiwohaishitingdaolezheigexiaoxi。

luzhaodiyadeshengyinchanzazhekuse:“duibuqi,woshizaishitaixiangnile,wushiwukedouzaixiangni。”

woyilianwunai:“niyijingdinghunle,jiuyaoduizijideweihunqifuze,zheiyangxiangzhelingwaiyigenvren,daozuihounisheidouduibuqi。”

luzhaoyanquanfanhong,jinjinlouzhuwodeyao,“chulian,wohelinyutuihunle,womenzhongxinzaiyiqihaobuhao。”

……

wohunshenyizhen,yougeshengyinzaigaosuwo:dayingta。

kelizhizhanshengleganxing:“duibuqi,wohenaiwodeweihunfu。”

“neiwomendeerzini。”

taqingxuyouxiejidong,shuangyansisididingzhewo。

chuizailiangcedeshuangshoujinzhangdiwochengquantou,wodizhetoukanzhejiaojian,yishibuzhigaizenmehuida。

congzhidaozheigehaizidecunzai,daoshengxiata,zaidaoxianzaidesisui。

wocongweixiangguo,yaoshiluzhaozhidaotadecunzaihou,woyaozenmezuo。

kerujinzheigewentijiubaizaimianqian,wobudebuzuochuyigejueding。

“ruguonizhendeweilehaizihao,jiubuyaozailaidaraowodeshenghuo。”

“求你!”

zuihoulianggezi,beiweidaolechenai。

dangchuwozhiyaotachenggong,taxianzaibujinchenggongle,haizhanzailezuiyaoyandeweizhi。

woweitanengyoujintiandechengjiugandaoxinwei,zhongjiuhaishizhengmingwoduduilebushi。

wozaicizhengtuokaitadezhigu,zhuanshenliqu。

wutongshuyesuifengpiaoyao,chentuochushenqiudejiliao。

wunianyouwunian,cuoguobianshicuoguo。

sannianqianwodefuqinzaijianyulizishashenwang,neishiwojiuzhidaowohuibuqule。

luzhaoyouhechangnengwangji,tafumuchehuoshenwangdecanzhuang。

yushenggezianhao,caishizuiwanmeidejieju。

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chulianzheigemingzi,shiluzhaoyishengdetong。

tamenshitongleiren,doushijiazulixishengdechanwu。

butongshi,tayouxuanzequan,kechulianmeiyou。

xingyundeshi,tamendedinghunshibicihuanxide。

dangchuyouduohuanxi,houlaijieshushijiuyouduobeishang。

tawangbudiaofumucansidehuamian,tawanghouderenshenglizhiyoufuchou。

dangchulianyuanyijitayigeyicongtoukaishi,tahaobuyouyudejiujieshoule,yinweizheishichujiaqiantade。

linyucongtoudaoweidoushiluzhaopeiyangdegongjuren,yonglaizheyantaduichuliandeai,fenshimoxuyoudepingheng。

kezaitaxinlinayoushenmepingheng,congtoudaoweidoushipianxiangyiren。

youxiehuashuobuchulai,kexinzhongdoumingbai。

hengguanzailiangrenzhongjiande,shixuelinlinderenrou。

shengzheweiwang,baizheweikou。

luzhaoyingle,queyeshule。

meiniantadouhuichouchuyigeyuedeshijian,qukanneigenvrenguodehaobuhao。

qukantadeerziyouzhanggaolemeiyou。

直到两鬓斑白。

tadeerzijiehunneitian,shoupenghuatongduizhezhanzaizuihoumiandeyirenhandao:

“nishixiangrangwomadengdaorutuweianma?”