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luzhaomeiyanweicu,shuochudemeiyigezidoushifenderenzhen。
“wohuibuchangnide,nixiangyaoshenmedoukeyi。”
“chulejiehun。”wolengshengdaduanta,titashuochulezheijuhua。
woqishencongjiujuliquchuzuiguideyipingjiu,dakai,daochuliangbei。
“suanqilaiyeyoushinianle,jinwanzuogelejie,yihouhubuxiangqian!”
luzhaojieguojiu,yangtouyiyinerjin。
duoguowoshoulidejiuping,yilianliangbeixiadu。
wopuchiyisheng,“zheijiulaoguile,nizheigehefakezhenlangfei。”
tayandideguangyishanerguo,bolanbujing,wuyuwuqiu。
jubeiduiyin,tashuo:“chulian,zheibeizisuanwoqiannide,xiabeiziyidinghai。”
wowuyu:“nizenmequedingxiabeizi,wohaihuiaishangni。”
tamianqiangdicheqizuijiao,gangayixiao。
buhaoyisidishuo:“shiwosheqiule。”
wojiaoaodiyangqixiaba:“wozheimehaodenvren,nipeibushang。”
yipingjiumanmanjiandi,jiezheshidierping,disanping……
womencongluodichuangqian,daoshafashang,zaidaowoshili。
suzuihoudejieguochuletouteng,haiyouduanpian。
mandisanluodeyifu,lingluandechuangdan,gunluodejiuping……
shiqingnanzijin,haishijiuhouluanxing?
wokanleyanhaizaishuimengzhongdeluzhao,zhaobudaodaan。
wohuluandihuanletaoyifu,wojiuqingshouqingjiaodichumenle。
laibujishoushilingluandetoufa,haiyoupibeidemianrong,wozhijiedachequlejichang。
“yizhangquwanghguodefeijipiao。”
dangzuozaifeijishang,kanchuangwaibaiyunpiaoguo,wocaiyouleyidiantashideganjue。
wotaole,zuoleganqingdetaobing。
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wuniandeshijian,bawomochengyigebicongqiankezhi、yinreneryoulengjingdenvren。
nanrenmuguangyouchendiningshizhewo,danaowengdeyisheng,xinkoupengpengpengdeyizhenkuangtiao。
woyinyiweihaodelengjing,zaizhongfengdezheiyikedangranwucun。
yuanlaiyigerendexin,zhendekeyizhiweimouyigerenerdong。
“qinaide,nimenrenshima?”
kafeidianmenkou,haoyoupikezhuailezhuaiwodeyijiao,shunzhewodemuguangwangqu。
luzhaodeheimoulengbingbingde,kanbuchuqingxu,yinyuenengganshoudaosisidenuqi。
wokanbudong,tayoushenmehaoshengqide?
wozhuanguotoushuoleju:“burenshi。”
zaihuitou,luzhaoyijinglaidaolewodemianqian。
“womentantan。”qinglengdeshengxiantingbuchuyisiwenrou。
tawozhuwodeshouwan,badaodixiangdaiwozou。
pikehaixiangzulan,beiwoyigeyanshenzhizhulebufa。
wutongshuxia,xiangduierli。
luzhaodeshengyinyouxieshaya:“zheixienian,niguodehaoma?”
“henhao。”wopingjingdihuifuta。
“我很想你。”
zhijianyizhan,wominleminshuangchun,youdiangan:“xiexienihaijidewo,buguo——”
woqingxiaoyisheng,“woyaojiehunle。”
shenchushoushangdejiezhi,zhengmingwoshuodehuashizhende。
luzhaoyixiashileshen,zuibazhangleyouzhang,zuihoushuochuyiju:“zhunixingfu。”
woweiweigouqibochun,yuqiqingkuai:“woweihunfuhaizaidengwo,wojiuxianhuiqule。”
说着我就转身要走。
shoubeibeijinjinwozhu,erhouyigeyongli,luoruleyigewennuandehuaibaozhizhong。
luzhaodegujiefenmingdeshouzhicongerhoucharufajian,yishuangbingliangdechunwenleshanglai。
woxiayishidiqutuimeiyoutuikai,yinuzhixiahuishoudaleguoqu。
padeyishengcuixiang,zhizhuletadedongzuo。
wodelianseweibian,buyoudedaishanglenuqi:“buyaozailaichanzhewole。”
tahelinyudinghunle,napabuzaiguoneiwohaishitingdaolezheigexiaoxi。
luzhaodiyadeshengyinchanzazhekuse:“duibuqi,woshizaishitaixiangnile,wushiwukedouzaixiangni。”
woyilianwunai:“niyijingdinghunle,jiuyaoduizijideweihunqifuze,zheiyangxiangzhelingwaiyigenvren,daozuihounisheidouduibuqi。”
luzhaoyanquanfanhong,jinjinlouzhuwodeyao,“chulian,wohelinyutuihunle,womenzhongxinzaiyiqihaobuhao。”
……
wohunshenyizhen,yougeshengyinzaigaosuwo:dayingta。
kelizhizhanshengleganxing:“duibuqi,wohenaiwodeweihunfu。”
“neiwomendeerzini。”
taqingxuyouxiejidong,shuangyansisididingzhewo。
chuizailiangcedeshuangshoujinzhangdiwochengquantou,wodizhetoukanzhejiaojian,yishibuzhigaizenmehuida。
congzhidaozheigehaizidecunzai,daoshengxiata,zaidaoxianzaidesisui。
wocongweixiangguo,yaoshiluzhaozhidaotadecunzaihou,woyaozenmezuo。
kerujinzheigewentijiubaizaimianqian,wobudebuzuochuyigejueding。
“ruguonizhendeweilehaizihao,jiubuyaozailaidaraowodeshenghuo。”
“求你!”
zuihoulianggezi,beiweidaolechenai。
dangchuwozhiyaotachenggong,taxianzaibujinchenggongle,haizhanzailezuiyaoyandeweizhi。
woweitanengyoujintiandechengjiugandaoxinwei,zhongjiuhaishizhengmingwoduduilebushi。
wozaicizhengtuokaitadezhigu,zhuanshenliqu。
wutongshuyesuifengpiaoyao,chentuochushenqiudejiliao。
wunianyouwunian,cuoguobianshicuoguo。
sannianqianwodefuqinzaijianyulizishashenwang,neishiwojiuzhidaowohuibuqule。
luzhaoyouhechangnengwangji,tafumuchehuoshenwangdecanzhuang。
yushenggezianhao,caishizuiwanmeidejieju。
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chulianzheigemingzi,shiluzhaoyishengdetong。
tamenshitongleiren,doushijiazulixishengdechanwu。
butongshi,tayouxuanzequan,kechulianmeiyou。
xingyundeshi,tamendedinghunshibicihuanxide。
dangchuyouduohuanxi,houlaijieshushijiuyouduobeishang。
tawangbudiaofumucansidehuamian,tawanghouderenshenglizhiyoufuchou。
dangchulianyuanyijitayigeyicongtoukaishi,tahaobuyouyudejiujieshoule,yinweizheishichujiaqiantade。
linyucongtoudaoweidoushiluzhaopeiyangdegongjuren,yonglaizheyantaduichuliandeai,fenshimoxuyoudepingheng。
kezaitaxinlinayoushenmepingheng,congtoudaoweidoushipianxiangyiren。
youxiehuashuobuchulai,kexinzhongdoumingbai。
hengguanzailiangrenzhongjiande,shixuelinlinderenrou。
shengzheweiwang,baizheweikou。
luzhaoyingle,queyeshule。
meiniantadouhuichouchuyigeyuedeshijian,qukanneigenvrenguodehaobuhao。
qukantadeerziyouzhanggaolemeiyou。
直到两鬓斑白。
tadeerzijiehunneitian,shoupenghuatongduizhezhanzaizuihoumiandeyirenhandao:
“nishixiangrangwomadengdaorutuweianma?”