第3章 叫她几乎无法承受的绝望

qizhanzhicengjingshouguoyicishang,shangdaoshuangyan,beiguanminsuojiu,liangrenyincijieyuan。

jiuxiangmeilidetonghuagushilisuomiaoshudeneiyang。

qizhanzhibeiwenroudeguanminxiyin,bingshenshenaishangta,guanminyexihuanqizhanzhi,daitahenshiwenrou。

zhishiliangrenhaimeiyoubiaomingxinyizaiyiqi,danqizhanzhiyijingzaizhunbeixiangguanmingaobai。

ruguomeiyouneichangchehuo,yexuqueruqizhanzhisuoshuo,jintianhunlidezhujiao,huishitaheguanmin。

sangeyueqian,guanhuaweiguanminshoulingsantian,chulaishuodediyijuhua,shiwenqizhanzhiyuanbuyuanyiquta。

suoyourenzhenjingqienanyizhixin,guanmugengnubukeehenhenshanletayibazhang。

一个月前。

qizhanzhizhongyao,guanhuachengweitadeyaoyutagunleyiye。

qizhanzhiwufajieshouzijihexinaizhirendemeimeifashengguanxi,zaitachadaozhengjuyaoshiguanhuaxiadeshi,tachadiandangchangqiasiguanhua。

suoyourendourenweiyaoshiguanhuaxiade,guanhuameiyoujieshi,tazhidaozijijiusuanjieshileyebuhuiyourenxin,tazaichenmolexujiuhou,wenqizhanzhiyuanbuyuanyiquta。

yushi,yigeyuehoudejintian,tazhendequtale,jiletazheiyangyigelunweizhengzuoashixiaobingdehunli。

关婳知道。

他只是为了报复她。

但她无所谓。

yushimenbeidakai,qizhanzhichuandaizhengqichulai,kandoumeikandishangdeguanhuayiyan,zhijielikaigongyu。

xujiu,guanhuaqishen,zoujinyushi,tadakaiyugangdekaiguan,kuabuzuojinqu。

没有人知道。

neitianguanhuazhisuoyiheguanminchaojia,zhisuoyijuedeguanminfan,shiyinweitajiduguanmin,taxihuanqizhanzhi,danqizhanzhixihuanguanmin。

congguanminsihoudeneiyitiankaishi,guanhuameiyouyitianbutonghenzijineiangzangdeganqing,tahenzijiyinweijiduheguanminchaojia,genghenzijixihuanqizhanzhi。

ketadejiejie,zaiyehuibulaile。

再也,回不来了。

tadejiejie,mingmingzijiyeshenaizheqizhanzhi,queyinweikanchulaitaxihuanqizhanzhi,linsiqianxiwangtajiajiqizhanzhihuodexingfu,jibiantajiadeshitazijiyexihuanderen……

zaizijixihuanderenhezijizuiaidemeimeizhijian,tayiwufanguxuanzeleta。

这就是她的姐姐。

guanhuazhenggerenwangxiayihua,lengshuimanguokoubi,erbianchuanlaishuilonglongdeshengyin。

ruguoshijiankeyidaohui,tayuanyifuchuyiqiedaijia,huidaosangeyueqiandeneiyitian。

kezheigeshijiemeiyouruguo。

……

第二天。

guanhuaqidianbanxinglai,zoujinchufangzuozaocan,baomujiantazuolezaocan,wuyufanlegebaiyan。

qishaoyoubuzai,tazheishiyaozuojisheikan?

guanhuazuowanzaocantuichuchufang,zoudaoyijuqian,peileyitaoxifu。

zuowanzheixie,talakaichouti,conglitouquchuyimeibiyunyao,jixiebanrengjinzuiliyanxiaqu。

biyunyaomeiyoushenmeweidao,gentachidezaocan,shiyiyangde,guanhuazheimejuede。

fanhou,tanaqibaobaozouchugongyu,didagongsi,ruwangchangneibanzoujinbangongshi。

tazuotianneichanghunlishizaitaiguohongdong,beihouyourenzhizhidiandian,tahuangruoweiwen,zaibangongzhuoqianzuoxia,dakaidiannaobiankaishibangong。

guanminshiyimingzhubaoshejishi,tademengxiangshichengweiyimingjushiwenmingdeshejishi。

guanhuabushishejishi,tashiyiminghuajia,sangeyueqiantajinruzhubaoshejiquan,yinweibenshenjiuyouhuahuagongdi,suoyitajingguosangeyuedenuli,chenggongchengweiyimingzhubaoshejishi。

guanhuayizhengtiandouzuozaibangongzhuoqian,meiyouchiwufan,queganjuebudaoe。

xiabantazhunshishoushidongxilikai,huigongyuqianxianquletangcaishichang。

baomukanjianhuilaideguanhuashouliyoutizhejidaizishicai,yanshengengjiabiyi。

jirantazheimexihuanzuocai,tahailedeqingxian。

guanhuameiyoulihuibaomu,tahuanmanerchenmodizuocai。

sancaiyitangquanbuzuohao,tazoudaoshafashangzuozhe。

congshizhizhong,talianshangdoumeiyourenhebiaoqing。

shijianyidiandianliushi,guanhuameixiangguoqizhanzhihuihuilai,bijingtahentarugu,kegongyudementurankaile。

neigenanrenzhanzaimenguan,xianggepinilouyidediwang,erguanhua,zeshineizhilouyi。

guanhuazhanqishen,kanzheqizhanzhidemuguangqishishiyouxiekongdongde,tashuo,“nihuilaile,chifanlema,wojinizuolefan。”

baomubuzhiheshiyijingzhanzaiyipang,quanranmeiyoumianduiguanhuashideqingmie,gongjingchaoqizhanzhidao:“ninhuilaile。”

qizhanzhiqiheidetongkongluozaibaomushenshang,shengxianlengran,“zuotianrangnizhunbeidedongxizhunbeihaoleme。”

shiwenhuadanyongdeshibuzhikefoudechenshuyuqi,baomuyufajinshengongjing,“ninfangxin,yijinganzhaonindefenfuzhunbeihaole。”

“jiranzhunbeihaole,neihaibuqingguanxiaojieguoqu。”nanrendeshengyinjidubingleng,“zheifendali,xiangbiguanxiaojiehuixihuan。”

baomubuzijueduosuolexia,“shi!”

tazhuanerchaoguanhuadao,“guanxiaojie,qinggenwolai。”

guanhuabuzhidaoqizhanzhixiangganshenme,tameixiangguofankang。

zhishitayewanwanmeixiangdao,qizhanzhisongjitadesuowei‘dali’,huishinei——jiaotajihuwufachengshoudejuewang。