痛至百骸,却又苦不能言第2章

dandandexiaoyanweiyingchizaitamenliangrenzhongjian。

zoulangli,nanfudanbodeshenxingzaidengyingxiayingdeyoujifencangliangzhigan。

libeichengzhuanshenmeizaikantayiyan,guanmenqianliuxiayiju:“wobutongyi,nixiangdoubiexiang。”

tajingmodemiankongmaizaiguangyingli,yishuangqiheidemouzi,tongrenliyongdongzhenanyiyanyudetongchu。

kanzhejinbidemen,nanfuzhijuedeexin,tazhuantouchongjinyushi,butingdeganouzhe。

bingliangdeshuidazailianshang,zhanshilehunsha。

nanfuchengzhexishoutai,kanzhejingzhonglangbeibukandeziji,tahuranxiaole,shengyinzaizheiwurendeyelixiandegewaiqiliang。

jintianshitamenjiehunderizi,tazaijiaotangdengtayitian,neixiebinkedeyanshenkandetahenbudedangchangluohuangertao。

kelibeichengquezaitamendehunfang,huanshengxiaoyu。

taxiaozhe,yanleihuranjiukongzhibuzhudiwangxiadiao,yushilijingdejiuzhinengtingjiantazijidekuqisheng。

tahaoburongyiweizhuangchulaidejianqiang,zhongyuzaiwurenshihongranbengta。

xinkouchuanlaidetengtongsiyifangunzhe,liandaizhemeiyicihuxidoushiwujindecitong。

buzhidaoguoleduojiu,nanfucaiyouxiehuanghudeqishen,maizheyijingmamudeshuangtuizoulechulai。

woshidemendakaizhe,fangjianlidenanrenbuzhidaoshenmeshihouzoule。

tazhanzaiwoshimenkou,limianyipianlingluan,haiyouyigurangrenfanweideweidao。

chuangdan,beizi,zhentou……nanfufaxiebandejiangfangjianlidedongxiyijianyijiandiuchuqu。

zhidaotanaqishoubiandexiangkuang,dongzuohurantingzhule。

neilimianshitamendiyicilvyoupaidejinianzhao。

zheigefangjian,shitahelibeichengdaxuekaishijiuyiqizhude,limianmeiyiyangdongxidoushitamendehuiyi。

chuangwaitoujinlaibanshideyueguang,yicunyicundeliangyishenruxinfei。

mingmingcengjingtamenyeshineiyangxiangaiguo,weishenmemingyunyaorucinongren?

nanfuhuanguzhelangjiedewoshi,songleshou,xiangkuangcongtashoulihualuo,rutongtadexin,suiliemandi。

heiyezhong,tahaoxiangtingjianlinghunshenchuyougeshengyinzaichongtasishengnahan,xiesidili,quefabuchuyidianshengxiang。

nanfujingpilijie,xiangshibeichouganleliqi,beikaozheqiangmanmanhuazuozaidi。

naohaizhong,ganggangdehuamianbuduanchuxian,taganjuetayulibeichengzhijianzhongjiuliechuleyidaomianzhangeryounanyikuayuedewudigouhe。

talianquyanlibeichuang,huanhuanbishangleyan。

……

chuangwaixiweideyangguangjiazazheqingchendehanyitoujinlai。

nanfuhuanhuanzhengkaiyan,yandibumanlexianhongdexuesi。

woshidetianhuabanshiyekongdemoyang,yinweitaxihuankanxingxing,suoyidangnianlibeichengteyizhaorenshejide。

neiduanshiguangduomeihaoa,kexijiushizenmedouhuibuqule。

桌边的手机响了。

takanleyiyanlaidian,shitadezhuzhiyishengxialinchu。

“afu,jintianfuzhen,nibiewangle。”jietongdianhua,xialinchuwenrundeshengyinjiuchuanleguolai。

fuzhen,tahaizhendewangle。

“zhidaole,xiayisheng。”

“zheicibuxutuozhele,yidingyaolai!”xiachulinzaisanqiangdiao。

tadidiyingleyisheng:“hao。”

shide,tabingle,buguobushishenmejuezheng,tadeshentihenhao。

ketahenjiuhenzaitashentihao,erneilidexinquezaojiuyijingkuilanfachou!

她得了抑郁症。

sheinengxiangxin,zaipangrenyanli,beichengweishenbianrenxiaotaiyang,yongyuanhuolikailangdeta,jingranhuanlezheizhongbing?!

nanfugualedianhua,daizuolehuier,qishenquhuanyifu。

linchumen,takanzhemenkoudechuanyijingdalianglezijihenjiu。

ranhou,tataishouxiangshangchezhechunjiao,bipozhezijiluchuyigecanlanwubideweixiao,jiangzuoyedesuoyoudoumaizangzaizheizhangxiaoyanzhixia。

taxiang,tazhenshineigesiyaomianzihuoshouzuidedianxingdaibiao。