第1章

chuanshuo,dangbaiyueguanghuigui,nanzhujiuhuibeishenpan,zhidaotasiqu,quanshijiecaihuikaishiaita。

wobuyiyang,woshineigebaiyueguang。

kedangwosilitaoshenghuidaoshenzhaoyueshenbiandeneiyitian,taqinshoujiangwosongxiadiyu。

tashuo:“guyanshen,nizenmebusizaiwunianqian。”

……

江城,半岛酒店。

wozhanzaiyanhuitingqian,xindibuzijuedekaishijinzhangqilai。

bijingyijingwunianmeiyouchuxianzaidazhongmianqianle,woyouxiewucuodekanxiangshencedeshenzhaoyue。

“zhaoyue,qishizheigeyanhuimeiyoushenmebiyaode。”

“wozheicihuilai,zhixianghaohaohenizaiyiqijiugoule。”

shenzhaoyuehewoshizhixiangkou,shensewenrou。

“womingbai,danwohaishixiangrangsuoyourenzhidao,nihuilaile。”

我心底蓦地一涩。

zheishiwogenshenzhaoyuerenshidedishinian,yeshiwomenfenshoudediwunian。

womenyiqizouguobicirenshengzuijiannandeshike。

wunianqian,tazhongyucongqiongsuannvchengweishangjiexingui,woyecongshibaxianlongtaochengweiyulequanxiaoyoumingqideyanyuan。

kejiuzaitaxiangwoqiuhunneiyike,woquejujuele。

yinweijiuzaitongyitian,wojianchachulenaoliu,yishengshuozhiyulvbuzubaifenzhiyi。

wojiangneimeiqiuhunjiezhi,rengjinmianqiandejiubei,renzhesixinliefeiditongchu,danshengkaikou。

“womenfenshouba,shenzhaoyue。”

“nijibulewoxiangyaodeshenghuo。”

jiuzaidiertian,woxuanbutuiquan,duziyirenfeiwangleguowai。

keyoushihou,renshengbidianshijuhaiyougouxue。

我的病竟然治好了。

shanggeyue,zuowanzuihouyicifuzhenhou,wohuiguo,diyishijianzhaodaoshenzhaoyue。

wotantebuandikanxiangta:“zhaoyue,women……keyizhongxinkaishima?”

我以为她会恨我。

她也应该恨我的。

keshenzhaoyuebaowobaodeneiyangjin,sihuyaojiangworongjinguxueyiban。

“yanshen,nizhongyuhuilaile……”

tajiuzheiyangjieshou,shenzhimeiyouwenyijuwoxiaoshiwuniandeyuanyou。

zhishiyiriwoshuixing,faxiantazaichuangbianyanyebuzhadidingzhewo。

“yanshen,wojuedezheihaoxiangyichangmeng。”

woyouhechangbushirucijuede,bijingzheiyangdemeng,zheiwunianwoshichanghuizuo。

huidaocike,wokanxiangmianqianhuanhuandakaideyanhuitingdamen。

“昭月,谢谢你!”

——谢谢你还爱我。

shenzhaoyuetingxiajiaobu,zhuantoukanwo。

womenshizhijinkouzhe,rudangnianneiyangqinmiwujian。

tazhalezhayan:“nizhidezuihaode,yihuier,woweiniyinjianjigezhimingdaoyan。”

“woxianzaikeyijini,nixiangyaodeyiqiele。”

wodexinweiweiyidong,suijiyongqideshiwufayanyudebeishanghekuijiu。

我的梦想。

一是沈昭月。

二便是演戏。

kezhibingzheiwunian,woquandoufangqile,womeixiangdao,shenzhaoyuehaijizhe。

menzhongyudakai,suoyoudeshixiandouchaowomenkanguolai。

wobuzijuedezuanjinleshenzhaoyuedeshou。

gangzoujinqu,bianyourenkaikou。

“shenzonglaile,pangbianzheiweixianshengshi?”

shenzhaoyuexiaozhexiangtamenjieshao:“guyanshen,henhaodeyanyuan。”

tashuozhe,gulideyanshenkanxiangwo,jiezhehuanhuansongkailouzhuwodeshou,jiangwotuidaorenqian。

“yanshen,zuogeziwojieshao。”

kebuzhiweihe,wozongganjueneixierenkanwodeyanshentaiguochiluo,xiangshizaidaliangshenmehuowu。

wotaijiumeiyouyuyulequanderenjiechu,xinzhongshengqiyiyangdebushigan。

jiandanliaoleliangju,wobianjiekoushangxishoujianlikai。

congxishoujianchulaihou,womeiyouhuidating,ershizuanjinlexiuxishi。

kewomeixiangdao,shenzhaoyueyezai,tashenpanghaiyoulianggechuanjindaiyindezhongniannvren。

“yanshen,guolaidazhaohu。”

shenzhaoyuechaowozhaoshou,kewozouguoqukanqingneiliangrendemianronghou,xinqueshimengdiyichen。

zheiliangwei,wunianqianjiuzaiquanneichoumingzhaozhule。

wodejiaobudingzaiyuandi,kanxiangshenzhaoyuedishengdao:“zhaoyue,womenzouba,woyouxiebushufu。”

tabushiyulequanderen,xianglaibingbuzhidaozheiliangrendezuopai。

keshenzhaoyuequezhishidandandepielewoyiyan,shengyinlenglie。

“xiaoyanyuanbudongguiju,liangweibiejianguai,yihuierwohuibarensongdao。”

qizhongyirenhahadaxiao,jiangfangkafangzaizhuoshang:“neijiuduoxieshenzong,neiwomenxianchuqule。”

zhuoshangdefangkarangwohunshenyizhen,yingraozaixinzhongdebuanzhongyuluodi。

keworengbaozhezuihouyisixiwang,huanhuanzhuanguotoukanxiangshenzhaoyue:“zhaoyue,nizheishishenmeyisi?”

shenzhaoyuezuijiaoqinzhexiao,mouguangbusizhiqianneiyangwenrou,ershidaizhesisilengyi。

“nibushixiangyaoziyuanma?nashentiquhuana。”