第三章无法再自欺欺人

qiuqianmingyezhizijishuohuaguofenle,jiugenleshangquningganmaojinbangtacashi。

“kannizheiyangyebuxing,wobangnilianxiyiyuan,nijiuquzuoyixiajianchaba。”qiuqianmingchenshengshuozhe,nachushoujijiuyaodadianhua。

“wobuqu。”qiaoshiyaxiaxinzhonghuangluan,jujuedao,yinweikeyidehuidalianyuqidouchendeshengyingqilai。

kongqishunjianbiandeninggu,qiuqianmingbashouzhongdemaojinhenhenwangchiliyishuai,“zhenshibingdebuqing,laozimeitianxinxinkukuzaiwaimianzhengqianhuilaihaiyaosihounizheifuzuilian。”

shuoba,tadaizheyishennuqizhuanshenlikai。

men“peng”deyisheng,beihenhenguanshangle。

qiaoshibizhongdexueyouliulechulai,tadaidaihuiguoshenjixuchongxiqilai。

buzhiguoleduojiu,menkouyouchuanlaiyizhen“dingdong……”deshengyin。

qiaoshizhidangshiqiuqianmingchumentaijimeiyoudaiyaochi,suituozhexuruodeshenzikuaibuzoudaomenkou,zhijiedakailemen。

zhijianmenkouzhanzheyigenianqingpiaoliangdenvhaier,simuxiangduizhixia,qiaoshixindihenhenyizhi。

nvhaimeiyandaixiao,piaoliangdemouzilijinshitiaoxin。

qiaoshikanzheta,zhidaozijikenengwufazaiziqiqirenle……

qiaoshishenxiyikouqi,dandanwendao:”nishi?“

“wojiaodingkeke,shilaizhaonide。”dingkekezhijiezibaojiamen。

qiaoshilengleyixia,dandanshuodao:“ruguowomeijicuodehua,womenzhijianhaoxiangbucengrenshiba。”

dingkekekanzhetabuweisuodongdeyangzi,suoxingkaimenjianshandishuodao:“zuotianneitiaoduanxinshiwofajinide,wolaizheilini,jiushixianggaosuni,wohuaiyunle,shiqiuqianmingdehaizi。”

qiaoshitingba,yiguliangqizhicuanxindi。

tameiyouxiangdao,qiuqianmingbujinchuguihairangbiedenvrenhuaishangletadehaizi。

“suoyini?”qiaoshiyaxiaqingxu,buyiweirandishuodao。

“minggeshuoguo,huijiwohewomendehaiziyigejia。nimenjiehunqinian,tazaojiuduiniyanfanle,yuqikukujiuchan,burujiucifangshou,yesuanshichengquanwomen。”dingkekeshuozhe,sihaobujuedezijizuoleshenmelianchideshier。

qiaoshitingba,nuqizhichongxintou,tashuleyikouqi,qiangyazheburangzijibiaoxianchulai。

“dingxiaojie,sheirangnihuaiyun,niquzhaoshei。nilaizhaowo,shishenmeyisi?”

dingkekedemouzilishanguoyimohuangluan,ruguobushiqiuqianminghenbuxiaxin,tayouzenmehuilaizhaoqiaoshi。

suijiguzuoaiqiudikanzhetashuodao:“qiaoxiaojie,jiudangwoqiunile,nifangguominggeba!qiunichengquanwomenyijiasankouba。”tadeyuqi,fangfoqiaoshicaishidisanzhe。

qiaoshicangbaidezuijiaocheguoyisihuangliangdexiaorong。

shenmejiaofangguotamenyijiasankou?

nandaozijizheigezhengqifandaochengledisanzhe?

qiaoshizhijuetoubuyuelaiyuetong,tabuyuanzailihuidingkeke,taishoujiuzhunbeiguanmen。

dingkekejianzhuang,buyiburaodeshuodao:“ruguowomeijicuodehua,jinrishiniheminggedejiehunjinianriba,tajimeipeiniyemeijinimailiwu。”tashuozhejuqilezijideshouwan,neilidaizheyitiaoyinsezhuizhezuanshideshoulian。“zheishizadeshoulian,jushuoyishengzhinenggoumaiyitiaoni。”

qiaoshikanzheneitiaoshoulian,mouzimilemi,cangbaidezuijiaocheqiyigefengcidexiaorong。

“dingxiaojie,amingyaoshiainiziranbuhuirangnidengdaisannian。”

tashuozhe,shenshenkanleyiyandingkeke,ranhoujiubamenguanshangle。