第1章1
急诊手术室内。
wozuoweiwaikezhuren，zhengzaijiweihunfudebaiyueguangsuwanwanzuodannangzhaichushoushu。
guchenyanbuguzulan，chuangjinshoushushiqiazhuwodebozihoudao：
“nizheigeyongyi，yaoshitayoushi，wojiaonipeizang！”
wodaizhekouzhao，guchenyanmeirenchulaizheigetahenqiaboziderenshiwo。
houlai，suwanwanguyichicuoleyao，xiangyiyuantousuwo。
taquepasuwanwanjingbuzhudiaocha，huimiezhengju，wuwomingsheng。
weilejitadebaiyueguangchuqi，guchenyanrangrenmiyunlewo。
“wochuliangbaiwan，zhaidiaotadezigong，zheishitaqianwanwande。”
tingdaotaruguimeibandeshengyin，woruzhuibingku，yuanzouzaiquzhenzai。
dangwozaicichuanshanghunsha，chengweibierendexinniangshi。
taquekuhongleyan：“qiuni，zaiaiwoyici......”。
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jizhenshoushushinei，wozuoweiwaikezhuren，zhengzaijibingrenzuojinjizhaidanshoushu。
turan，menbeidalizhuangkai。
guchenyanchuanglejinlai，tayishouqiazhuwodebozi，yishouzhizhebingchuangshangderen，shikongshuodao：
“nizheigeyongyi，yaoshitayoushi，wojiaonipeizang！”
yanqianshuangmuxinghongshikongfennudenanrenshiwoxiangliansanniandeweihunfu。
tangzaibingchuangshangheworongyanyouqifenxiangsideshitadebaiyueguangsuwanwan。
wotaiqishou，sisidewozhudixuedeshoushudao。
jiuzaiwoyiweikuaiyaobeiguchenyanqiasishi，anbaohehushiganjinbaguchenyanlakaibingganlechuqu。
wozhongxindiaozhenghuxi，kanzhezheishuangwoleshinianshoushudaodoubucengyoufenhaochacuodeshou，cikejingranweiweizhandou。
meixiangdao，yixiangxianshaowailuqingxudeguchenyanjingyehuiyinwei“ta”rucishitai。
qianliangtianwofashaoyundaoshi，tashenzhimeilaiyiyuankanwoyiyan。
shoushudengmie，wozhaixiakouzhao，zouchushoushushi。
guchenyanjimangzoushangqianlailazhuwo，xunwenshoushuqingkuang。
kandaoshiwo，tayanzhongshanguoxiexubuziran，jiqiekaikou：
“baoqianlinci，ganggangwobuzhidaoshini，wanwanzenmeyangle？”
我苦笑：
“yigedannangzhaichudexiaoshoushu，yezhiderangniqiazhuzhuzhiyishengdebozizaiyiyuanlidachaodanaoma？！”
guchenyanyanzhongshunjianbumanleyinyun。
“nimenzuoyishengdejiuzheimelengmo？nimeikandaowanwandoutengchengshenmeyangzilema？haizaizheilishuofenglianghua，nidaodiyoumeiyouyide？！”
meiyouyijudaoqiandehua，queweilesuwanwan，zhiyiwodeyide。
suwanwandebingchuangchulaihou，guchenyanjingenzhebingchuang，huanzhewanwan，touyebuhuidelikaile。
wozhaixiakouzhao，kanzhejingzizhongbozishanganhongdewugeshouzhiyin，neikexinquerenbuzhudexintongqilai。
jitianqian，guchenyandebaiyueguangsuwanwanhuilaihou，zheihaishiwodiyicikanjian。
neigebuxiubianfudeguchenyanturankaishizhongshichuanyidabanqilai。
xianzaixianglai，aiyubuaidoutixianzaixijieli。
suoyoushoushuwanchenghou，wokaishichafang，guchenyanzhengxiaoxinyiyideweisuwanwanhezhou。
zheishiwodiercijiansuwanwan，fendaiweishi，wojianyoulian。
takandaowodemuguangluozaitayoushouwandefeicuizhuozishang，bianweixiaozheshuo：
“linyishengniyexihuanzheigezhuozima？”
“xiexienijiulewo，danshibaoqian，zheigezhuozishiayansongjiwobaopingande。”
neigewopengdoubunengpengyixiadezhuozi，xianzaidaizailebierendeshouwanshangbaopingan。
眼中酸涩难忍。
“su**shuoxiaole，yishengbuhuishoubingrendeliwu，woyemeiyouduorensuoaidexiguan。”
guchenyanbuzirandekesouleyisheng。
“yigesirendedongxi，yezhidenizaizheizhenglaiqiangqude，niyaoshixihuan，wozaijinimaiyigeyiyangdejiushile，zaizheiyinyangguaiqideganshenme？”
woxiangqigumulinzhongdeyiyan：“xiaoyan，bazhuozijixiaoci，nibuyaogufuta。”
kerujin，zhuozibeitadangchengsirendedongxi。
cengjingdeshiyanyekeyibeiqingyidebeipan。