第一章
woxuanleshei，sheijiushigujiaxiayirenjiazhu。
shangbeiziwozhiyizhuizheguyizhou，daizhebashiwanliangjiazhuangzhutachengweigujiajiazhu。
taquexinxitangmei，zaitasilezhangfuzhihou，zhiyiqutazuopingqi，huohuoqisilewo。
zailaiyici，wohaobuyouyuxuanleguyixuan。
guyizhouhongzheyanjingjiangwolanzaimenkou，“weihebushiwo？”
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shangjingrenrenjiezhi，woshiguyizhoudexiaoweiba，ziyoujiyi，jiuzhuizaitashenhou。
jiazhongzhangbeidaqu，rangwozhangdazhihoujiajita。
我深信不疑。
jiulianguyizhouyejuede，wofeitabujia。
fuqingenwoshuo，shengchenneiri，jiurangwozijixuan，buguanshishei，xuanledangrijiusuanshidingqinle。
xiaoxichuanchuqu，wozaizhenbaogexuanshengchenneirideshoushi，qiahaopengjianguyizhouhetangmei。
yuanyuankanqu，liangrenyiweizaiyiqi，guyizhoukanzhetademouzilidouyaoyichushuilai。
qianshiwozenmejiumeifaxian，tamenzheibanqinni？
zhuantou，guyizhoukanjianlewo，dayanbucan，“chengsiqiong，nihaizhenshiyinhunbusan！”
“wogaosuni，zheibeizijiusuannizhiyijiawo，woyeyaoqusixuezuopingqi。”
“daoshihouzhongkuitalaiguan，nianjingdaizaihouyuanbianke！”
wokanzheta，youxiezhenjing，yuanlai，tayezhongshengle。
zhishizheimepobujidaishuochuxinlihua，wokanzhetayanlimanshiqingchi，“nijiuneimeduding，wohuixuanni？”
guyizhouhahadaxiaoqilai。
“chulewonihainengxuanshei？”
“gujiazhiyoulianggerenxuan，guyixuanneigeyezhong，buguoshishuzi，jiusuannitongyi，nidiedoubuhuidayingde！”
“gengbieshuotaneigezaosideniangqin，buguoshigebinv，chufeinixialecaihuixuanta！”
shia，woshixiale，shangbeiziwofeitabuke，jieguochengsixuebeiershujiajileyigewujiang，hunhoubujiujiushoulegua。
guyizhourenweishiwojiangtabizou，rangtachengweiguafu。
taxintengbuyi，pobujidaijiangchengsixuejiehuilai，quletachengweipingqi，haiduolewoguanjiazhiquan。
最终我抑郁而终。
xianzai，wokebuhuizheimechunle！
“fangxin，wozhidaozenmexuan。”
guyizhoujianwobingweishengqi，shenqingziruo，bumianyouxieqiguai。
“nijiuzhuangba，wogaosuni，dajiamingmianshangguodequjiuhaole，zhiyuqitade，nixiangdoubiexiang！”
wolenghengyisheng，zhuantoulikai，genchunhuoshuobuqingchu。
jianwobulihui，guyizhouziyiweiwoshiyuqinguzong，louzhechengsixuezaiyipangchaofengwo，woshierbujian。
xinlizhenzhuozhe，zheizhenbaogedemenjiangaitigaole，bieshenmeamaoagoudoulaisaoxing。
cishichengsixuekaikoule，“jiejiemoqi，yizhouzhishixintengwo。”
“meimeizizhibibushangjiejie，keweileyizhou，meimeikeyiweiquziji。”
wokanzheta，chengsixuejinyaozuichun，yuebaiseyiqunzaifengzhongyaobai，rouruodeshentiyuefajiaorou。
tadexiaoxinsizhaoranruojie。
“shima？jiranjuedeweiqu，neiwochengquannimen！nijiajitahaole！”
erfangyikaowofuqinshenghuo，haigangenwozheng！
zheiciwobuyaole，songjita！
chengsixueliansenankan，“neizenmexing，yizhougegecaishigujiajiazhurenxuan！”
“nibuxuanta，taruhenengzuojiazhu！”
wokanzhetalengxiao，guyizhouyelianseanchenxialai。
“sixue！nibubiweiquqiuquan，tazhuiwozheimeduonian，caibuhuineimehaoxin！”
“chengsiqiong，dengdaoneiri，wohuijinitimian，danshicongjinhoubuxunizaiqifusixue！”
woniletayiyan，“jiranzhidaowoxuanderencaishijiazhu，guyizhou，niduiwoshuohuadeshihoukeqidian！”
wokeshiguogongfudinv，guinvdianfan，qirongtarenkanqing？
jiusuanshiguyizhouyebuxing！