她在自己葬礼上看我哭第9章

shijianguodehenkuai,zhuanyanjianyoushibannianguoqule。linshendeshenghuochediburulezhenggui。

tabuzaiqusuwankenengchuxiandedifang,buzaidatingtadexiaoxi,shenzhihexiaoyudelianxiyeshaolehenduo。

taxiangyaochediwangjisuwan,jitayigeganjingdekongjian。zheibannianli,

linshenbaquanbujinglidoutourudaogongzuoheziwotishengshang。tadegongsiyejizhengzhengrishang,

tagerenyebeipingweileshilideyouxiuqingnianqiyejia。gengzhongyaodeshi,

tajiarudeneigegongyizuzhixianzaiyijingbangzhuleshangbaimingnvxingzouchuganqingkunjing。

meidangkandaoneixienvhaizhongxinhuodezixinheziyou,linshenjiuhuixiangqisuwan,

xiangqitashuoguodehua——"aishizunzhong,shizhichi,shijitaziyouxuanzedequanli。"zheitianwanshang,

gongyizuzhijubannianzhongjuhui。linshenzuoweizhuyaofaqirenzhiyi,yaozaijuhuishangfayan。"geweipengyou,

"linshenzhanzaitaishang,kanzhetaixiayizhangzhangnianqingdemiankong,"yinianqian,

woyeshiyigebudongdeshenmeshizhenzhengaiqingderen。woyiweiaijiushizhanyou,jiushikongzhi,

jiushibaduifangbianchengzijixiangyaodeyangzi。"taixiaanjingditingzhe。"danshenghuojilewoyigechenzhongdejiaoxun,

rangwomingbaileaidezhenzhenghanyi。"linshendeshengyinyouxiezhandou,"zhenzhengdeai,shirangduifangchengweizuihaodeziji,

erbushichengweinixiangyaodeyangzi。zhenzhengdeai,shijiduifangziyou,erbushijiduifangjiasuo。

"taixiaxiangqilezhangsheng。"woxiwangwomenmeigerendounengjizhuzheijuhua:aiyigeren,jiuyaoxuehuifangshou。

"linshenshuowan,shenshenjuleyigong。juhuijieshuhou,yigenianqingdenvhaizouguolai。tajiaoxiaoyun,

shizuzhilixinlaidezhiyuanzhe。"linge,jintiandefayanhenganren。"xiaoyunshuo,"woxiangwenniyigewenti,

nixianzaihaiaineigerangnigaibianderenma?"linshenxianglexiang:"ai,danbushiyiqianneizhongaile。

""shenmeyisi?""yiqianwoaita,shixiangyaoyongyouta,gaibianta,rangtachengweiwoxiangyaodeyangzi。

"linshenshuo,"xianzaiwoaita,shixiwangtaxingfu,jishibuzaiwoshenbian。

"xiaoyunsidongfeidongdidiandiantou:"neinihuiwangjitama?""buhui。"linshenyaoyaotou,

"danwohuibazheizhongaifangzaixinlizuishendedifang,burangtayingxiangwodeshenghuo,yeburangtadaraotadeshenghuo。

""neiniyihouhaihuiaibierenma?"linshenlengleyixia,zheigewentitaconglaimeiyourenzhenkaolvguo。

"wobuzhidao。"tachengshidishuo,"yexuhui,yexubuhui。danruguozhendeyouneimeyitian,

wohuiyongzhengquedefangshiquai。"xiaoyunxiaole:"woxiangxinnihuide。"huijiadelushang,

linshenxiangqilexiaoyundehua。tazhendehaihuiaishangbierenma?shuobuxiangniansuwanshijiade,

shuobuxiwangtahuilaiyeshijiade。dantagengxiwangtanengguodehao,nengzhaodaozhenzhengshihetaderen。

yexuzheijiushichengzhangdedaijiaba——xuehuileai,queshiquleairen。danzhishao,