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tingdaozheijuhua，woyouxiebukezhixin。
huiguoshenlaihouqueyouyouxiexinxi。
zaijianyudezhei5nianli，muqinyinweiwodeshizaiyiyuanliyibingbuqi，erwoquemeibanfazaitashenbianzhaogu。
shenzhimeiyoubanfagaosutazheiyiqiezhenxiang，rangtazhinengdaizheyihanwobingzaichuang。
gangchengniandemeimei，yeyinweiwoshisharenfanzaodaoshenbianrendetuoqi，henworugu，xiangyaohewoduanjueguanxi。
daozuihouzhinenggaiminghuanxingyuanlijiaxiangtoutoumomodehuozhe。
yaoshizhennengchuqu，woyexiangzaishengmingdezuihoushikejianwomayimian，hemeimeihaohaodeshuoyishengduibuqi。
wohaobuyouyudizaiwenjianshangqianzi。
shenzhishizaifangxiabihou，caihouzhihoujuedexiangqilaiwenshisheiyuanyiweiwofanan。
duishangyujingdeshuangyan，buzhiweihe，wodexinlituranyongshangyizhenbuan。
tayuqichaofengdekaikou:“ziwojieshaoyixia，woshichenglvshidezhuli。meixiangdaonihaizhenyoudianbenshi，goudashanglewuyibaijidelvshi。”
“chenglvshishuoletakeyibangnifanan，danjutikannibiaoxian，niyaoshibutinghua，tabujieyiji**meixianzaipingjingdeshenghuotiandianlequ。”
wolianshangdexiaorongzhujianjiangzhu，shenzhiyouxiangguoqiangguoneifenwenjiansisui，jiudangzuozheiyiqiedoumeifasheng。
shoushangdaizhedeliaokaoquexianzhilewodexingdong。
wodizhetouchuimou，neixinzichaodexiaolexiao。
shuoshihua，zheiwunianlaiwomeiyitiandouhuozaimaodundangzhong，jiqidaizhehechengshuningjianmian，yehaipahetajianmian。
haipahetajianmianhoukongzhibuzhuneixindesinian。
yehaipazijibuxiaoxinbaoluleshenme，huiletadedahaoqiantu。
fanzhengyiqiedouchengledingju，woyekuaisile，bujianmiancaishizuihaodejieguo。
可如今我别无选择。
santianhou，wobeiyujingsongdaoyanglaoyuan。
woxuyaozaizheilihaohaobiaoxiangaizaoziji，laihuodeneigebeifanandejihui。
kewozenmeyemeixiangdao，zheigeshijiehuineimexiao。
wohechengshuningzhijianyouhuizheimeqiao。
wodaizhegezangshoutaojiwobingzaichuangdelaorenhuanniaodai，chuliwanmanchuangdewuhuiwu。
gangdasuanquweishengjianchuliyixianongdemanshendezheixiedongxi，yidaoshuxideshenyingjiulanzailewodegenqian。
是程书宁。
tacaizhehentiangao，yishenxizhuangzhifu，hunshenshangxiadousanfazheweiyan，rangrenbugankaojin。
woyouneimepiankedehuanghu，shizaishimeibanfabatahedangnianneigeweiweinuonuodenvhailianxizaiyiqi。
danwoquefazineixindetitagandaogaoxing。
kechengshuningdetaiduquehewojieranxiangfan，tazhouzhemeitoudinglewohaojiu。
xiangshibeiwoshenshangsanfachulaideechouxundaole，niezhebiziwanghoutuilehaojibu，lenglengdao:
“nishenshangdeweidaozhenexin，henirenyiyang。”
chengshuningyanyulidejifeng，xiangyibaliren，henhendezhajinwodexinzang。
woshenxinghuanglehuang，sisideyaozhuzijidexiachun，shoulitizheneidaipaixiewu，nulidexiangyaotaolitadeshixian。
guoqudediandiandidiyongshangxintou，duishangrujindetaidu，wozhijuedezijifangfosuishidouhuibengkui。
wobuganshuohua，haipazijihuigengjiashitai。
kewodechenmobuyuquerangchengshuningdunshilailepiqi，taguyidafanwoshoushangdepaixiedai。
xingchoudewuhuiwujianlewoyishen。
“dangchunibushitingnengshuodema？zenmexianzaiyiyudaowojiubianchengyabale？”
“gupeisi，xuyaowotixingnima？ninengbunengfananchuyukequankaowo，woxiwangniduanzhenghaozijidetaidu。”
“说话！”
yanleizhujianmohuwodeshixian，shouzhangxindoukuaibeiwoqiapole，caimianqiangyazhizhuneixindefanyong。
nanerxixiayouhuangjin，kewoquehaobuyouyudeguizaidishang，bigongbijingbeiweidebuxianghua:
“shiwoyouyanwuzhudanglecheng**delu，xiwangcheng**darenyoudaliangbiegenwojijiao。”
woyibianshuoyibianjiangtouchuidaodishang。
chengshuningkanzhewozuojiandemoyanglengxiaoyisheng，yebuguwoshenshangsanfachudechouwei，zhuaizhe**jin。
shixianliquanshiwokanbudongdefuzaqingxu。
她问我。
“dangchuweishenmeshata？“
“是为了我吗？”