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zaigenzhelinshushuquashidecheshang,linhengzuozaiwoshenbian,rangwobujinhuaiyizijishibushizaizuomeng。
chexingshijinshandong,rangwodeshixianyouxiebumingle。
tachuimou,shengyinanya:“nibieduoxiang,gangzaineimeduorenzai,woyaoshibuzheiyangshuokenengjiebuchulaini。”
wolengleyihui,zuihounengcongkouzhongtuchudezhiyouyigezi:“hao。”
wojiangnaodaikaoxiangchechuang,youxiekeren。
youshenchushou,kanzheshandongzhongzhaojinchechuangneideguangluozaiwodezhangxin。
光,细碎而昏暗。
huanghujian,wangshizhongzhongbianruhaishuibanpumianxijuanerlai。
wozoudiuzaishisansuineinian,youjijingzhuanshoubeimaichujing,zaihunandedixiashizhongshenghuolezhengzhengsannian。
dimianyinanerchaoshi,cengyouhaoduociwodouyizhongjijiangsiqudecuojue。
dixiashimeigeyiduanshijianjiuhuibeisongjinlaixinderen,yehuizaisichezhongbeizhuaichuquhenduoshengming。
gangjinlaideshihou,wojihumeitiandouhuiku,zhidaohoulaiyouyigenvrengaosuwo,bieku。
zaijiaotanzhongwodezhitashizguojingfangdexianren,youyijindaoxiaoxiangfuzhuangdiandeshiyijianzhong,shiyijiandimianturanxiazhui,tayeruyuanyichangdebeimaidaotamendewodian。
xianzaitadeyachizhongjiuyounenggoushoujixinxideweixiaoqietingqi。
tajingchanghuibaozhewo,rangwobuyaoku,tashuotayoubanfadaiwochuqu。
womeihuidouhuigaosuta:“woxiangxinni。”
但其实她早就疯了。
taranghewotayiyangpufuzaidishang,tashuotamashangjiuyaochenggongle。
“xu!buyaochusheng!”youjiangshouzhifangzaizuibian,rangwokuqishengxiaoxie。
zaiyizhenzidaoziyandedongzuoguohou,jiushisixinliefeidekuhan。
tajijindiankuangdezhiwenwoweishenmeyaobeipanta。
woshenmehuadoushuobuchulai,zhinengfenliyaotou。
wocengshizhemoguotadelian,meiyouyikuaihaopi。
甚至,她没有牙。
yenanguaitameihuishuohuadeshengyinzongshiwuyanyande。
houlaitajiubeilazoule,tingshuomeiyigebeilazoudenvrendouhuibeikanqusizhizuochengrenzhifangzaihuapingligongrenqule。
zaiwoshiliusuineinian,woyebeizhuaichuledixiashi,woyiweiwodeyishengjiuyaozhongjiezaizheilile。
nanrenmenculudebaguangwodeyifu,wushutaixiangjiweizhewo,yaopaizouwozuihoudeyidianzunyan。
neixiechongchizheyuanshiyexingdemuguang,rangwodeshentidouzaizhibuzhudeqingzhan。
“来,把腿打开。”
“shangquzhuaia,lengzheganshenme!”
jingkongzhijian,menbeizhuangkaile,judadeshengxiangrangwodexintouweizhizhandong。
shaonianmeiyouxiangneixiezhongniannanrenyiyangzhishiwo,ershidixiatouzhishuolelianggezi:“…dougun。”
napashigeduonian,woyeyijiuduineiyiyedexiangyujiyiyouxin。
nanrenmenjianleta,haosimaojianlelaoshu,gonggongjingjingdebuganyouyisiwuni。
tajiangwodaizou,youqinshoujiwohuanshangganjingdebaiqunzi,tagaosuwonvhaizibugaizangxixide。
wochengren,neishihoudewobingbushishenmedayizhiren,wozhixiangbaoquanwoziji,woxianghuijia,xiangjianlinshushu。
guang,touguobaishachuangdazaiwodelianshang,duoniandekuchuyuduijiadesinianzaicikebaofa,tajiuzuozaichuangbianbaozhewoqingpaiwodejibei,rangwobuyaoku。
yikaishi,woyiweitashihaoren,zhishibeikunzaiduwolizuoletoumu。
kewocuole,shenshichutagenbenjiubushiren,tashiyipimeiyouxindelang。
zaihoulaidesinianli,wozhiyoubeishenshichuqifudeshihoucainengshuichuang,qitadeshijiandouzhinengbeidiuqizaidandudedixiashili。
neiye,wowentaweishenmeyaojiuwo,youweishenmejiulewoqueyaoyongzheizhongfangshilaizhemowo。
tashuangshouwozhewodeshoubei,shengyinjihugengyanle:“…chenliqian,nibudongma。”
shenshichubinglengdewaibiaoxia,zangzhedeshiyigehaipabeipaoqidelinghun。
tajingchanghuizaiyelibaozhewo,huikuzherangwobuyaolikaita,womeihuidouyaoshuodaoyanlejuanlecainenganfuhaota。
tadeshuangmoufanqixinghong,shengxianzhongcanzashaya。
“neinishuoniaiwo,nishuoniyongyuandoubuhuilikaiwo。”
“你说,你说啊。”
“…wobuhuilikainide。”