“wozuibuxihuantameibaxinlitengganjing,jiurangxiayigerenzhujinlai。”
“luheng,woxinlihaimeitengganjing。”
huayinluoxia,womenlianggerendouchenmole。
womizheyanjingjixudaojiu,luhengqueshiyilianningzhongdidixiatou。
qishiwozaojiubuxihuanlinyanle,xinliyetengdeganganjingjing。
zhisuoyizheimeshuo,buguoshixiangduanletadexiangfa。
woyizhidouzhidao,taxihuanwo。
zheigehuatijieshuhou,woheluhengmeizaijixuhele,suibianchelegezijihezuideliyou,huilegongyu。
kaimenshi,wokandaolinyanzuozaishafashangyilianzheji,jiandaozijibianlikewendao:“nizenmehetachuquzheimewan?”
tashizhidaowojinwanheluhengyuejiude。
想拦,拦不住。
womeilita,liuxiayiju:“kun,xianshuile。”
然后就回了房间。
wobuzhidaodeshi,linyankanzhewozoujinfangjiandebeiying,yishuangyanjingshandongzhebuyichajuedeguangliang。
zhihouhenzhangyiduanshijianli,luhengzaiyemeiyouyuewochulaihejiu,danweixinshanghaishihuibaochiliaotian。
tahaoxiangyoufeidaobiededifang。
woniezheneitianwanshangluhengliujiwodefeijipiao,xianruchenmo。
neitiantashuo:“wonianshaoshixiwangfeishanglantian,qukanbihaicangqiong,laoda,shenmeshihouhewoquzounanchuangbeiba?dainikankandaqianshijiechuqueqingaizhiwuyouduomejingcai!”
neiyitian,wowanchengletuoleyigexingqiyemeiwanchengdegongzuo,gangzouchuchubanshebiankandaolinyanyishenxizhuang,kaizhetaneiliangsaobaodeaodizaidengzhewo。
woyiliandanmodizouguoqu,yinweishizaishileijile,liangexiaoyelandejitale。
xianran,linyanduicibingbuzaiyi,taxingfendizouxiache,kuaibuzouguolailazhuwodeshou,qianzhewolaidaolefujiashiqian,kouzhongxingfendao:“xuxu,nizhongyuxiabanle。wodengnihaojiule,nikuaikan,zheishishenme?”
fujiashishang,fangzheyishushengfangdehongmeigui,yaoyanduomu。
woyouxiefanta,quehaishizuochuyiwaidebiaoqing,ranhoushenshoulakaifujiashidemen,peihedijianghuashunachulaipengzaishoushang。
wodexinzhongyouleyixieyuzhao。
“xuxu,wonengwennima?”shenhouchuanlailinyandeshengyin,jiazayisibeiwei。
woshuo:“meizuohaozhunbei。”
dangnianzuohaozhunbeideshihouniwudongyuzhong。
现在呢?
xianzaiwobuxiangrangnipengdao。
kexiaodeshi,tanlebaniandeqinglv,qinnizhibuyuqianshou。
从前他不碰我。
现在我不让碰。
linyanlengleleng,suijiyouxiaoqilai。
wohuishen,kanjiantahuanhuandidanxixiagui,buzhicongnalibianchuleyigexiaoxiaodeshoushihe,pengzheheziqingqingdakai,luchulimianshanshuoduomudezuanjie。
ranhou,linyanshuo:“chenxu**,womenzaiyiqibanianle,jiuzaijintian,wofuwanlefangzidesuoyouqian,chengweilezaizheigedachengshiyoucheyoufangderen。jiexialaiderizili,woyehuijixunulizhuanqian,womenhuiyougenghaodeshenghuo。xuxu,woaini,qingwenniyuanyijiajiwoma?”
tazheiyidongjingbuxiao,yixiaziyinlailebushaorendeguanzhu,shenzhiwogangxiabandetongshidouweileguolai。
yiqunrenbuzhisuoyi,fenfenqihongdao:“jiajita!jiajita!”
wohuanhuanluchuyigexiao,zhijuedezheishengyincaozacier。
huran,zaizheigenanren,zhongyuchengrenzijiaishangwodeneiyike,woshiranle。
从心底里,放下了!
ranhou,woshizenmehuidadeni?
记得当时……