5.
jijiangyunqigugudijiuquqiangdaizi，jieguoneiheisedaizibuxiaoxinbeizhuapo，zhouranjian，shenzangzaijiaoluolidejiyipenyongerchu，woxiayishidiwanghousuoleyousuo。
rengjideneihandonglayuewoyuejingchuchao，tengtongnanrendewobeilaoshisonghuilejia，yeshineitianwozhuangpolewomamadehaoshi。
wohuangzhangdipaojinwunei，bazijiguanjinwoshi，shenzhiyouxieqingxingmeiranglaoshijinlai。
neitianwozhanzaihuasaxia，kanzhezijimantuishixue，shunzhetuijiazazhexizaoshuiliuleyidi，jinghuangshicuo。
weishengjianlichongchizhexuexingwei，beiwenshuicijiyufanongzhong，woguanzaiweishengjianlihenjiucaidasaohao，yuedasaoyueweiqu。
weishenmezheishishangtamenbuaiwo？weishenmeyaoshengxiawo？
buqingchuzijizaijiadaileduojiu，xuezongjintouyiku，wobudongzenmeban，mamameiyoujiaoguo，tazhishimaileyiduiweishengmianrengzangdongxiyiyangrengzaiwochuangshang，nushizhewobanshang，zuihouyijuyemeiyouliujiuzoule。
zhidaoliangtianhou，jijiangyunqiaoxianglewojiamen，jiangziwoyanqidewocongwubianshenyuanlilazhule。
wozhijinrengqingchudijideneiyike，handonglayuelijijiangyunjichulehanlai，qichuanyuyudipaimendaizhekuqiangjiaowodemingzi，yijimanshidanxindeyongbao。
neishidewoshengchuleyisiqingxing，haihaomeiyouxuanzelikaizheigeshijie，zheigeshijiehaiyourenguanzhuwo，wobuyinggaiyebuxiangrangjijiangyunshiwang。
“yiyibiepabiepa，wozaini！”jijiangyungubushangqita，mengdipuguolaijiangwolouzhu，niutouduizhezhonghehandao：“nixianchuqu！”
buzhiguoleduojiu，shikongjianjiandedaohuanhe，congtahuailitaitou，duishangjijiangyundeyanjing，qichunquefabuchurenheshengyin。
zhonghebuzhishenmeshihouzhefanhuilaide，duishangtadeshixian，zhijiantajinminzuiba、lianseyinchen，kanzhewo，yanzhongsishishanguoshenme。
“yiyihaihaoma？”zhongheshangqianguanqiediwendao。
womeitingqing，beiyanqiandexuehenxiyinzou，wozhandouzheshouxiangyaocashidiaoshangmiandexueji，yankuangtonghongyazheshengyindaoqian：“duibuqi……”yourangnishoushangle。
jijiangyunzhuazhuwodeshou，buzaiyidizhezhushang，qingroudipailepaiwodetouding：“nimeishijiuhao。”
benyiweizhongheyijinglikai，erdangwohejijiangyunchuqushi，faxianzheirenjingzuozaishafashangyidongbudong。
jijiangyunshangqianjiaoshangta，“kaichedaiwohuijianayifu，woguolaigenyiyizhu。”
shijifenzhonghou，jijiangyunzaicihuifan，meidengshuohua，jijiangyunbawoladaowoshi，youxiesangqidegenwojieshi：“zhonghefeiyaolai，shuoyaotiwomazhaoguwomenliang……”
jijiangyunzhizhiwuwubantian，zuihouzhihanhuzheshuoleyiju：“qishishitayaokanzhewomenliang。”shuowan，dahaoleqilai，“tianna，woliangdaokaixuedoumeifabaituotale，wohouhuirangtadaiwomenqupaobale——”
woyouxiebumingbaizhonghedeyisi。
zhongheshibufangxin，pawohuishanghaijijiangyun？
还是怕我再次失控？
wowucongdezhi，yebunengkaikouquwen，xuanzechenmojieshou。
zhonghebaitianhuizuohaozaocanlikai，wanshangshuizaiketingshafashang，zaoshuizaoqidewozuzubangeyueyemeizaipengdaota。
zheitianwoqiyetingdaoketinglichuanlaidedongjing，kaimenjiujianzhonghezhengzhunbeiquchufangzouqu，shoushangjiazheweidianrandexiangyan。
jianwochulai，zhonghebaoqiandiduiwodianlediantou，“baoqian，chaoxingnile。”zhongheshengyinhenqing，qingdaoshaoweijiadayinliangjiuhuihedaowoyiyang。。
woyaoleyaotou，guanshangshenhoudewoshimen，zouleguoqu：“xiexie。”
zhonghelengleyixia，suihoujiumingbaiguolaiwoyinweishenmexieta，tashenshoubayanbiezaierduoshang，xiaokaile，“yunyunbushishuole，rangwoduinixiangduitaneiyanghao，erqieniyigenvhaiziyebuanquan。”
neiyixiao，xiangshixiarilidexiyumianmianluozailianshang，youxiangshiyitanchishuiqingtangguotuiwan。
wobeiqiandongleqingxu，xinneishengchuyisixinxi，xinxizhezheiyikedeanjingyumeihao。
wohaoxiangnengmingbaiwomamaweishenmexianqianxihuandalizhizihuale，jiebaiwuxiadeyansezongnengjirenyizhongtianjing、shushigan。
yiliaozhiwaiyouweihuqiwei。
kexi，babadechuguirangtahenshinaohuo，zhizishuyezaoleyang。
wonuligoulegouchun，rangzijixiandebushineimejurenqianli，keguzilihaishineigemanshiangzangxinsi、zisiziliderenbale。
zhonghemeizuosheng，dinglewoxujiu。
woyutaduishizhe，jianjiankanxiangtadeyanshendoubiandeyihuo。
zhitingtajixudao：“bieduiwotaidichu，wobingwueyi。”
womeidahua，qishenlikai，xinxiang：woqueshibuyiyang，sheijiadenverhuixiangwoyiyangjingliguozhongzhongbukan，youyousheijiadehaizihuibeifumujielianpaoqi、gukuwuyi？