第4章

jiedaoshangweiliangdechenfengrujianruidezhen,zhizhicixianggangcongtianhejiudianlitaoyesidechulaidesujin。

kezheiweilengdehanyi,quezenmeyequsanbulesujincikexindifanyongdehuihenyukongju。

tajiaoshanghaishizuotianhunlishangheluzhanqianshouzuoguohongditandeneishuanghongsegaogenxie,suizhetajiaobujicudiqiaojizhedimian,fachugegedeshengyin。

shenchuanyouxiezhezhoudehunshazaijiedaoshangcongcongduxing,sujindenaohaizhongxiangshikongdefangyingji,buduanzhongfubofangzhezuowanneixiebukandehuamian,zizeyutongkuruxiongyongdechaoshui,jiangtachediyanmei。

“luzhan……duibuqi……”

tazuichunqingzhan,shengyindiderutongfengzhongdeninan,leishuizaiyebushoukongzhi,duokuangerchu。

taxinliqingchu,zijiyijingtashangleyitiaowufahuitoudeqitu。

zaijietoumangrandipaihuaixujiu,sujincaimianqiangyaxianeixindejingtaohailang。

suishuotamingbaizijiheguchenfashengdeshi,yiranduiluzhanzaochenglewufamibudeshanghai,dantaxincunjiaoxingdixiangzhe,luzhanxianzaibingbuzhidaocishi,zhiyaozijihuiquhouhaohaojieshiyifan,huoxujiunengjiangzheijianshifanpian。

bijing,yiwangtayechangyongzheiyangdefangshilaiyingduileisidezhuangkuang。

keyanxiazuirangtatoutengdehaishiguchen,tajingjiangzuowandeshipaishelexialai。

sujinxinlimingbai,zheixieshipinyidanliuchuanchuqu,bujinzijihuishenbaiminglie,sujiahetianyujituanyehuizaoshoumiedingzhizai。

sujiada**zaixinhunzhiyepaoxiazhangfu,yuqiannanyousihuichugui,zheiyangdefumianchouwen,wuyihuijisujiahetianyujituandailaizhimingdedaji。

duoshaoshangjiededuishou,huinazheijianshidazuowenzhang,jiangtamentianyujituanzhiyusidi。

sujinbijingzaishangchangmopagundaduonian,henkuaibianqiangpozijizhendingxialai。

taxianshilaidaoyigepianpideyaodian,maileyihebiyunyaofuxia,suihoudachehuijia。

huaizhetantebuandexinqing,sujintuikaibieshudejiamen,wuneiqueshiyipiansiji,anjingdeyouxieguiyi。

tasuishoujiangpijianrengzaishafashang,muguangkuaisusaoguokongdangdangdeketing,faxianluzhanbuzai,xinzhongdebuanshaoshaojianqingleyixie。

ruguocikeluzhanzai,yidingnengwendaotashenshangyouzhelingyigenanrendeweidao。

haozai,luzhancikebingbuzai。

sujinmeikandaoluzhan,xiayishidiyiwei,luzhanxiangwangchangyiyangchumenmaicaiqule。

zicongheluzhandinghunhou,luzhanbianzhudongchengdanqizhaogutashenghuoqijudezeren,shenzhilianjialidexiarendoubeitacituile。

luzhanzongshimomodiweitacaochiyiqie,congzhunbeiyingyangfengfudezaocandaojingxinpengzhiwancan,congqingxiyiwudaodasaofangjian,tacongweiyouguoyijuyuanyan。

sujintuoxiahongsegaogenxie,chizhejiaocaizairouruandeditanshang,jingzhizouxiangyushidetongshituoxiahongsedehunshadiujinlexiyiji,liantongneihongsedeleisineiyiku,yebeitayitongdiujinxiyijizhong。

zheixieshiyiwangdoubuyongtadanxinde,yizhidoushiluzhanzaicaoxin。

danzheicibutong,tabuchenzheluzhanbuzaijianghunshaxile,neicanliudehenjijiukenengbeiluzhanfaxianle。

sujinzijiyemeixiangdao,sannianlaitadiyicizhudongxiyifu,shiweilemochuzijizuoguodecuoshihenji。

weici,tadouwanglehunshazheizhongguizhongyiwu,shibunengfangdaoxiyijilixide。

sujinzhidaozijicheyeweigui,luzhanxinlikendinghuibutongkuai,danyijinganfuhaozijixinqingdetagenbenmeibazheidanghuishi。

zaitaderenzhili,luzhanbuguoshigeyifuyutadenanren,jiusuanyinweizuoyedeshixinliyoubuman,yejuebuganduitayourenheweici。

dabuledengluzhanhuilai,tazhudonghenhenmanzuluzhanjihui,taxinlideqihaibuxiaole。

tazaoyixiguanleluzhandeshuncong,wulunshichuangshanghaishishenghuoli。

taxiguanleluzhanzaichuangshangduizijidezhilingyiyimanzu,xiguanletazaishenghuozhongdemomocunzai,jiuxiangkongqiyiyang,suiranbukehuoque,quezongshirongyibeihushi。

sujinzoujinyushi,dakaishuilongtou,wenredeshuiliuruximidezhulian,congtoudingqingxieerxia。

qingxieerxiadereshuichongshuazhesujinyouxiepibeideshenti,yeshituxiquzuoyedehuangtangyufengkuang。

xishuwanbihou,sujinjuedeyuanbenzhanchoudeshenziqingshuanglexuduo。

tahuanshangyitiaoshushidejujiaqun,zouchuyushi。

raner,luzhanyijiumeiyouhuilai。

sujindemeitouweiweizhouqi,xinzhongyongqiyisibuyue。

tanaqishouji,botongluzhandehaoma,dasuancuicutaganjinhuilaijizijizhuzaocan。

bijing,jintiantamenhaiyaoqusujiadayuanjierlaojingzaocha,zheishihunhoudezhongyaoguiju,jueduibunengdanwu。

kedianhuaneitouquechuanlaibinglengwuqingdetishiyin:“ninbodadehaomayiguanji。”

sujindeshentimengdiyijiang,xinzhongyinyinyongqiyigubuandeyugan。

tazaicibotongdianhua,yijiushiguanjizhuangtai。

tademeitouzhoudegengshenle,fanzaodeqingxuzaixindixunsumanyankailai。

luzhanconglaibuhuiguanji,gengbuhuizaitaxuyaodeshihouxiaoshidewuyingwuzong。

takuaibuzouchuwoshi,laidaoketing,muguangbujingyijiansaoguocanzhuoshi,turandingzhule。

canzhuoshangfangzheyifengxin,haiyouyifenyijingqianhaozidelihunxieyishu。

sujindexinmengdiyichen,xiangbeiyizhiwuxingdedashouhenhenzuanzhu,takuaibuzouguoqu,naqineifengxin。

xinzhishangshiluzhanshuxideziji,yibiyihuadougongzhengyouli:

“苏瑾:

dangnikandaozheifengxindeshihou,woyijinglikaile。wozhidao,nixinlishizhongfangbuxiaguchen,erwo,buguoshitaguchendetidaipinbale。

woaini,congshizhizhong,congweigaibian。

woyongsanniandeshijianlaizhengmingleyijianshi,wulunworuhenuli,ruheduinihao,nidexinliconglaimeiyouwodeyixizhidi。

zuowannicheyeweigui,wojiuzhidaoniheguchenyoujiuqingfuranle。

wobuguaini,yinweizheishiwozaojiuliaodaodejieju。

xianzai,woleile,zhendeleile,buxiangzaizaizheichanghaowuxiwangdesanjiaolianzhongbanyanyigekeyoukewudejiaose。

jirannidexinlizhiyouguchen,neiwochengquannimen。

zheichangrangwoshenxinjupideganqingyouxi,woluzhanbuxiangzaiwanle,woxuanzetuichu,bingjiangsuoyoudeaiyiquanbushouhui。

sujin,dangnichuanzhehunshabenxiangguchendeneiyike,wojiubuainile。

huozheshishuo,woaideshidangnianneigeshenchuanbaiqundeni,erbushixianzaizheigeshenchuanhongsehunsha,quebenxiangbiedenanrendeni。

duoyudehuawoyebuxiangshuole,yuannimencongciyibieliangkuan,gezianhao。

lihunxieyishuwoyijinglianyeqingqiupengyoubanhaole,bingqianlezi,nikeyisuishiqubanlishouxu,ranhouhenidebaiyueguangqudengji。

fanzhengnijialirenyizhijiuzhichiniheguchendeshi,fanduiwomenzaiyiqi。

jialideyaochiwofangzaizhuoshang。

zaigangchenghunjiuyoulihunzheijianshishang,woluzhanduibuqini。danzaizheichangsanniandeaiqingxili,nisujinkeyiwangetouyeduibuqiwo!

dansuoyoudewangshi,biancongzheiyikeyanxiaoyunsanba。

sujin,congciyihou,niwoliangbuxiangqian。

zhuni,henidebaiyueguang,xingfu。

陆战”

sujinduwanxin,shouzhibushoukongzhidiweiweizhandouqilai,dantadelianshangquefuxianchuyimochaofengdelengxiao。

tajiangxinzhisuishoudiuzaizhuoshang,muguangluozailihunxieyishushang,yanzhongshanguoyisibuxie。

tashenshounaqixieyishu,haobuyouyudisichengsuipian,ranhouhenhendiujinlelajitong。

“luzhan,niyiweiyongzheiyangdebaxijiunenghedaowoma?biexiangle,meiyouwodetongyi,nizheibeizidoubiexianghewosujinlihun!”

tadishengziyu,yuqizhongmanshichaofeng。

cikedesujin,nalihaiyoufangcaizaiguchenmianqianchuchukeliandemoyang,tazhongxinbianhuilesujiadeda**,neigezaishangchangshangchizhafengyundejingzhoushangshigongsitianyujituanzongcai。

sannianlai,tasujinzuibupadejiushiluzhan。yinweitazhidaoluzhanaitaaidefakuang。

zaitakanlai,luzhanbuguoshizaishuaxiaohaizipiqi。

taneimeaita,zenmekenengzhendelikai?genghekuang,luzhanneidiantuiwufeizheixieniandouhuazaitashenshangle,luzhanxianzaijiushishenwufenwen,younengqunalini?

taduding,buchubantian,luzhanjiuhuirenqingxianshi,guaiguaihuijia,jixudangtadejiatingzhufu。

sujinzhuanshenhuidaowoshi,kaishijingxindabanziji。

tahuanshangyitaoyouyadetidelianyiqun,zixidihuashangjingzhidezhuangrong,daishangguchendangniansongjitadeneitiaoxianglian,zheishitazheixienianlaiyizhidexiguan。

yongtazijidehuashuo,tadaizheitiaoxianglianbushizaihuainianshei,ershizaihuainianzijihuibuqudeqingchun,rucieryi。

takanzhejingzhongdeziji,zuijiaogouqiyimozixinmanmandexiaorong。

shoushituodanghou,sujinnaqibao,zouchujiamen。

taxinzhongyijingyoulejihua——xianqusujiadayuanjierlaojingzaocha。

zhiyuluzhan,tajianxintahenkuaijiuhuihuilai,jixubanyanneigemomoshouhutadejiaose。

raner,tabingbuzhidao,cishideluzhanzhengzhanzaijingzhoujichangdehoujitingli,shouzhongwozheyizhangfeiwangnanfangchengshidejipiao。

tademuguangpingjingrushui,fangfoyijingfangxialesuoyoudezhinian,buzaiyoudangchutarujingzhoushiduiaiqingdechireyuchongjing。

“sujin,jirannixinzhongzhiyouguchen,neiwojiufangshou,zhunixingfu。”

tadishengziyu,shengyinzhongdaizheyisijuejueyushiran。

tazhuanshen,maizhejiandingdebufazouxiangdengjikou。

yuanlai,luzhanzaikandaoguchenfajitadezhaopianhou,chedishiwang,yiranjuedinglikaijingzhou,huifutaxirideyiqierongguang。

erluzhanlikaijingzhouhoudediyizhan,jiushihuijia。

ziconghesujindinghunhou,qiangshidesujinjiubuzairangluzhanhejialirenyourenhelianxi,yinweijusujinduiluzhandelejie,luzhandeyuanshengjiatingbushihenhao,yaoburan,dangniandushushiluzhanzenmehuineimeshengchijianyong。

dangniandechengjian,rangsujinyiweiluzhanjiushigeqiongrenjiadehaizi。

ertasujin,yaodezhishiluzhanzheigeren,bushiluzhanbeihouneixieqiongqinqi。

zhishi,sujinbuzhidaodeshi,luzhandejiazu,yuanfeitayigefujiaqianjinkeyixiangxiangdekongbu。