第4章
wofangzailiangcedeshou，yonglidaofabai。
yuanlai，wodeshizongbuguanshiduijiaren，haishiduicengjingdeairen，doumeiyouzaochengnapashiyidianerbeitong。
meiyoulewo，tamenfanerlizhiqizhuangdizoudaoleyiqi。
wodecunzaigengxiangshizhangai。
qinqingheaiqingdeshuangzhongbeipan，rangwonaodaifayun。
“weiwei。”kanjianwodeneiyike，gushenyanshenshanshuo，daizhenanyandeqingxu。
xiahuanshunjianjinglingdazuo，shuangshoujinjindichanzhugushendebeibang。
“jiejie，nibuzaideneiwunian，fashenglehenduohenduoshier。runisuojian，wohegushenzaiyiqile，womenhaiyouleaidejiejing。”
xiahuanweiqubabadikanzhewo：“nishizonglezheimeduonian，zongbunengjiaogushenyizhidengniba？tayeyouzhuiqiuzijixingfudequanlia。nibunengzheimezisia！”
xiahuandehuarangwohuaiyizijideerduochulewenti。
wocongxiaotengchongdemeimei，xianzaiweileyigenanren，zheibangongjiwo。
wodeyanlijijinposui，wobushibunengjieshougushenlingxunsuoai。
keshi，weishenmeshixiahuan?
tashiwoyizhichongaidemeimeia。
yilujianzhengzhewohegushendeaiqing，weihenengrucitandangerwukuidihegushenzaiyiqi？
还反过来说我自私。
xiahuandeyanlibingmeiyoubanfenkuijiu，faneryongqinqingdangzuobangjiawodejiasuo：“jiejie，ruguonishizhenxinduiwohao，nijiuchengquanwohegushenba。womenshizhenxinxiangaide，xianzaihaiyoulehaizi。ninandaoyaozuoxiaosanma？”
xinzangxiangbeiyizhiwuqingdedashoujinjinzuanzhe，huxidoudaizhetengtong。
wozhanglezhangkou，queshuobuchuyijuhua。
“xiawei，huanhuanshinidemeimei。nibunengdaodebaihuai，pohuaitadexingfu！dangniannihaitalijiachuzoudeshier，wokemeiwang！”
babanushizhewo，yifuhenbudejiangwoshengtunhuobodeshenqing。
mamaanweidipailepaixiahuandejianbang，yanshenbushandidengzhewo：“xiawei，nibunengzheimezisi。daniangtaiqi，nijiuzhengduozhemutideyangfen，haide**meiyingyangbuliang，shoulehenduoku。rujin，niyouyaoshanghaitama？”
wodejiaren，yigegexiangtaofazuirenbanduidaiwo。
yishijian，wodexinliangdechedi。
“wobuhuigenxiahuanqiangde。”
wodemiansecanbai，jihushicongyafenglijichulaizheijuhua。
“neijiuhao，niruguoxiangyaoqiangzouashen。jiushirangwodehaizimeilebaba，genbisiwomeishenmequbie。”
xiahuanluchuhewangchangwuyidecanlanxiaorong，woquejuedewubikepa。
wozhisuoyihuibeibangdaomiandi，qishiyehemeimeixiahuantuobuleganxi。
dangniandejiyiyidiandianfuxianzaiwodenaohaizhong......
meimeixiahuanzaiwodinghundangtianlijiachuzou。
只留下一张纸条。
“jiejie，weihenizhiyiyaozheiyangshanghaiwo？runisuoyuan，wozoule。huoxuwohenduoyu，nikendinghenhenwoba。youshihou，juedehuozhezhenmeiyisi。”
kandaozheizhangzhitiao，wodangshiyitouwushui。
wobumingbaiwozenmeshanghaimeimeixiahuanle？congxiaodaoda，wodourangzheta，nalicunzaishenmeshanghai？
duoyu？meimeishijialidezhangshangmingzhu，duoyudefenmingshiwo。
zhiyuhen，woshibatadangmeimeihehude，suiranbamapianxinmeimei，woyebuhuiguaidaomeimeishenshang。
suirannaozhonghenmihuo，danshiduitaanweidedanyouzhanleshangfeng，wohairandipaoquzhaobabamama。
yikandaozhitiao，mamajiukuzhepushanglaidawo：“niweishenmezheimezisi？niweishenmefeiyaohegushendinghun？xianzaihaole，huanhuanbuzhidaoqunalile。ruguohuanhuanyougehaodai，wojuebuhuifangguoni！”
dangshidewobumingbai，weishenmehexinaidenanrendinghunjingchengleyizhongzisi。
babayechenzheyizhanglian，jinjinzhouzhemeitou：“xiawei，woduinihenshiwang！nishenweijiejie，jiushizheiyangzhaogumeimeidema？yaoshihuanhuanchushenmeshier，nijiushizuiren！nijiushixiongshou！”
wodexinjiuchengyituan，youkuyouse。
woshizhendehenxianmumeimeixiahuan，congxiaojiushouzhebamadechongai。
biqita，wojianzhixiangshijialidetoumingren。
wozixiaojiubeidingzhuzhe，wozheiyishengdeshimingjiushizhaogumeimei。
zhiyinwei，wohemeimeixiahuanshishuangbaotai，woshengxialaijiankang，ertatiruoyixie。
mamabianxianedishuo，shiyinweiwodaniangtaijiuhenzisi，zhengduozhemutideyangfen，caihaidemeimeiqueshaoyingyang。
suoyi，woshizuiren，yaoyongzheiyishengshuzui。
congxiao，wobianshimeimeideyidongxueku。
zhiyaomeimeiyibushufu，xiaoxiaodewojiusuanfagaoshaoyehuibeichedaoyiyuan，jimeimeishuxue。
binglengdezhentouzhajinxueguan，dailaiyizhencitong，xueyeliushideziweibingbuhaoshou。
zaijiashanggaoshaodailaideshenglibushi，wotengdezhidiaoyanlei。
“kushenmeku？yaobushiyinweini，meimeihuishengbingma？tahuishouzheimeduokuma？nihaiyoulianku？！”
bababunaifandishuailewoyierguang，**ladeteng。
ermamaqingqinglouzhexiahuanhongdao：“xiaobaoguai，henkuaijiubunanshoule。”
tayanfandichouwoyiyan：“ninengbunengdongdianshier？buyaozainaole！zheishiniqianmeimeide。”
ziciyihou，wobianhenshaozaikule。
xiaoxiaodewobianmingbaile，yanleizhizaiainiderenneiliyouyong，buranzhihuirerenyanfan。
erwo，shibubeiaide，suoyiwobunengku，buranbabamamahuigengtaoyanwo。
keshiwoyebuxiangde，woningyuanshentibingruodeshiwo，erbushiyichushengjiudaizheyuanzui。
dinghundianlideqianyitian，meimeihongzhongzheyanjingguolaibaozhuwo。
“jiejie，ninengbunengbuyaohegushendinghun？”
woyiweitashishebudewo，qingshenganweidao：“jiejiejiusuanhegushendinghun，yeyongyuanshinidejiejieya，buhuibiande。”
“bianle！bianle！yiqiedouhuibuyiyang。”takudeyuefajilie。