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wotaiyanyikan，gujinshengbuzhidaoshenmeshihouhuilaile，cikenushizhewo，tadeshixianfangfohuazuodaozi，wangwoshenshangchashangyidaoyouyidao。
我瞬间反应过来。
gujinshengxiangwochongguolaideshihou，woxiayishixianglazhetadeyixiujieshi：
“我没有——”
ketajingzhiwanxiayaobaoqiwogenqiandetanniannian，yixiucongwodeshouzhongbeidalichezou。
“nizuihaoqidaoniannianjintianmeishoushenmeshang，fouze，woyidingraobuleni！”
gujinshengshuowanbaozhetanniannianbianlikai。
wokanjiantannianniancongtadejiantouluchugenaodai，yanlimanshideyi。
ersulaiwufawutiandedashaoyecikequemeiyanwenroudeqinghongzhehuailideren。
wozhanzaiyuandi，shoujiaofaliang，zhuoshanghaifangzhegujinshengzuixihuanchidecai。
huanghudixiang，yuanlaizheijiushigujinshengdexinshangrena，yuanlaitaxihuanyigerenshizheifumoyangde......
......
sanriqixianyidao，cuixiangzaicibeidaidaogujinshenggenqian。
congcuixiangtarulangquankanjianmandiganhedexianxueshi，tabianshenmedoumingbaile。
ciketahenhendidingzhegujinsheng，yiziyijuchidao：
“**sile！nimendoushizuikuihuoshou！”
quemeixianggujinshengfanyingbitahaiyaoda，tayibaxianlemianqiandezhuozi，chongshangqianqiazhecuixiangdebozi，mianshangjingranyouxiezhengning：
“woyaotingshihua！nizaiganpianwoyiju，wobuguangyaonixingming，dengwozhaodaoshenruhuan，wohaihuiyaotaxingming！”
cuixiangmanliantonghong：“woshuodeshibushizhende，nizhiyaoshaoweiyichajiunengzhixiao。”
gujinshengdingletaxujiu，zuihoupingjingdisongkaita，dudingdao：
“tabuhuiside，taaiwo，tazhishishengqile，suoyilikaile，dengguojitianqixiaole，tajiuhuihuilaile。”
gujinshengbushuowohaichadianwangle。
zaitanniannianzhaolaigujiaqian，wobuzhiyicidegaosugujinsheng，woaita。
dantameicidoufanyingdandan，dandaowoshenzhiyiweitabuxiangxin，meixiangdaotaxianzaidaozijishuolechulai。
aniangshuodedui，woyongyuandoujiaobuxingyigezhuangshuideren。
gujinshengbuxincuixiangshuode，taqinzipairendaojingchengdedajiexiaoxiangquzhaowo。
“niannianfangxinhaole，bangeyuenei，wodingranhuijiangtazhaochulaiyutaheli。”
gujinshengbanguizaitannianniangenqianweitatuodiaoxiewa，tanniannianjiaoxiuyixiao，dangzhenshiyifulangqingqieyidehuamian。
gujinshengshiconglaibuhuiweiwozuozheizhongshide。
womenzuiqinmideshihou，buguoshizaichuangtashang，fangfowozhishitadefaxiegongju，tahuieliedewenwozheibeizishibushizhiaitayigeren。
woxianghuidashi，kebeitawuzhulezuiba，woshenmeyehuidabushang。
houlaijianletanniannian，womingbaiguolai，huoxutaxiangwenderenconglaijiubushiwo。
youyicizaitanniannianshuiquhou，wokanjiangujinshengzaifangmenwaizhanlexujiu，zuihoutahaishiqianwanglangquan。
我讥讽一笑。
takoukoushengshengshuobuxincuixiangdehua，keweishenmehaiyaoqinziqukanni？
......
“zenmehuiyouxuezini？”
gujinshengtizhedenglong，mimangdekanzhelangquanneiganhedexueji。
tazhizheneixiexuejiwenanweizheixieshishenme，anweida：
“huizhuzi，shixuejiwuyi，yishuxiaduoniandejingyan，yuemoyoushilaitianle。”
gujinshengshensegengjiamangranle。
langyeshihuikanrenxiadiedechusheng，tamenjiandaogujinshengzhishiguaiguaidewodaozaidi。
gujinshengfaxianquanzhongbeichaikaiguodexuebaoshi，miansedunshicanbai，tajihuyaodiedaozaidi，anweiyanjishoukuaidejiangtayibafuzhu。
“bu......bu......tazenmehuisini？tashuoguomeirenaiwo，suoyitahuiliuzaizheiaiwode，tazenmenengshiyanni？”
gujinshengshuotayaoquzhaowo，danzheihuikongpashibunengrutadeyile，bieshuohuoren，jiulianwodeshititayezaiyekanbujianle。
erzheiyiqiejihushitayishouzaochengde。