diyizhangjibuqingzijishishei
wobianchenglelinghun，erqieshiyile。
记不清自己是谁
dangwozhaohuijiyideshihou，quefaxianzhenxianghencanku
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woturanyishidaozijiyijingsile，danshiwozenmeyexiangbuqilaizhiqianfashengleshenme。
wohaoxiangturanchuxianzaizheili，danshiduiyuzhouweideyiqiewanquanmeiyourenhejiyile。
wojiaoshenmemingzi？woshishei？shenzhilianwodexingbiewodouwangjile。
zhouweiderenxingxing**，mangmangliuliu，danshiquemeiyourennenggoukandaowo，wodahandajiaoxiangyaoyinqizhouweirendezhuyi，kexiwoxiangshiyigetoumingrenyiyang。
yiliangchejichierlai，wolianduodexiangfadoumeiyoule。
rensilezongbunengzaisiyiciba，woshenmedoubupale，neixinshengqiyizhongshenchendebeiai。
neiliangchechuantouwodeshenti，woquehaowuganjue，wojiuhaoxiangshiyituankongqiyiyangningjuzaineili。
wozhongyuyishidaowokenengyijingchenglelinghunle，zaizheirenchaoxiongyongdedajieshang，womanwumudedezouzhe，meiyourenkandejianwo，yemeiyourenfaxianwo。
woyanranbianchengleyigewujiakegui，daochuyoudangdeguhunyegui。
wobuhuiganjuedaohanleng，gengjiabuhuiganjuedaojie，conglaibuhuishuijue，buguanbaitianheiye，buguanguafengxiayu。
woganjuebudaohanleng，gengjiabuhuiganjuejie，wulunbaitianheiye，wulunguafengxiayu，wodoubuzhipijuandezaizheizhouweizoulaizouqu。
meitianjingjingdeguanchazhouweidexingren，qingtingtamendexinuaile。
youdeshihou，woyehuiqushangchangdedianyingyuanlikanyichangdianying。
wonengtingdejianrenjiandeshengyin，danshiwenbujianrenjiandeweidao，woconglaibuhuiganjuepibei，gengbuyongshuijue。
wohaoxiangshizheigeshijiedepangguanzheyiyang。
wobuganyuanlizheipianquyu，yinweiwozhijuezheiliyidingfashengguoshenmeshiqing，ruguowolikailezheipianquyu，huoxuwoyongyuandouzhaobukaiwodeshenshimitile，woxiangnongqingchuwoshishei，woweishenmesile？
jingzilimiankanbujianwozijideyingzi，woshenzhilianzijishinanshinvdougaobuqing。
wonulixiangyaoxiangqixieshenme，kexixiangponaodaidoujibuqirenheshiqing，wohaoxiangshiyigekongbaidelinghun。
shiqingdezhuanjifashengzaibannianzhihou，bannianzhihoudemoutian，wozhengzaidajieshangyoudang，turanshenhouchuanlaiyizhenjichachedeshengyin，womengranzhuanshenjiukandaoyigedongxicongwoyanqianfeiguo。
jiezhe，jiukandaoyigenvrenzhongzhongdeshuaizaidishang。
zheishiyigenianqingdenvren，kandaban，yinggaishidaxuesheng，jiaochuanzhefanbuxie，chuanzheheshendeniuziku。
dangtadeshentiluozaidishangdeshihou，hunpomashangjiucongshentilibolichulaile，wokandaozheigenvshengmanlianzhenjingdekanzhezijideshiti，yishijianbuzhisuocuo。
henkuaijiuhuchejiulaile，yefengsuolexianchang。
zhouweiweimanleweiguanderen，shenzhiyourentoutoutaochushoujizaipaishe，erneinvhaidelinghunjiudunzaiyibian，kanzheyihurenyuanduizijiqiangjiu，qiangjiuwuxiaozhihoujiangzijideshishouzhuangjinleguoshidaili，wuqingdesaijinleyunshiche。
yigenvhaiqinyankandaozijidesiwang，zheishiduomebeiaideshiqinga，nvhaizuozaidishangdishengdechuoqi，shuangyanzhizhongmanmandoushijuewang。
tahaishiyigeganggangzouchuxuexiaodedaxuesheng，duiyuweilaihaichongmanzhe，xiwangmeixiangdaofeilaihenghuo，rangtadiulexingming。
jiulianzhanzaijiaoluolilengyanpangguandewo，yeganjuedaoyizhenxixu，wozouguoquqingqingpailepainvhaidejianbang，zheiyiciwodeshoubingmeiyoucongtadeshentilichuanguo，ershiyouleqingweidechugan。
nvhaimangrandetaiqitou，lenglengdekanzhewo。
tadeyanshenlibushikongjuyebushihaipa，ershimimang。
simuxiangdui，wohetajiuzheimeduishizhe，wobuzhidaogaitizheinvhaibeiai，haishigaitizijigaoxing，yinweiwozhongyuyouyigebanle。
“ninengkandaowo，shibushi？niyinggainengkandaowo。”
我兴奋的看着女孩。
wotaigudule，taixiangzhaogerenshuohuale。
zheigenvhailinghundechuxianzhongyujieshulewodabannianguhunyeguideshenghuo，wozhongyuyougebanle。
“nishishei？ninengkandaowoma？”
nvhaixianranyijingyishidaozijiyijingsile，yetongyangyishidaozijizhishihunpo。
“dui，wonengkandaoni，woheniyiyangyeshilinghun，zhibuguowobinisidezaoyixie，wozaizheipianjiequyijingyoudangledabannianle。”
wonulijichuyigexiandeheshandexiaorong，xiangyaoanfunvhaizaodongdexin。
nvhaimeiyouliwo，zhishidaidaidekanzhedishangdeyipianxueji，sihuxinyoubugan。
“wojiuzheimesilema？wobugaizheimeside......”
nvhaizhanzaiyuandinannanziyu，duiyuwodedashanliyebuli，zhidaosantianhounvhaizhongyucongsiwangdebeishangzhizhongzhengtuolechulai。
tahewoyiyangkaishizaisizhouyoudang，yikaishitabingbuliwo，ershiziguzidezaisizhouyoudang，yihuierpaodaoshudianlikanshu，yihuierpaodaokafeiguanlikanbierenhekafei。
womeiyouzaiqudaraozheigenvhai，xiangxintaguoyiduanshijianyinggaihuilaizhaowode，wolijieneizhongganjuetaigudule。
guoranjitianzhihounvhaizhudongzhaodaolewo，simuxiangdui，neizhongtongbingxiangliandeganjue，rangwoluchulekuxiao。
“nishizenmeside，niyeshibeichezhuangsidema？”
zheinvhaiyikaikoujiuxunwenwodesiyin。
“wobuzhidaowoshenmedoubujidele，nijidema？nijidezijijiaoshenmemingzi，jidezijishisheima？”
woganjinchaozhenvhaiwendao。
nvhaiyongyizhongguguaideyanjingkanzhe，wobantian，tacaidianlediantoushuodao：“wodangranjidezijishisheile，wojiaoyangxiaoqian，jinnianershiyisuishijiangdongdaxuezhexuexidebiyesheng。”
tingdaonvhaijingranjidezijideshenfenmingzi，haiyounianling，wodunshiyizhenxianmu，ruguonengyouhuiyi，neiyeshijiqixingyunde，kexiwodiushile。
“duile，ninengkandaowoma？woshinanshinv，woshenmeyangzi？”
我急切的看着女孩。
dangtingdaowoxunwenwoshinanshinvdeshihou，zheinvhaipuchiyishengxiaole，lianshangluchulveweiguaiyidebiaoqing。
taminleminzuijiaocaikanxiangwoshuodao：“niyinggaishigenandeba，tingshuaide，budaosanshisui，kanqilairentingshenchende。”
nvhairengranbaoliuzhelinsiqiandechuanzheheyangzi，neimewoyinggaiyeshibaoliuzhelinsiqiandechuanzheheyangzi。
genjunvhaidemiaoshu，woyinggaishigenande，budaosanshisui，xiangmaotingshuai，kanqilailveweishenchen。
wonulizainaohailixiangxiangzhezijideyangzi，danshizenmeyexiangxiangbuchuzijidaodishishenmeyangzi，zuizhongwozhinengfangqile。
“womenshilinghun，weishenmebupataiyang？haoxianghezhiqiankandaodexiaoshuowanquanbuyiyang，womenkeyizaiyangguangxiazoulaizouqu，danshiqueganshoubudaoyangguangdewennuan，jiusuanxiaxuelewomenyebujuedeleng。”