第一章
wozaigongsifendouqinian,yejidiyi,jinshengmingdanshangquemeiyouwodemingzi。
kongjiangfuzongheyunshenshilaobanxiaojiuzi,lianshouguanxihufangyandangzhongxiuruwo。
neigeyejizhiyouwosanfenzhiyidefeiwufangyanjingranshenglezongjian,woquebeiyijiaotikai。
fangyanduanzhexiangbinyaodaowomianqian,lianjiaxiangshuiweihunzhejiuqixunderenxiangtu:“aiyaqingningzongjian,zhenbuhaoyisia,nimingnianzainuliba。”
heyunshentuiletuijinsiyanjing,xiaodewenweneryaquebinglengcigu:“guzongjiantaiduduanzhuanxingle,womenxuyaorongrutuanduidejiangcai,bushilingjiayutuanduizhishangdegerenyingxiong。”
genleqiniandelaobanchengzongquanchengdizhetouqiaozhuozi,zuihouzhishuaixiayiju“huiyijieshu”jiuzoule。
woduanqineibeixuweidecha,jinshudaojintapangbianneipenmingguijunzilanli:“hezong,wodezhiyeguihuali,meiyoujirendanggouzheiyitiao。”
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zhouwuxiawuwudianershijiufen。
zhenggegongsi,luozhenkewen。
suoyourendousisidingzhediannaoyouxiajiaodeshijian,xiangzaidengdaiyichangshenpan。
wudiansanshifen,jinshengyoujianzhunshidanchu。
wohaimeilaidejidiankai,gebibumenshunjianbaofachushanhuhaixiaobandehuanhu。
“方总牛逼!”
“恭喜方总监!”
“砰!”
xiangbinkaiqideshengyin,bansuizhefangyanneideyiwangxingdexiaosheng,xiangyibazhuizizhajinmeigerendeerduoli。
tamenbumenderenkaishishoumangjiaoluandibuzhiqiqiu,yudingktv,yipianxiqiyangyang。
erwomenkehuguanxibu,yipiansiji。
zhuliwenyandeshubiaodianjishengkuaidexiangjiatelin,yibianbianshuaxinzheyouxiang。
“qingningjie,zenmehuimeiyouni?”
tadeshengyindaizhekuqiang,yanquanshunjianjiuhongle。
wopingjingdikanzheneifengjinshengmingdan,wodemingzi,bengaizaizuidingduandeweizhi。
xianzai,neiliyipiankongbai。
“没事,下班。”
woguandiaodiannao,kaishishoushizhuomian。
wenyannanyizhixindikanzhewo,zuichunxidong,xiangshuoshenmeyoubuganshuo。
fangyanduanzheyibeixiangbin,yaoyaohuanghuangdiraodaowodegongweiqian。
tashenshangdelianjiaxiangshuiweihejiujingweihunzaiyiqi,xunderentouteng。
“aiya,qingningzongjian,zhenshibuhaoyisia。”
takeyiba“zongjian”lianggeziyaodejizhong,lianshangdexingzailehuozangdouzangbuzhu。
“ganxielingdaozaipei,ganxiechengzonghehezongdexinren,wocainengyoujintian。ni......mingnianzainuliba。”
womeitaitou,shenzhimeikantayiyan。
wozhishibazhuoshangdexianrenzhang,wangpangbiannuolenuo,shengpazangletadebeizi。
wodewushi,xianranrangtaneidiankeliandexurongxinshoudaolemaofan。
taxingxingdizoukaile,danyilunshengquexiangchaoshuiyiyangyonglai。
chashuijianli,yourenqieqiesiyu:“guqingningzheicizaidezhenhen,yejidiyiyouzenmeyang?haibushibeikongjiangdehefuzongjiyaxialaile。”
diantili,yourenxingzailehuo:“tajiushitaiaole,gonggaogaizhu,nikan,hezongyilai,diyigejiunatakaidao。”
wenyanqidehunshenfadou,jicixiangchongshangqugenrenlilun,doubeiwoyongyanshenzhizhile。
woshoushihaozuihouyigewenjianjia,naqibao,zhunbeilikaizheigerangwofendouleqiniandedifang。
shouji“ding”diyisheng,shoudaoyitiaoduanxin。
发信人:贺云深。
neironghenjiandan,zhiyouyixingzi:“mingzaobadian,gaocenghuiyi,zhunshidao。”
wotingxiajiaobu,yigerenzhanzaikongwuyirendebangongshili。
diannaodepingmubaohuchengxuzidongliangqi,shangmianxianshizheyixingxitongzidongshengchengdejinianwenzi:【huanyingnin,guqingningzongjian,zheishininzaigongsidedi2555tian。】
七年。
人生有几个七年?
wobazuihaodeqingchun,douxianjilezheijiagongsi。
huanlaide,jiushiyichangjingxincehuadexiuruheyichangmingzhishihongmenyandeqingchenhuiyi。
wodexin,zaineiyike,lengdexiangkuaibing。
jiuzaizheishi,yigebinglengde,budairenheganqingdejixieyin,haowuzhengzhaodizaiwonaohailixiangqi。
【jiancedaosuzhuqiangliedebugongqingxu......bailanxitongzhengzaijihuo......】
【jihuojindu10%......50%......100%......】
【xitongjihuochenggong。nihao,suzhu,congxianzaikaishi,qingjinqingbailan,nidemeiyicibailan,doujiangdedaoyixiangbudaodejiangli。】
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zhouliu,qingchenqidianwushifen。
wozhunshichuxianzaigongsidingcengdehuiyishimenkou。
judadehuiyishi,zhikaileyibandedeng,guangyingjiaocuo,xiandeyayiyouyinsen。
heyunshenzuozaizhuweishang,yishenjiancaidetidexizhuang,jinsiyanjing,kanqilaiwenwenerya。
kewozhidao,zheifupinangxia,zangzheyikebidushehailengdexin。
tashiwodingtoushangsichengzongdexiaojiuzi,kongjiangfuzongcai,laigongsibudaosangeyue,jiujiaodetianfandifu。
huiyishilizuomanlegongsidedongshihegaoguan,fangyanyezai,xiangyitiaodeleshidehabagou,jinaizheheyunshenzuozhe。
八点整,会议开始。
heyunshenqingleqingsangzi,hualezhengzhengshifenzhong,yonggezhonghualidecizao,quanfangweidikuazanlefangyande“tuanduijingshen”he“dajuguan”。
“fangzongjiansuiranyejibushizuituchude,dantadongdefengxian,dongdetuanjie,zheicaishiwomengongsizuixuyaodepinzhi。”
tahualihuawai,douzaiyingshewo。
yiweigenlewohenduoniandelaodongshi,zhongyutingbuxiaqule,zhouzhemeikaikou。
“hezong,wobutaimingbai,weishenmezheicijinshengmingdanli,meiyouguqingning?tadeyeji,shifangyandesanbeihaiduo。”
huiyishishunjiananjingxialai。
suoyourendemuguang,doujujiaozaiheyunshenshenshang。
taxiaolexiao,tuiletuiyanjing,jingpianshangshanguoyisihanguang。
“zheiweidongshitidewentihenhao。”
tahuafengyizhuan,maotouzhizhiwo。
“guzongjiannenglihenqiang,zheidianwomensuoyourendouchengren。danshi,tataiguoyukanzhonggerenchengjiu,shenzhikeyishuoshi......duduanzhuanxing。”
“tashoulideneiliugehexinkehu,jushuozhirentayigeren,liangongsidebiaozhunliuchengdoubuzou,jingchangdandugenkehulianxi。”
“zheiduigongsilaishuo,shiyizhongjudadeqianzaifengxian。womenxuyaode,shinengrongrutuanduidejiangcai,erbushiyigelingjiayutuanduizhishangdegerenyingxiong。”
haoyiding“gerenyingxiongzhuyi”dedamaozi,jiuzheimekoulexialai。
woqiniandekehuguanxiweihu,zaitazuili,chengle“buzouliucheng”、“duduanzhuanxing”。
fangyanlikezaiyipangtianyoujiacu。
“shiashia,hezongshuodedui。womenbumenjiufeichangzhuzhongtuanduixiezuo,renhexiangmudoushidajiayiqitaolun,xinxigongxiang,jueduibuhuichuxianguzongjianneizhong,yigerenbachisuoyouhexinziyuandeqingkuang。”
yichangyihe,diandaoheibai。
wolengyankanzhetamenbiaoyan,yiyanbufa。
wokanxiangzhuweilingyitoudechengzong,neigewogenletaqinian,yishoubangtadaxiabanbijiangshandelaoban。
taquanchengdizhetou,shouzhiwuyishidiqiaodazhezhuomian,fangfozheiyiqiedouyutawuguan。
zhongyu,tataiqitou,shuolezhengchanghuiyideweiyiyijuhua。
“会议到此结束。”
suoyourendoululuxuxudilikai,zhiyouwobeiheyunshenliulexialai。
taqinzijiwodaoleyibeicha,lianshangdexiaorongwenhedexiangyiweicixiangdezhangbei。
“qingninga,biewangxinliqu。gongsizheimezuo,yeshiweilenihao。”
“nidenenglitaiqiang,xuyaoyigegengdadepingtai。zheiyangba,zhaogeshijian,womenhaohaoliaoliaonidezhiyeguihua,kankanzenmebangnigenghaodifazhan。”
虚伪。
恶心。
woduanqichabei,zhanqishen,jiangguntangdechashui,jinshudaojinletapangbianneipenmingguidejunzilanli。
“bubile,hezong。wodezhiyeguihuali,meiyoujirendanggouzheiyitiao。”
说完,我转身就走。
tadelianse,shunjiantieqing。
wozouchubangongshi,naohaili,xitongdeshengyinzaicixiangqi。
【xinshourenwufabu:chedishilian24xiaoshi。】
【renwuyaoqiu:guanbisuoyoutongxunshebei,qieduanyugongsideyiqielianxi。】
【renwujiangli:???】
wozoujindianti,haobuyouyudinachushouji,anxialeguanjijian。
电梯门缓缓关闭。
zaimenfengheshangdezuihouyimiao,wokandaoheyunshenzhanzaizoulangdejintou,zhengyongyizhongyinhende,kansirenyibandeyanshen,sisididingzhewo。
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huijiadelushang,woluguochangqudeneijiajinkouchaoshi。
yiqian,womeiciluguo,douzhishikankan。
neixieangguideheniu、lanqijinqiangyu、**bandehongjiu,duiwolaishuo,shishechipin。
wozongjuede,qianyaohuazaidaorenshang。
danjintian,wotuizhegouwuche,xianggetufeiyiyang,basuoyoupingshishebudemaidedongxi,quandousaojinlecheli。
huidaojia,wobaliangbugongzuoshouji,yibusirenshouji,yigunaodirengjinleshufangzuishenchudechoutili,ranhouyongyibaxiaosuo,“kada”yisheng,suoshang。
世界清静了。
wojisuoyoudegongzuoqun,falezuihouyitiaoxiaoxi:“zhoumoxiujia,wurao。”
ranhou,guanji,rengjinchouti。
wofangleyizhenggangdereshui,sashangjingyouhehuaban,bazijijiejieshishidipaolejinqu。
wenredeshuibaoguozheshenti,yefangfodaizoulejizanleqiniandepibeiheweiqu。
wozaiyugangli,tanglezhengzhengyigexiaoshi。
chulaihou,wohuanshangzuishufudezhensishuipao,dakaineipingjiazhiwuweishudeluomannikangdi。
wobuxuyaoxingjiuqi,jiuzheimeduizhepingkou,henhendiguanleyidakou。
xinladeyetihuaguohoulong,shaodewoyanleidoukuaichulaile。
爽!
wofanchuchenfengyijiudetouyingyi,zhaoleyibuzaojiuxiangkandanyizhimeishijiankandewenyipian。
woyibianchizhejinkoudeshupianheyuzijiang,yibianhezhehongjiu,renyoudianyinglideguangyingzaiwolianshangmingmingmiemie。
naohaili,xitongdetishiyin,xianggebaoshiqiyiyang,zhunshixiangqi。
【xitongtishi:gongsifangmianzaiyixiaoshinei,changshihujiaonindegongzuoshouji15ci,sirenshouji8ci。】
【xitongtishi:weijielaidianshuliangzhengzaichixuzengjia......】
我笑了。
这才哪到哪。
dianyingkanwan,wozoujinchufang,jizijizuoleyidunjiqifengshengdewancan。
xiangjianegan,peishangheisonglu。
diwenmanzhudeheniu,linshangtediaodejiangzhi。
woshenzhihaishayoujieshidibailepan,yongshoujipailezhangzhao。
但我没有发朋友圈。
zheifenxiyue,buxuyaorenherenfenxiang。
shuiqian,woduanzhejiubei,zhanzaiyangtaishang。
yuanchu,gongsineidongdalou,yijiudenghuotongming。
wozhidao,neilikendingyouyiqunren,yinweiwodexiaoshi,erjiaotoulane。
很好。
woguandiaojialisuoyoudedeng,lashangchuanglian。
zheiyiye,woshuidebiyiwangrenheshihou,douyaochen,douyaoxiang。
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周六。
我一觉睡到自然醒。
xinglaishi,yangguangyijingtouguochuangliandefengxi,zaidishangsaxiabanbodeguangying。
wozuodediyijianshi,bushizhaoshouji,ershizoudaochuangbian,mengdilakaichuanglian。
rangwennuandeyangguang,jinqingdiyongbaowo。
【xitongtishi:shilianyida16xiaoshi,gongsifangmianbodadianhuacishu,yitupo100ci。】
woshenlegelanyao,ganjuehunshendemeiyigexibao,douchongmanlehuoli。
wochumen,qulechangqudeneijiazaoxinghuisuo。
“jiwozuogezuidadandefaxing,rangezuixiaozhangdeyanse。”
sangexiaoshihou,wodingzheyitoureyandehaiwanghong**lang,zoulechulai。
jiezhe,woyouquzuoleyigezuifukuademeijia,shigezhitoushangxiangmanlezuanshi。
ranhou,woqushangchang,jizijimaileyiduipingshigenbenbuganchangshide,youguiyouxinggandeyifu。
meidaoyichu,dianyuandoukuawoqisehao,xiangbianlegeren。
zhongwu,woquleyijiaxuyaotiqianyigeyueyudingdewanghongcanting。
woyigeren,zhanleyizhangsirenzhuo,manyouyoudi,chilezhengzhenglianggexiaoshi。
xiawu,woqujianshenfang,qinglezuiguidesijiao,bazijiliandaodahanlinli。
ranhouyouquyujiaguan,zuoleyigeshendudelashenhemingxiang。
bangwan,wokaicheluguogongsifujindekafeidian。
gezhejudadeluodiboli,wokandaojigeshuxidetongshi,zhengweizuozaiyiqi。
tamenmeigerendouchoumeikulian,butingdidazhedianhua,lianshangdebiaoqing,jiaolvdexiangshitianyaotale。
erwo,kaizheche,yangzhangerqu。
wanshang,woyueledaxuezuihaodeguimichulaihejiu。
takandaowo,yanjingdouzhile。
“guqingning,nizheishishoushenme**le?nizheishendaban,wochadianmeirenchulai。”
我笑了。
“meishou**,zhishixiangtongle。”
neiyiwan,womenliaolehenduo,wohelehenduo。
guimishuo:“wohaojiu,meijiannixiaodezheimekaixinle。”
是啊。
woyouduojiu,meiyouweizijihuoguole?
naohaili,xitongdeshengyinzaicixiangqi。
【xitongtishi:jiancedaosuzhuzhuangtaijijia,meilizhi+10,qichangzhi+15,tizhizhi+5。】
yuanlai,quyueziji,caishizuihaodeliangyao。
kuaidao24xiaoshishilianqixiandeshihou,wohuilejia。
wozizixixidixilegezao,ranhouhuanshangleyitaowozuiguide,yeshizuizhengshideheisexizhuang。
wohuashangjingzhidezhuangrong,tushangzhenghongsedekouhong。
jingzili,chuxianleyigewojishuxiyoumoshengdenvren。
yanshenruili,qichangquankai。
wozhidao,haoxi,yaokaichangle。
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周日下午两点整。
wocongchoutili,nachuneisanbuyijinganjingle24xiaoshideshouji。
woshenxiyikouqi,anxialeqizhongyibugongzuoshoujidekaijijian。
pingmuliangqideshunjian,shoujixiangyikuaibeishaohongdeluotie,zaiwoshoulifengkuangdizhandou、fatang。
“嗡嗡嗡——”
tishiyinxiangshijuedidehongshui,jianrui、miji、fengkuangdihongzhazhewodeermo。
pingmushang,weijielaidianheduanxindehongsejiaobiao,yiyizhongrouyankejiandesudufengkuangtiaodong,shuzibuduanpansheng。
zuizhong,dinggezaileyigerangwodougandaoxinjingroutiaodezuheshang。
156个未接来电。
289条消息。
73封未读邮件。
shoujiyinweishunjianyongrudexinxiliangguoda,xitongzhijiebengkui,heipingsijile。
wobatarengzaishafashang,younaqilelingyibu。
tongyangdeqingjing,zaicishangyan。
zuihou,haishiwodesirenshouji,yinweipeizhizuigao,wanqiangdichenglexialai。
zhongqihou,diyitiaodanchulaide,shichengzongdejinjiduanxin。
【qingning,likehuidianhua!gongsixuyaoni!】
我往下滑。
kandaoleheyunshenfalaideshijitiaoduanxin。
congzuikaishideminglingheweixie:【guqingning,niruguozaibuchuxian,houguozifu!】
daohoulaidezhiwen:【nidaodixiangganshenme?!】
zaidaozuihoude,jinhuaiqiu:【qingning,suanwoqiuni,kuaihuilaiba,youshenmetiaojianwomendoukeyitan。】
fangyandeduanxin,zewanmeidiyanyileshenmejiaotiaoliangxiaochou。
congjiaxingxingdeguanxin:【qingningjie,nimeishiba?dajiadouhendanxinni。】
daoqijibaihuaidezhouma:【guqingningnizheige**!**sinaerqule?!】
zuiyoufenliangde,shineiliuweihexinkehu。
tamenmeigeren,doujiwofalailexiaoxi。
zhangzong:【qingning,kandaoxiaoxihuigedianhua。nimengongsishibushichushenmeshile?】
lidong:【yatou,shouweiqule?genlishushuo,sheiqifuni,lishujinichuqi。】
wangzongcai:【gu,ruguonibuzaineijiagongsile,gaosuwonidexinquxiang。】
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wenyandexiaoxizuiduo,jihushualeping。
congzuikaishidedanxinwodeanquan,daohoulai,yuqiyuelaiyuejinghuangdi,xiangwozhibogongside“canzhuang”。
suoyoudegongzuoqun,zaoyizhakaileguo。
gezhong@wodexiaoxi,cengchubuqiong。
【@guqingningzongjian,zhangzongdejieyuehanfaguolaile!zenmebana?!】
【@guqingninghezonghefangzongjianqujianlidong,beirenjiamishuzhijieganchulaile!】
【@guqingningjiuminga!gujiabengle!】
wokanzhezheixiexinxi,chunjiaoyabuzhudishangyang。
zheixiaoguo,biwoyuxiangde,haiyaohaoyibaibei。