wobaxuanbuyaoquwonvpengyoutamadeneitian，woshoulideqiuhunjiezhihechadianniebianxing。“erzi，
zhenaijiuxiangzhichuang，rendezhutongcaipeiyongyou。”tashenqingdipaiwojianbang。duimian，
zhunyuemuzhengwenroucashitadibarenqianfudeguhuihe：“zheiciwohuiyongchunjinxiangbiane。
”wonvyoulengxiao：“yihouwoguannijiaoge，haishiniguanwojiaoma？”hunlishang，siyiwensheifandui，
wohenvyoutongshijushou——quebeitaixiafeilaidejiayajingzhunjizhonghounaoshao。
tawaiponuhou：“qianghundedexianguowozheiguan！”wobaxuanbuyaoquwonvpengyoutamadeneitian，wo，liyingjun，
zhengchuaizhegangshuabaoxinyongkamailaidedifanni**banqiuhunjiezhi，shouxinmaohan，
zhuomozhewanshangzenmezaimiqilinsanxingcantingli，yiyigeyouyaerbushi**dezishidanxiguidi，
rangwoneilianaizhangpaowuniandenvyousulilidiantoushuo“yes”。fenweiwodouxianghaole，dengguangyaohunhuang，
xiaotiqinshoudezhansanmiwai，hongjiuqimashi82niandelafei（dangran，kenengshi82nianshengchandemouzhongputaozhi，
fanzhengliliyehebuchulai）。ranhou，wojianeiweihuobaodie，**tongzhi，
jiuyongyizhongxuanbutafaxianleqinshihuanglingrukoudezhuangyanyuqi，zaifanzhuoshangtouxialezheikehedan。“yingjuna，
yougeshier，basilaixiangqu，juedebixudegaosuni。”taqingleqingsangzi，
lianshangdezhezidoutouzheyigu“woyaogaodashi”deguanghui。woneikeweiqiuhunerjinzhangtiaoyuedexiaoxinzang，
gedengyixia，yuganbumiao。“wo，”tatingdunleyixia，muguangsaoguowomadeyixiang——e，
yixiangbaizaineierchunshuzhuangshi，wobashuoxiandejialiyourenqi——ranhoushenqingdiluozaiwo……pangbiandekongqishang，
dagaishizailianxiyanshenxi，“woheshufen，womenjuedingzaiyiqile。”“shufen？”wonaoziyishimeizhuanguolai，
“nageshufen？louxiaguangchangwutiaodenengbakuaguzhouzishuaichuquneigewangshufen？
”wobaxianqidipiewoyiyan：“meidameixiao！shililidemama，zhaoshufennvshi！”woshoulidejiezhihe，
shunjianbeiwoniedefachuleqingweide“gazhi”sheng。woganjuebushijiezhiheyaobianxing，
shiwodeshijieguanyaosuiliezhongzule。**，liushisuigaoling，yigetuixiudeqiangong，
aihaoshixiaxiangqihuiqiheshoujiyangshenggongzhonghaoyaoyan，ta，yaoqusulilitama？
neigechuanshuozhongjieguoqicihun（lilijianchengshibaci，zuihouyiciduifangmeiaoguohunlidangwandejingjiuhuanjie），
meiyirenqianfudoujitaliuxialehuofenghouhuoliqiyichandezhaoshufennvshi？“ba，”woshitubaochilengjing，
shengyinqueyoudianfazhan，“nin……renzhende？ninzhidaozhaoayita……bijiaowangfuma？
”wangdaoqianfumenfenfentiqianquyanwangyeneierbaodaole。wobayilian“wodongni”debiaoqing，
zhongzhongpaizaiwojianbangshang，lidaozhida，rangwochadianyiweitayaobawodingjindibanli。“erzi，
bazhidaonixiangshuoshenme。danzhenai，”tamuguangzhuozhuo，fangfokantoulehongchen，“zhenaijiuxiangzhichuang，rendezhutong，
caipeiyongyou。”wo：“……”xiexieninlei，
zheigebiyuzhenshirangwoshunjianduiaiqinghegangchangkejibingchanshenglebukemomiedelianxiang。
weilejinyibuzhengshitadejuexin，wobadangjibotonglezhaoshufennvshideshipindianhua。pingmuliangqi，
yiweifengyunyoucun、zhuangrongjingzhidaolianmeimaosidoutouzhesuanjideayichuxianzaihuamianli。
beijingshitajianeigezheming（zaililimiaoshuzhong）de“qianfujinianjiao”。“shufena，genyingjundagezhaohu。
”wobashengyinnidenengjichutangshui。zhaoayiduizhejingtouyanranyixiao，shouliquemeixianzhe，zhengnazheyikuaijipibu，
wenroudicashizheyigemuceshiguhuihededongxi。“aiya，shiyingjuna。zhenghao，
nikankanayixindedezheigehezi，tanmude，liaoziduohao。wodasuanjilaozhouyongzheige，
huitouzaiqingrenyongchunjinjixianggebian，xiandelongzhongxie。”tayuqiqingkuaidexiangzaitaolunjixinmaidebaobaopeitiaosijin。
laozhou，ruguowomeijicuo，shitadediqiren（huozhedibaren？）qianfu，
shanggeyuegangyinwushiyeshengmogubuxinglishi。wohoulongfajin，
mianqiangjichuyigebikuhainankandexiao：“a、ayihao……shouyizhenhao。”zheishi，
sulilideweixinshipinqingqiuyedanlechulai，gujishiwobayetongbutongzhileta。woshouyidou，jiele。
pingmuneibian，shiwonvpengyouneizhangpiaoliangdancikejiemanlebingchazidelian。“liyingjun，”takaikou，
shengyinlengdenengdongsinanjiqie，“jieshiyixia。weishenmewomaxinggaocailiedidadianhuagaosuwo，
tazhongyuzhaodaolezhenai，duixiangshiniba？haiwenwoyihouwomenshigelungede，haishitongyiyixiabeifen？
”tadunledun，chechuyigejiqiniuqudexiaorong，“yihouwoguannijiaoge，haishiniguanwojiaoma？
”wo：“……”woganjuewoshoulidedifannijiezhizhengzaifatang，tangdewoxiangbatarengchuchuangwai。
这场混乱的序幕，
“zhenaiwuwei”xuanyan、yiweizhunyuemudeguhuihemeirongjihua、yijiwohewonvyoujijiangmianlindelunlibeilunzhong，
huanhuanlakaile。erwozhidao，zhei，jinjinshigekaishi。bijing，anzhaozhaoshufennvshidexiguan，
hunliqingjiankongpadouyijingzailushangle，shuobudinghaishiyongmouweiqianfuqiyezanzhudeyouhuiquandayinde。
shuangfangzinvdediyici“tongyizhanxian”huitan，zaiwoneimimanzhelaonianchencuheguoqizazhiweidaodeketinglijuxing。
wohesulili，lianggeganggangcong“zhunfuqi”kuaijindao“zhunxiongmei/zhunmuzi”guanxidedaomeidan，mianmianxiangqu，
kongqizhongmimanzhebiwobapaodeyaojiuhaishangtoudeganga。“suoyi，”lilixiankaikou，yongzhijiaqingqingqiaozhezhuomian，
neishengyintingdewoxintouyizhanyizhande，“liyingjunxiansheng，duiyulingzunzheizhong……laofangzizhehuoshidexingweiyishu，
niyoushenmegaojian？”tajintianchuanlejianheisejinshenqun，buxianglaitanpan，daoxianglaicanjianaweiqianfudezhuidaohui。
woshenxiyikouqi，shitunachudianyijiazhizhu（weilaide）dedandang：“lili，
dangwuzhijishizuzhizheichanghuangtangdehunli。womenbixurangtamenrenshidao，zheibushixiyanghonglangman，
zheishi……shiliangjiadaxinglunlizainanxianchangdejiehe。”lililengxiaoyisheng，neixiaoshengxiangsuibolichazi，
guadewoermoteng：“zuzhi？nishuodeqingqiao。womayijingkaishikanhunshale，
shuoshiyaoxuanyikuannengtuxianta‘lijingcangsangyijiucuican’qizhide，zuihaoshiverawangdefugukuan，
dangran，yusuandenibachu。”tadunledun，buchongdao，“tahaianshi，xiwanghunlishangwonengjitadangbanniang，
zheiyangbijiao‘youchuanchengdeyiyi’。”woyanqianyihei，fangfoyijingkandaohunlixianchang，
lilipengzheguhuihe（kenengshixiangjinbiandeneiweilaozhoude）erbushijiezhi，mianwubiaoqingdigenzaitamashenhou。
erwo，henkenengyaoyi“erzijianbanlang”deshenfen，chanfuzhewoneijidongdekuaiyaonaoyixuededie。
“womenbunengziluanzhenjiao。”woqiangzuozhending，“womenkeyicaiqulixinggoutongdefangshi。biru，
genwobasuanyibijingjizhang。zhaoayideqianfumen……ng……doubijiaoduanshou，zheiyichanshui、gongzhengfei，
haiyouneixieshuobuqingdaobumingdezhaiwujiufen……”lililikedaduanwo，yanshenruili：“liyingjun，
nishenmeyisi？anshiwomakefu？”“jueduimeiyou！”woganjinjushoutoujiang，
“wozhishikeguanchenshuyizhong……gailvxuexianxiang。zaishuonimaneibian，womenkeyicongjiankangjiaodurushou。
wobayougaoxueya，xinzanghaidaguoqiao，shoubuletaida**。zhaoayiqingxuzheime……chongpei，
wanyinatianyoutufaqixiangyaoqunanjidumiyue，wobazheishenzigu……”“e，neinibadangnianzhuiwomadeshihou，
zenmebuxiangxiangzijideshenzigu？”lilifanchunxiangji，“wokantajingshentouzudehen，zuotianhaijiwomafayuyin，
langsongtazijixiedeposhi，shenme‘a，shufen，
nishiwoxiyangxiazuihouyidaosuancaiyu’……”woweiliyizhenfanjiangdaohai。de，lixinggoutongzheitiaolu，
haimeichumenjiudusile。diyicihuitanbuhuanersan，
zhuyaochengguoshiquerenlewohelilizai“fandui”zheiyijibenlichangshangbaochiyizhi，
danzaijutizhanshushangcunzaiyanzhongfenqi。tazhuzhang“dushegongji，rangtamenzhinanertui”，
woqingxiangyu“huairouzhengce，yongqinqinghexianshiganhua”。raner，haimeidengwomenzhidingchuxiangxizuozhanjihua，
liangweidangshirenjiujiwomenlailegexiamawei——tamenyaoyiqichumenlvyoule，meiqimingyue“hunqianmoheqi”。
mudedi：benshizhumingde、yikengyoukeheguodushangyehuazhuchengde“qingrengu”。dezhizheigexiaoxishi，
wochadianbashoujiniesui。lilizaidianhuaneitouchenmolesanmiao，ranhoushuo：“yehao，
rangtamenqutiyanyixiaxianshideqinglvshenghuo，biwomenshuoyiwanjudouguanyong。womaduizhusutiaojianyaoqiuhengao，
erqieshuijueshibixutingxiaobangdeyequzhumian。niba……xingma？”woxinliyemeidi。
wobadeshuimianxiguanshidazhehulutingdantianfangdepingshu《baimeidaxia》。jitianhou，liangweilaoqinglvhuilaile。
wohewoba，lilihetama，sigerenxiangliangguoyuanshouhuiwuyiyang，
zuozaileyijiazhuangxiudejinbihuihuang、jiagenengyaorenqinmingdexuanzhuancantingli。qifenguiyidenengbisibianju。
zhaoshufennvshirongguanghuanfa，bozishangduoleyitiaoyaoyanduomudezuanshixianglian（wobashuadeka），
zhengxishengxiqidijiangshuqingrenguzhixing：“jianguoketitiele，zhidaowopachao，
teyiduoyaoleyichuangbeizidianzaixiamian。jiushiwanshangshuijuedahulu，genkailetaituolajiside，”tayanzuiyixiao，
fengqingwanzhongdipielewobayiyan，“buguo，tingzhehaitingyoujiezougande，xiangcuimianqu。”wobayilianhanxiao，
lianshangyangyizhelaoshufaxinyademanzugan：“shufencaijiangjiuni，haidailexiangxunlazhu，shuoshizhumian。
jiushineiweieryoudianchong，woyiwanshangmeishuitashi，guangzhuomozheishishaxiangliaole。”wohelilijiaohuanleyigeyanshen，
douzaiduifanglianshangkandaole“guoranruci”he“shengwukelian”。lililvxianfaqigongji，
yongchazimanbujingxindichuozhepanzilideegan：“ma，tingshuoqingrenguneibianxiaofeitinggaodeba？
lishushuzheitangpofeilebushao。”tateyizai“pofei”shangjialezhongyin。
zhaoayiyouyadicacazuijiao：“aiya，ganqingdeshi，zenmenengyongqianlaihengliangni。jianguoyuanyiweiwohuaqian，
neishitadexinyi。duiba，jianguo？”tahanqingmaimaidikanzhewoba。wobalikebiaozhongxin：“duiduidui！
weileshufen，huaduoshaoqiandouzhi！”shuowanhaiyiweishenzhangdikanlewoyiyan，fangfozaishuo“xiaozi，xuezhedian”。
woganjuewokoudailidedifannijiezhizaichaoxiaowo。woganjinjiehua，shitubahuatiyinxiangxianshi：“ba，
qianshixiaoshi。zhuyaoshi，nimenkaolvguoyihouma？biru……zhufangwenti？”woxinxiang，
zongbunengliangrendoujijinwobaneitaomimanzhelaonianweideliangjushiba？zhaoayiyanranyixiao：“zheigeya，
womenshanglianghaole。woneibianfangzida，huanjingyehao，jiushiliyingjundanweiyuandian。buguonianqingrenma，
duopaopaolumeishenme。fanzhengyihouwomenshiyijiarenle，wodejiushinimende。”tashuodedafangdeti，
danwozenmetingzenmejuede，wohelilihaoxiangjijiangruzhui（huorumen）daoyigeshenbukecedehaomen……huozheshuo，
“guamen”gengzhunque？lilizaizhuoxiahenhencailewoyijiao，yongkouxingduiwoshuo：“kanba，tuqiongbijianle！
”zheidunfanchidewoxiaohuabuliang，weiyideshouhuoshiquerenlelianggeshishi：yi，
wobahezhaoayishiwangbakanlvdou——duishangyanle，duanqineichaisannanduxishugaoda9.8；er，
zhaoayideduanwei，biwoba，wo，jiashanglili，kunzaiyiqizaichengyier，haiyaogaochuhaojigezhumulangmafeng。
erwomende“fanduilianmeng”，diyicizhengshixingdong，chushiweijieshenxiansi。zhenzhengdefengbao，
zaihunliqingjiansongdaowohelilishoushangdeneiyike，caizhengshijianglin。qingjianshejidejiqifukua，dahongtangjin，
fengmianshiwobahezhaoayidehunshazhaopshechengtu——wobachuanzhezulaide、bengdekuaiyaoliekaidebaiselifu，
zhaoayiyishenyedihunsha，toushazhangdenengtuodisanmi，beijingshilianjiadeoushichengbaobeijingban。
zuijuedeshineiyedewenzi：“chengzhiyaoqingnincanjia**xianshengyuzhaoshufennvshidehunli。banshengxunmi，
zhongdejiaou；qianyuanyishi，jinchaogongdu。rangwomenjianzheng，ruhejiangguowangdeguhui，cuilianchengweilaidezuanshi。
”（zhu：lipinkezhijiezhexian，zhichizhifubao/weixinzhuanzhang，jujueguhuihe。
）wokanzhe“jiangguowangdeguhuicuilianchengzuanshi”zheiju，shoudoudechadianbaqingjianrengjinlajitong。
lilizezhijiebatapaizaizhuoshang，qidezuichunfabai：“tazheishizaitiaoxin！minghuanghuangdetiaoxin！haijujueguhuihe？
tahaoyisiti！”danqingjianhaibushizui**de。**deshisuiqingjianfushangde“jiatinghuiyi”tongzhi。
huiyizaiwobajiazhaokai，yuhuirenyuanbaokuowo、lili，yijiyiweizhongliangjijiabin——lilidewaipo，
zhaoshufennvshideqinma，yiweinianjinjiushi、zhuangzheyikoulinghuojiaya、zhandoulikanbigesiladelaotaitai。
waiposhibeililibanlaidejiubing。yonglilidehuashuo，“nengzhizhuwomade，zhiyouwowaipole。
”huiyiyikaishijiuchongmanlehuoyaowei。waipoduanzuozaitaishiyishang（wobabuzhidaocongnagejiaoluofanchulaide），
hunzhuodanruilideyanjingsaoguowohelili，zuihoudinggezaitanvershenshang：“shufen，niyouzhetengshenme？
haixianbugoudiuren？”zhaoayizaiwaipomianqian，qichangshoulianlebushao，danyijiuzuiying：“ma，shenmejiaodiuren？
wozhuiqiuzijidexingfuyoucuoma？jianguorenlaoshi，duiwoyehao……”“laoshi？”waipochixiaoyisheng，
jiayasuizhetadedongzuogedengxiangleyixia，“laoshirenjingdeqinizheimezheteng？nizheidoudijihuile？a？
qianmianneijigefentoucaodoulaogaoleba？”wobashitudayuanchang：“ayi，ninbiezheimeshuo，
woheshufenshizhenxin……”waipogenbenmeilita，jixupaohongnver：“nikankanni，zhaodedoushixieshenmeren？
diyigeduanming，diergepochan，
disangechimoguhainengbazijichisi……zheigelidanaodai（wobatouqueshibuxiao），wokanyexuan！”“ma！
”zhaoayizhanghonglelian。“waipo！”liliyeshituzuzhi。xianchangluanchengyituan。
wohelilishituzhongshenwomenzuoweizinvdedanyou，
zhuyaoshilunliwenti（yihouzenmechenghu）hexianshiwenti（caichan、zhufang）。wobazefanfuqiangdiaozhenaiwudi，
nianlingbushiwenti，erhun（nhun）bushijuli。zhaoayizekaishimoyanlei，