第2章 到底在计较什么?

di2zhangdaodizaijijiaoshenme?

tazaineibianjikule,shenyanzhuantoujiuwanghuizou,haibuwanganweita。

“biepa,shigemashangguoqu。”

wenroudeyuqihegenwodadianhuashibaibantuicidetaiduwanquanshiliangfumiankong。

shiyanshidejindutuobuqi,diertianshoushangdetongganghuanjieledian,wojiuyoucongcongganqu。

jiyiqikaileji,gangpeizhihaoyaoyongdaodehunhesuan,jiangwanbuzhicongnalizoujinlai。

“gulaoshi,kandaowozuotianneifendaiceyelema?womingmingjiufangzaizheibiandelengzangjuli,zenmejiumeile?”

tabalengzangjufanlegedichaotian,haoduowoxuyaolengzangdedaiceyedoubeitanachulaifangzaileshiyantaishang。

“chulegulaoshinin,shiyanshizaimeiyoubiedelaoshijinlaiguole。”

tayuqijiaozao,hualihuawaibatadaiceyeshizongdemaozikouzailewotoushang。

shenyanjiushizaizheigeshihoujinlaide。

“nanting,niyeshide,yigeketizulidetongshi,jijiaogeshenmejinger?”

“kuaidianbaxiaowandeshijinachulai,tabushineimexiaoxinyanderen,buhuigenniyibanjianshi!”

shenyanbanzhelian,heduidaijiangwanwenroudetaidujieranbutong。

neiyike,woturanjiujuedeleile。

“我没拿。”

wolengzhelianhuishanghua,shenyanyoukaishihou。

“shenmemeina,nalejiushinale,chengrengecuowuduinilaishuojiuzheimenanma?”

tayuqibunai,zhuanshenbanfuzhejiangwandebeiwenrouanwei。

“xiaowan,nibiepa,wotinichuqi。”

“shige,wozhidao,gujiejieyidingbushiguyide,tayidingshibuxiaoxincaigaohunle,nibieguaigujiejie。”

jiangwanpazaishiyantaishang,yuekuyueqibuchengsheng,yankuangdouhongleyiquan。

“doushiwozijicuxin,suisuibianbianjiubadaiceyefangdaolezheibiandelengzangjuli......”

wotingdefanzao,meilenaixin。

“jiangwan,niyouwanmeiwan?shiyanshideshexiangtounandaoshiyonglaikandema?wonameina,qukankanjiankongbujiuxinglema?”

“goule,gunanting,nimeikandaoxiaowanyijingjidekulema?nibunenglijielijietama?”

“daodihaiyaojinjinjijiaodaoshenmeshihou?”

shenyanbufenqinghongzaobaichongzhewodahou,hualidoushiduijiangwandeweihu。

zuigaishitaxuyaoweihudelaopotachongzhedahou,duiyigebuxiangguandeshimeifandaowenrouzhiji。

“wojinjinjijiaoshenmele,shenyan,yaobushinibufenqinghongzaobaiwuxianwo,wohuihenichaoma?”

“bushishuowonalejiangwandedaiceyema,zoua,yiqiqujiankongshikangemingbai,wodaodinameina!”

wokanzhetajiulaiqi,yikouqihoulechuqu,gangyaozhuaizhejiangwandegebowangjiankongshizou。

她又开始哭。

“shige,gujiejietahewowuyuanwuchou,gengbukenengduiwoyoupianjian,tayidingbushiguyide,nibieguaitalehaobuhao?”

“dabulewozhongxinzuoyicishiyan,kehaoxianglaibujile。”

meiyijuhuadoukansizaitiwoshuohua,keqishidouzaiyindaoshenyanwuhuiwo。

wozhendehenhaoqi,shenyantadaodixinshei!