neishianzhiyidiyicitingdaoguxichengshuoxiangqutadehua,
zuichutadefanyingshiyoudianmimang,dashuyaoquta?
neishihou,taduiaiqing,duihunyindoubutaimingbai,zhishijuedeyoudianbieniu。
houlaisuizhechengzhang,suizhekaishimingbaiyixieshizhihou,jiashangouerhepengyouzhijianliaotian。
tadeneidianbieniukaishibeiwuxianfangda,
erzaizhihou,tazhuangdaoguxichengkanzhetadezhaopianfadai,yanzhongdoushimiliandeyanshen。
yekaishizhuyidaoguxichengyoushihoumianduitahuiturandeshishen,xiangshizaihuiyishenme?
tabudongdeaiqing,dantadongdeguxicheng,yedongdeyoushihouguxichengkantashihou,yanshenzhongdeqinggan。
takaishiyuelaiyuebushufu。
tebieshitayinyuejiangzijidefanxinshitoulujizhuangnanfengzhihou,
meimeitingdaozhuangnanfenghualihuawai,shenzhizaitaolunmoubudianying,mougexinwendeshihou,wuyizhongshuochude。
“zhenexin,tongyangqizhenshiyougouexinde,yiqiandelouxia,nvxinglianziyoulianaidequanlidoumeiyou,
yishengdoubeibierenkongzhi。”
“nvzhujiaozhenkelian,xiangbeiguanqilaidejinsiqueyiyang。”
“suoyouliantongpidouyinggaipan***。”
anzhiyiyuelaiyuejuedeyayi,takaishijuedeneishiqinqingdebianzhi。
yushizaiguxichengguanjiaotadeshihou,tayuelaiyuefanpan,
zheigebuxu,neigebudui?!
shibushiyidingyaobawoyangchengnixihuandeyangzi?
nishouyangwojiushiweilemanzuzijidesiyu?
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kanzhewochengzhang,manzunibiantai,jixingdexinli?
suizhexinlidehuiyi,talaidaoguxichengdeshufang,
tahenshaojinzheili,suiranguxichengdeshufang,sheidouburangjin,dantashiliwaide。
keyiqiantayelandejinqu。
shufanglihenjiandan,zoudaoguxichengdeshuzhuoqian,zuixingmudejiushiyipaizhaopian。
youtaheguxichengdehezhao,congxiaodaodadedouyou。
yeyoutazijidanrendezhaopian。
wangzhekuandashuzhuoshang,bansuizhetachengzhangdeyizhangzhangzhaopian,tajuedenaozhongfangfoyouzhenzaizha。
yizhenzhendecitonggan,rangtajuedehennanshou,
muguanghuaguozhuoshangdezhaopian,congguxichengbaozhetakaishi,youlazhetaxiaoshoude,youbeizhetade,
haiyoutajuezhexiaozuishengqide,
meizhangzhaopianhaoxiangdouzaibatadejiyilahuidangshi,zhaopianlidetaxiaodehentian,
yigetianzhenkeaidexiaoguniang,napashengqiyeshiguzheliansai,qingchedeyandiyedoushixiaoyi。
neicishidashuzenmeretashengqile?
tahuiyibutaiqilai,danyexutameishengqi,yinweizhiyaotazhuangshengqi,bulunshishenme,guxichengdouhuichongnidedayingta。
suiranshihou,tahuizhangpiandalunshuoyidundaoli,dantazongshibunaifan。
neishihoutajuedeguxichenghenqiguai,tadehuazongshihenshao,shenzhiheanmozaiyiqishi,yeshiyiyang。
meigerendoushuo,guyemianwubiaoqingdeshihou,youduoheren,
可她从没见过。
guxichengzaitashenbianhezaibierenkouzhong,tianchadibiedaobukesiyi。
zheiyerangtayoushihouhuijuedeguxichengxinlishibushizhendeyouwenti?
taxiguanyuqingting,henduoshihoumianwubiaoqingdelianshang,rangrencaibudaotadaodiyoumeiyouzhendezaiting。
kemeicihetaduchushi,tajiuxiangyigehualao,huaduodezongshiretabuman。
记忆里,
xiaoshihoutucaotadeshihou,tahaihuixiaozheshuo“yigerenyaochenggong,shouxianyaoneilian,yaokongzhizhuzijideqingsuyu。”
nianyoudetajiuhuizhouqixiaobizi,youyaoshuoyiduidadaoli,chaojifandedashu。
youshihoutayehuinannanziyu,daduoshushihoutatingbuqing,
danneicitatingqingle,buguotameimingbai,daoxianzaitayebumingbai。
guxichengshuowandadaolizhihou,haoxiangninanleyiju“nizongshixianqiwohuashao,suoyi,wojiuduoshuoyidian。”
suizhezhaopianlidetayuelaiyueda,zhaopianlideshaonv,biaoqingyekaishibianhua。
congxiaoyinyindaomianwubiaoqing,zhidaozuihouzhaopianlideta,lianshangyoudezhiyoufanzao,yuyane。
napashikanzhejingtou,dounengganjueshaonvdebunai。
taturanxiangdao,neiyizhanghubiantazhouzhemeitoudengzhejingtoudezhaopian,
guxichengjitapaideshihoushishenmexinqingni?
taxiangxiangbudao,danshitajideneicilvyouwanzhihou,guxichenghaoxianganjinglehenjiu,
meicikandaota,doushidaizheyuyanyouzhideshiluo。
tabuyuanyijitarenhexiaolian,haoxiangneiyang,nengrangtadedaoyidianxuanxie。
muguangsuojidezuihouyizhangzhaopianshiheying。
zheizhangzhaopianrangtadetongkongshousuo,xinzangchuanlaiyizhenchoutonggan。
zhaopianbushiguxichenghetade,
zheiyeshiweiyiyizhangyoudisangerendezhaopian,
bingqieshitazhangdahouweiyizhangdaizhexiaorongdezhaopian。
zhaopianlishitahezhuangnanfeng,taxiaolianyingying,zhuangnanfengzhanzaitashenpang,yedaizhewennuandexiaorong。
rensheikandaoledouhuijuedetamenhenbanpei,tahainengjiqidangshiyiquntongxuequyoulechangwan。
paizhaodeshihou,zhuangnanfenghetayiqipailezheizhangliangrenzhaopian。
dangshidetongxuedoushuotamenhenbanpei,shishishang,zaixuexiao,suoyourendoujuedetamenshitianshengyidui。
neishihoutashizenmexiangdeni?
zaisuoyourendouzaiqihongshuotamenruhebanpeideshihou,
yinweiqianyitianheguxichengchaoguojia,suoyitahuilaizhihou,bazheizhangzhaopianxilechulai。
ranhoulaidaotadeshufang,songjileta。
tahaijidedangshiguxichengxianshizhenjingranhoumimangyoutongkudebiaoqing,
buguodangshidetagenbenbuzaihu。
tashenzhiwenguxicheng:suoyourendoushuotamenbanpei,dashu,nishuoni?
neiyingyingxiaoyidehuayurutongjiandaocizaiguxichengdexinkou。
tanengkanchuguxichengshenqingzhongdetongku。
顾西城长久的沉默,
tayouxienanguo,yeyouyukuai。
weishenmeniyaorangwotongkuni?neiniyegaitongku!
niweishenmeyaobawoxinmuzhongneigerudashan,ruyikaodedashuhuidiao!
weishenmeyaobianchengyigecongxiaoshouyangnvhai,shiweijinluandebiantaini?
她痛苦又快意。
neishihoutabumingbai,yanyuzuishangren,yebumingbaiyueshizaiyiderenyuenengshanghaidaoduifang。
tabizheguxichengbazhaopianfangzaishuzhuoshang,
nibushishuowoyinggaiduoxiaoma?
woxiaole,buguobushizainishenbian。
xiangzhexiangzhe,anzhiyiyanleiyoukaishiwangxialiu。
tacongmeishiquguorenhedongxi,takeyidedaorenhedongxi。
zheiyinggaishitarenshengzhongdiyicishiqu,
erzheigediyici,shiqudejingranshitaxinlizuishebudede。
zuinanguodeshi,tashishiquzhihou,caiyishidaotadebushe。
yongyoudeshihou,tayane,qizhirubilv,
shiquzhihou,tacaimingbai,meileguxicheng,tahaoxiangshiquleyiqie。
leiyanzhong,tanaqizhuoshangguxichengbaozhetadezhaopian,fuzaizhuoshangshishengtongku。