第4章

neishianzhiyidiyicitingdaoguxichengshuoxiangqutadehua,

zuichutadefanyingshiyoudianmimang,dashuyaoquta?

neishihou,taduiaiqing,duihunyindoubutaimingbai,zhishijuedeyoudianbieniu。

houlaisuizhechengzhang,suizhekaishimingbaiyixieshizhihou,jiashangouerhepengyouzhijianliaotian。

tadeneidianbieniukaishibeiwuxianfangda,

erzaizhihou,tazhuangdaoguxichengkanzhetadezhaopianfadai,yanzhongdoushimiliandeyanshen。

yekaishizhuyidaoguxichengyoushihoumianduitahuiturandeshishen,xiangshizaihuiyishenme?

tabudongdeaiqing,dantadongdeguxicheng,yedongdeyoushihouguxichengkantashihou,yanshenzhongdeqinggan。

takaishiyuelaiyuebushufu。

tebieshitayinyuejiangzijidefanxinshitoulujizhuangnanfengzhihou,

meimeitingdaozhuangnanfenghualihuawai,shenzhizaitaolunmoubudianying,mougexinwendeshihou,wuyizhongshuochude。

“zhenexin,tongyangqizhenshiyougouexinde,yiqiandelouxia,nvxinglianziyoulianaidequanlidoumeiyou,

yishengdoubeibierenkongzhi。”

“nvzhujiaozhenkelian,xiangbeiguanqilaidejinsiqueyiyang。”

“suoyouliantongpidouyinggaipan***。”

anzhiyiyuelaiyuejuedeyayi,takaishijuedeneishiqinqingdebianzhi。

yushizaiguxichengguanjiaotadeshihou,tayuelaiyuefanpan,

zheigebuxu,neigebudui?!

shibushiyidingyaobawoyangchengnixihuandeyangzi?

nishouyangwojiushiweilemanzuzijidesiyu?

我是你的收藏品吗?

kanzhewochengzhang,manzunibiantai,jixingdexinli?

suizhexinlidehuiyi,talaidaoguxichengdeshufang,

tahenshaojinzheili,suiranguxichengdeshufang,sheidouburangjin,dantashiliwaide。

keyiqiantayelandejinqu。

shufanglihenjiandan,zoudaoguxichengdeshuzhuoqian,zuixingmudejiushiyipaizhaopian。

youtaheguxichengdehezhao,congxiaodaodadedouyou。

yeyoutazijidanrendezhaopian。

wangzhekuandashuzhuoshang,bansuizhetachengzhangdeyizhangzhangzhaopian,tajuedenaozhongfangfoyouzhenzaizha。

yizhenzhendecitonggan,rangtajuedehennanshou,

muguanghuaguozhuoshangdezhaopian,congguxichengbaozhetakaishi,youlazhetaxiaoshoude,youbeizhetade,

haiyoutajuezhexiaozuishengqide,

meizhangzhaopianhaoxiangdouzaibatadejiyilahuidangshi,zhaopianlidetaxiaodehentian,

yigetianzhenkeaidexiaoguniang,napashengqiyeshiguzheliansai,qingchedeyandiyedoushixiaoyi。

neicishidashuzenmeretashengqile?

tahuiyibutaiqilai,danyexutameishengqi,yinweizhiyaotazhuangshengqi,bulunshishenme,guxichengdouhuichongnidedayingta。

suiranshihou,tahuizhangpiandalunshuoyidundaoli,dantazongshibunaifan。

neishihoutajuedeguxichenghenqiguai,tadehuazongshihenshao,shenzhiheanmozaiyiqishi,yeshiyiyang。

meigerendoushuo,guyemianwubiaoqingdeshihou,youduoheren,

可她从没见过。

guxichengzaitashenbianhezaibierenkouzhong,tianchadibiedaobukesiyi。

zheiyerangtayoushihouhuijuedeguxichengxinlishibushizhendeyouwenti?

taxiguanyuqingting,henduoshihoumianwubiaoqingdelianshang,rangrencaibudaotadaodiyoumeiyouzhendezaiting。

kemeicihetaduchushi,tajiuxiangyigehualao,huaduodezongshiretabuman。

记忆里,

xiaoshihoutucaotadeshihou,tahaihuixiaozheshuo“yigerenyaochenggong,shouxianyaoneilian,yaokongzhizhuzijideqingsuyu。”

nianyoudetajiuhuizhouqixiaobizi,youyaoshuoyiduidadaoli,chaojifandedashu。

youshihoutayehuinannanziyu,daduoshushihoutatingbuqing,

danneicitatingqingle,buguotameimingbai,daoxianzaitayebumingbai。

guxichengshuowandadaolizhihou,haoxiangninanleyiju“nizongshixianqiwohuashao,suoyi,wojiuduoshuoyidian。”

suizhezhaopianlidetayuelaiyueda,zhaopianlideshaonv,biaoqingyekaishibianhua。

congxiaoyinyindaomianwubiaoqing,zhidaozuihouzhaopianlideta,lianshangyoudezhiyoufanzao,yuyane。

napashikanzhejingtou,dounengganjueshaonvdebunai。

taturanxiangdao,neiyizhanghubiantazhouzhemeitoudengzhejingtoudezhaopian,

guxichengjitapaideshihoushishenmexinqingni?

taxiangxiangbudao,danshitajideneicilvyouwanzhihou,guxichenghaoxianganjinglehenjiu,

meicikandaota,doushidaizheyuyanyouzhideshiluo。

tabuyuanyijitarenhexiaolian,haoxiangneiyang,nengrangtadedaoyidianxuanxie。

muguangsuojidezuihouyizhangzhaopianshiheying。

zheizhangzhaopianrangtadetongkongshousuo,xinzangchuanlaiyizhenchoutonggan。

zhaopianbushiguxichenghetade,

zheiyeshiweiyiyizhangyoudisangerendezhaopian,

bingqieshitazhangdahouweiyizhangdaizhexiaorongdezhaopian。

zhaopianlishitahezhuangnanfeng,taxiaolianyingying,zhuangnanfengzhanzaitashenpang,yedaizhewennuandexiaorong。

rensheikandaoledouhuijuedetamenhenbanpei,tahainengjiqidangshiyiquntongxuequyoulechangwan。

paizhaodeshihou,zhuangnanfenghetayiqipailezheizhangliangrenzhaopian。

dangshidetongxuedoushuotamenhenbanpei,shishishang,zaixuexiao,suoyourendoujuedetamenshitianshengyidui。

neishihoutashizenmexiangdeni?

zaisuoyourendouzaiqihongshuotamenruhebanpeideshihou,

yinweiqianyitianheguxichengchaoguojia,suoyitahuilaizhihou,bazheizhangzhaopianxilechulai。

ranhoulaidaotadeshufang,songjileta。

tahaijidedangshiguxichengxianshizhenjingranhoumimangyoutongkudebiaoqing,

buguodangshidetagenbenbuzaihu。

tashenzhiwenguxicheng:suoyourendoushuotamenbanpei,dashu,nishuoni?

neiyingyingxiaoyidehuayurutongjiandaocizaiguxichengdexinkou。

tanengkanchuguxichengshenqingzhongdetongku。

顾西城长久的沉默,

tayouxienanguo,yeyouyukuai。

weishenmeniyaorangwotongkuni?neiniyegaitongku!

niweishenmeyaobawoxinmuzhongneigerudashan,ruyikaodedashuhuidiao!

weishenmeyaobianchengyigecongxiaoshouyangnvhai,shiweijinluandebiantaini?

她痛苦又快意。

neishihoutabumingbai,yanyuzuishangren,yebumingbaiyueshizaiyiderenyuenengshanghaidaoduifang。

tabizheguxichengbazhaopianfangzaishuzhuoshang,

nibushishuowoyinggaiduoxiaoma?

woxiaole,buguobushizainishenbian。

xiangzhexiangzhe,anzhiyiyanleiyoukaishiwangxialiu。

tacongmeishiquguorenhedongxi,takeyidedaorenhedongxi。

zheiyinggaishitarenshengzhongdiyicishiqu,

erzheigediyici,shiqudejingranshitaxinlizuishebudede。

zuinanguodeshi,tashishiquzhihou,caiyishidaotadebushe。

yongyoudeshihou,tayane,qizhirubilv,

shiquzhihou,tacaimingbai,meileguxicheng,tahaoxiangshiquleyiqie。

leiyanzhong,tanaqizhuoshangguxichengbaozhetadezhaopian,fuzaizhuoshangshishengtongku。