第1章 进城

pojiudenitufang,bangwandeyuhuijiangluo,wuziliguangxianhunan,huokangshanggudandandetangzheyigelaofuren。

gaoxiufenchuqiduojinqishao,naoziquegewaideqingxing。

tajiqilaigaokaoneinianyinweifumujiangtadedaxuemingemaidiao,erdiyiciyujialifashengzhengchao。

tajiqizhengchaoguohou,bianzaixiaxiangqingnianyudahaidezhuiqiuxiajiajita。

tajiqifumudaizhedidibanjinchengliyinianhou,yudahaidaizhetayefanlecheng,weilenengrangxianqitashinongcunrendeyujiarenjieshouta,shangdaogongpo,xiadaolilehundexiaoguzijixiaoshuzi,tabeiweidebayijialaoxiaosihoudeshushufufude,rengjiumeiyouhuanlaiyujiarendexihuan。

tajiqizhuangpoyudahaichuguichulian,taxiangpofuyiyangnaolesantiansanye,yudahaibudanmeiyouyidianhuiyi,fanermingmuzhangdandeyuchuliangaozaiyiqi。

tajiqisanshisuishi,yudahaicongchangzilicizhixiahaijingshang,zhongyubupalihuntaxiangpofuyiyangdenaoeryingxiangtadeshengyu,hetalilehun。

tajiqitayigerenhuilelaojia,zaizheigeyaodaodenitufangliyizhujiushishinian,beicunlirenzhizhidiandian。

rujintabuguocaisishisui,zenmelaodejiuxianggewuliushisuidelaorenni?

她知道她要死了。

doushuorenzhijiangsi,qiyanyeshan。

“ruguoyoulaisheng,wo....woyidingzuoyigehaoxianqihaoerxi....”

——chufeitamenjiazushangmaoqingyan,caihuizaizheimezuo,tayaoyouchoubaochou,jiangjinshenghuodebiequdouhaihuiqu。

kexi,yikouqimeishanglai,houmiandehuayemeiyoushuochulai,gaoxiufenjiuzheimebishangleyanjing。

*****

‘kuangdangkuangdang’dehonglongshengxiangqi,gaoxiufenmengdezhengkaileyanjing。

sizhourenairen,tazhengzuozaidishang。

shencedeshuohuayetongshichuanjinerli。

nvrenbumandao,“youbushiguonian,qubeichengderenzenmezheimeduo。”

“huocheshenmeshihouyoubujideshihou?renrenba,mingtianyizaojiudaole。”nanrenpiqidaohenhao,wenshengdequanzhe。

nvrenxiaoshengdiguzhe,“guodaodouzuomanleren,nongcunrenyebuxianzang,zaishuotamenzheimeyizuo,zenmequcesuoa?zhenshiaishi。”

nanrenshengpazheihuayinlaizhongrenbuman,xiaoshengdehongquanzhe,nvrenzhongyuanjingle。

gaoxiufenjidezheiyimu,qianshitajiedaoyudahaidexinshuobuhuixiangxiale,tajiushoushilejiadangzuohuochequchenglizhaota,neishiyeshiyounvrenzheimeshuo,tahaiheduifangchaoleqilai,naodelihaile,haishichengjingguolaizheicaixiaoting。

tamingmingjidezijisile,zenmehuangranyouzuozhehuochejinchengle?

nanbuchengzhiqianfashengdeneiyiqiedoushimeng?

tahuixiangqisiqiantadexinyuan,yaoleyaoya,gengjiajuedezijizheishiyouzhongxinkaishiyicirensheng。

重来一次吗?

tayaoyaoya,dangnianyudahaiyiweibunenghuichengle,tayoushicunliweiyiyouwenhuayoushigaozhongsheng,zheicaiduitaqiongzhuimengda,keshidengyihuicheng,guzilideqinggaolimalulechulai,kanbuqitashinongcunren,queyoubumingshuo,meitiandouzhizetabuzhijinbubuzhixuexi,tabeixundexiangsunziyiyang。

zhiyuyujiaren,yigegezaiwairenmianqianjienatazheigexinjiatingchengyuan,zhuanshentongyangyiliandexianqi,chuchukantabushunyan,chuchutiaotamaobing,shenzhiyizhigudongyudahailihun。

yudahaineizhongxuweinanrenyezhidaotapola,mianshangxianqi,yebugantilihun,bijingtaganghuichengli,zaichangzilishouzhongshidanglegechejianxiaozhuren,shengpamingshengxiangbuhao,yizhirenzhe。

neishigaoxiufenweilenengpeishangyudahai,baitiansihouyujialaoxiao,wanshangcainengchoukongxuexi,shenzhikaoshangdaxue,dangtatantedeheyudahaishuoyaoshangdaxueshi,yudahaibudanmeiyoumatalangfeiqian,haihenzhichita。

neishitahengaoxing,zhidaoyouyicifangjiataxiangjiyudahaiyigejingxihuilejia,zhuangpoyudahaiyulinjuzhaohongmeigaozaiyiqi,zheicaifaxianliangrenyuanlaishichuliandeshiqing,eryudahairangtachuqushangdaxue,wanquanjiushiweileyoujihuiyuzhaohongmeisihui。

yudahaijianzhuangpo,dangchangtichulihun,tanaolesantianbukenli,yudahaifuruanlepahuailezijidemingsheng,suimeilihunqueyeyutagengshililexin,zhihouderizi,fuqijianxiangmoshengrenyiyang。

yudahaizaichangziliyuelaiyueshoujushu,taxuanzelexiahai,liangnianhoujiuzhenglediyigeyibaiwan,zhihoushengyiyuezuoyueda,taxiangjianyimiandounan,zhidaoyouyicitapaoqugongsidulelianggeyuederen,caizhuangdaoyudahaihezhaohongmeicongwaidichuchahuilai。

zheiyiketacaimingbai,yuanlailiangrenyizhiyemeiyoufen,taxiangpofuyiyangdenao,yudahaibudanxin,zhijierangrenjiangtaganchugongsi,diertianjiuranglvshisonglailihunxieyi。

yudahaidaomeiyoutaihen,haijiletashiwandeyanglaoqian,lvshigengtichuruoshiyizhibukenqianzi,shiwandoumeiyou。

gaoxiufenchenglebaijiaquan,daizheneixieqianhuilelaojia,ririshourenzhidian,gouyancanchuanyizhidaosi。

shuobiequdaoyebubiequ,bijingtajiaohederangyudahaihezhaohongmeitoutoumomoshinian,yaoshuoxinlizhenyouqiyechule。

kexiangxiangzheixie,jiushijuedechadianshenme。

zhongshengle,zheihundeli,bunengzaixiangqianshiyiyangjiangzijiyibeizilangfeizaiyigezhananshenshang,zenmeli,qianshishoudeneixieqiyaozenmechu,zheigedehaohaoyanjiuyixia。

chexianglihenchao,gaoxiufenyanjingluozaizijishenqiandebaoguoshang,limianshiyudahaideshu,jiehunzheiyinian,yudahaizhiyoukongxianlejiuhuikan,suoyizheicijincheng,gaoxiufenyedailejinlai。

tasuishoubakaibaoguo,jianglimiandeneibenshunachulai,duoleyishidejiyi,gaoxiufenzuijiaodaizhejixiao,zhijiejiujiangshulijiazhedexinzhaolechulai。

shenmeaikanshu,buguoshishulijiazheyifengzhaohongmeixiejitadefenshouxin,qiuerbude,ziranjiuchengweizuimeihaode。

huixiangqianshizhaohongmeizaizijimianqianbiaolibiaoqidezuopai,shiyudahaixinlizuibukechudebaiyueguang,shiyujiarenkouzhongzuihaodeerxifu,mingmingshigouyinbierenlaogongdehuainvren,queyishendehaomingsheng。

gaoxiufenlengxiao,jinshengzheihaomingshengtayaole。

huocheshiqingchensidianjiudao,siyuedetian,beichenghaihenleng,gaoxiufenjinlejinshenshangdemianao,yizhitizheyigebaoguo,suizherenqunchulebeichengchezhan。

yujiazhuzaibeicheng,yudahaishangbandechilunchangzainancheng,gaoxiufenzhijiewumaoqian,dalerenlisanlunchequnanchengdechilunchang。

siyuedebeifang,qingchenhenleng,fengguazailianshangxiangdaoziyiban,gaoxiufenxialesanlunchezhihou,jiuzaichilunchangpangbiandezaocanpuzizuolexialai。

lutiandezaocanpuzi,kaozhezhayoutiaodeguojin,binglengdeshenziyemanmannuanheqilai。

doufunaoqifenyiwan,youtiaoyimaowuyigen,tadianleyiwandoufunaolianggenyoutiao,yibianmanmandechi,yibiandengren,yanjingdingzhechangmenkoufangxiang。

hanfengzhong,rehudedoufunaonuanlezhenggeshenzi,gaoxiufenchuanlejianheihonggededuijinguazi,yishuangdamianxiejiaojianneiliyijingmohuaile,zaizheizaocanpuzizuozhechifandedoushichilunchangdegongren,chuandeduoshigongfu,zhiyoutashigelinglei,ziranyinrenduocemu。

yikanjiushicongnongcunlaide。

piandianchidehaihenhaoheng,jiushizuozaizheilichizaofandenanrendoushiyiwandoufunaoyigenyoutiao,tamenyigeyuegongzuosanshibakuailiu,nengyangyijialiukou,zaiwaimianchizaofanyeshishechi,suoyiduochigebanbao。

gaoxiufenzhidaobierenzaidaliangta,qianshitajianguotaiduobiyidemuguang,jiucongnongcunrendeshenfenshang,zaichenglijiuairenyitou。

zhongshenghuilai,kandemingbai,gaoxiufenzaiyemeiyouqianshineibanxiaojiaziqi,daonalidoubugantaitou,luoluodafangdeyouzherendaliang。

jielezhang,gaoxiufenyuanyuankandaoshuxideshenyingyuanyuandeqizhezixingchewangzheibianlai,tazheicaitizhelianggedabaoguoqishenwangmenkouzou。

yudahaihengzhexiaoqu,yankanzhedaochangzimenkou,zheicaianchachejiansu,jinlecaitiaoxiazixingche,tuizhewangqianzou,shenbianyourenshiderenbushidashengzhaohu。

“大海。”

tingdaoyourenhanta,tayitaitou,dangchangjiulengzhule。

gaoxiufenyaodejiushizheigexiaoguo,tajigedabuzouguoqu,liangshoudebaoguowangdishangyireng,jiulouzhuyudahaideyao。

“dahai,wozongsuanshidengdaonile,diyicilaichengli,wonayezhaobudao,zhenpabazijinongdiule。”

zhengshishangbandeshijian,luguoderenjiewangguowang,yudahaijiangyingdetuilejicimeibashenqianderentuikai,zhinengjiangyingzhekaikou,“xiufen,datingguangzhongzhixia,nizheiyangyingxiangbuhao,kuaidiansongkai。”

gaoxiufentinghuadesongkai,yishuangyanjingshanliangdedingzheyudahaibuyikai,“dahai,wotingnide。”

yudahaiweileng,yishimeifanyingguolai。

antaduiqizidelejie,tazheimeyishuo,qizidinghuihetanaopiqi,wentashibushixianqita,nalihaihuizheiyangchongbaidekanzheta。

zhuannianyouxiangmingbaile,taxianzaihuichengle,zaiyebushizainongcun,qiziziranyebuganzaihetanaoxiaopiqile。

yizhuanyinianjian,yudahaixinqinghaolexuduo,kelimayouzhouqimeilai,“xiufen,nizenmelaile?wozaixinlibushishuorangnixiandaizailaojiama?dengwozheibianandunhaolezairangniguolai。”

gaoxiufenhenxianhuitixingdao,“dahai,zheimeduorenkanzheni,zanmenqubiechushuoba。”

yudahaixiangxiangyeshi,yushijianggaoxiufendelianggebaoguolveyouxianqidefangzaizixingchehouzuoshang,liangrenwangyuanchuqu。

qianshigaoxiufenbeicunlirenzaibeihoutonggu,pafanchengdeyudahaibuyaota,suoyiyeshizheishijindecheng,buguotashianzhexindedizhizhijiezhaodaoyujia,yidaoyujiajiubeimanliandexianqi,yujiayuanbenjiushisanjianfang,youxiaoshuziyijiasikou,jiashanghuilepozidexiaoguzimunvliang,suanshangyujialaoliangkouhaiyouyudahaifuqi,shikourenjizaiyigefangzili,meitianjifeigoutiaode。

yudahaishoubulezheige,zhengganshangchangzifenfang,limashenqinglezhufang,tamenfuqisuiranbanchuqu,kexigaoxiufenmeiyougongzuo,youweilenengrangpopoyijiajieshouta,meitiandoupaohuiqusihouyijialaoxiao。

jinshengyixiahuoche,gaoxiufenjiuzhijiechilunchang,tashinaozimeijiule,caihuizaiquyujia。

lilechangzimenkou,liangrenzaimalupangdeshuxiatingxialai,gaoxiufenyifuzhishudalidao,“dahai,wotingshuogongrenzhiyaoyoujia,shikeyihechangzishenqingfangzide,yuanbenwoshixiangzhedengnizheibianandunhaolezaiguolai,keshixianglexiangchangziruokanniyigeren,pashinidefangziyeshenqingbuxialai,zheicaimeizhihuini,jiuzhijieguolaile,nibuhuiguaiwoba?”

zaichenglinengyouyitaozijidefangzi,ziranshihaoshi。

yuanbenxinliyouxiebukuaideyudahaiyiting,xinlidehuoqixiaole,buguokouqihaishibushandao,“neiniyegaitiqiandagedianbaoguolai。”

gaoxiufenqinmidewanguotadegebo,qiangrenzhexindideexin,tiantiandao,“renjiaxiangjiniyigejingxima。”

qianshizhaohongmeikebujiushizheimeaisajiaoyouwenrouma?zhuangbailiantayehuia。

yudahailveyouxiebuxiguanqizituranzheimewenrou,liangrenjiehunyinian,keyizhiyemeiyoutongfang,taheqizijiehunneinianqizicaishiqisui,anguidingshibasuicainengjiehun,suoyijiandandebanlejiuxizhihou,liangrenzhuzaiyiqiyeshiyoumingwushi。

yudahaicengxiangguotiqianbashibanle,keqizishigegubanderen,jianjuebutongyi,suoyiyizhituodaoxianzai。

rujinhuichengle,yudahaihuijiahouhejialiyeshuojiehunle,kejialiyitingshinongcunde,jiubutongyi,zhijiequantatilihunfanzhengyemeilingzheng,yudahaipagaoxiufennaoqilai,bijingzainongcunbanjiuxijiusuanjiehun,suoyixiangzhexunxujianjindetilihun,nazhidaorenjiuzhaohuichenglilaile。

yanxiarenlaile,gengbukenengkaikoule,zhinengxiantuoyituo。

yudahaihaiyaoshangban,jiuranggaoxiufenhuijialiqudengta,gaoxiufenchentayiyan,“dahai,niwangjiwogangganghenishuodeshile?”

yudahailengleyixia,“nishishuoshenqinggongfangdeshi?”

gaoxiufenyouqianshidejiyi,ziranzhidaozheishinengbantuo,erqiezhiyaoyibantuo,tazaiyudahaizheilijiuyouduoleyifenhaogan,xianlongluozhuyudahai,weizijinonggehaomingshenghaoxianqi,zhaohongmeizaihuizuoren,tajiangyaozuodedouzuole,kantazenmefanshen。

yebudengyudahaizaiwen,gaoxiufenjiubaxiangfashuole,“xianzaiyouduoshaofanchengderenhuilaizhihoupiexianongcunxifuhaizide,nibushineiyangderen,zhengshizheiyangcaiyaozaibierenmianqianbiaoluchulai,changlidelingdaokanleyehuigaokanniyiyan,zaishuowozheimeigongzuoyoumeidifangzhu,nimenlingdaokanleyaoshiyougongfangfen,nengbujizanmenfenyige?”

yudahaimeineimehaopian,zheigezhuyishihao,keyerangsuoyourendouzhidaotayougenongcunxifu,daoshixianglihunjiugengnanle。

danshihelihunxiangbi,yitaogongfangneikegenghuasuan。

zaixinliquanhengzhihou,yudahaixiaodao,“xiufen,haishinixiangdezhoudao,zuoyoujintiannizaizhei,wozhenghaodainikankanwoshangbandechangzi,nizainongcunjianshishao,daochenglihoudeduokanduoxue,rangzijijinbua。”

“dahai,wotingnide,woyaonulixuexi,bunengtuonidehoutui。”gaoxiufenxiaodetian,zhanzaitashenpang,“neizanmenxianzaijiuquba,biedanwurangnishangbanchidao。”

meiyikao,zheibeizidangrandekaozheigezhananxianzhanwenjiaogen,zaijiezheshangdaxue,liyongwanzheigou!nanrenzaiyijiaochuaileta,yuexianggaoxiufenlianshangdexiaoyuetian。

kanqiziyanlizhiyouziji,chuchuweizijizhexiang,yudahaixinqingpengzhang,wanquanwangjilechangzilihaiyouyigerenbunengyuqizipengmian,jiuzheiyangdaizheqizijinlechangzi。