第四章如她所愿
wocengjingyiweizijiwuniannuli，zhongjiuhuilingtatieshixinchangweiwobingxuexiaorong，rujinxianglaiquezhenshihaodayichangfengci。
wunianhuanbulaideai，woyouzenmenengzaidixiatou，wanzheyao，quqiutakelian，qiutabeimin？
wodejiaoao，juebuyunxulinsiqianzaiyaobeitaxiuruyihuile。
wokuxiaoyisheng，laguosangsangdeshou，“sangsang，zheixienianwozhuzaizheichengenhoufu，danjingjielv，jingjingyeye，jugongjincui，buqiuyougong，danqiuwuguo，xianzaixianglai，woshishileizheleziji，zaizheifuzhongweizijihualeyizuolaolong，daotoulaishenmeyemeidedao，lianleiniyegenzhewochilebushaoku，woduibuqini......”
sangsangyaoyaotou，chouqizheshuo，“furen，womendaodigaizenmebana......nibiefangqi，nubiqiuqiunile。”
wodandandexiaolexiao，“yebushimeiyoubanfa。”
sangsangmanhuaixijidetaiqitou，kanxiangwo，“shenme？”
wodimouzichaodao，“fanzhengwodouyaosile，neibianrutasuoyuanba。”
lushenshidierrihuilaide，xianquzhengfangjianlezhaoshi，ranhouhuileshufang，liankandoubuyuanlaikanwoyiyan。
woxianglaizhidaotayanewo，quemeixiangdaotaduiwoyaneyijingdaolezheibantiandi。
可我能怎么办？
huajiayijingbushidangchudehuajia，fuqinbeiguanjindalaodeneiyike，lushenbianzaibushouwokongzhi，erhoudesannian，wofangfoyizhibeiweidelouyi，xiaoxinyiyizaichengenhoufutaoshenghuo。
haozailushenyebingfeineihenxinboqingzhibei，zaifuqinruyuhoubingmeiyouzhijiexiulewo，jiangwoganchuhoufu，ershiyijiurangwozuozhezheikansifengguangshizebeishoulengluodehoufuzhumu。
womuguangdaizhidezuozailuohanchuangshang，dengbulaita，youyoutanlekouqi，fuqisangsangdeshou，zhudongqushufangzhaota。
bishi，tazuozaishuanqian，shoulijuanzheyizonganjuandimouzixifankan。
wokeleke，jiangdoumaoquxialai，buganmaoranjinshufang，jiuzaimenkourangrenjinquhuihua。
dengdaowoshoujiaobingliang，kuaizhanbuzhule，limiancailaichuanhuarangwojinqu。
zheibianshixiangjingrubindefuqiba，lianjiantayimian，yeyaosancuisiqing，guijufanduo。
wuziliranzhegunredetanhuo，yigureqixilai，wobushidexilekouqi，houlongliyangdelihai。
lushenkanlewoyiyan，bunaifandekailekou，“zhaowoshenmeshi？”
tataiqixiaba，youjiqiaodao，“zenmemeidaichide？huanlexinfazi？guyizhuangzuoyifubingruodemoyang，laizhaowolianxini？”
woxihuanjitazuochidedungezhonggeyangdetang，guoquwunian，reliantielebushaoleng**，quehaishilecibupidexiangtaohaota。
jinri，wokongshouerlai，eshangtiezheshabu，taxiangbiyiweiwoyouzaishuashenmebaxi。
ran，woxianzaidurufeifu，hunshenmeijinger，weishimeineijinglile，yebudengtafahua，bianzaiyizishangzuolexialai。
wokanxiangzheigewoxihuanleshiniandenanren，xindigezhongqingxujiaozhichengwang，mimimamafangfoyizuojianlao。
lushenbeiwokandemilemiyanjing，“nidaodiyoushenmeshi？shuobushuo？bushuojiugun。”
woyazhuxindidesuanchu，xiaolexiao，“houye。”
lushenyileng，woweileyutaqinni，zongxihuanhouyan**dejiaotaashen，zheihaishiwojiajinlaihoudiyicijiaotayishenghouye。
wozhidaotahenyiwai，danyemeizaiyi，jixushuo，“wozixixiangguole，zheixienianchengmengchengenhoufubuqi，wocainengguoshangzheijinyiyushiderizi，laozhongfuqinyouhouyeguanzhao，yewuxingmingzhiyou。kerujin，wonianjiyedale，youyizhiweinengjihouyeshengshanggeyierbannv，shizaixinyoukuijiu——”
lushenchaofengyisheng，daduanwodehua，“niyehuizhidaokuijiu。”
wodimeishunyandeshuo，“woshiren，bingfeicaomu，zenhuibuzhikuijiuni？”
lushenhexiao，“jizhidaokuijiu，neijiuanshoubenfen，moyaoduoguanxianshi。”
wotanlekouqi，zhijuedeyutashuozheijijuhuayijingleiji，“houye......”
nanrenyuefabunaifan，jiangshoulidejuanzongzhongzhongderengzaizhuoshang，“nidaodiyaoshuoshenme？”