woshigesishengnv。dui,womajiushirenrenhandadexiaosaner。yigejiudiandeshixisheng,yujianlemoujituangongsideceowoba。
jushuodangwanwobashihezuile,chunxiaoyiduhouwomachengletashuaibudiaodegoupigaoyao。
xiangdangchuwomanianqingmaomei,nanrendouwufajujuezheiyangzhudongtieshanglaideyanfu。
wobaxiangdetinghao,huadianerqianyanggexiaoqingrenyebufeishenmeshier。sheiliaowomazhixiangyuanda,weilebigongshangweitoumohuaiyun,yanjianshangweibucheng,kaoyikuernaosanshangdiaobawoshenglexialai。
wozaochanyigeyue,jiushiyinweiwomatingshuowobadelaoposhengle,mangbudiediquyiyuanzuolepoufuchan,mayaogangguojiudadianhuabiwobalairenlingguaguazhuididewo。
结果,我爸关机了。
shuoshihua,woyidianeryebuhenwoba。renshisheipengshangzheimebushengxindenvren,douhenbudebadangchutuodiaodekuzichuanhuilai。
kexi,yinweiwo,tashuaibudiaowoma。womashuole,tayaoshiganshuailewomenniangliang,tajiubaozhewocongtagongsiershijiucengdeloudingtiaoxiaqu。
zaixunsimihuoyishishang,womaxianglaishigeyongyushijian,ganshuoganzuoderen。zhishaogaiyoudeshengshizaochuqule,xiaoguobusu。
wobajiangwomenanzhizaiyijianxiaogongyuli,meiyuejixieshenghuofei。womakaozhebiaohanhesipilailianrangwomenmunvyoulerongshenzhidi。
woduiwobazuizaodejiyi,shiwomaduominglianhuancallleyigeyue,yisanpinganmianyao,liangcigewandexiepobizhewobazhongyubuqingbuyuandixianshenwomenzhudexiaogongyu。
tabunaifandiliaoxiajidieqian,「bujiushiyaoqianma?genwodemishushuo,meishierbiejiwodadianhua?」
womakaishifanjiuzhang,huocheqidiyiyangjianlideshengyinzhichongfangding,「xiehaiming,nideliangxinshibushibeigouchile,xiangdangchu……」
wobaxianglaizaojiutingniletadekusu,zhouzhemeitouyinrendao:「jintianshininideshengri,wodemashanghuiqu。」
ninijiushitahetalaopodenverxiexinni,yuwotongniantongyuetongrisheng。
womayibabawojiuguolai,qizhiyiyangjudaowobamianqian,「nizhiguzhejialidelaopohaizi,zaowanglezheigeyeshinideqingurouleba!zheimeduonian,niliankandoubukantayiyan,tayeshinidezhong,yexingxie!」
wobatieqingzhelianzhunbeibatuijiuzou,quebeiwomayibabaozhuledatui,xianglinsaoyiyangsushuozijizheixieniandeweiqu,beiwobashiluanzhongqi,zuoledanqinmama,huileyisheng……yibabitiyibaleidicengletayikuzi。
meirenzaiyiwozheigegongjuren。
wozoudaochajiqian,shenshizheneijiluoqian,yangtouwenwoba:「nihenyouqianma?」
wobayouyuleyixia,buzirandidiandiantou。
wonaqineixieqian,chilididianqijiaojianfangdaotadeshouli,「wochidehenshaode,buxuyaozheimeduodeqian。ninengpeiwojifenzhongma?」
wokandaotayanlideyayihezhenjing。tachiyilepianke,hunshenjinbengdizuozaishafashang。
wonachubeifanlanledeyibenxiaocezi,neishichaoshilisongdeguanggao,shangmianyoukatongrenwuheqingjiejiandandegushi。
wopashangshafa,aizhetazuoxia,bahuacesaidaotadeshouli。meiyousihaodetaohao,zirandexiangmeiyigeqidaifuqinguanaidehaizi,「ninengjiwojianggegushima?」
taguozhenganbabadinianleyixiaoduan。worenzhenditingzhe,manmankaozailetadegeboshang。
tazoudeshihou,wohanzhuta,congzhuoshangnaguolaiyikuainaiyoudouhuadiaolededangaozhengzhongdifangdaotadeshouli。
tahouzhihoujuedihuangrandawu,「jintianyeshinideshengri?」
我腼腆地点头。
daoshitayouxiejucule,cuocuoshoudao:「laidecongmang,yemeijinidaishenmeliwu。」
woxiaorongcanlandiyangleyangshoulidehuace,「woyijingshoudaozuihaodeshengriliwule。」
diertian,woshoudaoleyigebiwohaigaodeyangwawa。
那一年我五岁。
youxietianfushiyushengjulaide,birushuochayanguanse,birushuodongcharenxin。