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zhonglaiyishi,wowanjulexuexiaodebaoyanzige。
liangweixiaocaodebiaobai,woyebuyaole。
shangbeizi,wojieshoulelujingyandereliezhuiqiu。
ketazaiwomendinghunneiriqiwoerqu,rangwoshoujinlengyan。
shenhuaishutingshenerchu,danxiguidixiangwoqiuhun,
“jinzhou,yihourangwoshouhuniyisheng。”
zaiwairenkanlai,tachongworugu。
zhidaowohesongtanglianggetongshiganranbingdu,taxuanzelejiuzhiqingweiganrandesongtang,kanzhewohuohuotengsi。
neiyike,wocaizhidao,tamenlianggerenaizhededoushisongtang。
shenhuaishuhewojiehun,zhishiweilekanzhuwoburangwoqupohuaisongtangdexingfu。
zhonghuoyishi,wobuxiangzaihetamenrenherenyouguagele。
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wojujuelexuexiaodebaoyanzige,fudaoyuanmanlianyihuo。
“songjinzhou,zanmenxuexiaodebaoyanzige,nizhendebuyaolema?”
wodianlediantou,jiandingdeduitashuodao:
“laoshi,woxiangkuakaohuabodaxuedexinnengyuanzhuanye,bijiaofuheweilaidefazhanxingshi。”
fudaoyuanduiyuwozheigegaocaishengsuiranyouxiebushe,dantayelijie,
“zhiyaozijiyouxiangfajiuhao,quxuexinnengyuanyeshiweileshehuifazhannuli,laoshizhichini。”
zaizuodetongxueduicichizhiyibi,dangzhewodemianjiushuoleqilai,
“zhenqianjinyouzenyang,zaixiangxiazhangdadeyebuhuiyoushenmejianshi,xinnengyuanzenmebideshanglaopaiqiye。”
“nixiaoshengdian,renjiakeshiyangaoyuding,daoshihoukaoshanghuabobaofuni。”
daxuesinian,tamenzonghuiyilunwodeshenshi,
shenzhisongtangjianleyigexiaoqun,guyisanbowodeqiushi。
jiuxianggouxuexiaoshuoneiyang,woshibeibaocuodezhenmingzhu。
ersongtang,jiushineitiruoduobingrerenlianaidejiaqianjin。
tamenzheixiefengyanfengyu,genbenbufangzaixinshang。
xiakehou,woqutushuguanchayueguanyuxinnengyuandeziliao,
woyeshizhonghuoyishicaizhidao,weilaixinnengyuanhuiyudaoqiansuoweiyoudefazhanjiyu。
shangbeizi,songtangjiushikaozhetouzixinnengyuan,caifalebidacaibeifumuchengzan。
yixiangdao,woyoujiakuailefanshudesudu。
tingxialaiqujieshuishi,wotingdaoletushuguanvipshidetanhuasheng。
neigeshengyinrucishuxi,shisongtang,lujingyan,shenhuaishutamensanren。
“jingyange,huaishuge,womenbuyaozaiyilunjiejiele,wozhishikandaotahexiaozhangconghaohuajiudianyiqichulaieryi,meizhunbaoyanzigeshijiejiepingbenshinadaodeni。”
songtangjiaodidideyaozhezuichun,kanqilaiyifurenchuwuhaideyangzi,pianpiantamenlianggezuichizheitao。
“heng,hainengkaoshenmebenshi,bujiushihelingdaozuoyundongma?zhenshiziqingzijian。”
lujingyanfaxiewanhou,shenhuaishuyelenglengshuoleyiju,
“tangtang,nitaidanchunle,yaoshimeiyouwomenliang,yisongjinzhoudexinyanzinengbanishengtunhuobole。”
wozuijiaochechuyimowunaidexiao,daxueqijian,
lujingyanheshenhuaishutamenlianggeshiwozuiqinjinderen,kequexiangxinsongtangdewujizhitan。
wohexiaozhangqueshiqulejiudian,neishiquanzhiqianlaixuexideliuxuesheng,
yuwomentongxingdehaiyoufudaoyuanyijilingwaisimingzhiyuanzhe,songtangduicizhizibuti。
wusuowei,zheibeiziwodezhongxinshiqiancheng,
dengwokaoshanghuabo,zhengyigehaoqiancheng,ziranhuidaletamendelian。
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tamenlikaitushuguandeshihou,kandaozuozaibianjiaodewo。
“jinzhou,nizenmezaizheili。”
“tingshuoniyaokaohuabodeyanjiusheng,weilaiyaoshimeibanfapeizheni,wohuiduriruniande。”
lujingyanzhuangzuoshangxindemoyang,kewoduiciwugan。
wo15suineiniancaibeirenlingdaihuilesongjia,babamamajuedewoshangbuletaimian,xianwodiuren。
congxiaojieshouguomingyuanpeiyangdesongtang,chenglebabamamadexinjianchong。
wozhiyoutongguobuduannuli,xuexi,cainenghuanlaifumudeyijuchengzan。
weici,shangbeiziwoguoduanjieshoulebaoyanzige。
lujingyanshizaiwobeibaoyanhoubiaobaide,ruanmoyingpaoqiuwoliuzailebendi。
wozhuanxinxuexi,zaiduqijianxieguoxuduozhumingwenzhang,wohenxiangxuechumingtanglai。
kelujingyan,tadaoqiewodewenjian,quanbudoujisongtangzuolejiayi。
xuexiaoluntanshuowoshi“xueshudaji”,goudabashisuilaodaoshi,weilepingxiyulunchediaolewoduopianwenzhang。
neiduanshijianlujingyanheshenhuaishumeiridoupeizhewo,fashihuixiangxinwobaohuwoyishengyishi。
keshihoulaiwocaizhidao,wenzhangshilujingyantoude,yaoyanshishenhuaishusanbude。
yeshizaiwosihoulinghunbusanshi,tingdaoletamensangerendeduyue。
sheinengrangwodeshenghuogengjiabukan,songtangjiujianglisheizuotayirinanpengyou。
jiuyinweizheige,tamenlianggerenfafengbanshejiwo。
songtangturanshuohua,dapolewodeshensi。
“jiejie,nihaoxingfue,shimingzhengyanshundesongjiaqianjin,haikeyiyongyoujingyangehuaishugedeai。”
“wojiubuyiyangle,yaobushibamaxinshantongyiwoliuxia,wodoumeibanfachibaochuannuan。”
songtangshuozheshuozhejiushuangshouyanmian,dishengchouqiqilai。
lujingyanheshenhuaishulianggerenxintenghuaile,jimanganweita。
“tangtang,jiusuansongjiabuyangnile,yiwodebenshi,yehuijixurangniguohaorizi。”
liangrenbuduanxunuosongtanghaochu,wokanlebuyoudexiongzhongkuse。
wusuowei,xuqingjiayideaiwo,genbenbuxuyao。
lujingyanzhuyidaowodemuguang,likedazhuzheigehuati,tiedaowoshenbian,
“jinzhou,woduisongtanghao,shiyinweiaiwujiwu,nikebiewuhui,wodexinliquandoushini。”
taxiangwangchangyiyang,bawoyongruhuaizhong。
keshirujinzheigedongzuo,zhihuirangwogandaoexin。
“jinzhou,jintianwomennandejuzaiyiqi,jiuquxinkaidewanghongdianchifanba。”
wodayingxialai,bijing,henkuaijiuyaochedihetamengaobiele。
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xinkaidewanghongdianyoubushaoqinglvlaidaka,
jianwomenshiliangnanliangnvdezuhe,laobananpaileyizhangliangduiqinglvzuodezhuozi。
“tangtang,niyaobuyaohewozuoyiqi?”
“xiaotang,niyaobuyaohewozuoyiqi?”
lianggerenyikoutongsheng,wozhuyidaosongtangyandiliuluchuyimodeyi。
“a?wozuoliangweigegepangbuhaoba,bijingneishishuyujiejiedeweizhi,wozaibianshangjiagexiaodengzijiuhaole。”
songtangzhuangzuoweiqubabadeyangzi,kelujingyanshigexingdongpai,lijilatazuozaizijishenpang。
“meiyourenbinigengyouzige。”
lujingyanshuowanzheijuhua,caixiangdaoshenpangdewo,lijigaikou,
“a?woshishuo,jinzhoushizuiyouzigezuowopangbianderen,jinzhoudemeimeiziranyekeyi。”
jianzijidexinshangrenbeilujingyanqiangzou,shenhuaishuqifendejiangtashenpangdedengzichuaikai,sihaomeiyouzhuyidaowo。
dengzizhuangdaowoxigai,wochitongdejinghuchusheng,shenhuaishucaimanlianqianyidekanzhewo。
“jinzhou,wogangcaishibuxiaoxinde。”
tabushibuxiaoxin,ershishiquhesongtangyiqinglvmingyizaizheilichifandejihuihou,biaodabuman。
“没关系。”
wobanhuidengziluozuohou,errenzhengxiankonghoujisongtangxiweiqun。
kanzhesanrenzheifuchangjing,woxindineigusuansedeqingxu,zenmeyeyazhibuzhu。
wogaozhongshipingchengjishangdeshiyizhong,renshiletongyangyouxiudelujingyanheshenhuaishu。
neishizaihuidaosongjiazhiqian,womensangerenjiushichuncuidexiaoyuanyouyi,meiyousongtangdepohuai。
babamamabawolinghuilaihou,gaosuwosongtangdeshengmubuchengzhi,yaobataliuxialai。
neishihou,woyikandaomengruandesongtangjiudayingle,
yinweitadeqinma,jiushiwodeyangmu,taduiwodongzhedama,huishulemajiangnawosaqi......
woxiangxinrenxingbenshan,youxintengtayouneiyangdeshengmu,duitaduojiazhaogu。
keta,xinliyizhijihenwo,qiangletasongjiada**deweizhi。
songtangxuexibuhao,fumutuoguanxijitazhaodesirenxuexiao。
gaozhongsannian,lujingyanheshenhuaishuwomensanren,xiakefangjiajiujuzaiyiqitaolunxuexi。
womensanrengongmian,yiqikaorulexianzaisuoshangdedaxue。
gaokaojieshushi,woyaoqingtamenlianggelaiwojia,zineiyihou,tamenlianggejiubianle。
silixuexiaobiyedesongtanghuopolingdong,buxiangwoshigezhihuixuexideshudaizi。
tayongjinhunshenjieshu,ranglujingyanheshenhuaishuaishangleta。
haisihunzaiyiqisuanjiwo,rangwoshiqusuoyou,shenzhixingming。
xushihaipawoyinweigangcaitamenlianggezhengduosongtangshengchuhuaiyi,lujingyanjingzhudongwenwo,
“jinzhou,niaichishenme?woxianjinidian。”
“yaoyifensanwenyucishen,zaiyaoyifenlongxiatang,yaoyifenlengpan......”
zheixieshiwudoushisongtangxihuanchide,wochilehuiguomin。
woziyouzainongcunzhangda,shousongtangmuqindenvedai,piweiruo,genbenchibulezheixie。
lujingyandianwancanhou,zaifuwushengerpangshuoleshenme,tadaizhexiaolikaile。
dagaiguoleyikezhong,fuwushengjiutuizheyichedexianhuachaowozheibianzouleguolai。
lujingyanjieguoneipengxianyandehongmeigui,danxiguidi,manlianqiancheng。
“jinzhou,woyijingpeinizouguoqiniandeguangyinle,qiunidayingwodezhuiqiuba。”
shenhuaishujianzhuang,yebufushu,conghuailitaochuyigedrzuanjie,
“jinzhou,niyaodayingwo,mingmingshiwogengaini,woyaoshouhuniyishengyishi。”
zaicantingchifanderenchengzantamenlianggeshenqing,zhiyouwozhidao,zheicengmianjuxiadelianyouduoxuwei。
suoweidezhenqingshiyi,quandoushizheierweidejingzhanyanjigongxiande。
shangbeizijiushitamenliangge,hesongtanglianhe,pianzoulewodesuoyou。
“kuaidayingtaba,kuaidaying。”
zhouweiderenkaishiqihong,jiuzaiwoxiangqishenlichangshi,songtangturankuchulesheng。
tajuzheshouji,zhiwenwodao:
“jiejie,niweishenmeyaozailuntanlisongyongrenmawo,womeiyoushuoguonisishenghuobujiandian,nibunengguaizuiwoya。”
zheishiwozhuyidaosongtangdeshoujihuamian,buzhidaosheibaxiaoqundeliaotianjilufadaoleluntan,gujiquanxiaoderendoukuaizhidaolewodechoushi。
“qingchunxiaohuajingshixueshudaji,sheidongajiarenmen,zheizhongrenzhenshibuyaolian。”
“yaolianganshenme?kaoshuijiunengbaoyan,keyishaofuchuduoshaonulini?”
yeyourentiwobianjie,zhishishuoleju,
“zheiyangdebaguaqun,qunzhuyouzerenjiesanchengqing。”
zhizheiyijuhua,songtangjiushuowowangluobalingta。
“jiejie,doushiwodecuo,gen**meijianlequndafashijian,kewoyoukongzhibuletamendeyanlun,yebushiwofachuqudeya。”
songtangpazaizhuozishangkudesixinliefei,lujingyanheshenhuaishuerrenliketingzhileshoushangdedongzuo,weizaitashenbian。
“songjinzhou,nizijikaopachuangdebenshinadaodebaoyanzige,guaitangtangganshenme?”
“nijujuelexuexiaodebaoyanshiyinweizijixinxu,padongchuangshifazijiwufashouchang。”
cantingliyoubushaobenxiaodexuesheng,tingdaoshenhuaishudehua,kaishijinruluntansousuotiezi。
henkuai,wodeerpangjiuchuanlailegezhongnantingdehua。
“zheiyangdenvrenbuzhidenanshengxihuan,zhenshibeijian。”
wohoulongfajin,xinlimanshibugan。
“lujingyan,shenhuaishu,zheijianshigenwoyoushenmeguanxi?”
“wangyoubuguoshiquanrenlizhichigua,jiuyaomaiyuanwoma?”
benlaijiushitamenlikui,quehaizhuangzuoshouhaizhedeyangzi。
“tangtang,bielita,zijibuzhijiandianhaiqiangciduoli。”
tamenlianggechanfuzhesongtanglikaizheili,shengxiawoyigerenmianduifengyanfengyu。
zhonghuoyishi,zheixieyilunshengwozaojiubupale。
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woyigerengulinglingdechaojiazouqu,
huidaosongjia,jingranfaxianfumubuzai,erlujingyanliangge,douzaisongtangdewoshi。
“tangtang,woheshenhuaishudoukuaibianchengyingdile,shenmeshihouwokeyibuzaidalineige**le。”
“shiaxiaotang,yixiangdaotakaoshuishangwei,wohaiyaojiazhuanghetaqinmi,xinlijiuexin。”
songtangtingdaotamenlianggedehuahou,yangzhuangshengqi,
“gegezheishizaishuoshenme?suiranjiejietarenpinbuhao,doushisongjiaduiwoyouyangyuzhien,nimenyaoshibudalijiejiele,wojiuhenimenjuejiao。”
songtangduzhezui,neinalishishengqi,fenmingshizaitamenlianggerenmianqiansajiaomaimeng。
“guaiguai,nibieshengqi,jiusuanweileni,rangwohesongjinzhouzheigegongjiaochejiewendoukeyi。”
wozichaodexiaolexiao,zijijingyingqiniandeyouyi,zaisongtangmianqianbiandebuzhiyiti。
tamenchimisongtangdaokeyibugushiqingzhenxiang,suiyimoheiwo。
woqiaoqiaodehuidaozijidefangjian,nachushubenjixuxuexi。
zheibeizibaituoshenhuaishuhelujingyanhaibugou,woyaoduohuishuyuzijideyiqie,woyaozhanzaiqunshanzhidiandatamendelian。
beikaozheiduanshijianli,womeiyouzhudongdaliguolujingyanheshenhuaishu。
meiyouwodedarao,tamenhesongtangguoleyiduanziyiweitianmideshiguang。
tamenhaijixuyibiandiwoweile,luntanshangdebaguaxiaoliaomantianfei,
erwo,chenjingxiaxinlai,yizhichaozhezijixiangyaodefangxiangnuli。
eryuedi,woyizhishouzhexitongdengdaikaoshidexiaoxitongzhi,
zaidezhiwochenggongkaoshanghuabodaxuedexinnengyuanhou,woreleiyingkuang。
zhiyaozainuliyidian,jiubuhuixiangqianshineiyangbeirenqifuliuliuwuweile。
babamamazhidaowobeihuabodaxueluquhou,jinguanbutaixihuanwo,haishijiwobanleshengxueyan。
yinweihuabodaxuedeyanjiusheng,meinianbenshikaoshangdeliansangedoumeiyou。
zheishiyicinengweitamenzhangliandejihui,suoyiduanzandefangxialeduiwodepianjian。
shengxueyanneitian,babamamayanqinglexuduohezuohuoban,bijing,
huabodaxuedehanjinliangzaineilibaizhe,zheiyenengxiandetamenjiaoziyoufang。
lujingyanheshenhuaishushipeizhesongtangyiqichuxide,
tabiaomianzhuangzuochunliangwuhai,tiwogaoxingdeyangzi,shizehenbudemashangjiangwosisuijieqi。
“jiejienihaoyouxiua,buxiangwo,jiumeineigeyongqiweizijizhengqu。”
wobuzhidaosongtangyaozuoshenmeyao,ketingdaozheihua,wohaishichukoujiaozhengta,
“songtang,xuelishikaowozijikaode,bingbushikaonisuoshuode。”
songtangkanzhewojiaoxiayixiao,zheigeshihou,wohaibuzhidaotaxinlidepansuan。
jiuzaifuqinlazhewojingjiushi,menwaihuranyouyigenanrenchuanglejinlai。
tayijinmen,jiukuhanzherangsuoyourenhaitayigegongdao。
“songjinzhoutapaxiaozhangdechuang,haidaoyongwodewenzhanghuoqubaoyanzige,suirantazijifangqile,danshiwodewenzhangyebunengzaifabule。”
tahaiteyipaodaofuqinmuqingongzuohuobanmianqianjiangzheijianshi,taochushoujixiangzhouweiderenzhanshi。
“nimenkan,songjinzhouhewomenxiaozhangyiqijinchujiudian,tajizijibiaobangchunjiexiaohua,shijishangjiushigejiaojihua。”
babamamahezuohuobanjieguoshoujichuandiliulan,gengyoushenzhexiazaileneixietupianquxiao。
“zheixiangxialaidejiushixinyanduo,shijinhunshenjieshuwangshangpa,lianpachuangdoubujieyi。”
“woyaoshisongzongcai,doudehouhuirenhuizheigenver。”
turuqilaidebiangurangwojiangzaiyuandi,
fuqinqijibaihuai,taishoujiujilewoyibazhang。
“buxiaonv,jiwogunchuqu,songjiameiyoushengchuguonizheiyangdenver。”
zhongrenshiqudelikai,liujifumuchuli。
qiangliedequruganyongshangxintou,wodexinjuliedejiaotongqilai。
shangbeiziyeshizheiyangdechanghe,lujingyandangzhesuoyoudeqinpenghaoyoudaochanghou,taohunqiwoerqu。
zhiyinweisongtangneitiandadianhuagaosuta,
“jingyange,woxinqingbuhao,haoshebudenijiehunya。”
tadezheiyijuhua,rangwobianweizheigequanzilidexiaohua。
zhouzaodeyilunshengbianzuolijian,henhenchazailewoxiongkou。
“songjinzhou,nizuochuzheiyangyourumenfengdeshiqing,yihourangwodelianwangnafang?”
“quanzilinayijiayuanyiqunizheiyangbushijiandiandenvren。”
fuqinmanliannurong,geboyisao,jiangzhuozishangdedongxiquandoudaluozaidi。
shuaisuidebolipianhuapowodegebo,xianxuezhimao。
“shushunibieshengqi,woxiangxinjinzhoudeweiren。”
“duiashu,wohejingyanhuijixuzhaogujinzhoude。”
lujingyanheshenhuaishuzaineijiaxingxingdegenwofumupantan,
kewoxinliqingchu,jintiandeshi,shaobuletamenzuosui。
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wochezheneimingzaoyaoshengshidenanrenzoulechuqu,chenpangrenmeifanyingguolaidegongfu,duozouletadeshouji。
chezishichuzhuangyuan,houmianliangliangchegenlechulai。
woyijingbashoujideshujufajilepengyou,piankedegongfu,tajiuhaiyuanleshoujishuju,
neixiezhaopianshisongtangfajitade,renyeshisongtangguyongde。
zhiyaotajintianhuilewodemingsheng,songtanghuizhifuwuwandechoulao,dakuanjiluhaizainanzideshoujishang。
wowojinlefangxiangpan,diaozhuanchetouzhunbeiqujingchajubaojing。
yilushang,houmiandeliangliangchedoujinsuiqihou,butingxiangwoanlaba。
worenchulechepaihao,shilujingyanheshenhuaishudeaiche。
jiuzaiwolijingjuhaiyouyibuzhiyaodeshihou,liangliangchezibawobielexialai。
“jinzhou,niqujingjuzuoshenme?”
lujingyandeyanshensisidingzhewo,haiyaoqiangduowohuailideshouji。
“jinzhou,biehunao,nihaixiangbashiqingnaodabuchengma?”
lianggerenbubujinbi,woyankuangtonghong。
“songtangzhishineigenanrenzuodezheijianshi,nimendouzhidaoduibudui?”
lianggerenchenmobuyu,guolehaojiucaizaicikaikou。
“womenyeshigangzhidaode,tangtangbuguoshigennikaigewanxiao,biefangzaixinshang。”
lujingyanheshenhuaishuconglaibuhuihesongtangchuruminganchangsuo,parenwuhuisongtangmingjie,
kewoni,jiukeyinahelaonanrenkaifangzheijianshikaiwanxiaoma?
jianlianggerengaobudingwo,songtangcongchezishangzoulexialai。
taputongyisheng,guizaiwomianqian,yanjiaohanlei,
“jiejiewocuole,wozhishijidunikaodehao,caipuguangnihexiaozhangkaifangdeshiqing。”
qiangliedefennuzhishiwoxiongkoujulieqifu,wozaiyeyazhibuzhuxinzhongdenuhuo,jilesongtangyibazhang。
“songjinzhou,niyaoganshenme?tangtangbuguojiushigongbulejianshishi,yaoxiangrenbuzhi,chufeijimowei,nipingshenmeshengqilingrenqifuta?”
lujingyanbasongtangfuleqilaijiancha。
shenhuaishuqibuguo,sisiqianzhizhuwodebozi。
“songjinzhou,wojintianjiuqiasinijitangtangchuzheikoueqi。”
kongqishunjianliushi,woyinweiqueyangbuduankesou。
jianwozheifuluobaideyangzi,lujingyandeyiyixiao。
“songjinzhou,nibashoujijiaochulai,wohehuaishujiufangguoni。”
“nizhidaode,yiwoheshenhuaishudejiatingbeijing,jiusuanshaleniyekeyituozui。”
yididilei,congwoyanjiaohualuo,nandaowozheibeiziyouyaozheiyanghanyuansiqu?
xushiduishengdepoqiekewang,wobashoujijiaolechuqu。
shenhuaishuzheicaifangsongshoushangdeliqi,womengdijiudiezuozaidishang。
neiyike,shenhuaishudeyanshenqueshitouluzheshayi。
guowangzhongzhongdoushitamenyanyideyichuxi,tamenbuaiwoshizhende。
jiulianganggangxiangshalewo,yeshizhende。
lujingyannazheshouji,heshenhuaishuyiqidaisongtanglikai。
erwo,zunyanbeifanfujianta,jiuxianggebeiyiqideniaoer,chongmanlewuzhu。
haozaiyanjiushengdekaixueshijianyekuaidaole。
我从宋家搬了出去。
guzuyongqi,zhongxinkaishi。