第1章
zhongyu，wozhengkaishuangyan，hunshendetongchuyijingxiaoshi。
wofaxianzijideshentiquepiaoleqilai。
wokanzhedishangdeziji，tangzaibinglengdedimianshang，wocaifaxian，woyijingsile！
shide，neigezaijingquanchumingdetaiziye，neigewankuzidi，xianzai，bianchengleyijubinglengdeshiti！
“tiana，shiluchen！”yourenjinghu，naqishoujikaishipaizhao。
henkuai，jiuxiyinlelaiwanglurendemuguang，tamenfenfennaqishoujipaizhaofapengyouquan，gengyoushenzhe，shenzhizhijiedangchangkaiqilezhibo。
“dajiakuaikan，zheishiluchen，shangjingtaiziye，tasile……”
wokanzhezheixieweiguanchiguadeluren，womuguangdaizhi。
tamenfaxianwodeshiti，meiyoudiyishijianbaojing，gengmeiyoubandianlianmin。
woshifanletiantiaoma？weishenmejiumeiyouyigerenduiwoshiyiyuanshou？
“zezeze，wokanbachengshihuaishizuoduole，beirenbaofule……”
wotingzheneixieliuyanfeiyu，qidehunshenzhimaoheiyan。
“**，wobeirenbangjia，beirenshahaile……”
wosihouzhe，fennudepuxiangneixiefeibangwoderen，keshiwoquezhinengcongtamendeshentichuanguo，duitamenbunengzaochengbandianshanghai。
neixieweiguandelurenbujinmeiyoubaojing，fanergengjiafengkuang，yongshoujiduizaiwolianshangkuangpai……
“zheigegaisidejiahuozuiyouyingde，takeshichulemingdehuai，lianzijidedidiyebufangguo，zhongyuzaobaoyingle。”
“死了才好呢……”
tingzheneixiehaobubihuidewuyanhuiyu，woxinzhongxiangxiao。
yinwei，wogentamendeshenghuobingmeiyoujiaoji，tamenquebufengzhuoying，duiwojinxingshenpan。
renqunfenkai，yigenvrenchuxianzaiwoyanqian，tazhouzhemei，jugaolinxiadekanzhewo。
shichenmo，shiwodeweihunqi。
tayeshishangjingyoumingdemeirener，genwoqingmeizhuma，tachuanzheyishengaoding，daizhemingguidezhubaoshoushi，dabandeshifenjingzhipiaoliang。
kandaowobinglengdeshiti，hunshenpopolanlan，liangeqigaidouburu，shenzhishenshanghaisanfazhenanwendechouwei，tameiyoubandianshangxin，shenzhihaizhoumeiwuzhulezijidebizi。
woshirenmenyanzhongbiaozhundetiangou，congxiaodaodadouzaitianchenmo，zaibierenyanzhong，woshigexiaozhangbahudejingquantaiziye，danshizhishiduiwairenxiaozhang，duijiarenxiaozhang，duichenmoqueweimingshicong！
zhidaoxianzaiwocaifaxian，chenmohuoxuconglaidoumeiyouaiguowo，jiusuanshiwosile，zaitakanlaiquesihaobuhuijuedexintong，zheishihouwocaifaxian，zijizhendexianggexiaochou。
“**kezhenshigerencaiya！”
我暗骂着自己。
chenmomanlianxianqidekanzhewo，duishenhoudebaobiaokaikoudao：“haidengshenme？haibubaojing？”
baobiaomangzhetaochushouji，bodalebaojingdianhua。
tadeshengyinyijiuneiyanggaolengjuao，jiuxiangwobeibangjiadeneigewanshang，bangfeijitadadianhua，rangtajiaoshujin，tagenbangfeishuo：“wohetameiyouguanxi，nimenzhaocuorenle。”
neiwan，wojiuyijingxinrusihui……
yigeyueqian，zaiyichangyiwaichehuohouconghunshuizhongxinglai，wobiankanjiandidilumingneizhanghaowubiaoqingdelian。