wobeiwangbao，laogongquerangwogenjianpanxiadaoqian1shoujizhendongdexiangyikebinsidezangqi，
zuihouyiciweiruodejingluanhou，chediheipingguanji。danwozhidao，neibushijieshu。ketinglisiyiyangdejijing，
zhiyouqiangshangneimianwomenjiehunshimaideshiyingzhong，zaifachudandiaode、lingrenfafengde“kada”sheng。linhui，
wodezhangfu，zuozaiwoduimiandeshafashang，meitouningchengyigechuanzi。tayijinglianxuchoulebanbaoyan，
zhenggewuzidoumimanzheyiguqiangrende、jiaozaodeyanwei。“anan，”tazhongyukaikou，
shengyinshayadexiangshibeishazhimoguo，“shiqingyijingfashenglesantian，duifangdefensihaizaizhang，
womendeshenghuoyijingyituanzao。ni……daodidasuanzenmeban？”wokanzheta。santianqian，wo，
yigehaisuanxiaoyoumingqidemeishibozhu“anan”，fabuleyitiaotandianshipin。
neijiacantingshixinjinwanghongdingliu“feichige”kaide，xuanfazuodeputiangaidi。danwochidaode，
queshibinglengdeyuzhicai，faheideshucaishala，heyizhizaitangliyouyongdecangying。worushipaile，yerushishuole。
ranhou，tianjiutale。“feichige”defensi，xiangyiqunbeitonglefengchaodehuangfeng，putiangaididixiangwoyonglai。
wodesixinbeisaibaole，pinglunqubukanrumu，congwenhouwoquanjia，daopwodeyizhao，huayangbaichu。yikaishi，
woyiweizhishiputongdewangluozhengzhi。woguandiaoshouji，xiangxunqiuanwei。linhuidangshizhengzaidayouxi，tingdaowodehua，
touyemeitai：“duodadianshi，wangluoshangbudouzheiyang？bielitamenjiuxingle。”woxinle。
woyiweilengchulishizuihaodefangshi。danwocuole。diertian，wodegerenxinxibeigualechulai。shenfenzhenghao，
shoujihao，jiatingzhuzhi，shenzhiwofumujiadedizhi，doubeiyizhangzhangtuqingqingchuchudiluoliechulai，
peishangxuehongdedazi：“**anan，chumenxiaoxin。”saoraodianhuahelajiduanxinxiangchaoshuiyiyangyonglai，
waimaihekuaidibeihuluanxiadan，duimanlewomenjiamenkou，fulanfachou。wopale。wobuganchumen，bugankaiji。
wokanzhelinhui，xiwangtanengjiwoyidianzhicheng。tazhishigengfanzaole。“douguaini！
”tadiyiciduiwotigaoleyinliang，bashoujishuaizaishafashang，“woshuolerangnibiequreneixiewanghong！nifeibuting！
xianzaihaole，wodeshoujihaoyebeixielule！wojintianbeiduoshaogemoshengdianhuasaoraolenizhidaoma？
lianwolingdaodoulaiwenwojialishibushichushile！”wodexin，zaineiyike，lianglebanjie。erxianzai，disantian，
shiqingfajiaodaoledingfeng。linhuidegongsishoudaoleyingxiang，yinweiyourenbachutashiwodezhangfu，
kaishiyouzuzhidiqutagongsideguanboxiashuafumianpinglun。tadefumu，wodegongpo，dalewushugedianhualai，
bushiguanxinwoshifouanquan，ershizebeiwo“weishenmezheimebudongshi，yingxianglelinhuideqiantu”。suoyi，
taxianzaiyongzheizhongzhiwendeyuqiwenwo：“nidaodidasuanzenmeban？”womanmanditaiqiyan，
kanzhezheigewoailewunian，jiehunsanniandenanren。tadelianshang，meiyouduiwobeiwangbaodexinteng，
meiyouduiwobeiweixiededanyou，zhiyoubeiqianliandefennuhebunaifan。“wobuzhidao，”woshuo，
“wozhishishuoleyijushihua。”“shihua？”linhuixiangshitingdaoleshenmetiandadexiaohua，tamengdizhanqilai，
yanhuidanleyidi，“anan，ninengbunengchengshuyidian？zheigeshijiebushifeiheijibaide！niyijushihua，
huilewomenxianzaianningdeshenghuo！zhidema？”“suoyinideyisishi，woyinggaiduineizhicangyingshierbujian，
ranhoukuazanneipanfaheideshalahenxinxian？”wowenta，shengyinlidaizhewozijidoumeichajuedezhandou。
“wobushizheigeyisi！”tafanzaodizaiketingliduobu，“woshishuo，nikeyiweiwanyidian！huozhegancuibiefa！
yijiacantingeryi，zhiyuma？nizhibuzhidao‘feichige’youduoshaofensi？nigentazuodui，
bushinajidanpengshitouma？”wokanzhetajiaozaodebeiying，turanjuedehenmosheng。womengangzaiyiqideshihou，
wohaishigeweiweinuonuodexiaoshixisheng，zaigongsibeilaoyuangongqianglegonglao。shiwomianqiandezheigenanren，
lazhewodeshou，gaosuwo：“biepa，shinidegonglaosheiyeqiangbuzou，bushinidewomenyebuxihan。renhuozhe，
bunengmeilezheikouqi。”shita，jiaohuilewozhengzhiheyonggan。kexianzai，yeshita，zaiwenwo，weileyijushihua，
“zhidema？”。“linhui，”woqingshengjiaota，“niwangleniyiqianshuoguodehualema？”tamengdihuitou，
yanshenlishanguoyisibuziran，danlikebeigengjiliedeqingxuyangai：“yiqianshiyiqian，xianzaishixianzai！
womenyijingbushixiaohaizile！yaoweijiatingfuze！anan，wowenni，nishibushihaixiangbazheigejiaguoxiaqu？
”zheigewentixiangyibadao，**wodexinzang。wodiantou，jihushibennengde。“hao。”tasihusonglekouqi，
zhongxinzuoxialai，shentiqianqing，yongyizhongqiansuoweiyoudeyansuyuqiduiwoshuo，“jirannixiang，
neixianzaizhiyouyigebanfanengjiejuewenti。”tadingzhewodeyanjing，yiziyijudishuo：“ni，
quji‘feichige’hetadefensi，daoqian。”2shijian，fangfozaizheiyikebeianxialezantingjian。chuangwaidexuanxiao，
wuneidezhongbaisheng，linhuizuichunkaihededongzuo，suoyoudeyiqiedoubianchengleyizhenyizhendemanjingtou。wokanzheta，
kanzhetaneizhangcengjingrangwowubixindongdelian，cikequezhijuedehuangmiu。daoqian？wobeiwangbao，beiruma，
beixieluyinsi，beisiwangweixie。xianzai，wodezhangfu，wozuiqinmideairen，
woyiweihuiyongyuanzhanzaiwoshenbiandezheigeren，rangwoqujineixieshanghaiwoderen……daoqian？woyidingshizaizuomeng。
yigewubihuangdandeemeng。“nishuoshenme？”wotingjianzijideshengyinzaiwen，gansedexiangshishengxiudeheye。
linhuisihumeiyouchajuedaowodeyichang，tayiweiwozhishimeitingqing，huozheshidanchundezhenjing。tanaizhexingzi，
shenzhifanghuanleyuqi，xiangshizaianfuyigewuliqunaodehaizi。“anan，nitingwoshuo。wozhidaoniweiqu，
danshixianzaideqingkuang，yijingbushiniyigerendeshile，zheiguanxidaowomenzhenggejia。wodegongzuo，bamadeqingjing，
haiyouwomenweilaideshenghuo。zhiyaonidaogeqian，fugeruan，shuozijidangchudecepingbugouyanjin，youdiankuada，
zaikuayikua‘feichige’dedian，zheijianshihenkuaijiuhuiguoqu。”tadunledun，sihushizaisikaocuoci，
ranhoupaochuleyigeziyiweishideyouer：“nixiangxiang，dengfengbopingxile，nidezhanghaobushihainengjixuzuoma？
daoshihouwomenzaiquchidianhaode，wobuchangni，haobuhao？”“buchangwo？”wozhongfuzhezheisangezi，
shejianchangdaoleyiguxuexingwei。“duia，”talisuodangrandishuo，“wozhidaozheijianshinishouleweiling，
danwomenshifuqi，youshihouweizheigejiaxishengyidian，shiyinggaide，duibudui？
nizongbunengyanzhengzhengkanzhewomendejiabeihuileba？”tashuodeneimeqingzhenyiqie，neimelizhiqizhuang。
fangfowojianchishuoshihua，jiushizisi。fangfowobeirenshanghai，quechengleneigeyinggaiwei“jia”xishengderen。erta，
neigebengaibaohuwoderen，quechenglequanwoxiangshibaozhexiaguide“guquandajuzhe”。wohuran，jiuxiaole。
bushiweixiao，bushikuxiao，
ershineizhongfazifeifude、kongzhibuzhude、juedeyanqiandeyiqiedouhuajidaodingdiandexiao。
wodexiaoshengzaijijingdeketinglixiandegewaituwu，shenzhiyouxieqili。linhuibeiwoxiaodeyouxiefamao，
talianshangdeneidiannaixinxunsuxiaoshi，zhongxinbeibuyuehefanzaozhanju：“nixiaoshenme？anan，
wozaigennishuozhengjingde！nizheishishenmetaidu？”“woxiaowoziji，”womanmanzhizhuxiao，
yanleiquebushoukongzhidiliulechulai，wocayelandeca，jiuzheimekanzheta，shuo，“woxiaowozhenshixialeyan，
zenmehuiyiweinihewoshizhanzaiyiqide。”“nizheihuashishenmeyisi？”linhuideliansechedichenlexialai，
“wobushizaiweinikaolvma？nandaonixiangyizhizheimebeisaoraoxiaqu？nixianglianmendouchubulema？
”“weinizijikaolv，caishizhendeba？”woyizhenjianxuedichuopoletasuoyouguanmiantanghuangdeweizhuang，“linhui，
nibushipawobeisaorao，nishipanizijibeisaorao。nibushipawochushi，nishipanidegongzuoshouyingxiang，
panibamadadianhualaimanimeibenshiguanhaolaopo！”“ni！”taxiangshibeicaidaoletongjiao，mengdizhanqilai，
zhizhewo，shouzhidouzaifadou，“jianzhishibukeliyu！woweilezheigejialaoxinlaoli，nijiushizheimexiangwode？
zainiyanliwojiushigezisizilidexiaoren？”“nandaobushima？”wozhanqilai，yutaduishi，yibubutui，
“congwangbaokaishi，niyouyijuguanxinguowodexinlizhuangkuangma？niwenguowopabupama？
nikandaowobeipdeyizhaoshi，nichuleshuoyiju‘huiqi’，haishuoguoshenme？linhui，
nimozhenizijideliangxinwenwenniziji，nizhenzhengzaihude，daodishiwo，haishinizijianwendeshenghuo？
”wodemeiyijuhua，douxiangyikedingzi，batadingsizaiyuandi。tazhanglezhangzui，queyigezidoufanbobuchulai。
ketinglizaicixianrusiji。zheiyici，liannei“kada”dezhongshengdoufangfoxiaoshile。xujiu，taxieleqiyiban，
tuirandizuohuishafa，yongshouwuzhulelian，shengyincongzhifenglimenmendichuanchulai：“anan，suanwoqiunile，
xingbuxing？jiuzheiyici，nitingwoyici。dengshiqingguoqule，wojiabeiduinihao。womenananwenwendiguorizi，
buhaoma？”tazaiqiuwo。yongyizhongtuirangde、pibeide、shiruodezitai，laiduiwojinxingdaodebangjia。
ruguoshizaisantianqian，wohuoxuhuixinruan。wohuijuedetayeburongyi，huibeitade“tuirang”suodadong，
ranhouyaxiazijisuoyoudeweiqu，qu“guquandaju”。danxianzai，buhuile。youxiedongxi，yidanposui，
jiuzaiyepinbuhuiqule。wokanzhetapibeideweizhuang，xinliyipianbinglengdechengming。yuanlai，zheiwuniandeganqing，
zheisanniandehunyin，zaitaxinli，jiushiyibikeyiweile“anwen”ersuishixishengdejiaoyi。erwo，
jiushineigekeyibeibaishanghuojiadexishengpin。“buhao。”woqingxidi，pingjingdi，shuochulezheilianggezi。
linhuimengditaiqitou，yanlimanshizhenjinghebuganzhixin。woyingzhetademuguang，yiziyijudi，
bagangcaidehuazhongfuleyibian：“woshuo，buhao。linhui，nideanwenshenghuo，wobufuzele。daoqian，
wobuhuiqu。zheigejia，ruguoxuyaowoguizhecainengweichi，neitaxianzaijiukeyihuile。”333“nifengle！
”linhuizhongyusixialesuoyouweizhuang，tachongdaowomianqian，shuangshouzhuazhuwodejianbang，yonglidiyaohuang，
yanjinglibumanlexuesi，xiangshidushulededutu。“jianganan！nishibushifengle！nizhidaonizaishuoshenmema？
huile？nishuodeqingqiao！fangzizenmeban？chezizenmeban？womendeshenghuozenmeban？nidoubuyaole？
”jianbangbeitaniedeshengteng，danwomeiyouzhengzha。wozhishipingjingdikanzheta，kanzhetayinweishikongerniuqudelian。
“linhui，zheixiedongxi，biwodezunyangengzhongyaoma？”“zunyan？”taxiangshitingdaolegenghaoxiaodexiaohua，
tasongkaiwo，zhizhezijidebizi，“zunyannengdangfanchima？zunyannengrangniwanshangshuigehaojuema？
zunyannengrangneixiejianpanxiabizuima？jianganan，woyiqianzenmemeifaxiannizheimetianzhen，zheimeyouzhi！”“shia，
”wodiandiantou，shengyinlimeiyouyisibolan，“niyemeifaxian。jiuxiangwoyiqianyemeifaxian，nizheimenuoruo，
zheimezisiyiyang。”“nizaishuoyibian！”wodehuachedidianranleta。tayangqileshou。wodexinzaineiyike，
chedichenrulegudi。womeiyouduo，shenzhimeiyoubiyan。wojiuneimezhizhidikanzheta，
kanzhetaneizhiyangzaibankongdeshou，kanzhetayanlidezhengzha、fennuhezuizhong……manmanfuxiandeqienuo。neizhishou，
zuizhonghaishimeiyouluoxialai。tafangxiale，danshuochudehua，biyigeerguanggengshangren。“hao，hao，hao，
”talianshuosange“hao”zi，yibubuhoutui，zhidaokaozhushafabei，xiangshibeichouzoulesuoyouliqi，“jianganan，
suannihen。nibushiyaozunyanma？xing，wojini。dengnibeineixierenbidezoutouwuludeshihou，nibiehuilaiqiuwo！
”taliaoxiahenhua，zhuaqichajishangdecheyaochiheshouji，zhuanshenjiuchaomenkouzouqu。“niquna？”wowen。
“wohuiwomanei！”tameiyouhuitou，shengyincongxuanguanchuanlai，“zheigejia，jirannibuyaole，
neiwoyedaibuxiaqu！nizijizaizheilishouzhenidezunyanguoquba！”“peng！”fangdaomenbeizhongzhongdishuaishang，
fachuyishengjuxiang，zhendewoermowengwengzuoxiang。zhenggeshijie，zhongyuchedianjingle。wozhanzaikongkuangdeketingzhongyang，
zhanlehenjiuhenjiu。yangguangcongmeilachuangliandechuanghuzhaojinlai，zaidibanshangtouxiayikuaimingliangdeguangban，
kongqiliyouxixiaodechenaizaifeiwu。yiqiedouhewangchangyiyang，youhaoxiangshenmedoubuyiyangle。
womanmandizoudaoshafabian，zuoxia，shentiquansuoqilai，baozhuzijidexigai。yanlei，zhongyuzaizheiyike，
wushengdijuedi。wobushiweilinhuidelikaierku。woshiweiwozijizheishiqudewunianqingchun，
zheicuofudesannianhunyin，zheibeixianshiyierguangdaxingdetianzhenerku。woyiweiwomenshizhanyou，
keyibeikaobeididiyuquanshijiedeeyi。queyuanlai，tacaishineigecongbeihoutongdao，dijiwozuizhimingyijideren。
shoujibuzhidaoshenmeshihouyouchongmanledian，beiwodiuzaishafajiaoluoli。tabuganjimodizaicizhendongqilai，
pingmuliangqi，yitiaoxindesixindanchuangtiaolechulai，shangmianshiyizhangxuelinlinde、beinveshadexiaomaodetupian，
peizhewenzi：“xiao**，zheijiushinidexiachang。”wokanzheneizhangtupian，weiliyizhenfanjiangdaohai。danzheiyici，
womeiyougandaohaipa。wodexinli，zhishengxiayizhongbinglengde、jianyingde、xiangshishitouyiyangdedongxi。linhuishuo，
dengwozoutouwuludeshihou，biequqiuta。tacuole。ren，zhiyouzaihaiyouyilaideshihou，caihuiyoujuelu。
dangyigeren，beibidaoshenhoukongwuyiren，zaiyemeiyourenhedongxikeyishiqudeshihou，tajiubuhuizaiyoujuelu。
taziji，jiushineitiaolu。wonaqishouji，wushileneixieedudezuzhou，diankaitongxunlu，
zhaodaoleyigejihucongmeilianxiguodehaoma。
yigewoyiweiwoyibeizidoubuhuibotongdehaoma——wodaxueshidexuezhang，
rujinyijingshiquanneizuiyoumingde**lvshi，qinmo。dianhuajietong，neibianchuanlaiyidaoqinglangchenwendenansheng：“wei，
nihao？”woshenxiyikouqi，yongjinquanshenliqi，rangzijideshengyintingqilaipingwenerqingxi。“qinxuezhang，shiwo，
jianganan。”“woyudaoleyixiemafan，woxiangweituoni，dayichangguansi。”4qinmodexiaolvgaodejingren。
womenyuezaiyijiayinbidekafeiguanjianmian。wodaizhekouzhaohemaozi，jihushitiezheqianggenliujinlaide。
tabidaxueshigengxianchenwen，yishenjiancaidetidexizhuang，jinsiyanjinghoudeyanshenruilierpingjing。
tameiyouduoyudehanxuan，zhijieqieruzhuti。“nideqingkuang，wolaizhiqianyijingjibenlejiele。
”tatuiguolaiyigepingbandiannao，“zheishiworangzhulizhenglide，duifangshuijundezuzhijiagou，zhuyaoyanlundeid，
yiji‘feichige’benrenhetagongsidebeijingziliao。”wokanzhepingbanshangneifenxiangjindekepadebaogao，
diyicidui“zhuanye”zheigeciyoulejuxiangderenzhi。“nidesuqiushishenme？”qinmowen。