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zhidaochuyuan,yuqingrengzairelietaolunyujialiangweiqianjin。
yuduiyuwanqingdeshengzanjieranbutongde,shiwodesishenghuobeiwumie,neiwandesimishipinfengchuanquanwang。
wobeiyuqingjikui,bimenbuchu。
zhidaoyuwanqingyaowocanjiatadedinghunyan。
weilejujue,wolianjueshidounaoqilai。
kedangtianqingchen,gulinyeduanzhebingtangxuelilaihongwo:
“xiaoxue,nidayingguowode,zainanguoyeyaohewoaodebingtangxueli......”
xiangqisangmuzhichu,taxizhiruweidepeiban,wozaiyicixiexiafangbei。
ketajingwangbingtangxuelilifanganmianyao!
“linye,nibunengbawoguaisunnvsongshangdinghunyan,tashoubulede!”
“nainaiduibuqi,kexueertairenxingle,tajingrandaoxianzaihaihewanqingzuodui!weilerangtawanghoubuzhaorewanqing,wobudebuyonggengjijindefangshibangtadongshi!”
yishizaihuilong,woyibeituidaoyanhuizhongyang。
cengjingdeshouxiabaijiangweizhewoqunchao:
“yo,zheibushiwomenshenshouwushenqinglaidehuahuatiancaishaonvma?”
“neitiangennanrenmendeduojiliea?doubawomenxiaowushendetuijihuangduange~”
“nichaoxiaotashenmeya,renjiashuobudinghundebinihao!keyoudeshidarenwuxihuancandeni,xiamiandongbule,shangmianbuhailinghuorouruandehenma......hetaneigemayiyang......”
yuanchu,yuwanqingwanzhegulinyedebei,weixiaozhezhanshangwutai。
houzheyuwoyanshenjiechu,zhiyishun,jiucangcunuokai。
wakulengchaodemuguangjulongzaiwoshenshang,jiangwotangdeqianchuangbaikong。
lianjirouweisuodetuidou**chulai,renrenxiluo。
woyizhibiezhe,kedangyuwanqingnachuneikexiangqianmanbaoshidexiuqiushi,zaiyerenbulele!
——neishangmiandebaoshi,quanshimamadeyiwu!
shashi,naozhongwanshifanyong!
womengzuanqijiupingwangwutaiza,sishengdahan:
“yuwanqing,nimenjiadangnianzaodeniewodouxiangqilaile!nibudehaosi!”
kexiaoshuchongshanglaijiangwoendao,nuhou:“yuduxue,zheishimeimeidedinghunyan,nishuashenme**piqi,haiganwumiemeimei!”
“shitahaisuoyourenbeibangjia!shitaba**womabianchengfengzi!”
wojiangyiqieqingxieerchu,yuanyiweitamenzhishaoyuanyitingwobianjie。
queduishangxiaoshuyishuanglengyingzhijideyan。
“nicongxiaomeiyoufuqin,xingziye,wochongzheni,kenijingbeiliedaoyaobanihaisidesantiaorenmingwangenrenshenshangtui!”
“neihao,wojintianjiudangzhesuoyourendemian,duiniyongjiafachengjie,haoqiuenrenkuanshunidezuinie!”
tarangrenjiangwojiaqishuanshangshizhu,chouchupidai,yibashuaizaiwozaojiufeiledetuishang!
quanwutongjue,kesuizhixilaidequruganquekuaijiangwoyanmei!
wohuangusizhou,wangxiangcengjingtengwodenainai:
“nainai,nicongxiaokuawoshanliangguaiqiao,lianniyebuxinwome?”
nainaizhiyanmiantongku:“shinainaitaizongrongni,nijiurangxiaoshuxunniyidunba!”
绝望早就浸透心脏。
可我仍最后看向他:
“gulinye,nibushishuoguoniaiwoma?nilianairendexindoudubudongle?”