xingxingxing，jiunishigedongxi。
womeigentajijiao，zhuanerdao，“duile，wozhunbeiqumaerdaifudujia。”
jiangmuhenkuaijiuhuifaxianjiangyaogenlinyeouduansilian，rangwochushouduifulinye，yuanzhubenlaijiujiduhenbudenongsilinye，zaijiangmudeshouquanxiagengjiabianbenjialidizuosi。
linyeshinanzhu，youzhujiaoguanghuande，wosuannagencongquduifuta？
我只想摆烂。
chuqudujiabibifengtoujiushiwodezuijiaxuanze。
jiangyaomeiyoufandui，taconglaijiubuguanwo，zhiyaowobiechanzhetajiuxing。
kedangwozaimaerdaifuyouxianshaitaiyangkanshencaihuolademeinvshi，quejiedaolejiangmudedianhua，tarangwomashanghuiqu。
wozaixinlibajiangyaomalehaojibian，jiubunengxiaoxinyidianbiebeinimafaxianma？zheilidemeinvwohaimeiyoukangouni。
danwohaishidinglejipiaofeihuiqu。
wogangdaojiajiujiedaolejiangyaodedianhua。
“jixiaochen，nihenqingchu，woaiderenshiaye，womenlihunba。”
woanzhuputongputongdexintiao，toutaideshihouwodoumeiyouzheimejidong，jiazhuangdandingdao，“haode。”
woshuangkuaididayingle，jiangyaoneiduanquechenmole。
wopaxinhaobuhaotameitingdaowoshuodehua，yushitixingta，“neige，lihunxieyishunizhunbeihaolema？”
jiangyaoshuo，“dengxiaworangzhulibaxieyishusongguoqujiali。”
“知道了。”
shenweizongcaidezhulibanshixiaolvziranshiwuyongzhiyide，bangexiaoshihouwonazhelihunxieyishu，kanzheshangmiandejine，xinzangkuangtiao。
我数到手指抽筋。
huabuwan，genbenjiuhuabuwan。
我狠狠咬了下唇。
嘶！好疼！
bushizaizuomeng，shizhende！
woshuashuaqianxiazijidemingzi，douzheshounajijiangyaodezhuli，“wenwennijiazongcai，nengxianzailikemashangqulinglihunzhengbu？”
zhulilengleliangmiao，shiqingdechuruzenmegentaxiangxiangdebutaiyiyang。
xianshengjiusuanbunanguo，yebuyinggaizheimekaixina。
ketahaishizhaozuo，daledianhuajijiangyao，ranhouduiwoshuo，“jiangzongshuokeyi，xianzaiguolaijienin。”
wohengzhexiaoquershanglouhuanyifu。
xialoudeshihou，zhulikanzhewo，youshiyijing。
yinweiwodabandebilingzhengdeneitianhaiyaonianqingshuaiqi。
woxiaolexiao，mashangjiuchengweichaojifuhaole，yishiganhaishiyaoyoude。
shanglechehou，jiangyaojiangwodaliangleyifan，wendao，“nidexinqinghenhao？”
wofengkuangshangyangdechunjiaoweiweijiangzhu，zhuantoukanletayiyan。
xinxiangmeicongnihuodeguoyisizhenqing，jiwopotiandefuguizenmele？
danlihunzhenghaimeiyounadaoshou，wobunengtaizhangyang，tongxinjishoudikanzheta，“yidingyaolihunma？”
guoran，tabeiwoexindaole。
jiangyaolengzheliandao，“feilibuke。”
那我就放心了。