第2章
wozaicixinglaideshihou，zhengkaiyankandaodeshifangjianlishuxidechenshe，haiyouxidierzuodeheshangshifu。
tashuangshouheshizainianjing，shenpijiashadetaxiandebaoxiangduanzhuang，zhishilianseyouxiecangbai，shaolexiexueqi。
“你醒了？”
shifufangxiaheshideshuangshoutingzhinianjing，shuangmuhuanhuanzhengkai。
wocongchuangshangpaqilai，naodaihunhunchenchende，wogangxiangwenzijishizenmehuilaide。
shifuqishenzhizhilewo，rangwobieshuohua。xianshidijiwoyiwantangyao，rangwohexiahouzaishuo。
tangyaoxiadukusedeziwei，rangwoshunjianxiangqi，canbaiyueguangxiademubei，guiyideshazi。
wogangxiangsushuozheixiehairendejingli，queyingshangshifuningzhongdemuguang。
“nipengdaoleshenmeren？tahenishuoleshenmehua？”
wodejiyishunjianshunzheshifudehuahuixiangqiyudaoshazihou，tahewoshuodediyijuhua。
无常！
dangwotuokouerchuzhihou，shifuzaicishuangshouheshidishengdao：“fuxihuoxi，amituofo......”
wobumingbaishifushuodeshishenmeyisi，gangxiangwenta，quetingtazaicishuodao：“geweishizhujinlaiba......”
gazhiyisheng，jialirentuimenerru。
nainaijibuzoudaowomianqian，wenwoyoumeiyoushangzheneier。
kanzhenainaiguanqiedeyanshen，worenbuzhubisuan。
erwobashensesumu，daizhejifenjiaojideyuqiwendao：“dashi，zheishizenmeyihuishi？”
yeyemeiyougenzhezhuiwen，babadixilejikouyanganzi，yeshizaidengshifudedaan。
shifuyaoyaotoudao：“fuhuonanliao，zheishiwawademing。yihouwuchangerzijiushitademingzi，xiwangtacongcizhonghuoxinsheng，bushouwaidaozirao。”
wobashigecaohanzi，yitingwoyaogaimingzidunshijiubiebuzhu，bozishangbaoqiqingjin。
gangyaofazuo，quebeiyeyelanxiale。
“nigeerlengzi！meitingjiandashishuodema？”
“die！tayaorangwazigaimingkeyi，gaishenmemingbuhao，yaoheneilaofentoutongming！”
yeyetaishoujiuyongyanganziqiaolewobayiji，dashengchihedao：“dashiziranyoudashidedaoli，nibeikunzaijiaolinsheixiangbanfajiudeni？！”
wobawuzhenaodaitengdeziyaliezui，beiyeyebizheheshifudaoqian，keshiwobayijiubufuqi，zuishangdunangjiju。
kenengshiqifenyouxiejiang，shifurangwobaheyeyechuquzaishuo，rangwohaohaoxiuxi。
tamenzoulezhihou，wowennainai，woshibushiyaogaimingzi。
nainaidekoujingheyeyeyiyang，yiqieanzhaoshifushuodelai。
suihoutawenwo，weishenmepaodaoneizuogufen？
shuoqigufenwomashangxiangqishazi，woxinyouyujididuinainaishuo。
wokandaoshazichisirenrou！
wobajingguoshuoleyibian，nainaishuowoyinggaishikanhuayanle。neizuogufenshaoshuoyoujishinianle，limiandegutoudounengdagu。
“yaobushishazijiwomendailu，padaoxianzaidoumeizhaodaonini。”
zheimeshuolai，haishishazizhaorenjiudewo？
keshixiangdaoshazineiguiyideyangzi，huotuotuoyigelaoshanyao，tazhaorenjiuwo？
woxiangbumingbai，ganjuehounaoshaomamade，shenshounaoyixia，ganjueyigucitong。
wotengderenbuzhuciya，nainaiwenwozenmele，bangwokankanhoumian，taxintongdishuodao“aiya，zenmedouzhongle？”
zheishihouwocaixiangqi，zaineizuofentou，chuleshazi，haiyoulingwaiyigeren，wohenainaishuoqizheijianshi。
nainaiqueshuobukeneng，neigefentoushigejuehufen，meishisheihuiqunaer？
juehufen，jiushimeihourenjibaidegufen。
keshi，neifentoushiyoutiaorengongdalideshanluzhuanmenjinqude，kanzhegenbenbuxiangmeiyouhourenxianghuodeyangzi。
nainaikanwoxiangdechushen，quanwobuyaoxiangtaiduo，haohaoyanghaoshenti。
wanghoudejitianli，yuanbenwobabutongyiwogaiming，houlaiyebuzhidaoshenmeyuanyindayingle。
zhishi，wobajiuxiangbianlegeren，yuanbenhuajiubuduodetabiandegengjiachenmoguayan。meitiankangzheyibafutoushangshan，wanshangbeizheyiduichaihehuilai，zhidaozhenggeyuanzidouduidemanmande。
yeyemata，“jiuxiangtoujuelv！”
wuchangzheigeming，bijingheneiweigufenmuzhurentongming。duoshaohaishiyouxiejihui，yeyenalegezhuyi，jiwosuilegexing。
yinweiworulefomen，yeyerangwosuifoxing，xiwangnengyoufojiabiyou。
fowuchang，jiushiwodequanming。
yinweiwodabingyichang，youshoulejing。shentiyangleyiduanshijian，jialirencairangwoqushangxue。jiwohuanlesuolijiajishigonglidejisuxuexiao。
chulelijiayuanyidian，wohaibixusuishihaidaizheyeyecongbajiaolindaihuilaideyinzhuozi。
youciwodibuguotongxuechaoxiaowodaizhuozihenniang，wochangshiquxiazhuozi，daolediertianzaoshang，wodeshenshangjihudoushiyuqingdeqiahen。woyoujingyoupa，duozaisushelibuganqujiaoshi。
zhidaoshangwu，banzhurenheshenghuolaoshicaizaisushezhaodaowo，quanshenbumanyuqingdewo。
laoshitongzhilejialiren，wobaheyeyeganleguolai，dangshitamenshenmedoumeishuo，daizhewojiuhuijiale。
zhishirangwohuijiadailejitianzhihou，jiuyoujiwozhongxinanpaileyisuoxuexiao，tongyangshijisuxuexiao，danlijiagengyuan。
songwoquxuexiaodeshihou，wobameilai。yeyezaixiaomenqiandingzhuwo。
“wazi，zhuozinengbaonipingan，wanwanbunengdiu！”
youguozheicidejingli，woshibuganzaiquxiazhuozi。
woyiweizhiyaotinghuadaishangzhuozi，rizijiuhuipingjingxialai。
keshi，yigezaodongdeyewan，youyouxiebutongxunchangqilai。
yeshenrenjingxia，woganjueqixuefanteng，simengfeimengjianyimingnvzichuxianzaiwomianqian，sihushiwomenbandebanhua，yousihushiyimingsicengxiangshidemeiyannvzi，fubaishengxuefengyaoyingyingyiwo，hetaxianghuchupengjian，sihuzhenggerendouyaobeitaronghua。keshi，daolezuihouguantou，wobeiyizhongqiguaidewengwengshengchaoxing。
dangxinglaideshihou，datuineicebuzhidaoshenmeshihou，beiyinshangjigeyuqingdeyinji。
zheijianshi，womeiyouhejialirenjiang。yinweizheijianshiyouxienanyiqichi。jiashangxindilihaiyouzhongmomingdeqidai。
zhibuguo，zicongneicizhihou，jiumeiyoufashengguozheiyangdeshiqing。
suizheshijiantuiyi，jiashangxueyefanzhongmanmandi，zheijianshiqingjihuyaobeiwodanwang。
daowoshangdaerdeshihou，yitianwoyuelexiaoxuemeizhunbeichifankandianying，linchumendeshihounaoduzi，zaisusheloudeweishengjiandundetuidoumale，zuihouyinweilatuoshui，yundaozaicesuoli。
woyundaoshimimihuhukandaoyanqianzhanzhegehongseshenying，yebuzhidaoshihuanjuehaishizhenshi，tingdaoyichuanyinlingbandexiaosheng，suihouwochedirenshibuzhi。
xinglaihou，zhenggexuexiaodouchuanbianwoyundaozaicesuolide“guanghuishiji”，zheishirangwoqiulehenzhangyiduanshijian，erneigecenghewoyuehuidexiaoxuemei，womenzhijianyebulelezhi。
biyezhihoucanjiagongzuo，jialirenrangwoliuzaichenglishangban。congchuzhongdaoxianzai，jihudoushijushaoliduo。
erzuotian，wojiedaoyitongyeyedaguolaidedianhua。
“wazi，qianwanbuyaohuilai！”
yeyeshuowanzheijuhua，jiucongcongguaduandianhua。wozaidaguoqu，tingdaodequeshiyizhenmangyin。
daguoquhaojicidoushiyiyangdejieguozhihou，wodeshoujizaicixiangqi。
wozaicijieqidianhua，shinainaidaguolaide，wohaimeiyoukaikou，nainaidaizheshayadeshengyinshuodao。
niyeyezoule......
woxinliruzaoleiji，ganggangcaiheyeyetongguodianhua，zenmehui？！
woxinliyouwushugeweishenme？keshixianzaiwobugandaiman，jimangmailezuizaodechepiao，ganmanghuijia。
lushangwoshizaixiangbumingbai，yeyeweishenmeburangwohuiqu。