第二章

yebanshifen,tayehuibaozhewo,yiciyouyicijiaowo“qingqing”。neishidewo,yiweizheifentianmihuiyongyuanxiaqu。kebuguoyinian,caiyuejiuhuilaile,wohetakuguo,shengguoqi,shuaiguodongxi,shenzhidixiatoukukuaiqiuta。quewulunwozuoshenme,doubudicaiyueyigeqingpiaopiaodeyanshen。houlai,guxuananhuijiadecishuyuelaiyueshao。wohetajianmian,bushizailengzhan,jiushizaichaojia。mingmingzuocuoshiderenbingbushiwo,rifuyirishoudaochengfadequeshiwo。neishi,wocaimingbai,buai,jiushibuai。dierxuanze,yongyuanshidierxuanze。womingmingweizheifenaifuchuleneimeduo,dedaodequequanshitongku。wokaishibiandebuganxin。jiranguxuananyidiandoubuxihuanwo,weishenmebuyikaishijiutuikaiwo?mingmingshitazijishuo,taxihuanwo,xianghewojiehunde。keweishenmetahuilaihou,youhaobuyouyutuikaiwo?wolinqing,daodisuanshenme?wunianjialiangnian,sheiyouyigeyouyigeshenaideqinian。zhongyu,woyinaishenghen,falekuang,zhixianghetamentongguiyujin,shenzhifangqilezijideshengming。xianzaixiangxiang,zhenshigechetoucheweideshagua。woqishen,zoudaojingzimianqian。jingzhongdewo,haimeiyouyinianhouniuqudemianpang,meiyoujihendebiaoqing,yiranshineigedajiachengsongde,tianjingyouyadelinjiaqianjin。jintianqueshishijinianri。danbushishenmejiehunzhounianjinianri,ershiwozhongshengdejinianri。wozaiyebuhuishale,yebuhuizhongdaofuzhe。zheiyici,wohuiweiziji,haohaohuoyici。

wotiaoxiachuang,jiguimimiaomiaodalegedianhua,yuetachulai。wanshangqidian,woliangzhanzaibenshizuidadejiubamenqian。miaomiaoyanshenfuzadikanzhewo,“niquedingyaojinqu?”wodiandiantou。jiubalirenaojile。wobingbushilaihejiude,ershilaizhaorende。wanshang10dian,miaomiaosihuoyaolawozou。“nidaodiyaozhaosheia?mingtianzaizhaobuxingma?”miaomiaopopoyijingjitadale5gedianhua,wobuxiangrangtataiweinan,bianxianhetayiqixiangwaizou,zhunbeirangtaxianhui,wozaijiubamenkoushouzhudaitu。jieguocaizoudaojiubamenkou,yigenandaxueshengturanchuxianzaiwomianqian。“jiejie,woshigebiadade……wozailimianjiukannihaojiule,neng,nengbunengrenshiyixia……”woyixiazilengzhule。miaomiaozouguolai,“xiaogebiexiangle,tajiehunle……”“nishibushiqueqian?”wowen。“wo……”xiaonanshenglengzhule。wodakaishoujierweima,“jiawoweixinba,nixuyaodehua,keyihewoliaoliao。queqianqianwanbuyaozhaobieren,yidingzhaowo,wohenyouqian,keyijinihenduoqian。”“linqingnishizhongxielema?”miaomiaoyanjingdoukuaidengchulaile。xiaonanshengzhizhiwuwu。womeirangtayoujujuedejihui,zhijienaguotadeshouji,saoleerweima,dianletongguo,dijita。“yidinglianxiwo。”“qingqinga……”miaomiaoliandoulvle,pinmingzaizhuaiwo,“nishibushiheduole,nizhidaozijizaiganmama?”“wodangranzhidao,tashi……”“linqing!”wodeshouwanturanbeimengdizhuazhu。wolengzhu,huitou,juranshi……guxuanan?tazenmehuizaizheili?“nidaodizaiganshenme?!”tadeshengyin,daizhenanyandenuqi。ertashenhoubuyuanchuzhanzhede,shicaiyue。

huidaojiali,caishiwanshang11dian。guxuananjiwodiguolaixingjiuyao。woyaoyaotou,“douhenishuole,womeiheduoshao。”tajingjingdikanlewoyihuier。“linqing,nizheiyangziyouyisima?”wotaiqitou,bumingsuoyikanzheta。“guyirangchenmiaojiwofaxiaoxishuonizaijiuba,ranhouzaiwomianqianheneinandeyanneiyichu。”tadeyuqihenleng,“neinandeyeshinigude?nijiufeidezheiyangma?”wochenmodikanzheta。miaomiaogujishikanwojinwanbudaduijing,youxiedanxin,caifaxinxiheguxuananshuoleyisheng,kezheizhongshuoci,tadingranbuhuixin。