shijianfangfozaizheiyikebeidongjiele。
wobamadebiaoqing，shiwozheibeizijianguozuijingcaidexiju。tamenlianshangdexueseyirouyankejiandesudutunqu，zuibabanzhangzhe，xiangshiliangtiaobeirengshangandeyu，tulaodixidong，quefabuchurenheshengyin。
“bu……bukeneng……”womalvxiandapolesiji，tadeshengyinjianruidexiangzhijiahuaguoboli，“nizaihushuobadao！nizheige……nizheigebuxuewushudefeiwu，nizenmekenengdongzheixiedongxi！zheiyidingshijiade！shiniweizaode！”
wobaxiangshibeidianxingleyiyang，mengdiyipaizhuozi，selineirendihoudao：“meicuo！weizaoguojizhuanli，zheishizhongzui！linmo，nizhenshifengle！weilejinizijilianshangtiejin，nishenmeshidougandechulai！”
tazuishangzheimehouzhe，danyanshenlidehuangluanquechumaileta。tashigeshangren，jiusuanbudongjishu，yemingbaiyifenlaizimeiguozhuanlijude、daizhegangyinhebianmadeguanfangwenjianyiweizheshenme。tagengmingbai，ruguozheifenwenjianshizhende，neimetayinyiweiaodenver，neigebeimeitichuipengshangtiande“tiancaishaonv”，jiushiyigechetoucheweide、piaoqieqingegechengguodexiaotou。
zheigekenengxing，biwokao1fengengrangtakongju，gengrangtawufajieshou。
womeiyoulihuitamendepaoxiao，zhishijiangmuguangtouxianglelinwei。
她已经完全崩溃了。
tatanzuozaiyizishang，shentidoudexiangqiufengzhongdeluoye。neizhangzongshiguazhewanmeiweixiaodelian，cikehaowuxuese，zuichunduosuozhe，yanleidakedakediwangxiadiao，queliankushengdoufabuchulai。neishiyizhongbeichedijikuade、wushengdejuewang。
“weiwei，nishuohuaa！”womapuguoqubaozhuta，xiangshizhuazhulezuihouyigenjiumingdaocao，“nigaosuma，tashuodebushizhende！neigeshenmelunwen，shinizijixinxinkukuxiechulaide，duibudui？”
linweideshentizaiwomadehuailijuliediyizhan，tataiqitou，yongyizhonghunhezhekongju、xiuchiheaiqiudeyanshenkanzhewo。taxiangrangwofouren，xiangrangwoshuozheizhishiyigewanxiao，yigeweilebaofujiarenerkaideeliewanxiao。
woyingzhetademuguang，huanhuandiyaoleyaotou。
“ge……”tazhongyufachuleshengyin，xiruowenying，daizheposuidekuqiang，“qiuni……”
zheiyisheng“qiuni”，xiangyibingzhongchui，chedijisuilewofumuxinzhongzuihouyidaofangxian。
wobaliangqiangzhehoutuiyibu，yi**zuohuiyizishang，yanshenkongdongdikanzhezhuomianshangdeneifenzhuanlizhengshu。tabushishazi，tazhidao，yiqiedouwanle。linweide“tiancai”guanghuan，linjiaderongyao，zaizheiyike，bianchengleyigetiandadexiaohua。
“weishenme……”wobanannanziyu，takanzhewo，yanshenlibuzaishifennu，ershiyizhongquanrandemoshenghebujie，“nimingming……nimingmingkeyi……”
taxiangshuo，nimingmingkeyikaoshangqingbei，nimingmingkeyichengweiwomendejiaoao，weishenmeyaoyongzheizhongfangshi，huidiaoyiqie？
“yinwei，”woshouqineifenwenjian，yuqipingjingdexiangshizaichenshuyigekeguanshishi，“woxuyaonahuishuyuwodedongxi。yiji，qinglidiaoyixiebushuyutadedongxi。”
wodemuguangsaoguolinwei，taxiangshibeiwodeyanshencitong，mengdidixiatou，balianshenshendimaijinwomadehuaili，fachuyayiertongkudewuyan。
“ni……nizheigenizi！”wobazhongyucongzhenjingzhongzhaohuileyisishuyufuqinde“weiyan”，tazhizhewo，shouzhiyinjidongerzhandou，“nihuile**mei！nibatadeqiantuchedihuile！”
“huile？”woqingxiaochusheng，“wozhishinazouleyuanbenjiubushuyutadeguanghuaneryi。ruguolianzheidiandajidouchengshoubuzhu，neitaweilaidelu，kongpayezoubuleduoyuan。zhenzhengdetiancai，shitoubuzoude。”
“你……”
wobahaixiangshuoshenme，yizhenjicudeshouji**daduanleta。
shijialidezuoji。zaizheigerenrendouyoushoujideniandai，huidazheigedianhuade，tongchangdoushiyixiebijiaozhengshidedanweihuozhebushuxidezhangbei。
womayibiananfuzhelinwei，yibianbunaifandizouguoqujieqidianhua。
“wei？nawei？”tadeyuqihenchong。
dianhuaneitousihushuolexieshenme，womadebiaoqingshunjianbianle，taxiayishiditingzhileyaobei，shengyinyebiandekeqiqilai：“ee，ninhaoninhao！qingwenninshi……”
tawuzhuhuatong，zhuanguotou，lianshangdaizheyisiyayibuzhudejingxihekunhuo，duilinweishuo：“weiwei！shiqinghuadaxuezhaoshengbandalaide！zhaonide！”
“qinghua！”wobadeyanjingyeshunjianliangle，fangfozainishuishikandaoleyisouchuan。duia，jiusuanlunwenshijiade，keshengzhuangyuandefenshushizhende！zhiyaonengjinqinghua，yiqiedouhaiyouwanhuideyudi！
tajihushiqiangyiyangdicongwomashouliduoguodianhua，duizhehuatongluchulechanmeidexiaorong：“wei！ninhaoninhao！woshilinweidefuqin，linguodong。duiduidui，wonverjiushijinniandeshengzhuangyuan，718fen……”
raner，dianhuaneitouderensihudaduanletadehua。
wobalianshangdexiaorongninggule，ta“ng？”leyisheng，ceerzixitingzhe，lianshangdebiaoqingcongjingxi，daoyihuo，zaidaofeiyisuosi。
“nin……ninshuoshenme？”tananyizhixindifanwen，“ninzhaolinmo？ninquedingma？lin……mo？”
tabawodemingziniandegewaiguguai，fangfoneishiyigetacongweitingguodecihui。
ketinglizaicixianruyipiansiji。
linweitingzhilekuqi，mengditaiqitou，manyandoushibukesiyi。womayelengzaileyuandi。
wobajuzhedianhua，daidaidikanzhewo，ranhoujixiedibatingtongdileguolai。
wozouguoqu，jieguodianhua。
“nihao，woshilinmo。”
“linmotongxue，nihao！”dianhuaneitouchuanlaiyigechenwenruyadenanzhongyin，shuodeshiyikouliulidezhongwen，dandaizheyisiqingweidewaiguokouyin，“woshisulishilianbangligongxueyuan，rengongzhinengshiyanshideailun·boke。maomeizhidian，xiwangmeiyoudaraodaoni。”
sulishilianbangligongxueyuan。aiyinsitandemuxiao，shijiedingjiandeligongkedaxue。
wopieleyiyanqiangshangdeshiyingzhong，xianzaishiouzhoushijianzhongwu。kanlai，puluomixiusineibianyijingbawodeziliaotongbuguoqule。
“bokejiaoshou，ninhao。”wodeyuqihenpingjing，“womeiyoubeidarao。”
“neijiuhao。”ailun·bokejiaoshoudeshengyinlidaizheyisixiaoyi，“nide‘chaijunmao’suanfa，wokanguole。feichang……zenmeshuoni，feichangjingyan。tawanmeidijiejuelewomenzai‘puluomixiusi’xiangmuzhongyudaodeyigeguanjianpingjing。nidedaoshi，‘puluomixiusi’benren，duinizanbujuekou。”
“他过奖了。”
“bu，tameiyou。”bokejiaoshoudeyuqibiandeyansuqilai，“suoyi，wodaibiaoshiyanshi，zhengshixiangnifachuyaoqing。womenxiwangninengjikejiaruwomendetuandui，bushizuoweixuesheng，ershizuoweihexinyanjiuyuan。nideyiqieruxueshouxuheqianzhengwenti，womendouhuiyizuigaoyouxianjiweinijiejue。dangran，nijianghuodequanejiangxuejin，yijiyifen……zuyirangnizaisulishiguoshangtimianshenghuodexinshui。”
tashuodeyundanfengqing，danzaiwoshenpangtoutingdejiarenerzhong，buyayuyilianchuandejinglei。
qinghuazhaoshengban？bu，zheibiqinghuazhaoshengbantingqilaiyaolihaideduo。
shijiemingxiao，jiaoshouqinzizhidian，bushidangxuesheng，ershidangyanjiuyuan，haijixinshui！
zheimeiyigeci，douzaifengkuangdichongjizhewofumuneizaoyiguhuadeshijieguan。
“womingbaile。”womeiyoubiaoxianchurenhejidong，“wohuijinkuaichulihaozheibiandeshiqing。”
“henhao。womensulishijian，lin。”
“sulishijian，jiaoshou。”
我挂断了电话。
zhenggeketinganjingdenengtingdaobicidexintiaosheng。
wobahaibaochizheneigedidianhuadezishi，xiangyizunshihuadediaoxiang。womazhangzhezui，yanshendaizhidizaiwolianshanghedianhuajizhijianlaihuiyidong。
linweikanzhewo，yanshenliyijingbushijuewang，ershiyizhongchedide、wulideyangwang。tazhongyumingbaile，womenzhijiandechaju，bushifenshu，bushijiangxiang，ershiweidu。dangtahaizaiweikaoshangqinghuaerzhanzhanzixishi，woyijingzaiheshijiedingjiandekexuejiatanluntamendouwufajiejuedenanti。
“gangcai……gangcaineishishei？”wobadeshengyinganseshaya，fangfoyiyezhijianlaoleshisui。
“yigexuexiaodejiaoshou。”woqingmiaodanxiedihuida。
“shenmexuexiao？shenmeyanjiuyuan？”womazhuiwendao，“linmo，nidaodihaiyouduoshaoshimanzhewomen？nineige1fen……nineigegaokaochengji，daodishizenmehuishi？”
zheicaishitamenzuiwufalijiededifang。yigenengbeishijiemingxiaojiaoshoukanzhongde“tiancai”，zenmehuikaochu1fenzheizhongchengji？zheiwanquanbufuheluoji。
wozoudaowodefangmenkou，tingxiajiaobu，huitoukanzhetamen。
“很简单。”
wokanzhetamensanzhangxiemankunhuohezhenjingdelian，huanhuanshuochuleneigezuyidabaitamenrenzhideshishi。
“yinweiwodekaoshi，conglaijiubushineizhangjuanzi。”
“wodekaoguan，yebushinimenrenweideneixieren。”
“nei1fen，bushiwodefenshu，ershiwojiaojuandexinhao。yigegaosuwodeshijie，‘wozhunbeihaole’dexinhao。”
shuowan，wobuzailihuitamenshihuabandebiaoqing，zhuanshenhuifang，guanshanglemen。
womeiyoutaiduodongxiyaoshoushi，jijianhuanxideyifu，yibubijibendiannao。zuizhongyaodedongxi，douzaiwodenaozili，heneigemeiyourenhebiaozhideheiseshoujili。
wolakaichouti，nachuzaoyizhunbeihaodehuzhaoheshenfenzhengjian。
dayuebanxiaoshihou，wolazheyigexiaoxiaodexinglixiang，zoulechulai。
ketingli，tamenhaiweichizhegangcaidezitai，fangfoyichanghuangdanjudeluomuchangjing。
我走到门口换鞋。
“niyaoquna？”wobadeshengyincongbeihouchuanlai，daizheyisitazijidoumeichajuedaodezhandou。
“苏黎世。”
“women……womenbutongyi！”womajianjiaodao，“nibunengzou！nibahuashuoqingchu！”
“meishenmehaoshuodele。”wochuanhaoxie，lakaifangmen。
“zhanzhu！”wobazhongyubaofale，tachongguolai，duzaimenkou，shuangyanchihongdidengzhewo，“niyaoshiganzouchuzheigemen，yihoujiubiezairenwomen！womenlinjiameiyounizheiyangdeerzi！woyifenqiandoubuhuizaijini！”
zheishitazuihoudewuqile，yeshitazuoweifuqin，nengduiwoshijiade、zuiyanlidechengfa。
wokanzheta，huranxiaole。
wocongkoudailitaochuneibuheisedeshouji，diaochuyigejiemian，didaotamianqian。neishiyigeruishiyinxingdezhanghuyemian，shangmianyizhangchuandeshuzi，zuyirangtaneijiaxiaogongsidezongzichan，douxiandexianggexiaohua。
“ba，”wodiyiciyongzheimepingjingdeyuqijiaota，“niyiweiwozheijinian，zhendezhishizaiwanyouxima？”
ranhou，woshouhuishouji，kanzhetahetashenhoutongyangzhenjingdewoma，shuochulezuihouyijuhua。
“duile，wanglegaosunimen。neifenzhuanli，woyijingshouquanjiguigudeyijiakejijutoule。guangshichuqideshouquanjin，jiuzugoumaixiawomenxianzaizhudezheidonglou。suoyi……xiexienimenzheishibaniandeyangyuzhien。”
shuowan，wobuzaikantamenlianshangneifushijieguanchedibengtadebiaoqing，ceshenraoguodailizaiyuandidefuqin，lazhexinglixiang，zouchulezheigewoshenghuoleshibaniandejia。
menzaiwoshenhou“kada”yishengguanshang，jiangsuoyoudepaoxiao、kuqihezhenjing，dougejuezailelingyigeshijie。
waimiandezoulanghenanjing，xiayedefengcongchuanghuchuijinlai，daizheyisiliangyi。
wonachushouji，jineigemingwei“puluomixiusi”delianxirenfaleyitiaoxinxi。
“qijuyiqing，zhunbeidengji。”
tachujiamendeneiyike，womeiyouhuitou。
shenhouneigecengjingbeichengzuo“jia”dekongjian，liantonglimianderenheshi，douxiangbeiyidaowuxingdeqianggekai，xunsuzaiwoderenshengzhongtunse、yuanqu。womeiyousihaoliulian，shenzhigandaoyizhongqiansuoweiyoudeqingsong，fangfoxiexialeyifudaileshibaniandechenzhongliaokao。
wojiaoleyiliangwangyueche，zhibenjichang。lushang，wodeheiseshoujizhendongleyixia，shipuluomixiusidehuixin，yijiushitaneijianjiedaolengkudefengge。
“hangbanxinxiyifasongzhinideyouxiang。luodihou，bokejiaoshouhuipairenjieni。”
wodiankaijiamiyouxiang，dianzijipiaohexiangguanwenjianyijingjingjingtangzaineili。toudengcang，shiergexiaoshihoucongjingchengguojijichangqifei，zhifeisulishi。
xiaolvgaodekepa，queyouzaiqinglizhizhong。
duiyutamenneigejibiedexiangmueryan，shijian，yuanbijinqianbaogui。
sijiconghoushijinglidaliangzhewo，yigechuanzheputongtxuniuziku，lazhexiaoxinglixiangdenianqingnanhai，queyaoquguojichufahangzhanlou。tadagaibawodangchenglechuguoliuxuedefuerdai。
“xiaoxiongdi，quliuxuea？”tadahuadao。
“suanshiba。”wosuikouyingleyiju。
“zhenlihai，zheimexiaojiuyigerenchuguochuangdang。qunageguojiaa？”
“瑞士。”
“eyo，ruishihaoa！fengjingpiaoliang，fuliyouhao！”sijihenjiantan，“woerziyaoshiyouniyibanchuxijiuhaole，tajinnianyegaokao，kaodeyitahutu，chousiwole。”
woxiaolexiao，meiyoujiehua。
yitahutu？kongpazaihutu，yehutubuguowode“1”fen。
shijiedebeihuanbingbuxiangtong，meigerendouzaizijideguidaoshangzhengzha、qianxing。wocengjingdeguidao，shiweizhuang、yinrenhedengdai。erxianzai，wozhongyukeyiqiehuandaoneitiaozhenzhengshuyuwode、tongwangxingchendahaidesaidao。
woxianshizuogaotiequlejingcheng。zaigaotiezhandeguibinxiuxishili，wojiedaoleyigeyixiangbudaodedianhua。
是林薇打来的。
tadeshengyintingqilaiyichangsiyahepibei，xiangshidakuleyichang，youhuozheshiyiyemeishui。
“nizaina？”takaimenjianshandiwen。
“zaiqujichangdelushang。”womeiyouyinman。
dianhuaneitouchenmolehenjiu，jiudaowojihunengtingdaotawenluandehuxisheng。
“neifenzhuanli……shinishenmeshihouzuode？”tazhongyuwenchulekou，shengyinlidaizheyisibugan。
“高一下学期。”
“gaoyi……”tanannanziyu，shengyinlichongmanlekuse，“suoyi，congneigeshihoukaishi，nijiu……nijiuyizhizaikanwodexiaohua，duima？kanwoxianggexiaotouyiyang，nazhenidedongxidaochuxuanyao，zhanzhanzixi？”
“womeineimeduoxiangongfu。”**zaishafashang，kanzhechuangwaifeisudaotuidejingwu，“wozhishizaizuowozijideshi。zhiyuninaleshenme，zuoleshenme，neishinidexuanze，yuwowuguan。”
“yuniwuguan？”tadeshengyindouranjianliqilai，“zenmehuiyuniwuguan！nimingmingzhidaoyiqie，queyijuhuadoubushuo！niyanzhengzhengdikanzhewozoucuolu，kanzhebamabasuoyoudexiwangdoujituozaiwoshenshang！linmo，niweishenmezheimecanren？”
wohuranjuedeyouxiehaoxiao。
“linwei，nishibushigaocuoleshenme？”wodeyuqilenglexialai，“diyi，dongxishinizijitoude，bushiwosaijinide。dier，wotixingguoni，buzhiyici。wowenguoni，lunwenlidehexinluojinizhendelijiema？nidangshishizenmehuidawode？nishuo，‘ge，niyigelianmonikaodoujinbulenianjiqianyibaideren，jiubiecaoxinwozheigequanshengdiyidexinle’。haijidema？”
dianhuaneitoushunjianmeileshengyin。
shide，wotixingguota。zaitanazheneipianlunwenchugao，zaiwomianqianxuanyao，shuotajijiangpingcinadaoshilichuangxindasaijinjiangshi，wowenguota。
ketadangshikanwodeyanshen，jiuxiangzaikanyigebuzilianglideshazi。neizhongfaziguzilideyouyueganhebiyi，wozhijinjiyiyouxin。
“disan，”wojixushuo，“woderensheng，weishenmeyaoweinidecuowumaidan？zainixiangshouzhebushuyuniderongyu，jieshouzhemeiticaifang，beibamapengzaishouxindeshihou，niyoumeiyouxiangguo，neixiedongxibeihouzhenzhengdezhuren，zhengzaibeitamendangchenglajiyiyangduidai？xianzai，wozhishinahuilewodedongxi，nijiujuedewocanrenle？”
“wo……”tabeiwodudeyakouwuyan。
“linwei，shouqinineitaokexiaodeshouhaizheluojiba。”wozhanqishen，zhunbeidengji，“nibushishujilewo，nishishujilenizijidetanlanhexurong。nihaoziweizhi。”
shuowan，wozhijieguaduanledianhua，ranhoujiangtadehaomalajinleheimingdan。
wobuxiangzaiheguoquyourenhejiuchan。
shiergexiaoshidefeixing，wojihuquanchengdouzaishuimianzhongduguo。woxuyaorangwodedanaodedaochongfendexiuxi，yinweiwozhidao，dengdaiwode，jiangshiqiansuoweiyoudetiaozhan。
feijijiangluozaisulishikeluotengjichangshi，tianseweiming。
wozouchudaodadating，yiyanjiukandaoleyigejuzhepaizideren。paizishangmeiyouxiewodemingzi，ershihuazheyizhiliezuiweixiaodemao——qieshemao，wozaineigeshijiededaihao。