第4章 你还想去上学吗?

姐姐!

meicuo,wojueduibuhuikancuode。

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danshi,wozhidao,tajiushiwojiejie。

这就够了。

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wodianlediantou:“zheixiebianyi……”

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“qitadeqianni,nimaileshenme?”

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“我家穷。”

ranhou,zhangxiyaowenchuleyijurangwoshenzidouzaizhanlidehua:“xufei,nihaixiangqushangxuema?”