第一章

“a……buyao,jiangche。”

shengmanshuiwudeshuangmouzhujianshijiao,zhiliposuidekushengdaizheqingchuan。

jiangchededongzuoshifenculu,sihaobuguanwodeganshou,suiyidefaxie。

wotianshengjiubiyibandeomegayaomingancuiruo。

meiliangfenzhong,tadezhifujiurang***dejifuranshangyicengqingzi,kanzheyouxiehairen。

ruguoshipingshi,wodouhuiguaiguaipeihe。

keshi,woxiangqileyishengduiwoshuodehua。

wodalidetuisangzhejiangche,shiturangtaqingxing。

erjiangchezaoyixianruleyiganqi,buduandeshifangzhenongyudexinxisu,yaogouwohuiying。

wofumoshangzijideyaofu,shilehendajing,tuikaileta。

jiangchegaodadeshenzilongzhaochengyipianyinying,woquansuozaijiaoluo。

taxinghongdeyan,yushizhewohuishoudaogengmengliedechengfa。

wobeitayizhangyazhe,yaofudizaiqiangshang。

zaitadongzuokuaiyaopushanglaishi,wodeshengyinweiruo,lianshangbuzijuederanshangxiyue。

“ache,womenyouhaizile!”

jiangcheturanjiubudongle,xiangmanpenlengshuipomieletadezaore。

caijinjinyishun,taweishandemouzidaizhehenli。

“shenjianan,sheixihanheniyouhaizi!zhenexin!”

tadehuashenshendecitonglewo,rangwozhengkexinbeihenhenniesui。

tashenshangkuangzaodeqixigengshen,longzhaodeyinyinggengchen。

tasihutielexinxiangcuihuishenme。

woxiang,tayinggaishibuxihuanneigehaizide。

keshi,lianyinbushitadayingdema?

neiwanshang,buyeshitazhudongdema?

tayigedianhuadaleguolai,wolikepaoxiashoushangdeshiyanqujieren。

manshenjiuqideta,yazhewodaozaichuangshang,woxiangdaoletayiwangdelengyanlengyu。

wobugandouliu,congmangyaozou,taqueqiazhewodeyao,fushenzaiwodebozichusiyao,zuijiaofanqilengxiao。

“fuqinbujiushisongnilaitijiangjiafanyanhoudaima?nizaizheijiwozhuangshenme?”

wojiangshuangshoudizaixiongqian,henrenzhendewenta,shibushizuohaojuedingyaohewozaiyiqile。

tashuo:“zheiyoushenmefenbie,fanzhengnideshimingjiushilaitiwofanyanhoudai!”

jiuzheiyang,tabuguwodeqiurao,henhendijiangwodeyiqiangreqingfensui。

lichizaicikenzaiwobozishang,neiwandeemengzaicixilai。

mingmingwohetadexinxisupipeidudadao80%,yinggaishibicidouhuihenyuyue。

kepianpian,zheiyigeyuelai,woxiangzhelezhidemeigui,shuifengankudebeirengzaijiaoluo,duzichuisizhengzha。

zaiyicibeishuaikai,wodeyaofujingzhizhuangdaolechuangwei,woxiayishiyongshouqudang,shoubeiyijinghongzhongyipian。

duzishichouchuzhejiutong,wopazhequxunjiangche。

heianli,wokandaotadedianhuaweiweizhendong,tabudaoyimiaojieqilai。

haimeilaidejicheshangtadeyibai,tafengfenghuohuodezhanqishenwangwaichong。

yinyinyueyue,wohaitingjiantawenshengxiyudeqinghong。

“ahuai,nibiepa,wozheijiulai,nihehaizidouhuihaohaode。”

danaoshunjianbiandekongbai,shentishiyizhibuzhudezhandou。

“tashishei!luxinghuaiduibudui?haizi?shenmehaizi!”

wopaqilaiyaozhui,beitayibazhangtuikai。

woyiweitaduiwozhishilengdaneryi,cikequemingxianganjuedaobunaifanhejizaodeqingxu。

tashuaixiayiju:“woyexiangshiwodehaizi!nibiegenzhewo!”

wozuijiaochechuqiranyixiao,zaiheianzhongziguzideliulei。

guoran,luxinghuaishitadebaiyueguang,tacongweiwangjiguota。

erwosuanshenme?baokuowodehaizi!

对了,孩子!

我还有孩子。

yunxuanrangwozhanbuqishen,woyongjinquanshenliqi,caipadaochuangbian。

lianmangyongshoujibodaleqiujiudianhua,caichengbuzhuyundaoguoqu。