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“diyiduanjiyiyichouquwanbi，qingkandapingmu。”
那是在我家里。
“liutingmamaninhao，wojiushilailejielejieqingkuang。”
zhangminlaoshizuozaipojiudeshafashang，yilianheqi。
mianqianchajishangbaizhejialijinshengdelianggeganbiepingguo。
wuzijianloupojiu，qiangbidouyijingboluo，chuangzibeihanfengchuidezhixiang。
mamayilianjucudezuozaiyibian。
“zhanglaoshi，shiwomenjialiutingzaixuexiaolibiaoxianbuhaoma？”
“bushibushi，liutinghentinghua，chengjiyehenyouyi，shigehaohaizi。”
“zhishi......”
mamaganggangsongleyikouqi，zhanglaoshidezheigezhuanzherangtayoujinzhangdejiangshuangshouzuanzaiyiqi。
wozaipangbianyeshixinyijiu。
“zhishiwojuede，liutingchengjizheimeyouyi，wanquankeyichongjiyixiaaosaizheiyitiaolu，duiyihougaokaoyeshiyouzuoyongde。”
“wojianyikeyibaogeaosaijixunbanzheizhong。”
“dangran，woyezhishijianyi，zhuyaodehaishikannimenziji。”
zhangminlaoshimeizaijialidaiduojiu，liaoleyihuierjiulikaile。
“tingting，weishenmemeitingnitiqiguoaosaijixunban？”
zhanglaoshizouhou，mamawenwo。
“taiguile，yigeyueyaowuwankuai。”
zuijinaosaijixunbandeguanggaozaixuexiaoliputianmandi。
woyeshitingtongxuemenshuo，yigeyueyaowuwankuai。
quankaomamayigerendalinggongyangjiadewo，yagenjiumeiwangneikuaierxiang。
mamameishuoshenme，zhishizhufuwozaodianshui。
bianhuidaotazijidewuzi，jixuqucaifengrenji。
shengxiudefengrenji“zhiyazhiya”。
yijianyifunengzhuanwumaoqian。
老房子隔音不好，
neitianwanshang，wobanzhefengrenjideshengyinshuizhele。
diertian，buguwodeqiangliefandui，mamazhijiejiaoqianrangwoquleaosaijixunban。
“wozhenbuzhidaoliutingxiangyongzheiduanjiyibiaomingshenme！”
“jiushi，zaizheiduanjiyizhong。wozhinengkandaozhangminlaoshiduixueshengdeguanxin。”
“xianzaizheiniantou，hainengpaodaoxueshengjialiqujiafangdelaoshikezhendetaishaole。”
“liutingjiushigebaiyanlang，wojidehoulailiutinghainadaoleaosaijinjiang。yaobushizhanglaoshidezheicijiafang，tanengnadaoma？”
“不懂得感恩！”
taixiasuoyourendoupianxiangzhangminlaoshi，quanzaiweitabaobuping。
zhangminlaoshiyeshikanxiangwo，yanciqieqie：
“laoshiyeshiweilenijinbucaihuijianyide。
“jialiyoukunnannikeyigenlaoshishuoa，nibushuodehualaoshiyouzenmezhidaoyouzheiyangdenanchu。”
sangyinshirucideheshan，woquexiaochulesheng。
fangfotingdaoleshijieshangzuidadexiaohua。
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ertaixiadoubeizhanglaoshidewusisuochudong：
“guorandoushuolaoshishiranshaoziji，zhaoliangbieren。zhanglaoshidoubeixueshengzheimekengle，taqueyidiandoubuguaita！”
“zhanglaoshirucibujiqianxian，liutinghaibaizheiyifuchoulian，buzhidaojisheikanni。”
zhangminwenroudequandaoshenghaizaishenpandatinghuixiang。
观众席上。
wushuqingmieheyanedeyanshenxianglirenbanxiangwotoulai，
刺得我生疼。
“dierduanjiyiyichouquwanbi，qingkandapingmu。”
那是在模考前。
zhangminlaoshijiangwohandaolebangongshi。
tiwolakaiyizi，rangwozuoxia。
“chenrehe，laoshiganggangteyiquxiaomenkoumaide，shinizuiaihedeyunibobo。”
bianshuobiantiexindedijiwoyibeirenaicha。
“mingtianjiuyaokaoshile？zhunbeidezenmeyang？”
huamianlidezhanglaoshiyilianguanqie。
“还可以。”
“buyaojinzhang，xixinshenti，yidingbuhuiyouwentide。”
“知道了。”
“laoshixiangxinni，zheicinianjidiyikendinghaishinide。”
“嗯嗯。”
一问一答。
mingxiankandechulai，zhanglaoshifeichangzhongshizheicikaoshi，duiwoshibaibandingzhu。
erwobuzhiweihe，youxiedanmo。
回答不超过三个字。
sheidounengkandechuwodefuyan。
danzhangminlaoshiquehaoxiangmeiyouzaiyidao，
haishixuxutaotaolazhewodingzhulebangexiaoshi。
congyicuotileixingdaodaiqiwenju，zhunkaozheng。
事无巨细。
zuihou，zouchubangongshidewomingxiansongleyikouqi。
屏幕暗下。
台下观众不淡定了。
bushaorenzhijiezhanleqilai，zhizhewodebizijiuma：
“zhenbushigedongxia！”
“zhangminlaoshiduinizheimehao，yaobushiyinweiguanxinni，tahebireliantienileng**，dingzhunizheimeduo。”
“keyikandechulai，dangshidezhanglaoshishifazineixindexiwangliutinghao。”
“ruguowoshizhanglaoshi，zheimeduini，nihaibulingqing。woyihoukendingdoubuhuizaiguannile。”
“zhangminlaoshizhendebiliutingmamahaikaolvdezixi，kexiyushangyigebudongdeganende。”
“wozuozheng！woshiliutingdetongbantongxue，zhangminlaoshikemeiyouduiwomenzheimeguanxin！womendangshidoukexianmuliutingle。”
“lajixuesheng！shenpanguanganjinpanjuetashibaiba，rangtabeimosha，wokanbuxiaqule！”
yipangdezhangminlaoshicishiyeshihuanhuantaiqitou，manliantongxi。
“liuting，dangshidewozhishixiangjinliqubangzhuni。
“danwoshizhendebuzhidaonishirucitaoyanwodedingzhu。
“laoshicuole，gennidaoqian。”
liangxingyanleisuizhetadehuayuhuanhuanliuxia。
zhanglaoshidehualikezaixianchangyinqilejudafanxiang。
“zhanglaoshi，nipingshenmedaoqian！nicuozainalile？ruguoguanxinxueshengdoushicuodehua，neizheigeshidaohaiyoumeiyoutianlile！”
“liuting，mingmingshiniduibuqizhanglaoshi，quefanguolaiyaolaoshigenniyigexueshengdaoqian，zhendeshidaofantiangang！”
guanzhongmendengshijiuyaochongxialaixiangwowenze。
现场秩序乱成一团。
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zaiyipianmashengzhong，shenpanguanzhijiebofangledisanduanjiyi。
suoyourendoujujinghuishendingzhepingmu，
xiangkankanzuidaejidewohainengganchushenmequedeshi！
zheicishimokaochengjichulaihou。
“zheicikaoshi，youxietongxuetuibuhenmingxian，zheiliwobixudianmingpipingliuting。
“zheicimokaonizhikaolebanlidishiwuming！jiwohaohaofansi，xieliangqianzijiantao，jintianwanzixijieshuqianjiaodaowobangongshi！
“haiyoujigeyuejiuyaogaokaole！zhenbuzhidaonimennaoziliyitiandaowandouzaixiangxieshenmewanyi！
“xianzaibunuli，denggaokaokaozale，xiangkudoumeidifangkuqu！”
yixianghaopiqidezhangminlaoshinandefaleyicihuo，qichongchongdijuanqishijuanlikailejiaoshi。
erganggangcaibeidianmingpipingdewo，zhanglaoshiyizou，bianlazhetongzhuoxingchongchongdipaoqushitangchifan。
haoxiangyiqiedoumeifashengguoyiyang。
画面一转。
“zhanglaoshi，zheishiwodejiantao。”
wanzixi，woqiaokaibangongshimen，jiangjiantaodijilezhangmin。
zhanglaoshishenmehuadoumeishuo，shenzhidoumeikanwoyiyan。
zhijiejiubajiantaosidefensui。
“liuting，nizuijinzenmele？zheicikaoshiweishenmehuikaodezheimecha！”
“nideshuxueyixianghenhao，zheicizhikaole80fen！”
“nihaoyisidea！wopingshizheimeguanxinni，nijiujiwokaochugezheiyangdechengji。”
“nizheiyangdechengji，yihoujiushanggeerbensuanle！”
bangongshili，zhanglaoshiyoushipitougailianyidunma。
屏幕暗下。
taixiazhongrendoufeichangbulijie：
“jiuyinweibeilaoshishuolejijujiuxinshengyuanfen？balaoshisongshangshenpantai？zhenshiyouqu！”
“zhanglaoshisuiranyanli，dansheidounengkandechulai，tashizhendeweixueshengzhexiang。”
“zheiciwojueduizhanzhanglaoshi！zenmeliutingshigeshenmebaobei，mabudea！”
“benlaijiushiliutingzijikaozale，ruguomeikaoza，zhangminlaoshizhiyumatama？”
beigaoxishangdezhangminlaoshiyeshiyankuanghanlei：
“liuting，laoshidoushiweilenihaoa。
“woyizhiyiweininengmingbaiwodekuxin。
“nishigeyouxiudehaizi，chengjihao，naodaiyecongming，wozainishenshanghuafeileduoshaoxinxuenibuqingchuma？”
zhangminlaoshishengleijuxiadefayanbaxuduorendoutingdeyankuangshirun。
sheikandaozheimeyigemanqiangrexuedoujiaofujizijidexueshengdehaolaoshi，huibuxintengni？
guanzhongmenzheicigengshiyibiandao。
“垃圾玩意！”
“ganjinjiwogunchuqu！”
“zhanglaoshizheixienianzainishenshanghuafeidexinxuezhendedoushiweilegou。”
zuihouyiduanjiyizaidajiademashengzhongkaishibofang。
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gaokaoqian，womuqinyinweimeirimeiyedegongzuo，yundaozaijiali，beilinjusongdaoyiyuan。
是脑瘤晚期。
icuyitianjiushiyiwan。
wofuqinzaoshi，zixiaowobianyumuqinxiangyiweiming。
dezhilewodeqingkuang，zhangminlaoshidiyishijianhaozhaodajiajuankuan，haiweiwoxiangxuexiaoshenqinglebuzhu。
yiyuanli，zhangminlaoshiguolaitanwang，shenhougenzheyidaduikangzheshexiangjidedianshitaigongzuorenyuan。
“liuting，nifangxin，zhiyaoyoulaoshizai，jiubuhuirangnimeiyouxueshang。
“mamayebuhuiyoushide，nianxinzhunbeigaokaojiuhaole。”
tajiangtongxuemenjuankuandexinfengjiaodaowoshoushang，youdijiwoyizhangyinxingka。
语重心长。
“zheishilaoshidegongzika，nixiannaquyong。
“bangmamazhibingshizuiyaojindeshiqing。”
diertian，zheijianshiqingjiubeibaodaolechulai。
yinqileshehuidazhongdeguanzhu。
youaixinrenshiweiwohemamajuankuan，yeyoucishanjigouluxulaiyiyuanduiwomenjinxingweiwen。
两个月后的高考，
wobufuzhongwang，chengweileneiniandeshengzhuangyuan。
“zhangminlaoshirenyetaihaoleba，xueshengchushi，tashizhendejinzijidequanliqubangzhutaa！”
“zheijianshiwoyouyinxiang，zhendeyaobushizhanglaoshiweiliutingsichubenbo，tamamadeyiyaofeigenbenchoubuchulai。”
画面又是一转。
gaokaochengjichulaihou，suoyoudemeitidouyongleguolai，xiangyaocaifangwo。
“liuting，jintianxiawusandianyoushengxinwenpindaodejizheguolaicaifang，wanfandehuayaoheshililingdaoyiqi，wanshangbadianjiaoyupindaohaiyueleyigenidexuexijingyanfenxianghui。”
mangliuleyizaoshangdewozhengzhunbeilikai。
jiubeizhangminlaoshilazhule。
ziconggaokaochengjichulaiyihou，gezhongcaifangpaidemanmandangdang。
zuoweiwogaozhongsanniandebanzhuren，yeshipeiyangchuwodegongchen。
zhanglaoshizuijinyeshimangdejiaobuzhandi。
jintiandetachuanleyishenxizhuang，xiandegewaishencaifeiyang。
“keshi，zhanglaoshi，woxiawuhaiyoushiqing......”
woyouyuzaisan，haishixiaoshengshuolechulai。
“nigexueshengnengyoushenmeshiqing？”
sishimeixiangdaowohuifanbo，zhanglaoshilianshangdexiaorongxiaoshile，kanzhewo。
“wozuotiangenninshuoguode，jintianwomama......”
jintianxiawuwomamayouyixiangjiancha，xuyaojiashupeitong。
zheijianshimingmingqianliangtianwojiugenzhanglaoshitiguo。
“zheiyoushenmede，yiyuanneibianwohuizhaohugong，nianxinjieshoucaifangjiushile，biedanwuzhengshi。”
wohaimeishuowan，jiubeizhanglaoshibunaifandidaduan。
“keshi......”
jianwohaixiangzhengbianshenme，tazhijienachuleshouji。
“wei，shiliutingmamama？dui，woshizhangmin。jintianxiawutingliutingshuoyaopeininquzuojianchaa。
“duide，zhendebucouqiao，xiawuyoushenglidedianshitaiyaolaicaifang。
“womenliutingkendingshizhujiao，bunengquexi。
“haodehaode，xiexieninlijie。zaijian。”
guadiaodianhua，zhanglaoshixiangwobailebaishou。
“xingleba，xianzainifangxinleba。”
wozishimeishenmehuakeshuo。
xiawudecaifang，wanshangdelingdaofanju，haiyouneixuexijingyanjiaoliufenxianghui，wodoucanjiale。
zhangminlaoshiyeyuwoyiqi。
takankanertan，reqingfenxiangxuexijingyan。
wozuozaipangbianqueyinweidanxinmamadeshentichangchangzoushen。
haidekaodaoyantixingcainenghuiguoshen。
“卡——”
随着导演的拍板声，
录制全部结束。
zhangminlaoshidengshiheilelian，lazhewozoudaojiaoluo。
“liuting，nidaodizenmehuishi，xinbuzaiyande！”
“nizhibuzhidao，nixianzaidaibiaodebushinigeren，shixuexiao，shiwomenhaishi。”
“nizheizhongzhuangtaihaizenmerangbiedexueshengjiazhangduinizheigegaokaozhuangyuanxinfu。”
“xuexiaojiuzhizhenizheigezhuangyuanzhaopai，zailainianyougenghaodeshengyuan，chuangjianpinpaixuexiaoni！”
“nitairangwoshiwangle！”
zhangminlaoshibuyoufenshuo，pitougailianjiushiyidunma。
“zhanglaoshimadedui，daodishixiaohai，jiushibudongshi！zheishiduomezhongyaodechanghe，haidangerxi！”
“zhangminlaoshipiqishizhendegouhaodele，yaoshiwo，gujidangchangjiuyaofabiao！”
“yigexuexiaopeiyangchuyigegaokaozhuangyuanyouduomenande。yeyinggaishinibaodaxuexiaodeshihoule，jieguojingranquanchengheilian。”
“wokandangshidaoyandeliandoulvle，gujidouzaixinlimaliutingni。”
“gaokaozhuangyuanyouzenmeyang，zhishangzaigao，qingshangyeshizhijieweiling。”
“meiyouqingshangderen，jinleshehuiyeshihuibeirenyanede。”
siduanjiyiquanbubofangwan。
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taixiayipiandaodezhichi，beigaoxidezhangminlaoshiyaogantingdezhizhide，yifuyundanfengqingdemoyang。
“liuting，hebini？zhendebunenglijieniweishenmeyaoyouruciyuchundejudong！”
takanxiangwo，yanshenlimanshiyihuo。
sishijidubulijiewojiangtagaoshangshenpantaizheihuangtangdezuofa。
ercishidewo，kanzhetaneiweishandemianrong。
只觉得恶心。
suoyourendouzaidengzheshenpanguanxuanbujiangwomosha。
zhongyu，zaidajiaqipandeyanshenzhong。
daodeshenpanguanjixiedeshengyinxiangqi。
raner，chuhusuoyourendeyiliao。