第一章

「gouyinjiefu,zuochuzheime**xiazuodeshiqing,nizenmehaiyoulianhuozaizheigeshijieshang?」gangzhengkaiyan,jiukandaojiejiesutingtingfenhenchaowopulai,tashoulinazheyibafenglidejiandao,yankanjiuyaohuashangwodelian。

woxiayishidibarentuikai,sutingtingliangqiangzhejiaobu,jiandaotuoshoufeichu,zhenggerenshilidiedaozaidishang。

「woshiniqinjiejiea,niweishenmeyaozheiyangduiwo……」

tawuzhelian,kudeqibuchengsheng。

bamacongbingfanglipaochulai,lianaidijiangtabaozaihuaizhong,buzhuanfu。

yiyuanlirenlairenwang,toulaiwushuyiyangyanguang。

「zeze,kanzhemeiqingmuxiu,yuanlaishigesana。」

「haishiqinjiemeini,zhengoubuzhilianchide。」

wodingdingdikanzheyanqianjiaoroudenvren,henqialebazhangxin。

tengtongshiwochediqingxingguolai。

我真的重生了。

zhongshenghuidaolesutingtingchehuoshiyineitian!

qianshidezheitian,shiwohewenjingdinghundedahaorizi。

jiejiesutingtingbenzaiguowailiuxue,jicongconghuiguoyaoweiwoqingzhu,quebanluyudaochehuo。

xinglaihoutayiwaishiyi,cuojiangwenjingdangchengletaxiangaiduoniandenanyou。

dezhiwohewenjingdinghun,tabengkuibuyi。

「mingminghetaxiangaiderenshiwoa!」

「suzhen,nishiwodeqinmeimei,weishenmeyaobeipanwo?」

congneitianyihou,sutingtingjiangwoshizuochoudi。

tabufenchanghedifafeng,siyimanmashichangtai,bazhangshuaizameitingguo。

zuiyanzhongdeyici,tabaguntangdeguoshuipozaiwoshenshang,liuxiadapiandebahen。

wodeshenghuobiandekubukanyan。

keshenbianrendoushuowoyoubuketuixiedezeren。

「yaobushiganzhehuilaijiniqingzhu,tingtingyebuhuiyiwaishiyi,niqiantayibeizi!」「taxianzaishiyi,shigebingren,nandaonishedehetajijiao?」congneitianqi,wobeiporenrang,chengshouzheisutingtingsuoyoudeeyi。

ertacongcihuodelesuoyourendepianai。

kandaowoshouzhishangdedinghunzuanjie,tahuichouqizheqiangyanhuanxiao:「meimeiyaoshixihuan,worangjinijiushile。」beidilikudaotuoshuibeisongjinyiyuanqiangjiu。

xianglaichongbaiwodedidifanshouqiangzouwodehunjiediujinxiashuidao,weitachuqi。

dezhiworuzhuhunfang,takudemanlianshilei:「weishenmenizongyaoqiangwodedongxi,womenshiyijiarena!」bamaxintengbuyi,niutouchizewoyaodadushanliang,jiangwohongchujiamen。

wulunsutingtingtichuduomehuangmiuwulideyaoqiu,wodoubixumanzu。

shaoshaobiaodaxiexubuman,tajiuhuifanbingmozhengnaogewan。

erwozhujianchenglezhongrenyanzhongbisitadexiongshou。

「tingtingtashiyile,youbushiguyizhetengni,nijiubunengtiliangyixiabingrenma?」「zheidianxiaoshibangbangmangzenmele,tashiniqinjiejiea!」

kesheinengtiliangtiliangwoni?

suoyisutingtingshiyile,wojiugaipeishangquanbuderenshengma?

neiyike,woganjueyanqianheianwuguang。

fangfozhenggerenbeishufuzaifeiqidexiaoxiangli,yiyanwangbudaotou。

daozuihou,lianxiangaishuniandeweihunfuyegongshouxiangrang。

「yinweini,tingtingjieshouleneimeyanzhongdeshang,nijiubunengrenren?」zaiworenbuzhusukushi,wenjingtoulaideyanshenlengmoyoukeze:「duizijideqinrendouhaowulianxizhiqing,suzhen,nihaiyoumeiyouxin!」woyongyuanyewangbuleneigeyewan。

sutingtingyiyufanbing,banyepashangtiantai,kusuwurenaita。

dezhixiaoxihou,wodiyishijianchongshangquxiangyaojiuren。

quebeitafanshouhenlituilexiaqu,shuaidexueroumohu。

wenjingcongconggandao,tafenmingkandaoledishangtongku***dewo,quehaishijingzhichongshangloujiangsutingtinglouzaihuaizhong,qingroudicaqutayanjiaodelei:

「shagua,woaideyizhidoushini。」

langmandeyueyexia,taqinshoutitadaishangtousha,tianmiyongwen。

beicanrentuixialoudewowurenlihui,houguanyongchuxianxuelinlideneizangsuipian,quedibuguoxinkouchudezuanteng。

wenjingfenmingkandaolewo……

他为什么不救我?

wopanapan,qiqiuzhenenghuoming。

明明我还活着的啊!

quezhidengdaolehunshenbingliang,yidiandianshixueyanqi,juewangerwangdebeicanjieju。

piaozaibankongshi,woqiaojiansutingtingzuijiaoyangqidedeyidexiao。

yuanlaitagenbenmeiyoushiyi!

suoweidechehuo,buguoshitazidaoziyandexima!

zhiyintayexihuanwenjing,xinshengduyi,guyishejihuihuaidinghunyan。

jiangwoderenshengbianchengleemeng!

凭什么!

带着不甘与怨恨。

zaizhengyan,wohuidaolesutingtingchehuoshiyidezheiyitian。