第3章
zicongjiwozhidaowohelinxiaochunrenshizhihou，tabianpeizhewozaigongyuanchangge，yizhidaotianseandegongyuandoumeiyouren，quedingjinwanlinxiaochunbuhuizailaizhihou，tawubideshiluo，zeguaiwoweishenmezhiwengexingming，queliangeweixindoubujiayixiani？
qishiwoyexiangyaogeweixinshenmede，danshimeihaoyisi，jiwobaoyuanleyihuier，kaishishoushineigeershouyinxiang，bamaikefengheyinxiangzhuangjinzhiqiaoxiang，woshoushijitabaodeshihou，faxianjintianhuodedashangdeqian，zhendebiwangriyaoduoyibei，jiejinsanbaikuaiqian。
wowenjiwo，zheigeyinxiangduoshaoqian，woyaonajita。jiwohenweiwandehuijuele，ranhouwenwozhuzaina，tabangwobayinxiangsongguoqu，woyigerenbeizhejitabao、beizhelvxingbaozaibaogeyinxiangyedequebufangbian。
dangwogaosujiwo，wohaimeiyouzhuchudeshihou，tayidianyebuyiwai，duiwoshuodao：“jinwangenwozouba，bayinxiangfangzaiwoneiqu，qishiwohentaoyanneigedifangde……”
daoledifang，wozhongyuzhidaoweishenmejiwoshuotaoyanzheilile，yinanchaoshidedixiashi，erqieshisanceng！erjiwozhudebuguoshiyigebuzushipingmidexiaofangjian，meichuangzi！chuleyizhangchuangzhiwai，yezhaobudaoshenmele。fangjianneiduifangzheyigexinglixiang，limiandeyifuluanqibazaodesuiyidiuzhe。
jiwohenxianqideduiwoshuodao：“ruguobushizoutouwulu，woshibuhuilaizheiliguoyede。”
neishiwohaibuzhidaobeijingdedixiashijiushizheifujingxiang，haihenyihoudewenjiwo，weishenmezhuzheili，jiwozhizhexiaogejianshuodao：“350yigeyue，suanxialaiyitiancai10duokuaiqian，ruguonatiandalinggongmeizhuandaoqian，wojiuhuizheilizhuyiye，suiranzheilidehuanjingzaotoule，danshizongbitianqiaoxiahegongyuandezhangyishanghaoba。”
zheigeyinanchaoshidedixiashixiaogejianrucijianlou，qiangbidoushishigaobande，buguozheilidequeshibitianqiaoxiahaoshui。
womenliangbayinxianghaiyouwodexinglibeibaofangxiazhihou，yiqilikailezheizhong，zhongxinpashangjiduanloutichuxianzaishiwaideshihou，jingranyouyizhongjiuweideqingshuang。jiwoshuozheigedixiashigejianlimianzhudejibenshangdoushinongmingong，fujinyougegongdidebaogongtoubazheilijibaoxiale，gongdishi24xiaoshigongzuode，sanbandao，suoyiwushiwukedounengtingdaosimianbafangchuanlaidejiaobusheng、dahansheng，shuodehaotingdianjiaodixiashi，shuodebuhaotingdian，heng……xianzainizhidaowoweishenmeningyuanquwangba，yebuyuanyihuiquleba。”
deque，zhuzaizheiyangdedifang，woyebuyuanyihuiqu，danshizongshuiwangbayebushigeshi，chenzhejintianshourupogao，woqingjiwozhuleyitiandejiudian，238kuaiqiandebiaojian，woxintenglehaoyihuierni。kailefangzhihouganjuezheilihuanjingtaihaole，jiwoyourangzheyaohuidixiashibayifudounaguolaixiyixia，fouzelangfeilezheimehaodetiaojian。
yushi，wohejiwoyoucongjiudianhuidaotazudedixiashi，baxinglibeibaohexinglixiangtidaolejiudian，neitianwanshangwoliangdoushishijingdexi，bijing，mingtianshuizainadoushiweizhide。
linshuiqianjiedaomeimeiyangxindalaidedianhua，taxingfendegaosuwokaorulebeijingminzudaxue，yuedibamayiqisongtalaibeijingdushu，tahaiwenwozaibeijingguodezenmeyang？youmeiyouzhaodaogongzuo，womenliangzhengliaodeshihou，womanaguodianhua，kaishiduiwoxuhanwennuan，guanxinwodexianzhuang。
wobuxiangrangtadanxin，sahuangshuozijizhaoleyifenhentimiandegongzuo，jiushiyoudianmang，gongsidaiyuyebucuo，haibaochizhu。womatinglezhihoupoweixinwei，haishuowoyouchuxi，shuozheshuozhe，zijijiukuqilaile。wonengxiangxiangdedaowomadiaoyanleideyangzi，tayoushuoqizijiduibuqiwo，meinengrangwoshangdaxueshitazuidadeyihan，keshijialitiaojianbuyunxu……
wonengzuodeyeshiyouduotiliangta，ruguodangchuwoshengfumeiyoupaoqiwomenmuzi，womenderensheng，youzenhuishizheiyangyangzini？
guaduandianhua，wochouchangdewangzhetianhuabanbuchuqi，jiwodijiwoyigenyan，gaosuwojianchiba，biewanglezijixuanzelaibeijingdapinshidemengxiang。
mengxiang？wodangchuweishenmexuanzelaibeijing？yinweiwozhendeyouguomengxiang，mengxiangzaigaoduanjiubachangge，ouyugeyinlezhizuoren、dianyingzhipianrenshenmede，ranhourongrudaogenggaoyicengdequanzili，zailaojiashibukenengyouzheiyangdejihui。zheijiushiwolaibeijingdechuangdangdechuzhong，zheiyeshiwodemengxiang。
raner“mengxiang”zheigecizaicishiciketiqixiandeyouxiekexiao，wodouhunchengzheifugouyangle，haihewotanmengxiang？woxianzaizhiguanxinwomingtiannengchishenme、nengshuizaina。wozhixiangduozhuandianqianjiwoma，rangtabuyongzaikanjifudeliansexiaoxinyiyideshenghuo，zheijiushiwoxianzaidemengxiang。
diertianqingchen，woshuixingdeshihoujiwoyijinglikaile，tajiwofaleyitiaoweixin，gaosuwotaquchaoshidangcuxiaoyuanle，wanshangmangwanlaigongyuanzhaowo，dixiashideyaochifangzailechuangtoujushang，woxuyaoyinxiangjiuzijiquna。
wojuedejiwozhaowoshijia，tagengguanxinnengbunengyujianlinxiaochun。
jiexialaidesantian，womendoumeiyouzaicijiandaolinxiaochun，yizhiyujiwodouyouxieshiwangle。disitianbeijingyintian，bangwandeshihouxiaqilexiaoyu，wolazheyinxiangzhanzaigongyuanbianlidianmenqianbiyu，jiwoquanwojinwanxiuxiyitian，beiwoweiwandejujuele，tajianwobijiaoguzhi，yigerenxianzoule。
xililidexiaoyuxialehenjiu，yizhidaotianseanxiaqu，zheichangyucaiting，wolaidaohunhuangdeludengxiazhiqileyinxiang，baozhejitakaishilejinwandemaichang，zheishiwomuqianzaibeijinghuodeshourudeweiyibanfa。changdaodisanshougedeshihou，tiankongyoupiaoqilexiyu，erwomianqianjitabaolimiankongkongde，yikuaiqiandoumeishoudao，shenzhiyigerenzhentingwochanggedetingzhongdoumeiyou。
woluomodebaozhejitazhanzaixiyuzhongfacai，yibafensedeyusanzhezhulewodetouding，wozhuanguoshen，kandaolinxiaochundazhesanzhengkanzhewo，lianshangdaizhedandandeweixiaoshuodao：“xiayule，haibuhuiqua？”
“haimeichiwanfan，woxiangzaidengyihuier。”
“biedengle。”linxiaochuntiwozuozhushuodao：“woyemeichiwanfanni，woqingnichifan，fujinyouyijiabucuodexiaofandian。”
burongwofanbo，linxiaochunwanyaobawofangzaidishangdejitabaoshiqilai，“qiangxing”daiwoquchifan，wozhendanxintadaiwoquxiaofeihengaodecanting，woshenshangzheidianqiangoubugouchidunfanwodoubuqueding。
linxiaochundaiwoqudeshiyijiadazhongxiaofeidecanguan，diancandeshihouwoyizhizaishuoshaodianyixie，gouchijiuxing，linxiaochundianlesicaiyitang，ranhouhewoxianliaoqilai，tahenhaoqidewendao：“weishenmexiayutiannihaichulaichanggeni？jiusuanzhaoganjue，yebuyidingzheimepinba？”
wokusedeweixiaowendao：“xiayutian，nihaibushiyaoqushangbanma，woyeyiyang。”
linxiaochundezuibazhangdehaodahaoda，tawanquanmeixiangdao，zheishiwodezhiye。
woyouxieshiluo，dishengduilinxiaochunshuodao：“zaigongyuanmaichang，zheijiushiwomuqiandezhiye。”
shuowanzheijuhua，wobeiganbeiwei，zaiwoyanli，gongyuanmaichangheyanjieqitaodeqigaiyoushenmequbie？erlinxiaochunkenengyerenweiwoshineizhongzhuiyishudeyinleren，gongyuanchanggebuguoshizhaozhaoganjueeryi。xianzaitaqingchugongyuanmaichangshiwomoushengdeshouduan，tahuibuhuiqiaobuqiwo？cishiwoyijingzuohaoletaqishenlikaidezhunbei。
心灰意冷！