第2章
悲哀笼罩全身。
wokanzhejianquandeqizi，shuangyanjiongjiongyoushendeerzi，ganjuetiandoutale。
yuanlai，woyizhishenghuozaihuangyanzhongma。
gunianningdeshenhou，genzheyigenanren。
nanrenkanqilaiguangxianliangli，juzhiwenwenerya，yishenheixizhuangxiandetagengjiashehua。
songningweidetouweiweidong，xiangzhedangzhugunianningyijinglaibuji。
fangfoxindiaozaidishangsuileyidi。
“念宁？”
gunianningfaxianlewo，tameitouyizhou，“nizenmezaizhei？”
kanchugunianningdeyanshen，wodexinzangzaichoutong。
“ni......lianniyeshipianwode？”
wenchuzheijuhuahou，wohaoxiangbeitaokonglesuoyouliqi。
gunianningmeitouzhoudekeyijiasiyizhicangying，“nishuolaidangqunyan，jiushizheigejuzu？wopiannishenme？e，dui，queshishizaipianni。yaobushimamashuopianniyouyisi，niyiweiwoyuanyigenniyanxi？chengtianzaijiadaizheneigepoyanzhao，weidaonanwenyouexin！”
gunianningchuanzheyishenxizhuang，daizhehudiejielingdai，kanqilaixianggeyouyadexiaowangzi。
wocengjingyidugantan，tashishangtiansongjiwozuihaodeliwu。
wozhangdeneimepingfan，quenengshengchuzheimejingzhideerzi。
可他从不和我亲近。
woyiwei，shitaguoduzaoshu，juedezijishixiaodaren，bunengtaiyilaifuqin。
kekandaotajinjinqianzhepeiyideshou，lianshangmanshiyilaishi，wojiuzhidaowocuole。
wotongkudebishangshuangyan，zhenggerenruzhuibingku。
通体发寒。
dunxiashenzi，zhibuzhudezaizhandou。
gunianninghaoxiangdazhepoguanziposhuaideyisi，jiranyijingbeiwofaxian，tayelandezaizhuang。
“yaobushiweileyanjinikan，wozhiyuchengtianmenzaineixiaopofangzilima？”
“yebuzhidaotushenme，mamakanzhenizheilaonanrenbuxianfan，shuoshihua。suiranwoshinishengde，danwokanzhenizheizhanglianwojiuexindechibuxiafan！niyidiandoubibushangpeiyishushu！”
yanqianshiyipianmohu，leishuichongmanshuangyan。
wokanbuqinggunianningdemoyangle。
gunianningxialeyizhiyanhou，yizhinaozhepiqi，jiulianchifandouyaowohongzheweizhe，caiyuanyimianqiangchiliangkou。
wozaiwaibenboyizhengtian，huijiahaiyaozuofan，haiyaozhaogutamenmuziliang，kewoconglaimeibaoyuanguo。
meixiangdao，zaitamenxinli，woshizheimebukandeyigenanren，neikeshiwodeqinshengerzia......
“nijiushigujingyun？kanqilaiqueshilangbei。”
“yenanguainianningzheimexianqini，xiangyaowodangtadebaba，woyaoshinianningwoyetaoyanni，shangbudetaimiandedongxi。”
peiyideyanlimanshibiyi，“qitianwuqiankuai？nianningyitiandelinghuaqiandoubuzhizheigeshu。”
wodebeiyuelaiyuewan，haoxiangyouzhongwuzaiyawanwodejiliang。
moleyibalianshangdelei，woxiangdashengfanbo，songningweiqueturankaikou：“nianning，nidaizheayixianquchifan，woguohuierjiulai，youxieshiwoxiangxuyaodandushuo。”
gunianningqueyilianburentong，“youshenmehaodandushuode？jiranyijingbeifaxian，neiburuyiqishuomingbai！wokebuxiangyihouzaihezheigepoluohuyoushenmejiuchan！peiyishushushuodemeicuo，tazhendehenshangbudetaimian。”
peiyixianranyeshizheigeyisi。
taxiaoyiyinyindekanxiangwo，“nizhidaorenshengruxizheijuhuadeyisima？”