我叫刘琦,
pingjiezuowuliugongsizheisanniandenuli,woguoshangleputongrenxianmudeshenghuo,youche,youfang,youcunkuan,dangranhaiyougepiaoliangdelaopo。
wodelaopojiaoliuxinyi,shishiyiyigukedeyiminghushi,yeshiyiyuanliyoumingdeyuanhua,renshitashiyinweiyiciyiwailingwodetuishoushang,zhujinleyiyuan。
congjiandaotadediyiyanwobianbeitashenshendemizhule,dangran,nengzhuidaota,wokefeilebushaogongfu,weilenenghetaduojianmian,woyiduchadianjiangzijinongcanle。
jiuzheiyang,kaozhewolianpihou,santianliangtoudeyinwei‘shuaishang’zhuyuan,youshimeishijitasongxielangmandeliwu,zhongyuzhuishangleta。
hunhou,womendeganqingyiduhenhao,jiuzaishanggeyue,womenhaizaishangliangshenmeshihouyaogekeaidebaobao,tahaishuozuihaoshenggelongfengtai……
wocengyidurenweiwoshitiandixiazuixingfudenanren,raner,xianshijilewohenhendeyibazhang,gaosulewo,wojiushitiandixiazuishadeyuandatou……
yinweiwodelaopoliuxinyi,haoxiangchuguile。
nanguaiyizhibuxiangyaohaizideta,turanhewotaolunxiangyaohaizi……
还他么龙凤胎!
tapashizaojiuhebiedenanren……
jianzhibawoliuqidanghulunbeierdacaoyuanlaiderenzheshengui!
zuowan,woweileyingchou,anpaiyigewaidilaidedakehuzhujinbenshizuidadexiaojinkushengshihuihuangdajiudian。
zhengzaiwoxintongwodeqianbaoshi,tashenshenmimidegaosuwo,jintianjiubuzhule,bangwoshengdianqian。
wozhengganjuecankuishi,tayadileshengyingaosuwo,‘nimenzheilizhenshirenjiantiantang,wogangdao,biantongguomotegongsi,yuelegechaozhengdiandenvren,zaijiudianmenkoujianmian,wanshangnidongde,yaobuyaowojiniyeanpaiyixia?’
xianranduiyuzheixieriziwoduitadezhaodai,tashijiqimanyide,suoyi,zheicaixiangzheyaolishangwanglai!
shuozhende,dangtatichuzheigeyaoqiudeshihou,wodangshijiuhenbudejiangtayiquanganfan,chuibaota!
wojiashinongcunde,fumucongxiaojiulihunle,juyeyeshuo,fumudelihunbianshiyinweiwodefuqinbuxuehao,beizhemuqin……
suoyi,wocongxiaobianhentouleduihunyinbuzhongzhiren!
rucixingwei,jianzhiqinshouburu!
yinweihaiyaokaozhezheidakehuzhengqian,wodangshiqiangrenganfantadechongdong,nulikongzhilianshangdebiaoqing,jujueleta,zhuanshenbianzou。
dangwozhuanshenshi,takouzhongchaozhengdiandenvrendaole,hewocajianerguo!
neibenjiuduandebuxiangyangdedixionglifu,fenchakoujingranhaichazheyiduojiaoyandemeigui,gengshirangrenxiangrufeifei。
suirantahuazhenongzhuang,gengshitangletou,zhezhuledabanlianjia,dandangwocongduanzandejingyanshishen,huiguoshen,kandaotadeceliandeshihou,wohaishilengzhule!
zheinvrenjingranshiliuxinyi!
我老婆!
tajingranbeizhe**zheige!
woheliuxinyijiehunyinianduoyilai,womenlianggerenlianbanzuidoumeiyou,wogengshigefangmiandoujinliangmanzuta,womeiyuezhengdeqian,yedouquandoujileta,napashineifangmian,wozixinyenengmanzuleta……
她到底是为了什么?
钱吗?
wosuiranzirenzhengdebuduo,danmeiyueyechabuduonengzaigongsifendaoshiwanzuoyou,zheixienian,maiche,maifang,suiranhuadebushao,danwodeshiyeyezaishangshengqi,weilaizhihuizhenggengduoqian!
她为何就不能等等!
weishenmeyaozheimezuojianziji?
haishishuo,bushiyinweiqian,tatianshengbianshizheizhongren?
kandaotadecelianneiyishunjian,wozhijuedetianxuandizhuan,naozhongbuduanhuidangzhe‘weishenme?’。
woxiangbutong,shizhendexiangbutong!
jiuzaiwotianxuandizhuandaidaidekanzhetamendeshihou,liuxinyifangfomeikandaowo,dafangwanzhewodedakehu,zheigezhongniantuding,dafubianbiandenanrendegebo,henqinnidezoule,shiworuwuwu。
tarucibiaoxian,rangwobenlaixinzhongdeduding,youduolexieyihuo。
wodexingengshimeilaiyoudeyisong!
或许,只是长得像!
buran,takandaowo,weihelianshangmeiyouyisihuangluan?
……
wojiuzheiyanghusiluanxiangxianrutianrenjiaozhanshi,jiaoquebuyouzizhudegenshangleliangren。
yilushang,liangrenpangruowurendeqinmi,doudouzhuanzhuandezoujinlefujindeyidonglouli。
rangwobujiedeshi,mingmingyoudianti,dantamenxiangshimeikandao,zoudequeshitaoshengtongdao。
zheidawanshangde,sizhouwuren,wojiuzheimetangerhuangzhigenzhe,pashihuibeifaxian,zhendebeizhuangshangle,wogairuhejieshi?
jiuzaiwohaipabeitamenfaxianshi,shoujibuheshiyide‘dingdong’yisheng,hedewoyishenlenghan。
womangxinxudunxiashenzi,jiazhuangxixiedai,jiangshoujidiaochenglejingyin。
saoguoshoujipingmu,wofaxianjianxunshiliuxinyifalaide,tashuojinwanxialewanban,guimifeilazhetaqingsheng,doushinvde,rangwofangxin,shuotaheledianjiu,youdianyun,jiubuhuijiale,jiaowozaodianshui。
womobuzuoshengdeshouleshouji,xinzhongganggangshengchuderencuorendeniantou,quezenmeyebuganrenle,yinweiwomingmingkandao,ganggang,woqianmiandenvrenjinloudaoqiancongbaolinachuleshouji,zaidazi!
zheixinxiyoushizheimeqiaohedefadaowozheili!
zheitiandixia,nandaozhendeyouruciqiaohedeshiqingma?
cishi,wogenbenbuzhidaowolianshangdebiaoqinghuishiruhe,woxinzhonggengshishengchulesharendechongdong。
jiuzheiyang,womomodegenzhetamenshanglelou。
zheidongloudeloutixiangjilebashiniandaineizhongzhonglou,meizoushangyibu,dounengqingchudechuanlaihuixiang,suoyiwogewaidexiaoxinyiyi。
zhishibuzhidaoweishenme,liangrengangdaosilou,turanjiumeileshengyin。
难道是到了?
jihushitongyishijian,loudaolidedeng‘shua’deyixiaquanmiele,wuqimaheideshadoukanbuqing!
jiuzaizheishi,wodeyouyanpizhitiao,wogubudedanxinhuibuhuibeifaxiandewenti,dabuliuxingzhuileguoqu。
kejiezheyueguang,womingxiankanjiansiloudetaoshengmenshisuoshangde,haishizheiyice,suoyibukenengshitamensuode。
danzheirenshuomeijiumei,ruhejieshi?
zaiwangshangzou,zhidaodinglou,faxiantiantaibeisuo,yiyangde,suozailimian,tamenbukenengchuquyihouzaicongwaimiansuo。
一无所获。
xialouhou,caifaxiansilouloudaoneiliuxialeyijianyifu。
zixiyikan,shineigekehude,erwolaopoquexiaoshile。
什么情况?
zixikanlekanzheigeloudaoneidehuanjing,genbenjiushifengbishide,zenmehuimomingqimiaorenjiubujianleni?
nandaoshitamenzangzainali,huozhecongwoshenbiancajianerguowomeifaxian?
shunjian,wozhijuedemaogusongran!
renzaijidukongjudangzhongdouhuiqiwangguangdechuxian,napamingzhidaomeishenmeluanyong,wodangranyebuliwai。
cishi,liushenwuzhudewodangjiquchushouji,dakaishoudiantong。
jiezheshoujiweiruodeguangxian,wohuanghujiankanjianganggangmingmingshenmedoumeiyoudeloutijiaoluolidunzhege‘dongxi’。
yudaozheizhongguiyideshiqing,wobeihefengle,dajiaozhewentadaodishishenme?
“chi……”
zaiwobeihedechabuduoniaolekuzishi,wotingdaoleyigexiaosheng。
zheigexiaosheng,wotaishuxile,meiciliuxinyichaoxiaobierenshi,bianhuifachuzheizhongxiaosheng。
“xinyi?”
nandaoshitamenfaxianlewodegenzong,guyihewo?
zheimexiangzhe,woshunjiannuxiangdanbiansheng,chongleguoqu!
yinweizheidongxishibeiduizhewo,wokanbujianlian,danquekandaoletachuandeyifu!
queshishiganggangwokandaoliuxinyishenshangchuandeneijian!
zhibuguo,tadeshenxingyiyizhongjiqiniuqudefangshidunwozhe,xiangshizaikenshizheshenme。
wodeerbianbuduanhuixiangzheqingcuidejujiaosheng。
zheidongzuo,juefeirennengzuodechulaide!
而且,它在吃什么?
yishunjian,woganggangguqilaideyongqi,shunjiansanle,jiantatingxiadongzuo,xiangshiyaozhuanshendemoyang,wojihushixiayishidajiaoyisheng‘qunimade’,toupifamadechaozhelouxiapaoqu!
我承认,我怂了!
napahuaiyitamenguyihewo,danwoquebuganhuitou。
zheiyiwan,wodexinqingrutongguoshanchebanciqibifu,woyebuzhiwodaodichouleduoshaozhiyan。
zheiyiqiejiujingshizijidehuanjue,haishilaopohebierenyandeyichangxi?
keyixiangdaoneigehuamian,woyouzhibuzhudehuaiyi,neigedunzaijiaoluokenshimougedongxidewuti,zhendeshizijizhenbianrenma?
kehudeyifuliuxia,renbujianle,qiheideloudao,nengkenshidechulemeichuanyifudekehu,hainengyoushenme?
wobuzhi,zhendebuzhidao!
jiuzheiyang,woyebuzhizenmehuidejia,xinzhongyiguzifanmen,rutongfuguzhiqu,shenshendechanshanglewo。
tianjianjianliangle,wonachushoujizhengxiangkankanshijian,quekandaoleyigemoshenghaoma,buzhijiwofaguolaiduoshaotiaojianxun。
zheimimimamadejianxundoushiyijuhua‘kanludengdefangxiang,kuai!’
什么意思?
wojiazailiulou,yangtaixiamianzhengqiaoduizheyigeludeng。
woxinzhongyijing,tashishei?zenmezhidaozheiliganghaonengkandaoludeng?
而他想告诉我什么?
zheimexiangzhe,woyiyan,huyidezoudaoyangtai,tanchutoukanleguoqu。
zhijiancishi,ludengxiamianyougehunshenheiyifuderenzhengzangzaiyinyingchu,huoxushixinlizuoyong,wojuedetazaikanwozheigefangxiang。
zheishi,heiyirencongyinyinglizoulechulai,buzhiweihe,shenyingjingranyoudianyanshu。
kexitatoushangdaizheyashemao,wokanbuqingchuzhangxiang。
yinweikandaolewo,taduiwodianlediantou,zhihouwanyao,bayigehezifangzaidishang,ranhourutongshoujingdeniaoeryiyang,niutoujiupao,budaiyidianhanhu。
woxiayishijuedebuduijing,zhuanshendasuanqukankantafangdehezishishenmedongxi,yizhuantouquejiandaoleshenbianbuzhidaoshenmeshihouhuilaideliuxinyi!
她就站在自己身边!
什么时候回来的?
“laogong,nizaikanshenmeni?zheimechushen!lianrenjiahuilaidoumeifaxian,renjiajiaolenihaojishengni。”
cishi,yishenhushizhuang,lianshangbiaoqingyouxiepibeideliuxinyimaiyuandeduiwoshuodao。
shuowanhou,tahainieqiyilvheizhangdetoufa,zaizhijianraozhequanquan,rutongyigetianzhendexiaonvhai。
ruoshiyiqian,kandaotarucimoyang,wokendingerhuabushuo,jiangtabaojinwoshi,wencunyifan……
dancike,wogenbenmeiyouneigexinsi,tagangganghanlewoma?
ruguoshizhende,wobukenengbuzhidao!
tashizenmeqiaowushengxidechuxianzaiwoshenbiande?youkaimenshengma?
xiangqizuowanneiguiyidedongxi,woxiayishishentiyidou,tuibuzijuexianghoutuileyibu……