“sixiaojie,shouyanzaiji,zheibanjudongkongpahui...”
yuanchu,linxingyelouzheshenyingdeyaochuxian。
linxingyejinridechuanyifenggeyuyiwangyouxiexubutong,tachuanlejianlanheiheyinhuidepinsexizhuang,licengshiyijianbaichenshan,chendetayufajinguisiwen。
ershenyingyishenbaiseboshayuweizhangqun。
suiranyizijiandeshejiweiweibaoshouledian,danqueyutaneiyouyachunjiedeqizhiqiadaohaochu,meidexiangshiqinglengxianzi,jiweigaogui。
liangrenzhanzaiyiqi,shenshibanpei。
“youzaichaoshenme?”linxingyedeshengyinhenpingdan,siyouxiemanbujingxin。
shenwanwanyijianlinxingyelaile,limagaozhuang:“sange,linzhaozhaoneigejiannvrenyelaile,nikuairangrenbataganchuqu。”
wenzhi,linxingyeruiliyunzhangdejianmeiningjin,youmonuyizailitou。
jinjiezhetamuguangluozaizhouqiyushenshang,yuqibuyue:“nibatadailaide?”
jinwanyanhuilaidedoubushiputongren,ruoshinaochuleshenmeshi,diudeyeshishenjiadelian。
“chenjing,quzhaoren。”linxingyelikexialing。
zhouqiyulianmangzhizhi,“chenge,xiaoningningbuhuiaishide。”
shenyingyangzhuangshanliang,jiaxingxingquandao:“achen,jiranningningmeimeilaile,burujiurangtaliuxiayiqichidunwanfanba,biegantazoule。”
shenwanwanqifen:“sange,ganjinranglinzhaozhaogun,taneimebuanfen,yidinghuigaochushilaide。”
shenwanwanxiangganren,zhouqiyuheshenyingdouxiangliuren。
“sanye,ganhaishibugan?”chenjingxianruliangnan。
shenyingweiweiyangtou,qinleqinlinxingyedelian,jilegetiantou,“achen,wohaitingxiangningningmeimeide,rangtaliuxialaiba。”
linxingyewenroumolemoshenyingdelian,shengyindouzhanransiwenrou:“tingnide。”
guoranhaishibaiyueguangshuohuaguanyonga。
shenwanwanyumenbuyi,youxiewukenaihe。
tagenshenyingsukutucao,hualihuawaiquanshiduilinzhaozhaodechaonongjifeng,“yingjie,nihutua,linzhaozhaoneizhongnvrenzenmenengliuxialaini,talaizheikendingbuanhaoxinde。”
shenyingguaneryixiao,buyiweiran,“wojuedetatingkeaide。”
shenwanwanduishenyingdehuagandaobukesiyi,“keai?neishitameiqiangninanren。”
“dengtaqiangninanrenle,nijiuzhidaotayouduoexin,duorangrentaoyanle!”
shenyingwanjinlinxingyedegebo,meiyandaixiao,shifenzixin:“woxiangxinachen,tabuhuibeiqiangzoude。”
shenwanwanyanjiaodeyuguangfaxianzhouqiyulikai,talianmanggenshang,“zhouqiyu,niyaoquna?”
zhouqiyumeihaoqiduileju:“woqucesuo,niyeyaogenma?”
“erjie!”shenjiarendeshengyinchuanlai。
pangbiankanrenaodefuzhoulijijiaodimoyou,liuzhidaji,buyuanjianshenjiaren。
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linzhaozhaozaifangjianlidailehaoyihui,shenshiwuliao。
erqietazongganjueyoushenmebuhaodeshiyaofasheng,yuedaiyuefan,yushiqishenlikailexiuxishi。
ruodadezhuangyuanshitacongweijianguodeshehuachangdi,dadaotafenbuqingfangxiang,yuezouyuemimang。
安静的花园里。
luyunzhizaiweishiyizhibaitu,xiaoxiaodehuluobuhaiburutadeshouzhizhang,neibaituyexiaodekeai。
linzhaozhaoyinweishangcizhongdu,shilibianchalehenduo。
tamoujianmohu,hunanyuesexiazhikanjianyigechuanzhexiuxianxizhuangdenanrenbeiduitaerzhan,shenxingtingba,danshouchazaikudaili,jiqimosheng。
yiluzoulai,tawenlehaojigeyongren,doubuzhidaozhouqiyuqunale。
“nihao,nizhidaozhouqiyuzainama?”linzhaozhaoshitanxingdiwen。
zheigemoshengdifang,tazhirenshizhouqiyu。
luyunzhitingjiannvrenshengyin,ganjueyousishuxi。
tazhuanshenwangqu,chuanzhehongqundelinzhaozhaoyingrutamouyan。
zaineihunandehuanjingli,luyunzhimoujianhuaguoyimobeijingyandeweiguang,zhuanshunjishi。
“buzhidao。”luyunzhilengbingbinghuita。
linzhaozhaoyiyanrenchuzheigenanrenshifuzhoudehaopengyou,yiqianjianguoyimian。
linzhaozhaogangademolemozhangfa,youxiebuhaoyisidao:“neige,womilule,ninenggaosuwodatingzenmezouma?”
luyunzhimuguangqingdan,gangxiangtaishouzhilu。
diyibaisanshierzhang suanzhang
luyunzhiyuanbennazaishouzhongdehuluobuturandiaodaoledishang,tawanshenqujian。
linzhaozhaozheicaifaxiantashenhoudehanbaiyuhuapingzhushangyouyizhixiaobaitu,bairongrong、**nende,jiqikeai。
luyunzhidezhijianzaijiangyaochupengdaohuluobudeneike,jingyiwaijiangyingqilai,zenmeyedongbulele。
tanengganshoudaonvrendezhushi,lianshangmomingyouyisigangahejiongpo,dangengduodeshiwunaihekuse。
渐冻症病发了。
xiayimiao,luyunzhiqishen,budongshengsedizanghaobingfadeshuangshou,shuodao:“guaiguozheigewan,yizhiwangqian。”
“谢谢。”
linzhaozhaodunzaiyuandi,meijizhezou。
taxinzhongyihuotaweishenmebujianqilai?
chuyuganxie,linzhaozhaozouguoqudunxiashenzihaoxinbangmang,“wobangnijianba。”
luyunzhibenshisuiyiyipie,quekandaoleyinifengjing。
moxiongqunzhedangbuzhutaxiongqianfengguang,neishiyizhongdushuyunvrendequxian。
zaizheiyike,luyunzhinaohailibuzhizendebengfachulesangezi,xiaobaitu。
tamousehuian,duilinzhaozhaodepianjianyufayanzhong。
guoranshigehuigouyinnanrendenvren,wushiwuke,yijuyidong,douanhanxinji。
fuzhoucongdatingliuchulaizhaoluyunzhi,qiaqiaokanjianlezheimeyifuhuamian。
linzhaozhaodunzaidishang,luyunzhizhengditoudingzhelinzhaozhaokan?
yizhonghennanyiyanyudehuamian。
linzhaozhaoqishen,shenshoubachileyikoudehuluobudijiluyunzhi,dantachichimeijie。
“zheituzizhenkeai。”linzhaozhaosuiyishuo。
luyunzhishengyinlengran,yinhancanren:“tamenshishiyanduixiang,huishangjiepoutaide。”
huawaizhiyin,zaikeaiyemeiyong。
fuzhouzouleguolai,shouzhangxianshudedazailinzhaozhaojianshang,shunhuadejifurutongniunai,rutongyangzhiyu,shougantehao。
fuzhoumouseshensui,gouchunwanweiyixiao:“xiaojiahuo,niganggangshizaigouyintama?”
fuzhoudeturanchuxianhelelinzhaozhaoyitiao,youshifenbujietahualideyisi:“a?”
fuzhouchenjiqinleqinlinzhaozhaodeerjian,zaitaerpanchuizhereqi,diaoxidao:“wokannigengkeai。”
“xiao,bai,tu。”tayiziyiju,anhanshenyi。
shangcitagenzhouqiyulianshoubatazayunzheishi,zaowandetaohuilai。
buguoxianzai,xianzhandianbianyi。
linzhaozhaofaxianfuzhoudeshixianyizhidouzaidingzhetaneilikan,talianmangjiangtatuikai,buwangwenyiju:“zhouqiyurenni?”
fuzhouchongtatiaomei,yifufangdangbujidelangzimoyang,“woyoubushitalaopo,wonazhidao?”
linzhaozhaoxianglexiangyouwen:“neininengrangwolikaima?”
fuzhoumuguangxixue,fangsizailinzhaozhaoshenshangdaliang,tazheishendabanshizhenpiaoliang,mingyanwumei。
“biejizhezoua,yanhuimashangjiukaishile,liuxialaiyiqiwanbei。”fuzhoupilipiqishuo。
“zhouge。”luyunzhituranchusheng,xiangfuzhouhuandao。
duonianxiongdi,luyunzhiyigeyanshen,fuzhoujiumingle。
fuzhoushunjianjinzhangdanyou,yuqihuangjiwen:“nidaiyizhijilema?”
陆云知点了点头。
“我带你去打药。”
yushifuzhoudiuxialinzhaozhao,genluyunzhiyiqilikai。
wangzheluyunzhizouyuandeshenying,linzhaozhaotixingdao:“ai,nidetuzihaizaizheini。”
没人理她。
linzhaozhaozouguoqu,yongshouzhichuolechuoxiaotuzidetou,“tabuyaonileai。”
suizhi,tabashoulidehuluobuweijituzi,“zhenkelianna。”
linzhaozhaoxinxiang:tashuozheituzishishiyanduixiang,huibuhuihaiyouyong?diulehuibuhuiwushi?
duanzandesikaohou,linzhaozhaobatuzibaozaihuaili,tahaiburutashoushangdemianjuda,xiaoxiaodeyituan,keaijile。
“suanle,panidiule,wohaishidaizheniba。”
denghuikankannengbunengzaidatingxiangyu,tazaibatuzihaijita。
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qinbeizuoweipeijialaisonglihenzhengchang,erwenyuanlaidequeyouxieyiwai。
douzhishenwenliangzuxianglaishiweichoudi,shenlaoyezishouyan,kegenwenjiameiguanxi。
wenyuanyinyudetaohuayanweimi,moudifanyongyinzhi,lishengdao:“xingshendechawochadaomianyuebeibu,haiwomeizhuazhuwenhuai,zheibizhangjinwanwobidehaihuilai。”
wenhuaizheimeyipao,zhidinghuihuiyguo,taruoshidongshanzaiqizhanjuyguobanbishili,zhipahuichengweigengdadeweixie。
duiyuwenyuaneryan,wenhuaizheigeshuangbaotaigegejianzhijiushixinfudahuan,yuchuzhierhoukuai。
sinianqian,wenhuaibeirenhuiwenjia,wenlaoyezichuyukuiqianbadijingdixiazuzhiquanquanjiaojiwenhuaiguanli,duanduansanyue,shouduanzhihen,weizhenheidao。
weilebaozhuzijidediwei,wenyuanhewenyulianshoushijijiangwenhuainongjinkntyanjiusuo,yaobushiwenlaoyezidingdejin,yebuzhiyuchichishabuleta。
“xiaoxindian,bamianjudaihao。”qinbeitixingta。
linxingyeyijingzhidaojianghuaizhangshenmeyangzile,ruoshikanjianwenyuan,zhipashiyaowuhuishenme。
wenyuanzheizhanglianduilinxingyelaishuo,shizaishizhaotajihen。
shenjiazheichangyanhuiduiwaidoushiyoufabuqingtiede,meiyouqingtiejinbuqu。
yushiwenyuanpingjiezheqinbeibaobiaodeshenfenchenggonghunjinzhuangyuan,xunzhaojihuixianglinxingyebaofuhuilai。
linzhaozhaoyiluzoudaodating,jiaohaodemianrongyindebinkemenpinpincemu。
“zheishinajiadeqianjina?yiqiandoumeijianguo。”
“ai,wokantayoudianyanshu,haoxiangzhiqianshensanyedaitachuxiguoyanhuilaizhe。”
“sanyedenvren?kexianzaishendaxiaojiebushihuilailema?zheishixiaosanlaitiaoxinzhengzhule?”
“jinwanyouhaoxikanle。”laifuyandeguifumingyuanmenxiaoshengyilun。
zhouqiyuquxiuxishizhaolinzhaozhaofaxiantabuzai,liwaizhaoleyiquanyemeizhaodao,buyouxinjihuangzhangqilai。
renqunli,linzhaozhaoyiyankanjianchuanzheheihongxizhuangdenanrenzaizhejixunzhaoshenme。
linzhaozhaoshengyinqingtiandehuan:“zhouqiyu。”
zhouqiyuwenshengwangguoqu,zaikanjianlinzhaozhaodeneikeshunjianyangqixiaorong,kuaibuzoushangqian,“xiaoningning,niqunale?”
“zhuangyuantaida,milehuilu。”linzhaozhaoshuo。
zhouqiyuzhuyidaotahuaizhongdehuowu,“nalaidetuzi?”
linzhaozhaojieshi:“ganggangzaihuayuanyujianyigenansheng,jiushizhiqianzaiyongchihuisuojianguodeneige,haoxianggenfuzhouguanxibucuo。”
“luyunzhi?”nenggenfuzhouguanxibucuode,yicaijiuzhidaoshishei。
linzhaozhaomolemotuzitou,yuqidanran:“kenengshiba。”
反正她不认识。
liangrenzhanzaiyiqi,hongqunpeizhehongxizhuang,daoyouzhongxinlangxinniang,hunlixianchangdeganjue。
nanjunnvmei,tuotuodezhujiao,jiqizhumu。
shenyingyuguangpiedaolinzhaozhao。
“shipei。”shenyinglijidiuxiashenpangdemingyuanmenquzhaolinzhaozhao。
“ningningmeimei,nilikaibaishanbieyuanhouwodouzhaobudaoni。”shenyingxiaolianyingying,reqingwenroudishuo:“xinghaojinwannilaile,keyaoduopeipeiwo。”
shenyingdereqingyinqinzongranglinzhaozhaoyouxiebuhaojujue,“wokongpapeibuleni,wo...”
diyibaisanshisanzhang tiaowu
linzhaozhaodehuagangshuoyibanjiubeirendaduanle。
zhijianlinxingyedanshouchaodoucongyuanchuzoulai,taluozaiwaimiandeshoufushangshenyingdeyaozhi,shengyinsenlengdiduilinzhaozhaoshuo:“yingyingrangnipei,shiniderongxing。”
linzhaozhaowenguoyongrendezhizheilishishenjiahou,taxinlizhixiangkuaidianlikai。
yinweipajiandaolinxingye,zhunquedeshuo,shitabuyuanyijianta。
xianzailiangrenjiushixiangkanliangxiangyan。
最好余生不再见。
linzhaozhaobukebimiandekanlelinxingyeyiyan,taneidanmodemoulimeiyouyidianwendu,zhiyouxianqi、yane。
cengjingduilinxingyedexihuanzaoyiyanxiaoyunsan。
ebu,yesuanbushangshenmexihuan。