woyuhuanjujudemingzi,quezaihoutouningye,wufafasheng。simujiaojiezhiji,wogandaoyiguhanyizijiaodimanyanzhiquanshen,lingwobuyouzizhudizhanli。yanqiandemiankongrangwoxinshengjuyi,neiheranshiwozaoyilishidedidi——fangyuandemianrong。
jiyishanhuidaojiusuideneigedongtian,didiqisui,beihouyourenqiongzhuibushe,jinguanmianrongyimohubuqing,danneifengkuangdexiaorongrengshenshenkeyinzaixintou。womenzaijibenzhong,woyintilibuzhiluohou,yangqiudidishaozuodengdai。tahuitouyipie,bushenshuaidao。wojimangganqulataqishen,quewulunruheyezhuaibudong。
bijindekongbuxiaoshengyuyanyulie,wozhongyinjidukonghuang,paoxialedididuzitaosheng。daineilingrenmaogusongrandeshengyinzhongyuxiaosan,jiazhongjinghouduoshi,queweipanlaididideshenying。weiyouzaiwushugemengyanzhong,yishenxianxuededidishenchudeshouzhangbubupojin,huamianlilizaimu。
yinci,wozongshizaiqianyishilitaobizheiduanhuiyi,jinguanneixieyuzhixiangguandexijiejihuyibeiyiwang,weiduneizhangliankongshizhongjuankexindi。
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weijiwofawen,nuannuanyizhuaizhewodeshoubeiyilukuangbenshanglou。fuyijinmen,tabiansisizhuazhuwodejianbang,jiezheyouxunsuzhengtuo,baozhutoubulianlianhoutui,sangyinposuidiaiqiu:“biedawo,biedawo。”zheituruqilaideyancirangwobenyihunluanbukandesixujijinbengkuibianyuan。
jujuzaidufachuyishenghuhuan,neishuxieryouhuangkongdeshengyinyushizhewoyoujiangxianruduizishenqutideshikongzhuangtai。zicongjigeyueqian,jujuduinuannuanbiaoxianchuyiyangjudongyilai,yiqiekaishibiandeguiyiyichang。tebieshizaiwotingcongliyishengjianyijuedingweijujushixingjueyushoushuzhihou,wodelinghunjingkaishizaizijiajumaoyuwoderoutizhijianwuchangqiehuan,qiewufazikong。
jujudezheiyishengjiaohuanzhengruyuqibanyinfabiangu,wotaiyanwangqu,zhijian“wo”deshentizhengyiyimonanyijuechadeweixiaomianduizhewo。yucitongshi,nuannuanzaiciyu“wo”deshentiduishi,jinghaizhiyutanzuoyudi,wuzhudidengtuizhengzha。
neiyike,jumao、shangtong、gongji、didi……zhongzhongsuipianzaiwonaohaizhongjiaozhipengzhuang,shitupincouchengyifuwanzhengdehuamian,queyousihuqueshileguanjiandeyihuan。raner,yilaibujixijiu,yinwei“wo”deshentiyiranwojinquantouxiangnuannuanhuiqu。
woquanliyifudizhuangjizijideshenti,bansuizheyishengnuhou,shunjianzhonghuoduishentidezhangkong,xiangzhenuannuandashengjihu:“kuaipao!”ranernuannuanfangfobingweitingjian,quansuozaijiaoluolisesefadou。
jujuzaicifachuqilidejianjiao,youyiciduozoulewoduishentidekongzhi。wozaicifenbugushendizhuangxiangqianfang,jiejinquanlidinahan:“nuannuan,kuaizou!”zheiyici,nuannuanzhongyuyoulehuiying,tatanzuozaidi,shengsilijiedikuhan:“taobudiaole,tayizhidouzaizheili。”
suizhejumaozaiyicipuguolai,womendejiuchanshideshixianyaobaibuding,jinyibujiaoluanlewodeyishi。jingguoyifanjiliezhengdou,wojiannandizhongxinzhangwolezijideshenti,lianmangzhuaqijumaoyuanlinuannuan。cike,wochediyishidao,sangeyueqianjumaodeshentijiuyijingbuzaishuyuziji,ershibeifangyuandelinghunzhanju。
wotuikaimen,yingmianzhuangshangleneizhanglingrendanhandeliankong,tayongwuzhuodeshoujinzhuazhemenkuang。jumaoyoujiaoleyisheng,wodeshijiezaicixianruheian。
dangwozaicizhengkaiyanjing,faxianneigecengjingdejianlajizhe,huozheshuoxianzaidefangyuan,zhengyijiaoxiadexiaorongzhushizhewo,neixiaorongwocengzaizhanjuwoshentide“ta”lianshangjianguo。
wozhiwenta:“nibazhanlejumaodeshenti,duiba?”
fangyuanzeyilianwuguweiqudihuida:“nizaishuoshenme?woshisheia?”