第一章

woyuhuanjujudemingzi,quezaihoutouningye,wufafasheng。simujiaojiezhiji,wogandaoyiguhanyizijiaodimanyanzhiquanshen,lingwobuyouzizhudizhanli。yanqiandemiankongrangwoxinshengjuyi,neiheranshiwozaoyilishidedidi——fangyuandemianrong。

jiyishanhuidaojiusuideneigedongtian,didiqisui,beihouyourenqiongzhuibushe,jinguanmianrongyimohubuqing,danneifengkuangdexiaorongrengshenshenkeyinzaixintou。womenzaijibenzhong,woyintilibuzhiluohou,yangqiudidishaozuodengdai。tahuitouyipie,bushenshuaidao。wojimangganqulataqishen,quewulunruheyezhuaibudong。

bijindekongbuxiaoshengyuyanyulie,wozhongyinjidukonghuang,paoxialedididuzitaosheng。daineilingrenmaogusongrandeshengyinzhongyuxiaosan,jiazhongjinghouduoshi,queweipanlaididideshenying。weiyouzaiwushugemengyanzhong,yishenxianxuededidishenchudeshouzhangbubupojin,huamianlilizaimu。

yinci,wozongshizaiqianyishilitaobizheiduanhuiyi,jinguanneixieyuzhixiangguandexijiejihuyibeiyiwang,weiduneizhangliankongshizhongjuankexindi。

cike,neizhangcengzaimengyanzhongwushucidanqudelianpangtuwudizaixianyanqian,shiwoeranzhuzu。zhengyuqikouxunwen,quefaxianshenbiandenvyounuannuanlianseyitongyangcangbainankan。

weijiwofawen,nuannuanyizhuaizhewodeshoubeiyilukuangbenshanglou。fuyijinmen,tabiansisizhuazhuwodejianbang,jiezheyouxunsuzhengtuo,baozhutoubulianlianhoutui,sangyinposuidiaiqiu:“biedawo,biedawo。”zheituruqilaideyancirangwobenyihunluanbukandesixujijinbengkuibianyuan。

jujuzaidufachuyishenghuhuan,neishuxieryouhuangkongdeshengyinyushizhewoyoujiangxianruduizishenqutideshikongzhuangtai。zicongjigeyueqian,jujuduinuannuanbiaoxianchuyiyangjudongyilai,yiqiekaishibiandeguiyiyichang。tebieshizaiwotingcongliyishengjianyijuedingweijujushixingjueyushoushuzhihou,wodelinghunjingkaishizaizijiajumaoyuwoderoutizhijianwuchangqiehuan,qiewufazikong。

jujudezheiyishengjiaohuanzhengruyuqibanyinfabiangu,wotaiyanwangqu,zhijian“wo”deshentizhengyiyimonanyijuechadeweixiaomianduizhewo。yucitongshi,nuannuanzaiciyu“wo”deshentiduishi,jinghaizhiyutanzuoyudi,wuzhudidengtuizhengzha。

neiyike,jumao、shangtong、gongji、didi……zhongzhongsuipianzaiwonaohaizhongjiaozhipengzhuang,shitupincouchengyifuwanzhengdehuamian,queyousihuqueshileguanjiandeyihuan。raner,yilaibujixijiu,yinwei“wo”deshentiyiranwojinquantouxiangnuannuanhuiqu。

woquanliyifudizhuangjizijideshenti,bansuizheyishengnuhou,shunjianzhonghuoduishentidezhangkong,xiangzhenuannuandashengjihu:“kuaipao!”ranernuannuanfangfobingweitingjian,quansuozaijiaoluolisesefadou。

jujuzaicifachuqilidejianjiao,youyiciduozoulewoduishentidekongzhi。wozaicifenbugushendizhuangxiangqianfang,jiejinquanlidinahan:“nuannuan,kuaizou!”zheiyici,nuannuanzhongyuyoulehuiying,tatanzuozaidi,shengsilijiedikuhan:“taobudiaole,tayizhidouzaizheili。”

suizhejumaozaiyicipuguolai,womendejiuchanshideshixianyaobaibuding,jinyibujiaoluanlewodeyishi。jingguoyifanjiliezhengdou,wojiannandizhongxinzhangwolezijideshenti,lianmangzhuaqijumaoyuanlinuannuan。cike,wochediyishidao,sangeyueqianjumaodeshentijiuyijingbuzaishuyuziji,ershibeifangyuandelinghunzhanju。

wotuikaimen,yingmianzhuangshangleneizhanglingrendanhandeliankong,tayongwuzhuodeshoujinzhuazhemenkuang。jumaoyoujiaoleyisheng,wodeshijiezaicixianruheian。

dangwozaicizhengkaiyanjing,faxianneigecengjingdejianlajizhe,huozheshuoxianzaidefangyuan,zhengyijiaoxiadexiaorongzhushizhewo,neixiaorongwocengzaizhanjuwoshentide“ta”lianshangjianguo。

wozhiwenta:“nibazhanlejumaodeshenti,duiba?”

fangyuanzeyilianwuguweiqudihuida:“nizaishuoshenme?woshisheia?”